>>13436
you will never find one like in the picture outside the internet or a random fetish shop.
you can anonymously order online by:
1) buy a prepaid debit card at a walgreens or other convenience store
2) use the card to buy online; xpmedical is good if you're west coast
3) give them the address of a UPS or fedex store near you and add 'hold for pickup' on the line they give you to write stuff
then just take the tracking number and go get it when it gets there. they hold it for at least a few days.