Advice help me please!
I've just been skimming through my former girlfriend soup blog, and saw all the posts (I discovered she has a blog like this really recently, she never told me about it while we were together). The blog is big, enormous, so I started reading from the date we met till the date we broke up, and saw all the optimism and happiness she wrote about me, to the negativity, resentment and hatred at the end, near the time we split up. It's been almost a year now, but I am still in a bad shap after losing her, and reading this now and seeing how she chronicled every moment we spent together just evoked a train of feels I can't bear. I can't bring myself together! We together mutually agreed that can't live together anymore, it was because of my anxiety and depression mostly, no job, and many problems. She was an ideal girl, I met a few after her, but none was like her! Please, do you have any advice? Have any of you been through the same and somehow manage to get over it and carry on with life?
Because it's an anonymous site and the posts convey mostly the messages I can only decipher, I feel free to link the blog itself so maybe you could get a picture, I don't know, I feel lost at the moment: http://lubiew0.soup.io/