No.169101
When I was younger I did enjoy learning. I remember I liked to gain knowledge and had a passion for doing things well.
Anyway I was to go to the "good" high school, which i had romanticized as being like an ivy league school or Cambridge etc. Filled with serious and studious people.
Well, boy was i wrong. Instead of being placed in the "accelerated learning" class I was placed in a typical "mixed abilities" one.
It's where they mix the fuck ups and kids with behaviour problems with the normal and bright students. Fucking retarded idea.
It ruined everything. Any passion I had left over the years as I was surrounded by people who couldn't give a shit. started hanging out with fuckwits. became a fuckwit and then a neet loser scum for years.
All because of someones absent minded decision as to my class. Such a profound effect. I hope they die from cancer.
Fucking school is one of the best ways to destroy a person.
No.169103
> school is one of the best ways to destroy a person
this tbh fam.
No.169107
this is a perfect caricature of the modern NEET wound collector
"my life is not perfect because of xyz thing that was out of my control"
"if only someone had realized how brilliant I was then I would be where I belong in society, on the top"
assume malice in every imagined slight, decry the "system" as broken and impotent whilst simultaneously being ominpotent in its ability to "ruin your life"
im not trying to convince you you're wrong, it is quite obvious you are beyond reason, but let this be an example to anyone else on the edge
No.169108
Yeah mixing the smart kids with the dumbasses is bad for the smart kids and bad for the overall scores. Maybe it slightly improves the dumb kids.
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>>169107
well it was outside my control and it did ruin my life.
there's no argument here.
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>>169109
the school officials didn't make you hang out with shitheads and make decisions that you would later regret
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>>169110
they literally surrounded him with them at an age he wouldn't know better
No.169548
>It's where they mix the fuck ups and kids with behaviour problems with the normal and bright students.
holy shit, iktfb
No.169550
>>169548
and by idktfb:
i was in those classes bcuz i was a genius
No.169556
Reawaken your childhood passion opie~
Your old self is in there somewhere.
No.169586
OP, did you have any personal/family issues going on in your hs years?
I was in the top class of a grammar school but still lost all my ambition
No.169595
>>169586
tfw school is basically a waste of time
tfw they should just given out assignments, have checklists as to what they expect, and the students should just do it at home and then submit it for marking – everything else should just be discarded
tfw parents can make or break you
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>>169595
>>169586
Parents are the cause of all problems in life. They should be exterminated.
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>>169631
That is wrong though. Parents are the problem. I am the solution.
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>>169638
Your parents are not forcing your every life choice.
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>>169641
No but they are causing every life problem. My choices lead entirely to positive consequences, and are usually in response to their devilry.
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>>169655
LEAVE THEM ALONE!
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>>169654
I did. You can't run away from purest essence of evil though. It must be fought.
>>169655
Shut up dad.
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>>169631
That's not even what responsibility is.
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>>169661
what did they do to you
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No.169666
Responsibility is looking after what you are responsible for. You are not responsible for everything.
No.169667
Responsibility may also be said to be making the best choice that is available to you at the time.
Unfortunately, your choices can be very limited by your parents.
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>>169667
>Unfortunately, your choices can be very limited by your parents.
Yeah if you're a fucking 10 year old. Stop with this learned helpless bullshit. You're never going to not be miserable if you keep thinking lke this.
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>>169667
>>169680
learned helplessness*
No.169773
You're not the only one Anon.
No.169778
>>169680
Smiley wants to be miserable for attention.
No.169785
>>169777 (nice get fam)
I think we may yet see another one. Technology may get more refined, but so do methods of dealing with it. The constant of change means that the possibilty could arise again.
He might've been the last that we'll see though.
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>>169778
He wants to be miserable but cos he likes it, not just for attention
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tfw your room smells like old cum
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>>169101
Have you seen the Tavistock threads on /pol/ the last month? Apparently, this phenomenon is quite common among /pol/acks and other chan-goers.
Kids were tested for intelligence, and if they scored too high, they had their futures destroyed by being mixed in with the trash.
No.170239
> Any passion I had left over the years as I was surrounded by people who couldn't give a shit. started hanging out with fuckwits. became a fuckwit and then a neet loser scum for years.
This happens a lot.
> "my life is not perfect because of xyz thing that was out of my control"
But this is also true.
OP, you may be putting too much pressure on yourself. You're subconsciously assuming that life is a lost cause if one little thing goes wrong. That if you can't live the perfect, optimal life, then there is no point in living at all. But this is not how life works. There is no "optimum path"
You have to pick a goal and accomplish it, and not worry about what could have been, but what is. You should also remember that you are but one part of an everlasting biochemical reaction, and that whatever contribution you could have made to the world will undoubtedly be very small to the evolution of the White race as a whole. When you approach life in this manner, then you start to become more motivated, for you are no longer restrained by the potential of failure.
No.171461
>>170239
op here. I'm a tradesman now. 27. I cannot reconcile not doing a perfect job. but a perfect job is almost unobtainable in this line of work.
it frustrates me to no end.
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>>171461
>tfw no clumsy meido gf
No.171465
>>171461
>I am a rational human bean