Dont read this unless youre confident in yourself or something. Im looking for self acceptance. This isnt the only reason i want to die but can anybody else not get over this? Like no matter what i do in life it doesnt matter to me because i know this is t

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Anonymous 12/26/15 (Sat) 16:30:21 No.14048

Dont read this unless youre confident in yourself or something. Im looking for self acceptance. This isnt the only reason i want to die but can anybody else not get over this? Like no matter what i do in life it doesnt matter to me because i know this is there in the back of my mind. I feel like it garuntees ill die alone. Also i feel like a tendency towards punishments means a tendency towards misery. It seems like i always have and probably will always make terrible decisions because thats how im wired. It seems to me if my reward system favored feeling good my life wouldnt be so god damn awful. Its not so much that its humiliating(that bugs me less), its that i like being treated poorly and i feel like theres no way out and my brain is just doomed to a horrible life. Has anybody gotten over it? I feel like im wasting time til i finally have the guts and resources to leave this terrible place

Anonymous 12/26/15 (Sat) 17:43:54 No.14051

You're just looking for us to tell you to buy a helium canister and a gas mask, aren't you?

It's the middle of winter, you'd have to be some sort of freak or Australian to not feel at least a little depressed. Go seek therapy and take your woe is me shit away with you.

Anonymous 12/26/15 (Sat) 17:54:34 No.14052

>>14051

Im coming to you because my therapist will probably stick me on meds and bar me from being able to buy guns if i was honest how depressed i am. Im terrified and i wamt some kind of comfort. Im much more than a little depressed and im sorry you dont want to help, i guess i struck a nerve

Anonymous 12/26/15 (Sat) 18:01:08 No.14053

How is this /abdl/ related?

Anonymous 12/26/15 (Sat) 18:02:07 No.14054

>>14052

Why are you afraid of meds? They only put you on the potato drugs if you're violent.

Anonymous 12/26/15 (Sat) 18:23:00 No.14055

Please find a suicide hotline in your phone book or call 911/512. They will provide you with someone who can help.

Anonymous 12/26/15 (Sat) 18:26:03 No.14056

>>14053

My abdl feelings are what im talking about

Anonymous 12/26/15 (Sat) 20:55:18 No.14059

/abdl/ is not your place to vent shit, goto >>>/mental/ instead

Anonymous 12/26/15 (Sat) 21:03:04 No.14060

>>14059

>>14053

I know i didnt specifically even mention abdl but abdl is what im talking about in the entire post

Anonymous 12/26/15 (Sat) 21:12:40 No.14062

>>14060

seriously though. Go get those pills, you'll most likely get the ones that make you feel 'normal' like SSRIs or DRIs, unless you've got something stronger than depression going on. And don't worry about the guns, they'll only block you from buying them if you're at a high risk of a violent outburst.

Anonymous 12/26/15 (Sat) 21:43:59 No.14063

I have this feel too OP. like how the fuck am I supposed to have a happy or normal life with this fetish?

Anonymous 12/26/15 (Sat) 22:02:51 No.14066

>>14063

Step 0: take good care of your body. Avoid being fat, unhygienic/etc.

Step 1: Assess abdl presence in your city

Step 1.5: If community inadequate, Identify largest community that you are able to potentially relocate to the region of.

Step 2: Interact with community via events/meetups/etc.

Anonymous 12/27/15 (Sun) 01:09:53 No.14067

>>14066

Accurate. Taking good care of your body is just a general well-being sort of thing. Having been on both sides of the coin, you genuinely feel *happier* when you're treating your body right.

The community advice is much more along the lines of accepting this fetish as part of your life that isn't going to cause irreparable harm though. It's so much easier to accept when you meet other people in person who are really just normal people that happen to be into the same thing as you. It's a lot easier to understand that this fetish doesn't have to be something that defines you; or that even if it is something that defines you, that that isn't necessarily a bad thing.

Listen to the above anon OP. Treat yourself right, both physically and mentally, and your problems with this part of yourself will melt away.

Anonymous 12/28/15 (Mon) 07:23:16 No.14097

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I took the advice of /r9k/ and the hypnosis files and i've been trying not to give a fuck anymore, and it's working. I feel better about myself and who I am. I now realize that i'm doing myself and everybody else a favor by being alone. I think this is a healthier mentality for me to have as well. Now I live for myself, I eat better, dress better, and am generally happier and healthier in body and mind. I wasn't any sort of psycho land whale before, but I felt like one. I feel like a stud now.

The stress of wanting to be normal was too much. Acceptance is the way to go, and who knows, maybe turning my life in this direction will lead to those things I wanted before. Life is funny that way. As soon as you stop searching for something it turns up when you least expect it. But for now i'm content with my thick diapers, footie PJs, and watching all the leaked screeners with my paci. I'm not saying go full indulgence, this isn't just about being an AB/DL, that was just one of many hindrances in my life. It's about accepting where you are in the world. You can't use all that stress to wish away your problems. But you can sit down and enjoy where you are and who you are while you wait.