So let's say you don't believe children could possibly enjoy sex, or you think that pedophilia in itself is wrong, so let me ask you, why haven't you killed yourself yet? Why are you still here?
Let's put children aside and just look at you as a person for now. You have a sexuality, you acknowledge it, and you acknowledge you were born with it. You know that sexuality is an aspect of a person's identity and goes as far as defining their existence. That's all true, the character of a man can be completely derived if you know his methods of dealing with women. But you refuse to let that sexuality come to term. You deny yourself a basic human aspect, and yet try to live on with what's left, like a three legged table. How can you even call yourself a human if you reject a characteristic that makes you human? Why continue to live as only part human?
Sure, you might pretend you're satisfied after amputating a portion of your life, but are you really? You will never find the same degree of fulfillment as a pro-sexual pedo, simply because you have already omitted a source of happiness from your life. You know deep within that you will never love, and so you will not pursue love. While those who acknowledge themselves contemplate their attractions, you choose to limit yourself in an invisible cage, not because of a third party that makes it illegal, but entirely of your own accord. While other pedos might blame their suffering on a cruel world, you will never even have that ability to pass on guilt, because you know very well that the cause of your misgivings are entirely yours.
Why even seek help? All current treatment consists of people who do not understand you, reaffirming what you already believe of yourself. Is that how you pass off guilt? By having a third party administer restriction on you, all so that you can pretend you were never imprisoning yourself on your own? Whatever they do, they won't change your situation for the better, you will still be unable to accept your sexuality, and they can't give you a new identity. But even if the doctors could "fix" you, would you be okay with that? Would it feel right to toss out something you know is part of you for something false and unfamiliar?
Or maybe you just harbour a bitter hatred for other pedophiles, because you despise their ability to preserve where you did not. Does stepping on their ambitions out of jealousy fulfil you in some way? Will this make up for that emptiness caused by your own rejection of self? I doubt it. Not only will you never be a satisfied with your life, you also deter those who can from attaining their rights. If "cures" will not make you more human, and continuing on as is only makes things worse for all of us, why keep on?
And I'm not even talking about going out and fucking children here. I'm talking about the will to consider that possibility. The simple hope of one day being with a person you will love. All of which you have tossed out, not for greater happiness, but purely for self punishment.
You know you'll never have the identity of a full-fledged person, and you will never have a fulfilling life, so what's left to live for? Just kill yourself, it'll do us all a favour.