/abdl/ - Adult Baby - Diaper Lover

>>3226

No, I'm lucky enough to have parents who respect my privacy.

Though if they did accidentally find something, they would probably be understanding. I'm not going to 'come out' to them though, since having a fetish isn't really like being gay, etc.

How did your explanation go with your mother?

>>3227

She asked why I have them, and if she had to make me an appointment with the doctor if I was wetting the bed or something. I was like "uhh.. actually… they're uh.. for.. a fetish… thing…" and she was fine with it, just went "…ookaayy then".

I was blushing for like half an hour afterwards, because apparently I get embarrassed really easily.

My mum found out when she saw I had some e-mails from websites like Daily Diapers and Diaperspace (this was about 10 years ago, when we had a shared e-mail system, and I was too stupid to remember to log out of my account when I was done). She seemed more concerned about me meeting strange people online rather than the fetish aspect, and there wasn't much said besides don't put any personal info online. Wasn't any talk about the fetish itself and there hasn't been since. Obviously she knows, and I don't doubt everyone else in the family knows but no one ever brings it up.

I'm sure my parents know. I remember I was sitting in my room and it got really quite and I could over hear my dad say "if that's the weirdest thing he's into then im not worried" I lol'ed and made less of an effort to hide them from that point on. I'm 100% sure they know, and that they don't care, as most don't. They get they we are into some freaky shit, cause chances are they were too at some point. Parents love (usually) unconditionally. You can trust them to not shit on you (probably).

I did came out of the closet one day while on vacantion in 2013, first said it to my mom and a few months later to my dad and sister, all of them don't really care.

>>3235

Did she confiscate them?

Oh boy, when my parents found out it was a shit show. They got extremely concerned and I had a horrible mental breakdown. I was scared out of my mind and it was bad enough to land me in the psych ward for a few days. I still have anxiety because of it

>>3235

Interesting, that's always been my plan if I was ever caught by my parents, especially confronted. I would just tell them that I've been wetting the bed, and was too embarrassed to tell them. Which i'm sure they would believe

But, i'm fairly sure my dad knows something, I know that he saw one of my diapers once, but I don't think he though anything of it. My entire family just assumes that i'm either insane or retarded at this point. So, I don't think it would be that shocking.

Actually it's funny you make this thread today. I work in sales, but I sweat a lot so I bring extra pairs of underwear so I can change on bathroom breaks, since going too long in damp underwear causes horrible chafing. Just recently I decided to start using pullups and see how well they work, and today my coworker, while trying to clean out the back room notices my bag and rifles through it thinking it was someone elses and found one of my pullups. Fortunately I was there right as he noticed it, so he didn't go around asking everyone, and I told him it was for someone else so he didn't *seem* to make too much mind. If he decided to pry any further I was going to tell him it was for a handicapped relative whose family I was going to later.

I have yet to be caught at home, but I have a feeling my family has caught on by now. If they ever do notice, I'm just going to tell them what it is and try to move on as quick as possible.

There's actually times when I kind of want them to discover it: I hide my stuff, and it's always nerve wracking when they get near whatever I'm hiding it in at that particular time. Even when I move out, I'm sure there will be a lengthy "house warming" period where they'll be into everything and I'll still have to hide stuff.

>>3226

So how did she react once you told her?

>>3247

Nope.

>>3253

Well, I didn't want to chance actually getting a doctor's appointment and have to deal with keeping up the charade all the time. Plus, I'm a terrible liar.

>>3258

Posted that >>3235

>>3226

How old are you by the way?

Just wondering

>>3287

I'm 18.

I have no memory of how they knew, but they're always known that I liked diapers.

I remember saying something about it with them around, knowing they could hear me, because I knew that they already knew.

My dad and sister found out, they're pretty cool about it, even if the shame is slowly consuming me alive. I'm lucky to be surrounded with incredibly tolerant people.

>>3299

I'm pretty sure my mom doesn't care about it, and she hasn't changed her attitude towards me.

