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Pedophilia and Age Anonymous 04/28/15 (Tue) 03:36:42 No.20981

Brace yourselves as I basically tell you my "super exciting" life story, or you can just skip to the end to answer some questions. Whatever you feel like. I wouldn't blame you for skipping this.

So I'm 16 years old and confident that I'm a pedophile. I stopped liking girls sometime when I was 13, and thought that I somehow "turned asexual" at the time, until I started having sexual thoughts involving my cousins who were around 6. I figured that being a teenager, weird stuff like that would come up from time to time, but I started getting worried as these occurred more frequently. About a year ago I started to realize that these sexual fantasies weren't ending and basically accepted the fact that I was a pedophile, but I didn't start thinking about it seriously until 8 months ago when my family (with my little cousins) stayed over for a month. There was never any self-loathing or depression involved. I just saw it as me liking little girls and that it would be fine as long as I wasn't raping them or causing them any harm, so I went on with everyday life. (I usually rely on lolicon for my sexual needs). The only thing that was stressful was knowing that I had to keep it a secret from my friends. Thankfully, I'm the kind of guy that a lot of people look up to, as I'm known for being an all-around nice/smart person who fully enjoys life, so it was easy to let a few people know without losing friends or spreading rumors. Now I basically have a group of friends correcting people who say "pedophiles" instead of "child molesters," so that's cool. Anyway, I'm assuming most of you guys are in your 20's and 30's, so I wanted to ask a few questions to know what kind of stuff to expect in the future. "Am I taking too many risks?" Stuff like that.

So, how old are you now? How old were you when you started having sexual thoughts involving pedophilia? When did you begin to identify as a pedophile? Are there any specific events that made you figure out you were a pedophile? How did you react to these? Are there any regrets you have from your childhood that can be turned into advice for me? And unrelated and asked a lot, but what are your preferred ages and races for lolis? I seem to like ages 5-9 the most, and asians and white lolis with blonde hair/blue eyes are my favorite looks. I just like to hear other people's opinions.

Zed 04/28/15 (Tue) 04:06:03 No.20984

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>so it was easy to let a few people know without losing friends or spreading rumors

That's gonna come back to bite you in the ass, mark my words. In general, you should keep it a secret or tell everyone you know. If no one knows, no one can point fingers at you. If everyone who matters in your life knows, when someone eventually does start pointing fingers at you, no one will be surprised by the info and it won't do nearly as much harm. Personally, I would have recommended keeping it a secret, but if you've already told some people, I guess it's too late for that.

>"Am I taking too many risks?"

Other than letting people know you're a pedophile, you haven't told us anything risky, really.

>Age/when did you realize/when did you accept it/specific events/regrets/etc

I'm in my lower 30's, I realized I was a pedo around age 16 when I had a job working at my local school district and got to visit the elementary frequently, though I went through a denial/self-hate phase about it well into college. Thankfully, I haven't done anything that I regret in relation to my sexuality and I haven't broken any laws (other than looking at and downloading a bit of CP, which I have since gotten rid of and don't acquire anymore). I tend to prefer girls ages 7-11, but 4, 5, and 6-year-olds are attractive too. Not really into asians and black lolis, but I'm not too picky as far as looks otherwise.

Anonymous 04/28/15 (Tue) 05:55:28 No.20987

>>20981

> I'm known for being an all-around nice/smart person who fully enjoys life, so it was easy to let a few people know without losing friends or spreading rumors. Now I basically have a group of friends correcting people who say "pedophiles" instead of "child molesters," so that's cool.

What exactly did you let "a few people know"? And how exactly did they react?

>"Oh by the way, i am sexually attracted to little girls"

>"That's cool, how can't you love these flat chests?"

Anonymous 04/28/15 (Tue) 05:57:41 No.20988

>So, how old are you now? How old were you when you started having sexual thoughts involving pedophilia? When did you begin to identify as a pedophile? Are there any specific events that made you figure out you were a pedophile? How did you react to these? Are there any regrets you have from your childhood that can be turned into advice for me? And unrelated and asked a lot, but what are your preferred ages and races for lolis?

Every fucking month.

Anonymous 04/28/15 (Tue) 06:54:18 No.20991

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I was in my late 20s when i realized i'm pedo. I also like whites and asians of single digit ages. i'm 30 now.

Anonymous 04/28/15 (Tue) 07:53:04 No.20992

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You better stay on your friends good sides, that's for sure.

Didn't admit to myself I'm pedo till I was 17ish, 24 now.

Zed 04/28/15 (Tue) 07:56:53 No.20993

>>20988

>Every fucking month.

