It just feels like my life isn't going how I want it go. Like everything I do, I put my 100% into and it still isn't good enough. I put 100% into relationships and they never work, I put 100% into work and it's never good enough; someone always does better. I always put 100% into university work and it's never good enough. I put 100% into myself and it's still not good enough.
And yet people like my sister, where all they do is moan about everything, get everything they want served to them because they "deserve it."
It's become way too much for me. How else can I actually turn my life around? I just want to be selfish for once and get what I want but everytime I try it's completely denied.
I just don't know what to do anymore, I've hit complete rock bottom and I'm only 23.