As a side note: now that I don't need to worry about her finding out anymore, I've been less anxious about getting diapers.

As another side note: for anyone that has trouble getting diapers online, from the last couple times I've gone to Walgreens, all of their Certainty brand diapers have been on sale for super fucking cheap. Like, today I grabbed a pack of 16 "fitted briefs" for like $3.50. I dunno if it's all Walgreens, or just the one nearby, but for store-brand padding, they're pretty comfy and they bulk up nicely when wet.

>>3299

It's funny that even with such a fetish I look at furries and think it's gross.

>>3314

Oh the ironing, I'm a babyfur. It might be the animals thing and the implications of that that might be creeping you out, but the you could say adbl has paedo implications. Whatever, each to our own.

>>3309

I hear bad things about storebrand, but I'm in the UK and for some reason they don't sell AD here, just kids. You have to order them online. Which is worrying, I have a shared bank account.

(Quick question for anyone here, if I order some M4's from Amazon with a shared account, what shows up on the billing? I've never bought from Amazon before, but does it just say 'something bought' or will it specifically say what's been bought?)

>>3315

It'll come up as Amazon EU S.a.r.L..

It won't say what the item is.

If she contacts amazon about it she won't get any further info either, unless she has access to the account that the purchase was made from.

>>3315

Also, I'm having difficulty seeing M4s for sale from Amazon UK, I'm only able to find third-party sellers. Can you share the link?

>>3317

It actually doesn't matter if you buy from a third party. Buying through Amazon will just show "Amazon"

>>3226

As a kid, I got caught a whopping nine times. My parents were politically liberal and religiously moderate, but they always freaked the fuck out. Screaming at me, "this isn't normal", swearing, the whole nine yards. I am 21 now and they give me more space, although I still live at home when I'm not at college.

My girlfriend is 20, and is also ABDL. She never got caught growing up, but I know her parents found her stash recently… and they didn't do anything at all. I am admittedly a little bit jealous…

>>3341

have abdl sex in front of your parents, then we'll see how "liberal" they are

>>3336

It does kinda matter.

If it it's Amazon for Fulfilled by Amazon, it will definitely come in an Amazon box, as it's coming from an Amazon warehouse.

If it's a Marketplace seller it's not being sent from Amazon, so it will come in that seller's box, which may give away the contents.

Also, I ask this because most marketpace sellers don't deliver to where I live, but Amazon does

>>3351

Don't think for a second that I'm not aware of the hypocrisy of their ideology.

*tips*

I'll tell you am extremely embarrassing one, I stopped giving a fuck

>14

>neighbors are out of town

>have to feed their pets every night

>while they're out of town, I had the "urge"

>next day go over to a store and quickly get diapers I saw on the front shelf (girls pull-ups, I was smallish and fit in them so I just said why not)

>come home and my mom catches me

>when my dad comes home he searches entire room to find them

>he confronts me

>think he wants to just talk about it or something

>Instead he starts making the claim I stole it from the neighbors house (which I never did)

>tell him that I didn't

>"suuuuure"

He tried buying more diapers to replace the ones that I apparently stole. Not to mention the fact that I bought them with my own fucking money

>>3227

mom found out and didnt care

she just tells me when I need to clean up.

Im at college now and she bought me a lock box

I have a diaper fetish since I was 12~. I loved to just stare at diaper packages in markets and I loved to snoop around in my friend's houses to see if I could find diapers lying around.

When I was 13, I was courageous enough to buy a pack of diapers with my own money.

Like any other early teenager, I thought my hiding place was perfect.

Mom finds out (parents divorced, by the way)

She confronts me about it, but she was really nice and gave a speech how I was a big boy and big boys don't need diapers (it was not that simple, though, I'm just simplifying) and she never said anything to my dad about this.

She let me keep that package and use it, but I would not be able to buy more.

The speech she gave me actually made me forget about diapers for a long time, but, deep in my mind, the fetish was just asleep.

