/abdl/ - Adult Baby - Diaper Lover

One time I copy-paste a link to someone that was a diaper flash game. I played it off like "lol the fuck is this shit? someone posted it on /b/"

I'm pretty sure I got away with it. I keep to myself and nobody but me uses my computer.

I don't clear my history, but since my really close friends know I'm gay. I just tell them they should not search anything. It's worked so far.

When I was in high school kids were allowed to go off campus for lunch time. When I had the money I would go to the drug store with my backpack, buy a package of Depends, and take it back to school. Sometimes I'd go to the bathroom and put one on before I went back. I remember doing that a few times and those were the only times I ever wore to school. I used them, too, when I thought I could get away with it. I leaked once and that's when I stopped. Nobody ever found out, though.

>>10502

I stole diapers when I was younger too. I stole from my aunt/younger cousins growing up and I remember seeing a loose, unused diaper at a Sam's Club on top of a diaper box once and stealing it. I haven't stolen diapers since, but dang.

>>10569

You god some balls to buy them so young. Most of us seem sacred as fuck and I'd assume most of us are 20-33 range.

>>10571

Wtf 20 - 33. If you start with a even number end with a even number. For fucks sake. 33… do you believe this guy?. I know dip shit said 33. I'm pretty sure we all know how old he is. I'm going to guess. Hmm oh idk maybe 33. Fuck 33 next person I meet thats 33 I'm accusing of being a diaper fag.

>>10577

Nah, I'm 23. Not sure why I picked such an odd number though.

I messed myself on cam just to make this daddy I was interested like me more cause he said he was into that.

>it didn't work

>>10622

>I gave it all away up front, why did the person interested in what I've got stop trying to get what I had?

>>10633

A diaper of course

>>10646

Next time don't give it away so soon. You need to tease him.

Is it a confession to admit to strange fetishes?

Because I'd love for a chick to sit her messy diaper ass on my face.

Otherwise, most embarrassing thing I've done has been to pull as many diapers as I could upon myself. I got to about 9 and I felt like it was too much.

Also, my last pack, I was stuck at a hotel with fam during winter, and had to sneak the diapers out from their package and force them into my luggage. Diapers stuffed in pants, in the socks area, where my wires were, at the bottom. I even doubled down on 2 for the trip home (it was same town). Terror every second.

>>10654

Haha I know that now but this was a long time ago when that happened but oh well hindsight is 20-20

My friends found a craigslist ad I posted.

It's a bad ad.

Me and one friend were joking about it after he asked if it was me. Then asked where I got the diaper from. … I don't need to explain but I told him someone else that I used to be with.

>>10844

What did you post to make it obvious it was you?

>>10845

Picture of me is in the ad.

>>10856

that's why i never ever send pictures of me including my face…

jesus i'd die if that happened

>>10879

It's been funnier than I thought. Course now they call me Babycakes.

A good trade off from what they were calling me.

>>10879

forget the face. I'm scared alone of people figuring out something might be me based on the layout of my room. These people that do post there face have more balls than I do.

>>10956

this. also based on any identifying moles, skin color, hand wrinkles, body shape, drawing style, afraid of my drawing becoming diaper art only,etc.

I've based a rather large number of life decisions on diapers and ABDL stuff. The biggest being that I turned down a high paying job so that I could take a a 2-year long contract for a work from home job because I wanted me wear 24/7. I've been diapered 24/7 close to a year and a half now and my urinary continence is totally gone, and my fecal incontinence is starting to go. My boyfriend/Daddy got a rather sizable promotion and raise recently and now the plan is for me to just not find another job once this contract ends and for me to live as his toddler 24/7.

>>13745

That sounds fantastic. But what happens if you need a job in the future?

>>10559

wut was the flash game

>>13749

>That sounds fantastic. But what happens if you need a job in the future?

Well I wouldn't be entirely without a source of income. I've always liked writing and I've published two novels and a couple dozen short stories. It's not crazy money or anything. The two novels made me $5,000 and $10,000, and the royalties are still rolling in. The royalties aren't really that much though, maybe another $1200 when both novel's royalties are put together. The short stories bring in $20-$250 each, with around $50 being the average (median). Also I occasionally take little one-time jobs writing articles, which brings in around $50 for around two hours worth of work. All in all I've made roughly $10,000/year from writing stuff. I also have around $50,000 saved up right now from various jobs and I have no debt, so worst case scenario I'll be able to live off that money for a good while.

