>>2017I'm kind of high and it doesn't make sense to me either
I kind of remember being like that when I was a teenager, though. Hormones are the worst drug of all, and it was a nonstop high from age 13 to 20 I was basically retarded.
My advice to the OP is to try to understand that you are retarded and you will never stop being retarded until your hormones calm down. For some guys that doesn't happen until like 25. Try to keep your own stupidity under control until it wears off, I know it sucks but you gotta do it. If you ditch these hoes and just stop thinking about trying to fuck them your life will improve immeasurably. You will also not be putting a giant manic-depressive roadblock in between you and girls who don't suck, which is what you would be doing if you kept chasing these skanks