>>2515
Yo anon. I had the same problem not too long ago. And this advice, as old as time, has probably lost its luster after awhile of being told to you by everyone who has ever of cared about you in some capacity.
Its your responsibility to find meaning in the work you do. Mastering an ability takes years friend.
I think a problem with people trying to learn a craft today is that we all expect fast results, especially with the amount of exposure that artists who are extremely talented who post on the web that became trendy. We all want to be the best. Everyone wants validation. But validation is worth nothing if you arn't happy with your progress.
Goals man. Picture yourself doing what you love and work toward your goal, and practice stuff that is practical. Keep going, if you are putting that much time into it everyday, then you should see tremendous results. Make sure everything you do, you are not only constructive, but honest with yourself.
Anything is possible, you just have to be realistic about how much work and time you are putting into it.
Go to the library and pick up some stuff on perspective and proportions. Experiment with different mediums when you can, but if you are working on basics,stick to the good ol pencil and paper. Basics are key, and I use t think those big books were bullshit, they are definitely help.
Read "Think and Grow Rich", put a lot shit in perspective for me.