/younglove/ - Pedophilia Discussion

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I remember the first time I got hard with her. I didnt really know I was aroused. Shes kinda whipping it around and my little fella boned up to her amazement. She asks me what is going on?? And I explain in kid logic that there are "two types of pennises - one hard and one soft." and that "The hard kind is called a boner". She really enjoyed whipping it around and smacking it against my stomach and I remember telling her that it felt good. But we never figured out stroking it, sadly. Nonetheless, after this point, I would usually be boned up for our games together and thats the way she preferred it. She would even get a little upset sometimes if I wasnt able to bone up after a minute or two, verging on a tantrum once. I remember touching her little puss pretty damn well too. I was totally interested in just the clitty and skin folds up there - neither of us understood the importance of the actual vag hole. And she was always telling me to be softer and more gentle - I could barely put any pressure on it. Every time - "ow, ow ow not so hard." Our sessions would usually end with me rubbing my junk on hers, up and down her little slit. Usually I was hard. Not that we were getting orgasms from this, but it did feel good and we knew it was naughty. It was a thrill and we were excited about it. Towards the end of our multiyear escapades when we had heard stuff on the playground, we thought this rubbing was having sex. Even later, we would kiss each other in the privates and that was a thrill too. But its not like were were really giving each other oral, just a couple pecks. Funny, cause I dont remember that we did a lot of kissing in general, just on each others junk.

After about a year passed from the start of our games, one day B was excited to tell me that her friend, lets call her V, also liked to play our little naked games. And not just that, they also had discovered a more deliberate mutual masturbation. As B put it, they would rub each other to "make it feel nice and warm". I was excited about this, but not aware enough to ask for a lesson. But little B was able to arrange us all getting together some time a couple months later. So B and V and me were left at her house with Bs grandma. As soon as she could, B takes us to her room, locks the door and get everyones pants off. I was really nervous. Somehow, for me, it was naughty (but OK) to do this stuff with my cousin but more dodgy with some girl I hardly knew. Could I trust her not to tell? Anyway, I check out Vs box…V had some hair growing down there above her slit, which I thought was less than attractive (even then, born a pedo, I guess.) She mustve been maybe 7 years old and she was a bit chubby too. Also, she has no exposed clitty, more like a typical little girl and I remember thinking this was strange as all I had ever seen was Bs. Anyway, B is excited to have V look at my junk up close and personal. It was kind of like she was showing me off. V is nervous like me but gladly takes a looksie. I remember there were a couple instances of B telling V "see I told you it was…" this or that as she flopped it around. Obviously it was a topic of discussion amongst these two little lolis. Then, I in turn take a look at Vs but am somewhat turned off by the hair and lack of visible folds up top. I remember being pretty bored with it until I spread that shit out and got a glimpse of the little guy hiding down there, to my amazement. BUt at that point, my time was nearly up. Anyway, things progress and B and V take turns looking at each other up close, me peeking over their shoulders the best I could. Then they whisper something to each other and then both sit side by side on the floor…. and start rubbing each other with their little hands. You would think I'd be in heaven but with all this girl-girl action, I feel left out (goddamn I wish I could go back and be a fly on the wall there). Anyway, I protest, "I wanna do it!" And I get between them and copy what theyre doing, trying to rub the both at the same time. But apparently I'm not very good at that, too rough. So this lasts only a minute or so - doh! We finally settle on B in the middle and us on either side. Bs whipping around my weenie while rubbing V and getting rubbed. This is pretty cool but after a few minutes we decide to stop and move on to normal games. I think it was difficult for B to do 2 things at once. V and B, I remember, were excited to have their time together that night as V was sleeping over. I remember feeling very jealous. It was almost like, we can do this later without this guy around distracting us. I remember being a bit upset about this and felt pretty left out. And unfortunately, next time B and I were together, I tell her I dont want to play these games with V any more, I was more comfortable just the two of us. Damn it - what an idiot I was.

tbc…

Another time, at my house, my older brother and (boy) cousin, prolly 10 and 11, catch us playing our games. And they want in on it. We resist but they threaten to tell. So, my older brother convinces all of us to play some sort of strip poker. But unlike the usual (none of us had any idea how that worked), it was simply that the winner of the hand of poker got to examine the loser for 2 minutes. My brother even set a timer. The winner and loser would go in the closet and do their thing while the other two would look out for incoming parents.

Well anyway, thats about all the detail I can remember. One day, when I was 7 or 8, and we had an opportunity to play our secret mischief, I propose to do just that. But B tells me that her mother caught her and V a few nights ago during a sleepover and that she had gotten into lots of trouble. We couldnt play our games any more. I was so upset. I tried to convince her we could get away with it, but no use. Her mother did indeed check in on us quite a bit that day and we did seem to have a shorter leash from there on out. My cousin would move out of town shortly not too long after that and we would only see each other once a month or so. We grew apart. I remember later when we were hitting puberty I propositioned her once or twice but nothing ever came of it.

So there's my story…which ended up being my main fap material when I learned to do that. Is that why Im a pedo? Who knows… lets hear your stories /younglove/

PS I have another decent story, from when I was about 8 or 9 and with a boy, maybe I can share that one too.

OK, I guess its bait - I did ask you all to share your stories too. Doesnt everyone have some story from their childhood about sex games?

>>21344

The thread sounds fishy, especially with the sudden rise of board activity.

Not like I'm asking anyone to do anything illegal. Just asking for stories from when you were a kid messing around with other kids….

Yeah, it's incredibly fucking stupid to be paranoid about this.

I'd participate, but I've got shit to do, so maybe later.