Yeah, I know, I haven't answered one of these in a long time because of that. But I realized that it's been so long since I answered one of these that the Board Slide/Wipe that happened a few months ago erased my last response. So I figured I'd answer in this thread, and then when someone else asks next month, I can just link my post in this thread.

Aryan Lolicon 04/28/15 (Tue) 10:42:16 No.20996

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I just turned 17 a month ago.

When I was 13 I found out about Tanya y157 and vlad models in general and fapped to that. I thought it was ok because Tanya looked around 12-13 but as I grew up I started getting into candydoll and more vlad models, I also found out about some LS model stuff which disturbed me at first but after enough shameful fapping I got over it. I didnt admit I was a paedophile to myself until about 15, primarily because my secondary school was neighboring this religious primary school and every class I had I picked the seat next to a window so I could watch the lolis play or walk home and I ofcourse started fapping to them when ever I got the chance.

I was a super horny kid though If I saw a loli do something lewd (I ofcouse perceived everything as lewd in my perverted 15 year old brain) outside I'd excuse myself from class and go furiously masturbate in the bathroom. I still fap at my works bathroom, too, since I work at a hotel you get German and Dutch lolis who just walk around completely naked up to age 6. Although I dont need to fap at work, I do it mostly because fuck my boss.

I've told one of my friends who I've been friends with since we were toddlers, we live in a real small town so if he did tell anyone i'd already know it by now. My brother found out because he saw candydoll on my pc but he didnt ask me until a couple years later. He said he was happy its was just candydoll :^) and he knows about it because he browses 4chan too.

I did stop hanging out with a group of friends when I was 16. They were a bunch of edgelords and started talking about how much they loved the show "paedophile hunters" and wished they could do the same only kill the paedophiles..etc good thing I got back at one of them by copping a feel of his 12 year old sisters dfc when I was 16 :^). I keep to lolicon and some legal modelling which are both legal in my country, you should probably look into whats legal where you live and keep to it.

Yeah you shouldn't tell people you're a paedophile except maybe your best friend who you know just as much incriminating evidence about but some people might talk. Like one of your well meaning friends bringing you up as an example of a good paedophile, which although you havent done anything could lose you a job and friends still.

Pic related is the golden rule, make sure you keep up challenging peoples stereotypes or misunderstanding of paedophiles but can still deny that you're a paedophile yourself as you "just care about the damaging social stigma around non offending paedophiles."

Tick 04/28/15 (Tue) 18:24:29 No.21008

>so it was easy to let a few people know without losing friends or spreading rumors.

Bad idea, that much has been said already. That said, it's what I've done as well. I've told an absurd amount of people about my attractions and I don't even truly understand why. My advice would be to really think through what you would gain from letting someone know. Although I've miraculously avoided all kinds of ass-biting from telling an absolutely stupidly large group of people… I still regret some of them - and even then, it feels selfish and masturbatory when I really think about it. At least one of these people have been put in a bit of a pinch because I told her, maybe sometimes we should think of this less like "risks" and more like decisions on whether or not to bother others with our bullshit.

Personally I found out I was a pedophile when I was 15, after having watched anime and liking the loli characters. I had a moment in school where I just sort of looked at the 1st and 2nd graders run past and had a little "fuck, I'm a pedo" realization. In my case, contrary to you, a huge depression followed that, though. But I'm fine now, it was mainly because I cared too much about how society viewed me and pedophiles in general. Now I just don't care because I know myself - and they don't.

Anonymous 04/28/15 (Tue) 21:20:28 No.21012

From the bottom of my heart, for all those that have told people about their attractions, thank you so much.

The people you have told now think about us in a different, less hateful way, and that is a great thing.

Anonymous 04/28/15 (Tue) 23:09:56 No.21015

>>20981

>So, how old are you now?

>How old were you when you started having sexual thoughts involving pedophilia?

>When did you begin to identify as a pedophile?

>Are there any specific events that made you figure out you were a pedophile? How did you react to these?

I was latent for a couple of years like you, then I hit puberty at 14 and realized I pretty much massively preferred prepubescent girls. I thought I was a total fucking freak, and that brainwashing took time to undo. I'm hebe now. As time went on, the age preference went up. It's not even really that odd for a 14yo to like an 11yo, but I knew something was off. The specific thing that made me know was the 12- and 11-year-olds I got crushes on that year. Oh, man, I wanted them bad. If I hadn't been brainwashed by a backwards society, maybe I could have gone for that insanely hot blonde eleven-year-old from swim team. She was such a 10/10. If I saw a picture of her from back then, my dick would probably go diamonds even today.

