/abdl/ - Adult Baby - Diaper Lover

Just ask your mom. Sounds like you're already sort of dependent on your parents anyways, maybe she wouldn't mind a baby again.

Ugh, my mom is the only middle-aged woman on earth who I WOULDN'T want to be babied by. She's very cold and unemotional and I think it's her lack of care in the first place that made me so desperate for mothering…

>>11730

>disability for depression

Look, I understand depression is a real, tangible thing, but I seriously hope this isn't true.

My Depression is severe enough that I really can't work. About 7 months ago, I was working as a cashier at a tiny gas station, and I couldn't even handle that, couldn't look at customers, no energy, couldn't function. Got fired. Maybe it'll improve in the future but right now it's this or homelessness (again).

>>11730

>>11743

Bro I've been trying to kill myself for 10 years now and I'm not on any of this disability bullshit. You really need to stop blaming your laziness on depression.

You do not know me. Your situation is not my situation. Fuck off with your bootstraps.

>>11746

Then fuck off with your threads. You just want attention and now you have attention.

>>11746

You have to sort your life out and support yourself. If you can't do that, kill yourself.

>>11745

Suffice to say that the American attitude of "fuck you, I've got mine" is the reason your country is an inhospitable shit-hole with third-world levels of poverty, third-world levels of corruption, and an international reputation as torturers and war criminals.

Please do the world a favour and end your life as soon as possible.

kill yourself

>>11753

>American

>your country

I live in Canada.

>>11742

>>11745

>>11747

>>11749

god i sincerely hope something terrible happens to you, you miserable pathetic fucks.

OP, i'm sorry you feel this way. i also have depression, live with my parents, and have really hated myself for this fetish to the point of considering suicide.

i wish i had some consolation to offer you, but the only thing i can really say is i feel for you.

>>11743

OP, you need to practice. That is literally the only way you are going to get out of this. Social skills are learned things and won't happen with the snap of a finger, but WILL begin to accumulate the more you force yourself into these situations. Go out and volunteer somewhere so that you don't tarnish your work history any further. Humane society, red cross, homeless shelter, wherever. These places are always just happy to have the help and don't care if you're not the most talkative person. Use that experience of being around others to start practicing your social skills. Learn to look people in the eye, at least for a few seconds upon initially meeting them. Learn to make smalltalk. Learn to at least APPEAR confident, acting like it's a game of pretend.

These things will be ridiculously fucking difficult at first. You'll want to quit and you'll hate yourself, but the payoff of no longer being terrified of social interaction is worth it, trust me. If you've been able to weather the burden and discomfort of crippling depression over years, you can weather this too.

Once you get that down, get another job, start making actual money, and move out into your own place if that's feasible with your pay. Your parents have been supporting you, so I'd be willing to bet that if you showed the initiative in volunteer work and getting a new job, they'd be willing to cosign on a place if necessary (which it likely will be considering you probably have no credit. Either you get a cosigner or you make more than 3 times the cost of rent, pick one).

Once you get your own place, indulge in your fetish. Figure out what you actually like and don't like in practice, rather than fantasy, and expand your real life experiences. Take this knowledge and, from there, start looking for a "mommy".

The vast majority of women who are willing to do this for a guy, want someone who is stable, has work, and is willing to go out and have fun. That's not to say that it's impossible for you to find anyone in your current state, because it's not, but this is honestly the best way to increase your chances.

You need to grow up before you can regress, OP.

>guy with intimate problems dares to tell us because we can share it

>HURRDURRR I'M LESS PRIVILEGED

Fucking tumblrtards, all of you

>>11760

>HURRDURRR I'M LESS PRIVILEGED

Are you in the right thread?

>>11753

>believing prog propaganda

https://mises.org/blog/poor-us-are-richer-middle-class-much-europe

>>11764

It's what it comes down to.

>>11760

>Fucking tumblrtards, all of you

Don't forget that the OP himself is a whiny bitch that's on disability for "depression"

His post is 99% special snowflake and 1% whining.

This would fit fine on Tumblr.

>>11768

Yeah, how fucking special must one feel be to be unable to work due to a crippiling, energy draining depression?

It's like everyone who isn't happy and fully functioning is just not being the same as you are for attention seeking reasons.

>>11768

>getting disability for depression

Fuck work, I'll just fake depression for a living

>>11775

Even better, you could become homeless and beg for food. Imagine that, getting free food while others have to pay for it!