The writing money is really the only reason I'm able to consider becoming a full-time toddler. If I just never got another job my family would think I was crazy and start snooping, but because of the novels and short stories I'll be able to say that I'm able to live off the money I'm making from writing. Also, for getting a job I won't have a massive resume gap for however many years I'm not working as I'll be able to write that I was "writing articles" and when they check out the validity of that statement they'll find all the articles that I've written.

So yeah, writing all this down is making me really think that the 24/7 toddler route is much more viable than I thought.

>>10502

I did the same thing, OP. except I don't really remember why i stopped. i never felt bad about it.

>>13755

Your body of work, is it fetish oriented or more conventional?

Any titles you'd be willing to divulge?

>>13783

>Your body of work, is it fetish oriented or more conventional?

More conventional. It's mostly Fantasy and Horror stuff.

>Any titles you'd be willing to divulge?

No, sorry, can't do that. I don't want to risk either my family finding out or me becoming known by people as "that author that lives like a toddler and wears diapers", wouldn't be good for the career.

>>13724

It's pure paranoia too and i know it. Odds are so slim a person I know would find that and if they did, then do we hook up? You don't just stumble apon this fetish, let alone a fetish broad on 8chan.

>>13753

Don't even remember the name or much about it. If it makes you feel better, it wasn't very good. Sorry.

>>13779

You didn't feel bad for stealing? Interesting. I sure as hell felt awful and never stole since. I was just young.

I used to work at this park and I would talk with female coworker who worked two jobs at the time and kinda became work friends. Nothing would ever happen between us because she liked women and later she moved to a different department and I quit. 1-2 years later I was browsing diaperspace, a myspace clone, and noticed her and the park background. I was young and this was the first person that I knew that was part of the 'community' so I thought I'd reach out to her.

then my paranoia set in. I started to wonder if it was her or some fake account using a pilfered image, I didn't want to reveal myself until I knew for sure. I Google stalked for a little bit and what resulted was the most cringe inducing message I have and probably will ever send in my life. That's not including finding out that her resume/blog also displays stats. Almost immediately after hitting that send button I realized my mistake and the next day she had deleted her account. I wish I could apologize or take it back.

>>13798

What was the message? Damn, bro.

>>10673

That´s something I would like to try too, a hot fantasy IMO.

>>13745

I dont't think 24/7 being an AB is a good idea, but yeah, your call.

>>13784

Wonder how much money is in this fetish when you compare it to the money furries spend

>>13873

>and one day later the whole school knew

I had a nightmare like this once. Not sure whether it would have been better or worse in reality, considering I was homeschooled. Having family judge you, or potential mates in both meanings.

>>13847

>Wonder how much money is in this fetish when you compare it to the money furries spend

Well there's people out there selling clothing items for over $150 that are just a pair of overalls with some cute patches and crotch snaps. $50 worth of materials and an hour of labour giving you a $100 profit.

The diapers themselves must be an insane money maker. Let's say an ABDL company makes $0.50 profit per diaper. If they have 100 customers using their diapers for 24/7 wearing with an average of 3 per day that's 0.5 * 3 * 100 * 30 * 12 = $54000 per year profit just from having 100 customers wearing 24/7. Odds are that they'll also have 1000 customers wearing 10 diapers per month so that's an additional 0.5 * 10 * 1000 * 12 = $60000. Plus let's say another 1000 who buy only 12 diapers per year from that company: 1000 * 12 * 0.5 = $6000.

Altogether that's $120,000 per year in profits for an ABDL diaper company. Pretty much anybody with some capital can get some company in china to take one of those base diapers, which are the standard 4000ml capacity 4 tape diapers most ABDL companies use, and slap some cute design on them.

>>13918

Whenever I get a little sad that diapers aren't more popular as a fetish, I like to think about stuff like this. We've got what, almost a dozen different companies now? New diapers are being announced every few months it seems.

Tykables have become my favorite since they re-launched, both for price and feeling. Looks like ABU is doing something similar now with the new LittlePawz diaper. Those plaid sides are just fashionable as fuck, and the animals are much more cute rather than furry.

