I was born with a macrophilia fetish. Basically it's one of those really weird fetishes where I only get turned on if I'm shrunken. Even when I was really young I used to be fascinated with this idea. To put in perspective how bad it is, I've never once been turned on or fantasized about normal sex (I've tried to watch normal porn and nothing happens.)
I've never let it interfere with my regular life, and nobody knows this about me. However, I'm scared about my future. I've never dated a girl before, but what scares me is the idea that I'll fall in love with someone and disappoint them in a bed room. One of my dreams is to raise a child, but I don't think I'm even capable of having sex. I've tried to undergo orgasmic reconditioning, but it doesn't work mainly because my fantasies aren't sexual at all.
Basically I’m asking, how can I fix my degenerate mind? Or should I just prepare for wizardhood.
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