>>11773

Well he posted a thread. For what reason other than to seek attention?

>>11790

Probably because he has walked around with those feelings for awhile and wanted to express them. It's pretty dumb to state the obvious fact that this is a thread in which people can respond to the OP, and twist it around to attack him as if he was just an attention seeker, which reading from his post he is certainly not.

I've heard a lot of complaining about hugboxes, and if this is the alternative, I can see where they are coming from.

>>11792

If OP actually held his shit in and didn't flip out, maybe he would have gotten more pity.

Plus the free money for depression bullshit doesn't help, considering I can wager most of this board has some sort of depression.

>>11793

If people having something you don't angers you, people who get benefits for suffering from depression should be your last target. I do wager most of this board has some form of mental problems, and I don't think stamping on each other when expressing the feelings that come with that should be the response to that. It's the crab bucket mentality.

You could have dropped the hatefull attitude you hold to show of your ruggedness and emphasized with him, of all people, you should be able to, or just said nothing at all if you really insist that people trying to open up is nothing but attention whoring.

>>11794

The amount of assumptions you had to make to write that post is so ridiculous, I don't even know where to start.

>>11796

I assume this is your standard non-response when you realise the other person has a point but when you still want to have the last word.

You can have the last word after this, I'm done with this topic and hope that the OP came back to see that there are people here who wish him well.

OP, I feel you and want to ask if you have searched for help with the depression? I also have depression, anxiety issues etc and what worked for me was to get on a medication and get a job. Now I don't a position where I get good pay but it has given me rutines and just getting out there even if you have social anxiety helps. Now I still have times I can feel bad but its not as nearly as bad as before.

>>11804

As someone who works with depressed people, I'm going to second this.

Routines such as a work schedule do help with depression a lot. Not to mention the social aspect of work helping by providing human interaction(the lack thereof being a major source of depression among the unemployed).

Hell, even the act of doing things at all helps. Literally the worst thing to do when you don't feel like getting up in the morning is staying down. No matter how hard it is to force yourself to live, it's always the right thing to do and you'll be far less likely to regret it(and subsequently fall into a shame spiral) later.

>>11755

That isn't any better.

>>11730

>>11804

>>11812

OP definitely has to work on something to manage their depression. As for SPD and Social Difficulty, OP will need to get in contact with a therapist and or psychiatrist who specializes in helping patients resolve and or manage these problems.

Assuming that OP is having their conditions managed with medications and the issues are still ongoing. I would bring that issue up with those in charge of prescribing and changing up your medicines, mention that you would be willing to try different medications to see if they provide a much more beneficial effect compared to what you are currently taking. Sometimes medications can "help" but not enough to really assist in the resolution and control of conditions.

Though, for OP's issues finding a mommy. They are most likely due to, and OP is right, to their social skills/disorders. Though, it should be enough motivation for OP to work on resolving these issues or learning to manage them, as most likely once these issues are taken care of, OP will have a much easier time finding a mommy.

Anyway, best of luck OP, keep your head up.

>>11813

>>11755

Allow me to point out that Canada is in America. USA isn't the only one.

This is not the best place to look for help, but I'll try to help you.

You're the only responsible for your own actions and their consequences, you can't blame others for anything you've done, neither they have to pay for it. You said:

>I wish I didn't have these thoughts and obsessions.

Then do it! What is preventing you? What's in your way? The failures of your past? If that's the case, NO ONE would be capable of progressing in life because everyone fail, everyone face challenges, the same opportunity never repeats itself, but every moment there's a new opportunity appearing somewhere that can be similar to the missed one, even better in some cases.

You still alive, right? Then why not try again? It's easier to remember failures because they teach us important lessons, after learning you'll be one step closer to success, you just have to keep going.

Do some exercise, go out, have a walk, an hour per day. Then Try jogging, bicycle, whatever, just move your body. If you stand still your mind will rot. Now fuck off this forum.

>>11819

>I wish I didn't have these thoughts and obsessions.

>Then do it! What is preventing you?

I understand you want to help, but the level of introspection and strength of will to do this rarely comes from nowhere and this is essentially on par with telling a suicidal person they can do anything now that they don't care about getting killed.

You are right though about the getting out and doing things.

>>11730

hey op, if you're up for it we can chat. i love taking care of littles, no judgement.