>>13919

>I get a little sad that diapers aren't more popular as a fetish

There's a pdf out there of a giant fetish survey some legitimate sex researchers did and it showed that around 0.7% of people have some interest in diapers. I assume a good portion of that is people who like the occasional fap to a padded girl, but still, 0.7% is a huge number.

In Seattle, a new roommate moved in. She was smart, but a bit crazy, and definitely not a normal person by social standards. Like me, she had grown up in a semi-broken household. I clicked with her fast.

On time, I was very nervous before going out on a date with a little from Fetlife I had been crushing on. I came out to my roommate and she was cool with it. But then, over time, we became enemies, mostly due to stupid household drama. She held a grudge strongly against me and told her boyfriend, and ex-gang banger from Chicago, who she moved onto our couch. He later confronted me about it and I was humiliated.

>>13923

Now that sounds like a nightmare situation to be sure. What kind of confrontation are he talking? Did he just bring it up to show that he knew, or was it something more like mocking? Either way, I hope things are better for you now Anon.

One time i was buying a pack of depends at CVS in college. It was at night and kinda late and i waited to go in until it looked like the store was fairly empty. In the store, tried to time my purchase so that there was no line.

Of course while i was making the purchase, i heard behind me, "Mr. Anon…. why are you buying diapers?" It was a friend from a year or so ago. By this time i had at least paid and everything, so i stammered some awful excuse about how i needed them when i was drunk and just walked out without looking back.

Can't imagine what the cashier and other people in the line were thinking. I don't think my buddy told anyone though, to his credit. This memory still pops into my head time to time and i feel a dip pull of shame and despair. :(

Recently my parents found my weed after snooping around my room. That night my father confronted me about the weed but also brought up that he found other things in my room. I of course knew what they were but played dumb for a few seconds. I knew they found my diapers and pacifier. So for 3 hours I was badgered about the "dangers" of weed and was accused of being a pedophile. I tried explaining it to my father but he doesn't accept anything he doesn't like. So now I'm deemed and pedophile and a pothead by my father and he avoids me like I have ebola.

Is it me or is half of /abdl/ 19 and younger? I am not trying to be insulting just rhetorical.

>>14049

Well, I know you're going to go out and look for acceptance from your parents in everything you do. But realistically that can't be achieved. You gotta be able to say fuck it, you're going to do what you want, perhaps even stand up for yourself. Weed isn't that bad, half the country is legalizing it, and you want to be a baby not fuck one, he needs to get with the times.

>>14193

The vast majority of online active ABDLs are <30 years old. The demographics for this are pretty ridiculously scewed towards younger people. Just look at all the tumblr drama about tbdls following people and posting their own stuff.

So no it wouldn't be surprising to have a lot of teens on this site.

I stole diapers as well. I have a really strong moral code so I NEVER steal, but as a kid I really wanted them. Even got a few out of the trash.

>>16655

Yeah I was the same, bruh. Don't feel bad. We all make mistakes when young. The key is to not continue. Now I only buy 'em here and there and that's it. Sexuality is a big thing.

>>16660

Absolutely. I have my own job now so I buy them when I can. I only did that when I was like really young, too young to make any kind of money.

I've been doing stuff with diapers since I can remember. I've always had this affinity for them.

A year or two after I had gotten out of diapers, I remember desperately trying to get back into them. My grandparents kept a stash lying around their house which I would often get into. The cringe part here is that I discovered that rubbing my private parts felt good at an early age, so I would diaper myself and go to town. They caught me pretty much every time, they knew about my fetish before I did.

I posted this in the "Childhood Experiences" thread, but it could go here too.

I've had an attraction to diapers almost as long as I've been out of them, I've got a hazy memory from when I was 5 or so trying to put on a diaper I got from a kid my mom was babysitting, but I can't remember the outcome at all. I was slow to potty train and my mom was common law married to an abusive asshole, I don't remember much, but my older sister tells me it was pretty bad. These are my best guesses to what started my path down ABDL. I always laid on my stomache and masturbated thinking about diapers, even long before puberty, it felt good.

