Thanks for reminding me I look like a sexual predator when I look at women in bars.
How does this shit help?
Die in a fire.
I can only go on weekends, when there are morons even bigger than you swarming the bars.
Haha. Its so fun to know that there's absolutely no chance of ever enjoying sex the way it was meant to be enjoyed now that [].
To know that even if I meet some special person [], I won't have any actual experience in the bedroom.
And to know, furthermore, that there are people who say "oh sex isn't that big of a deal lol! Accept jesus into your heart and you'll find that true love is really real!".. thats wonderful. Really fucking clears things up for me to hear people talk about how dumb it is to take strangers home or sleep with strange women and that you should go out and just magically conjure "someone", and then on the flipside hear that marriage and long term relationships are time consuming and worthless and that sex is a pleasurable, mutual necessity.
The time to start mating with other human beings is [and then something about I'm Y years older than X age]
(nb4 someone stops reading at cunts and assumes I'm "mysogenistic" or that I don't believe in equality or alternatively that I'm some gamer's gate fuck or alternatively after reading that, that I'm a modern feminazi instead of my actual opinion that people often conform to roles because that's how our society works besides a very rare few people. Ironically, feminazis are probably the reason 98% women are so shit now along with the men they secretly or not-so-secretly "prefer")
And what the fuck is it with these CUNTS and thinking every single man who just happens to be alone is a fucking sexual predator? I hate women. The hypocrisy of wanting a man to "lead", then being overly cautious of "creepy" people or worrying that they "look like a slut".
Oh, but don't get me wrong. I hate men too.
Everyone conforms to a role accept me. I'm a useless, unconfident piece of shit loser who isn't enough of a complete douche to bother with women.
Why is it, incidentally, that men can be attracted to shy women but not the other way around?
It would seem that its better if women didn't get involved with men, and men didn't get involved with women.
Because if you get involved with relationships, are society is no longer set up in such a way that it can be of any benefit.
Marriage made sense back in the day. Having kids meant people would work the fields, having a wife meant they could do housework, having a husband meant he could bring them their bread. Before that, we were nomads and never settled, which is what we are basically designed to be.
Nobody within my lifetime will be able to fully understand and have a happy love life, because it is not in our programming and, much like American politics, we are too far embedded in the either-or concept of either "fuck the system I do what feels good" or "trust in Jesus".
With the history puritanism still running through us, it is too difficult to peer through the mist and see what the fuck we're supposed to be doing with our genitalia. Because of puritanism, some people are mislead to think that sex which is unquestionably full-blown rape, is some how OK.
Then on the other side we have people expanding the scope of "rape" even occasionally abusing it to manipulate people (I have no examples, but I guarantee there are plenty of women that have done this. If you think a women is incapable of cold-heartedness and horrid atrocities against people for their own gain, you are forgetting that a woman once leashed and tormented war prisoners just for a laugh).
I don't even know what I'm saying any more.
Someone please just kill me here and now. I don't know why but I just hate myself and sometimes when I'm feeling this way, I'll end up ranting anonymously and aimlessly about relationships and gender and friends. I don't understand what is wrong with me, but I feel like I have to do this.
I feel like I have to post this utter hogwash just to feel a sense of relief.