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>yfw had an asian girlfriend
>goth lolita type of petite girl
>girl of my dreams
>date her for seven years
>our lives and her parents kept us apart
>fuck a lot in secret
>she finally goes off to college
>2-3rd year she meets some new guy and cheats on me
>screws around on us both for a whole summer
>tries to get me to get her parent's pregnant in her backyard one night
>she miscarries
>already full blown crazy by this point she blames it all on me
>never speaks to me again
And to this day I both hate women and want her back. I blame a mixture of the atmosphere and her new campus friends for what happened. She and I were perfect before then and I'd give anything for things to go back to the way they were but I know that will never happen.
Even if someone as apatheistic as me, I've actually broken down and prayed a few times. Part of me died when I lost her and it left only anger, hatred, and resentment for everything in this world.
Thank fuck we weren't married when she pulled that shit. I'd be Brendan Fraser right about now and despite it all I still miss her and can't seem to fall in love with anyone else.
Haven't gotten laid since the last time she and I had sex.