Around 8 or so the feelings went away until I hit 13, searched "diaper" on some search engine and found the good ol' DPF followed by Deeker. Suddenly I realized I was not alone and not as crazy as I thought. I started stealing diapers from kids my mom babysat, and even went full Pamperchu and dumpster dived for em. I did this until about 18 when my dumbass left a trashcan full of dumpster dived diapers in my room and left for a weekend sleepover, came home to an akward conversation, got called a pedophile. I've never dumpster dived for diapers since then. Shit was more than a decade ago and still embarasses me. My own mother even blackmailed me with that information later in life (hmm, gee, wonder why I'm so fucked up!).

After the whole "Getting Caught" thing, I was feeling shitty about this fetish and went through a few binge/purge cycles, and even stupidly bought a case of diapers whilst staying at a friends house and got caught again (Boy, I was smart as a young adult too!), it obviously got discovered, but they never said anything.

These days as I come close to hitting 30, we have so many diaper choices and I keep a fairly large stockpile. I've come to terms with the fact that this fetish is with me for good, and I indulge to keep my life in check.

I left a wrapped up, used diaper on the floor.

Later that day my friend went into the room to get something. I realised my mistake only a few seconds later and rushed to follow him. It was lying right next to what he was getting. He turned on the light as I entered the room and as we approached it, I just grabbed the diaper and put it into the bin as nonchalantly as I could. We were both on MDMA at the time.

Me and my girlfriend went to go watch Ryan Reynolds in red spandex on the second night we where staying in our hotel together. Was a wonderful time…

Come back to find my stuffy neatly layed on top of the bed sheets against the pillows. Cool I guess, except there was my pacifier and sippy on the bed stand, a toy chest left open, and an open pack of Moli's chilling on the sofa and a few in the trash. Needless to say when we left on the third day it was pretty embarrassing. Room service has probably seen worse but damn.

>>17220

Wait so housekeeping just rummaged through your stuff? Aren't there rules against that?

>>17227

Nah. Everything was already open because…we where very smart. Only thing they touched was the bunny. I almost made a Bunny in the box reference. Cancer flows through me it seems.

>>17227

[Girlfriend here]

They were very courteous! We were therefore kind enough to deposit the messy diaper that she used into the trashcan outside of the room and not leave it balled and bagged /in/ the room. And we left them a six pack of beer! XD

>>17229

There was a bouquet too.

You forgot about the bouquet.

I just talked my girlfriend into trying this fetish

i'm still afraid she'll reject me for it

>>17241

Spank her ass raw if she does.

>>17220

more details

>>13882

This is why I never told anyone, even my best friend who might have accepted it.

My stupid confession

>be me, 16/15

>living at home, go out on a bike ride to wear diapers

>after almost being home, I go down an alleyway, and pull the diaper out of my pants, to dispose of it before going home(I guess I couldn't find any bathrooms?

>Put it on the ground and decide to put some water in it from my water bottle, I guess to test it?

>after doing this, look up to see there's a guy like 5ft away looking at me

>nope out of there, get on bike and run away, leaving behind the diaper and water bottle

I still have no idea why I decided to do this, and cringe anytime i remember this or walk past that alleyway. I used to look away from it hard as I could, and fear the guy would tell people.

>>17582

Not sure how much more can be added friend. Mostly just all of room service had the stupid grins on their face when we walked by.

>>17587

>some terrible music I found on bandcamp

Omg lol nice save

Have any good files to recommend Anon?

>>17587

Seriously, nice use of bullet time.

>>17615

Not anon, but I'm really liking the stuff from Ember on Mylittlelullaby

>>17615

>Have any good files to recommend Anon?

everything is good the first time

>>17637

if you're posting content, nobody is going to stop you

>>17638

Nobody is gonna stop me but if people don't like it, noone will contribute new content. If it's just me then why bother?

I'll think about it. I'll collect some faves.

>>17637

is that a picture of Wanda from Bojack Horseman?

>>17652

Yes

>>17613

>>17653

im not a fur or babyfur. but she'd look great with a diaper poking out from the bottom of her skirt.

>>17637

In my experience, ABDLs don't hate babyfurs. The problem is you guys hating on regular ABDLs.

Seriously, I have a group of babyfur friends and they always treat me like an outsider because I'm "not a furry." I don't have that problem at all with my regular ABDL friends so I know it's not just me. I even had one guy straight up tell me that he doesn't trust any ABDLs who aren't furries. They're the cliquiest bunch of fucks I've ever met in the fetish world, and I've met a TON of people in the fetish world.