>Are there any regrets you have from your childhood that can be turned into advice for me?

Not from my chronological childhood, but from what I consider to be my childhood and adolescence, sure.

>And unrelated and asked a lot, but what are your preferred ages and races for lolis?

Blonde white girls are my favorite, closely followed by brunette white and Asian, but anything goes, really. Ages, something like 11-19, but with 12-15 being the real sweet spot.

Anonymous 04/29/15 (Wed) 01:32:12 No.21022

>>20984

>>20996

True. I definitely know the risks of telling people. I probably should have specified that I don't just go around telling anybody I know. I've only told my closest friends who I feel would never betray me (on purpose or by accident). Sure, there's still some risk involved, but if I just sit back and let my friends talk shit about pedophiles around me, that gets to be more stressful than the loss of respect I would get from people that I don't know and don't care about. I don't really care what others think about me; I'm more scared of legal trouble. And I wouldn't tell somebody if I even somewhat suspected that they'd get me in trouble in the future.

>>21008

I get where you're coming from, but I don't really agree with your logic. I don't really think it's selfish to want to be accepted for who you are. It's definitely stupid for someone identifying as a two-spirited transcisgendered androgynous female or whatever to bother others with their bullshit, but they're not people with mental disorders. They're people trying to be different. In our case, we're a sort of big group of people with mental disorders who are demonized by the media, despite being pretty decent human beings most of the time. It's not selfish to want to end this unjustified hate. It's like if black people were calling each other selfish for fighting for their rights back when that was a thing. Honestly, it's more selfish to not do anything, since you're avoiding risks while letting others try to earn your rights.

>>20981

It wasn't just a sudden thing. Over the course of a few months, I started talking about morals and shit, worked my way into defending pedophiles, then admitted that I was a pedophile myself. By the time I told them, they were already sympathetic and said they would help me out and whatever. Nobody really freaked out. For better or for worse, teenagers are pretty accepting nowadays.

>>20988

Yes, because every single person on this board has totally been around for every single post. I know these types of things are asked a lot, so I tried to put my own spin on it and mainly just ask for advice. Most of the frequently asked questions were to be used in relation to the advice question. I guess that wasn't enough.

>>21012

Now I'm conflicted. Keep spreading my message of acceptance, or try to avoid getting stabbed in the back? I want to do whatever I can to earn our rights, as naive as I may sound. I suppose I'll just continue to correct people who mix up pedos and molesters, and just do whatever fits the situations life puts me in.

Anonymous 04/29/15 (Wed) 01:33:34 No.21024

>>20987

Tick 04/29/15 (Wed) 15:34:08 No.21045

>>21022

>I get where you're coming from, but I don't really agree with your logic.

I suppose you're right… Well, then I don't have to feel bad about all the people I've told! Maybe my tentative feeling about it is just the subtle worrying in me about the myriads of ways it could come back to bite me in the ass later. Honestly, I don't even really have an overview of who or how many people know about me.

>For better or for worse, teenagers are pretty accepting nowadays.

This. If there's one tendency I've spotted, it's this. The younger the person you're telling is, the more likely to not give a shit they are. Older people I've told have always had more misgivings, like my father definitely viewing it as a 'problem' of some description, many psychiatrists thinking of it as a ticking bomb, grandfather also expressing worry (but I haven't talked to him about it in years, I really wonder what he thinks about it now…)

Anonymous 04/30/15 (Thu) 07:25:58 No.21081

Confiding in people you trust can make a real difference to how we are perceived by society. Take this thread for example: http://www.netmums.com/coffeehouse/general-coffeehouse-chat-514/news-current-affairs-topical-discussion-12/763714-paedophiles-paedophiles-everywhere-all.html

Anonymous 04/30/15 (Thu) 11:38:00 No.21084

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>>21081

>netmums

Anonymous 05/01/15 (Fri) 05:15:20 No.21111

>>21084 pic.

The only douchebag that can wear that style of glasses and not look like a faggot.

Anonymous 08/15/15 (Sat) 09:48:59 No.27013

First noticed I liked girls half my age when I was 7, didn't understand sex until 11, always assumed it was unnatural so I kept it a secret throughout my teens although some friends noticed tells over the years. Now 35 and still love girls 4-9 the most. Blonds, brunettes, redheads, Asians, all cuties who are friendly.

On pedos everywhere, it's like anything else the media wants people to freak out about. We're just more aware of ourselves and the world around us now. The more people know the less they have to fear, which is why I encourage everyone I know to get their minds right.