My fetish returned when I started living alone in my mid 20's, after all, I had all the freedom that I needed and I found lots of diaper related material on the WWW.

During the week I spend most of my time out, I just stay home during weekends/holidays playing video games, using my computer or just listening to music. I gave a copy of my keys to my mother, so she, sometimes, cleans my house to help me (sometimes she also leaves the dinner ready).

My hiding place is a locked drawer in my closet.

One day, I forgot it unlocked and mom went there to clean the place.

When I arrived from work, I found that drawer with my diapers neatly organized.

She never said anything about it, but I can see that she is not very comfortable, one strange look, some words not said, but she respects me.

It's not perfect, but I'm thankful for my mom and I love her a lot.

>>3226

I'm not entirely sure if my parents know. When I was 13 I went to a lot of ab/dl sites and my mom walked in while I was on one. I tried deleting my history really quickly but she may have been able to recover it. I just remember her working some computer magic, maybe the index.dat files. I just walked away to spare myself the shame of her dragging up one of the sites with me standing right there. She never confronted me about it, so idk. Mom doesn't seem like the kind of person to care what goes on in someone's bedroom, Dad probably would have openly objected to it.

my parents are not ones to snoop/'clean' so all of my hiding spots were awesome. As such when I started buying footed pjs I would sleep in them no matter what time of year, I have had dreams where they walk in to wake me up and there I am in blanket sleeper, diapers and with stuffed animal sleeping.

When I moved out I became less concerned with hiding until I made friends in the new area. By that time it became really hard for me to hide everything when they came over.

Still dont know if my parents suspected anything or if they were all just dreams.

got caught one time really really try to block it out of my memory but it too was when i recently got out of a psych ward for depression… pretty i have it because of pressure put on me. thinking about it really makes me want to reconsider being alive

>>3531

I know this wont help, but there are things that i would "reconsider being alive" parkinsons, aids, alzheimers etc. being caught is not on that list.

when I was younger I had bowel problems and would smell in class on an off day. The kids would tease me and I felt secluded from everyone. But over summer it was like everyone forgot, the point is over time people always move on.

So, I just got owned myself.

>roomie went to see a movie, so I play around

>lock all the locks so I have a buffer

>hear one, go to put my pants on and greet him

>forget that there was porn playing on my computer and a diaper on the desk (I was trying to flatten it out)

>"…whatcha watchin'?"

Stupid mistakes. Every time.

To make things worse, his friend was in tow too. I played it off as "someone sent me it" and quickly swept the diaper away, but I think they noticed and noted it.

Here's hoping they thought the diaper was something else or didn't see it or something. Or that they're too baked to notice, or SOMETHING

>>3561

rookie movies.

>>3531

I'm fairly scared of getting caught myself, but I used to worry myself literally sick about it so I can kind of relate. I came to the conclusion that being caught couldn't possibly be as bad as I was making it out to be; sure it would suck, but my family wouldn't disown me or anything. I've concluded that if I get caught, I'm just not going to make a big deal out of it. Just admit to it and politely tell them I don't want to talk about it and let it blow over.

Sometimes I think it would be nice to get caught, just so I wouldn't have such a crushing weight of "oh fuck don't bother me" anytime I'm wearing.

Then I remember said feeling and I don't want it to happen ever.

>>3571

>>3765

Had this 1br apartment where the bathroom was inside the room instead of separated so i could close the room door. Drove me nuts, I diddnt really like having anyone over cause I would have to do a massive sweep of the whole apartment, put everything away, andhope i didnt forget anything in my room. cause two steps farther in from the bathroom and bam like a freakin nursery.

Also when i was younger same thing extremely territorial about my room. for the same reason. Just didnt want to get caught.

