/4chonr9k/ - r9k

>Be friends with this girl since middle school

>Not close friends, but still

>Go on a date with her

>Go swimming and she reads Byron to me

>Go biking together

>Lots of kissing and laughing, talk about art and life in general

>She's really into botany and points out the different plants

>Realize I haven't gotten along this well with a girl in years

>tfw she's moving in two weeks

We're going hiking tomorrow. It's a melancholy feel. I wish I'd made a move on her sooner during all the years we've known each other.

>>1466

J'suis collé ici jusqu'à la fin

I'm sorta surprised you recognized me though, I've been cutting back on my posting a lot since 4chon died

>go to a concert with female friend ive known for 8 years

>we like really good m8s

>she gets abosolutly shitfaced

>like too drunk to stand

>shes stumbling around in the pit/dfloor

>pull her up a few times

>eventually have to put a arm around her to keep her up

>this leads to full on grindin

>fuckimg 8/10 white girl grindin on my dick

>copping a feel of dat ass

>have the worlds guiltiest boner

>she turns around and starts grinding her puss on my leg

>bringing her face near mine

>NOPE

thank god she didnt remember anything. Still i havent been that hard for a real girl in a long time. Damn

>>1463

Get a gobbie ya french fuck

>tfw i had a gf in high school

>>1472

>gobbie

What is it with you australians and your terrible words?

Anyways if it makes you feel better I've also been fucking a skinny blond nympho on the side, sex with someone you don't love feels pretty overrated though. It's good, but not great, I'm starting to think I should just start building model planes or something.

Anyways you should try again sober. If she's DTF when drunk it's not that hard to get her DTF without alcohol, especially if you've known each other for a while.

>tfw been coughing up black shit for the last two weeks

>tfw the only time I feel happy is during or immediately after sex

>tfw it's been months since I've seen my best and only friend

>tfw my parents are going to kick me onto the street in another month or two

>tfw it's been nearly two years and I still can't sleep at night thinking about her

>tfw can't smoke anymore

>tfw I blew my chances at getting into university

>tfw sending her a message asking her to elope and run away with me to Patagonia but she'll never read it

I think I've gone off the deep end.

>>1640

I don't think I need rehab. I was smoking a lot of pot for a while, but quitting it's been pretty easy so far and I've got a lot of useful life skills already.

I've been trying to see a doctor about my mental health, but I keep getting bounced around without anyone really caring or helping. First I talked to the school councilor, who should have resources for this sort of thing, but they just told me to talk to a doctor and if I wasn't able to go to class I'd just have to fail my courses. I spoke to my parents about seeing a doctor, but they ignored me and called me a lazy prick. I talked to my doctor, told her about my issues, and instead of helping me find some solution or referring me to a therapist she's just been running a bunch of tests to determine if I'm physically healthy or not.

I'm just getting bounced around from person to person and none of them seem to give two shits about me. Apparently my heart rate is only 50bpm, which might be nothing but could also be really bad. I'm waiting on a blood test to come back and I've got a chest x-ray sometime soon. I really want to talk to a therapist. I don't have much money saved up and I'm afraid I'm not going to be able to afford to eat when my parents kick me out.

I wish I could go back in time to when I was happy.

>>1643

Thanks AB, your post is reassuring.

I'm still going to cut back on the smoking, my habit's been getting a little out of control lately, but it's good to know I'm not dying. This whole thing has left me really disillusioned though, I always thought I had a wider support net than imageboards.

I'm pretty sure the problem is my parents anyways. I'm just going to focus on saving up enough to move out and let my problems work themselves out. I've stopped feeling nauseous all the time and it's been over a week since I last had a dizzy spell so things are definitely getting better.

>this thread is 6 months old

>>1658

>>1660

>tfw gf doesn't make the loneliness go away

>tfw your sense of humor and hobbies just don't click with the rest of society

>tfw you've been sleeping with this girl for a couple months already and you still have trouble thinking of her as anything other than a passing acquaintance

>tfw every friendship you've ever had has been a passing and superficial fling to escape loneliness

At least I'll always have random strangers on the internet to laugh at school shootings and pictures of retarded kids with.

>>1660

i p much have a gf

>>1661

>whats the point if she's fucked other dudes

>whats the point if you enjoy fapping more

>whats the point if you still have to play the fucking game

>whats the point when you just wanna put your dick in every hot girls mouth and never have to talk to her or know anything about her

GF's are overrated i'd rather be 12 again

>tfw grandma promised to leave you out of her will if you don't have a gf by the time you turn 25 A.K.A. this spring

>>3308

>>3308

FUCK THAT OLD HAG'S MONEY. REAL MEN MAKE THEIR OWN MONEY. DON'T LET THE BITCHES DRAG YOU DOWN. WHOEVER SAID "'TIS BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST THAN TO HAVE NEVER LOVED AT ALL" WAS SOME FUCKING POORASS NERD. DON'T LET SOMEONE ELSE DEFINE HAPPINESS FOR YOU. YOU FUCK THE WORLD UP THE ASS AND WHISPER INTO IT'S EAR "THIS IS MY HAPPINESS NOW, BITCH"