Usually I make a strange title that has a hidden meaning, but sadly I've not got one right now. I fucked up and fapped hardcore, and now I feel dead inside and can't think well. Though I'm beginning to feel better, this has inspired me to ask of you something.
Is there any way to kill your physical body but keep in command of it? As in, keep your mind and libido intact, control your body through will, but not overwhelmingly rot. Maybe turn grey and room temperature at the worst, but mostly remain in working condition?
I'm already usually in full command of my faculties, with will practically being that which runs my very being, but now I've been so crushed by this experience that I need to make sure this isn't what I'd always remain as if I attempted such a thing.
Well, in retrospect, I have made a nice title, so even if I only get the filthy submemer king to respond, I can RIP in peace now.