Shit guys, im so fucking sad for no apparent reason. I'm having hard times with my girlfriend, been together small time but im so into her and she's going to the Netherlands next month for 3+ years , she's going to study there. Because of that we fear getting hurt and she doesn't want to invest so much emotions in this relationship as I do and already have sone and few days back she asked for more space and that she wants to spend more time with family, friends and others, and she said she has so much she wants to do before she leaves. Everything above makes me faking sad and depressed + i had problems with depression, I do have anxiety, stress and my health is getting worse, my personal doctor said my heart is exhausted because of sport, also I have derealization from coming off ADs.
I've been with my friends and seen one girl what makes me feel guilty because we 're still together and im so into her, but she has so little time for me. When she talks she is very sweet tho.
We're not arquing but im still sad and don't feel like doing anything.
Tell me guys, what would you do? Leave her now, be with her that month? I dont want to feel bad in the future and think what should i have done.
Thanks in advance
writing with phone, sorry for bad language.