And honestly - they seem to disproportionately suffer from mental shit like social anxiety, depression, and autism spectrum stuff - even more so than regular furries/ABDLs. I have no idea why and I'm not trying to be a dick, but that's what I've noticed.

Obviously this doesn't apply to every babyfur, and this is all based on my experience, but it's honestly what I've experienced.

>>17658

shit, this is all completely true. i never realized why i felt so excluded from the groups of people i talked with who were all babyfurs but me.

>16

>decide to mess diaper in the bathroom and get off

>feelsgood.jpg

>get in shower, get shit off of my ass with the showerhead

>water isn't draining

>oh shit (lololololol)

>finish shower

>someone picking me up in like 10 minutes to do a thing

>start scooping shit water with a cup into the toilet

>not going fast enough

>genius idea

>get vacuum cleaner

>start vacuuming shit water

>vacuum starts making weird noises

>stop halfway through

>try to remove vacuum waste thing

>on the carpeted hallway floor

>shit water gets all over carpeted floor

>throw in the towel

>call dad

>"I accidentally pooped in the shower and tried to clean it up with the vacuum cleaner and got shit water all over the carpet"

>he reassures me, tells me to go to the thing and we'll fix it when he gets home

>have to explain to mom and clean it all up

They made fun of me for a month after that. I think everyone forgot about it but I still cringe every time I think about it.

>14 or so

>my status as abdl has been realized, but not accepted

>trying to jerk off to boobs and normal stuff

>dick fairly limp, obviously not working

>trying "forcing" cum out while jacking it

>piss pants a little

those were the days.

>>17693

I love that teenage thought process that prevents you from texting (or calling, depending on your age) the person you have arrangements with to say, "Give me twenty minutes, something came up." When I was that age I was a duplicitous little shit, but this kinda thing seems to be fairly common.

Least your parents were understanding Anon. Sounds like a good laugh, all things considered.

>>17654

Fucking exactly what I was thinking, she's so cute! I'm also totally into bird furries so that helps. I wish I had the stones and cash to commission a drawfag for that…

>>17658

I've never been into 'fetish culture' for me being ABDL and furry is just a means to jack off. But I know that furries are drama magnets, especially in the millenium. We were the perfect bait, and diaperfurs were only JUST below furries who actually thought they were animals (and tried to fuck them) in the (low, low) food chain.

>>17695

*limp as shit*

*desperately tried to force out cum*

*piss pants*

*gets hard*

This honestly sounds like a joke from one of those Wayans Brothers movies. You would be the sole black guy who says 'aw HEYL NAW'.

>>17700

Well the "thing" was my little brother's football practice, where I volunteered as an assistant coach. And I couldn't drive, so my parent's friends were picking me up to take me. So I really couldn't wait.

>>17658

You're not wrong. I was going to make a very similar post but got lazy. The gist for me is that I frequent twitter (extremely babyfur-centric) and here/FL/Reddit (more abdl-centric), plus hang out with both irl. Was a previous furfag so used to go to cons, currently still attend abdl meets and play parties.

Only place I've seen one group talk shit about the other has been on twitter or at cons, always babyfurs about abdls. There's some weird sort of superiority complex that permeates a good amount of the babyfur population where they think that regular abdls are creepy, less intelligent, and more focused only on fapping instead of any sort of real discussion. Anyone who's been on furnet IRC, e621, or f-list knows better though.

>>17695

For the longest time I couldn't climax unless I had a diaper on. Because my only known method of masturbation was

>Putting a diaper on

>Lay on my belly against the ground or another sufficent place

>Press groin down to floor.

>Move until the pressure is sufficent

>Climax into diaper

>Didn't matter if I was hard or not

Something about the padding between the floor and my groin.

>>17744

that's how I first masturbated too. I knew what it was but I still freaked out a bit.

>>17809

she likely didn't forget.

>>17810

Fuck.

>>17809

>>17870

similar thing happened to me. My mom did not forget.

She even bought me a lockbox for college. Nothing was said

>>17810

>she likely didn't forget.

Who's to say. I got caught a couple times during my pre-teen / teen years and always thought it was the end of the world. I gradually learned everyone in my family had their share of secrets - fetishes, therapy, porn stashes, drugs, legal problems. We're a fairly normal family too.