I got caught when I was sixteen. I was txting a friend about my intrests because he and I were into some taboo stuff, and nobody else to talk about it, plus we were comfortable with each other. My parents took my phone while I slept that night (I had no idea they went through my phone when I slept) and read everything. I didn't have to explain anything, they took all of my devices away and shooed all my friends away from me. If I could do it all over again, I'd delete my messages every hour. My parents took control of all my accounts(online and banking) , didn't let me access my money, and didn't believe me or look at me like they loved me for years. It was the worst time of my life. Never get caught.

>>9373

Wow, faggot parents much? I would beat the FUCK out of mine if they did that. which I do alot already because muh autism related aggression

>>9373

This is why you set passwords on your phone.

My mom's nosy as shit, so I hide my various fucked up things in layers of clandestine-ness. Diapers are at about layer 1, meth is about layer 2, extensive Cars slash fic is level 3

>>9405

Speed or study pills?

>>9373

Um, sorry if this is rude, but your parents sound like really shitty ones. They were nosy, judgmental, and their love was apparently strictly conditional.

>>3315

Heh, I'm a pedo. People seem to have the same problem understanding that there's a difference between an involuntary sexual attraction (which I never act on) and raping kids.

Well, I first started having this need to wear diapers around 12 and I would look up stories online and I would always get weird feelings when I passed the diaper aisle at grocery stores. I didn't know why at the time. I remember asking my mom to buy me diapers and saying it was because I couldn't hold my bladder and she did buy them a few times (GoodNites) although she looked at me weird but I pulled it off.

Then a year or two later I kept having the urge to get more whenever we'd go shopping at thrift stores or get groceries. I still wasn't really sure why but I just knew it felt good. I tried asking my mom to get me them and she asked why and I tried to tell her the truth that I liked wearing them and she freaked out and said deviant behavior is not acceptable and made me get rid of any I had. I tried telling her other people online were also "abdls" (I read the term on a site at the time) but she still thought it was wrong. I felt pretty guilty & awkward. Went through the whole binge and purge thing for a while until I realized there was nothing wrong with it and just bought them here and there and hid them.

Then a few years later she saw that I had some in my room after I was out with a friend and I just told her it was a fetish and it doesn't hurt anyone and I pay for them occasionally with my own money. Since I was a bit older (16/17) she understood and just left it alone.

Now I'm 19, haven't ordered any in a while and it hasn't come up since. I'm trying to get a job now so I can buy more though for when my girlfriend comes. (She lives far away from me) She doesn't have the fetish but she's open minded and willing to try which is fucking awesome, I'm excited as hell. She also roleplays on skype which I love.

Also once had a close call when I had a pacifier that fell out of my dresser and on the floor without me noticing and a friend a few years ago asked why I had a "soother", I laughed and told him it was for a younger "cousin" and then laughed and made a joke about me being kinky. I'm pretty sure he bought it as that was all he saw and it never came up again.

And besides my mom & my current girlfriend the only other person who knows is my ex-friend (He kind of moved on after we were friends for years and now he hangs out with druggies and doesn't wanna hang… oh well) he found out I think because he saw one and he told me he was a furry himself and he was open minded so it was cool. I even wore once or twice around him and he was cool about it. He even offered to help me clean up one time when I was high. Which I didn't want as I'm straight. (He's bi) But yeah, that's my story.

bump

>>9417

My sister found a pacifier when she was helping me clean my room. When asked, I said a friend gave it to me when he wanted me to try E at a rave.

>>10362

lol it's so funny to me that it's so easy to tell people yeah I use it for this drug, or discuss drugs in general than just telling people the truth of what some of the items they find are for. (I do this stuff at least.)

>>9404

The phone I had was a stupid phone, there was no password option

>>9409

>>9380

I hated my parents for awhile and they hated me, but after three years and a lot of effort, we've tried to Forget about it. They don't go through my stuff because I own my computer and phone now, and they're too afraid to search my room in fear of finding diapers. Things are still tense, but not as bad as when it all happened.

>>3519

Oh God, I've had dreams like that. I don't even live in the same city as my parents let alone the same house, but I still have dreams that for whatever reason I'm just wearing a diaper and they come in and notice.