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Fuck me. Here we go
>Be me
>Be 30 year old male
>Been trying college for a long time now
>Can't get through it because of recurring mental breakdowns
>Depression makes it so I have a hard time functioning unless I'm medicated
>Can't get insurance because too old to be on parents'
>Was getting insurance through university, but I have to drop my classes due to a mental breakdown, meaning it's going to get pulled
>Have a high school diploma, damn near worthless
>Applied for SSI, going to apply for Medicaid
>Unskilled labor, a history full of part time service industry jobs
>Attempts at full time work are met with monthly panic attacks, if not more often
>Spend most of the day on the computer due to this
>Feel like a burden on society
>Unlike a lot of NEETs that are happy with this, this makes me suicidal if it gets bad enough
>Got the advice to try to start my own business
>Wasn't sure where to begin or what would work
>Want something in the tech field, preferably a niche that has the potential to emerge or isn't being met, to make good on my affinity for computers and my disdain for being in crowds or around other people
>At this rate, just something to provide a roof over my head, insurance, and a reason to not cap myself would be sufficient
Where the fuck do I go with my life? Is there even a place for people like me in society?