>>428>I can see way more things in art and feel it more as a crushing weight.Do you mean noticing more refined elements in artwork? Like "fancy" brushwork or things like subsurface scattering? That just means your "eye" is improving. You can now work on those specific things in your own work.
If you haven't already-- pick a specialty. Improving one skill-set is easier than training in everything at once. Jack-of-all trades master of none. Then you can compare yourself to just your peers in that specific niche.
I think anything to break a goal down into steps helps motivation. Otherwise, the grind is killer.