posted this on half chan a while ago thought I might as well post it here too
So this is my first time posting on /adv/ and I'm looking for some relationship advice. I've been lonely for pretty much my whole life. I'm 18 and in my senior year of highschool and have never had a real relationship. I only ever asked 3 girls out in my life. 2 of them said no only to get in a relationship literally a week later and the other one said yes. It lasted 2 days before she became a psycho cunt. That was about 2 years ago and it kind of turned me away from the whole idea of a relationship but now, I'm depressed as shit over not having a girlfriend and it's really starting to grate on me. There's this weeb girl i met a year ago when she started going to my school and we became friends. She's super cool, we like a lot of the same things and I genuinely enjoy hanging out with her. She moved away at the beginning of this school year though but it's only about half an hour away and she asked me if I wanted to come hang out soon a few days ago. I'm thinking of asking her out but I'm not sure if she'd ever be interested in a relationship with me. I also started thinking that maybe they're out of my league when it comes to looks. I could just be self conscious but they're actually cute and I'm really nothing special in the looks department. She was also asked out a couple of times when she went to my school and she always said no and even talked to me about it and how she wasn't looking for a relationship at the time. Things could have changed since then though. I havent talked to her about that since then. Another fear of mine is that just asking might make our friendship awkward. So, should I go for it?
tl;dr
>18 and average
>never had a real relationship
>really want relationship
>think about asking cute weeb girl
>scared of asking
>scared of being rejected and it ruining friendship
>dont know what do