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63d9e4  No.6968[Reply]

Material for myself

for stat: http://seu1.org/files/level5/STAT-101/

for Python:

1- wiki.python.com

2- Invent with python: www.inventwithpython.com

3- http://www.korokithakis.net/tutorials/python/

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99b325  No.7068

>>6968

Why do fags always go into programming?




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03f8d6  No.6916[Reply]

[updated 3/1/2017]

update: little bit busy

Programming and Online Courses: >>6916 (this post)

EBOOKS: >>6922

TORRENTS: >>6924

Meta-list for CS and programming

[books list for CS]

https://github.com/EbookFoundation/free-programming-books/blob/master/free-programming-books.md

[course and self-paced online courses for CS material]

https://functionalcs.github.io/curriculum/

https://github.com/ossu/computer-science - free self-taught education in CompSci

https://teachyourselfcs.com/ - another good site for CompSci

[4chan's /sci/ wiki section on CS]

http://4chan-science.wikia.com/wiki/Programming_Textbook_Recommendations

http://4chan-science.wikia.com/wiki/Computer_Science_and_Engineering

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cce16b  No.7067

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OP is a fag.




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00b2ec  No.6947[Reply]

this will be a thread where I post notes to remind myself and other shenanigans I want to remind myself about.

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2c1114  No.7009

>>7002

I appericate any help with computer organization and structure if you have anything on micro-architecture




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ba867d  No.7065[Reply]

Is there any place on the internet that curses and fucks the retarded zionests?

ba867d  No.7066

I really need to find any website that has this kind of stuff.




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163b62  No.7063[Reply]

I feel like death as a concept of contemplation and mindfulness of it is both necessary for gaining insight into life. Buddha's quest started with "Why do people get sick, become old, and die?".

The physical body is a karmic burden for a cultivator, but once we die we lose our "base" or "ground" because we are deluded that the physical body IS us, which is not true yet I don't have a physical STRONG experience that I am not the body...and I said physical, what I am trying to say is that I don't have a LIFE-CHANGING and STRONG experience that say that I am not the body, maybe reaching the jhanas will cause that or maybe it is an intellectual realization of it.

The physical body is a burden but it is also a motivator, if I don't successfully transform this body I will fuck myself up since the body degrade continuously and it will affect my sensations, which I need to detach from them. I might need to cultivate detachment to remove the body as a necessary burden.

163b62  No.7064

death is a good motivator to find that which is beyond death




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152e59  No.7019[Reply]

Practice log for cultivation

practice log for:

2. Death contemplation - might bring both danger and benefit with it so I will be careful with it but will practice it, and might give me "control" over the "element" of my body (gain strides toward the mastery of yourself and the cosmos, and understand the nature of things)

3. ashuba - will change my prespective??

5. nine bottle -good practice, keep doing it more.

6. Zijiu - have to wait for result/ need to cultivate more and wait for it

8. Cundi Dharani and Cundi Sadhana -brings insight/knowledge/wisdom(?) or maybe realization or seed of cultivation

12.nadi sadhohana - will balance me

I will report each day and the result I get with them starting tonight and tomorrow's morning.

also I need to contemplate on number 10 and 11

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152e59  No.7058

RELAPSE UGHHH


152e59  No.7059

Day 10, Night

ZiJiu followed by nine Nadi

Less tired and relaxed nothing new sweat a little


152e59  No.7060

Day 11, Night

schedule becoming hectic I need to wrangle it

Just did cundi sadhana at night with nine and nadi, feels serene and calm

Light energy movement in top of my head and less thoughts


152e59  No.7061

Day 11, Midnight

Did ZiJiu 7 mins, felt more thoughts than before. either I am becoming more aware of thoughts or I am more agitated.

Might start incorporating lojong into my practice

Will finish with little cundi dharani and then go to sleep.

Day 12, Morning

Nine and Nadi

you know doing in cundi at night felt different from the morning

the mind seemed more cluttered

the "taste" of the sadhana also felt different

to some degree

Did the sadhana again this morning

Little pain in the chest

Weird energy movement in the back of the head

One of these "off" and "weird" days

Slogan 6. In postmeditation, be a child of illusion.

this is weird

but I think I kinda get it(?), in post-meditation(day-to-day activities) don't hold tightly into what you want or what you hate or some sort of "future" that will happen.

I dunno

Day 12, Night

Nine and Nadi

Prostrated to Cundi couple of time but was interrupted, followed it by 3 prostration then stopped and felt a bit different.

Did horse stance 57 sec, 50 sec, 40 sec.


152e59  No.7062

Day 13, Morning

nine and nadi usual

Just did cundi sadhana 35 mins

Hmm felt extremely beneficial. There was some weird pain in the heart area, not normal pain at least I can't really pin it down.

Also feel more clear headed.

Gonna stretch s bit a bit and come back

Numb leg

Face feels numb

feels light caressing in the back of my head

like it happened around 10-30 mins after the sadhana




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b3ba82  No.7020[Reply]

Interesting Dream:

deamt of parking no where in a crater field and then my friend went out of the car and ZOOMED into the horizon. I mean he went out of the car and just kept running endlessly into the horizon.

went to some shack with poo living in it and exited only to feel myself wrapped near a "school building" as I entered it some guy told me why am I in school? I told him I had some stuff to finish there and then he scoffed at me called me NERD and with the mind of a 3 year old, I don't know why I felt the "3 year old" mindset scared me.

then I walked around a bit and met "someone" who gave this rather unsettling aura and disturbing one, I tried to keep my distance from him but he catched up to me and looked me in the face. He told me that he knew me but then he tried to test if I knew him or not, I said no but then he kept trying to push me into thinking that I know him, then he left and called me that I have a 3 years old's mind.

afterward I found myself sitting with my family and then suddenly I had sudden "knowing" that a doppelganger of my mother would enter the room, as the doppelganger entered the room it immediately ran toward my mom and tried to strangle her. the dream ended with some "guy" who absorbed the doppelganger into his ring and then he walked away.

oof that was something :sweat_smile:

actually pretty disturbing dream

b3ba82  No.7050

had a dream where I was giving a lecture in class about recovering data from hard disks, weird.


b3ba82  No.7056

Woke up had a weird dream where I fought countless clones of myself

And my bathroom was way bigger than before

It was made of two room

One room was normal but had a see through glass and the other one was a giant tub

In the tub I just floated there and started emptying my whole body, I wasn't pooping into the water

It was a weird liquid

Dark and Like honey

It was extremely realistic and I felt like I was close to drowning in it

And there was a flour sack in the middle of the bathroom

I did the so cream while in bed


b3ba82  No.7057

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>>7056

I used something similar to this




02bc78  No.7015[Reply]

GIVE ME MY BOARD BACK

THIEF

https://discord.gg/ztg2Q6X

5fe54f  No.7018

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e38df4  No.6971[Reply]

>Be me

I'm a 15 year old kid whose been depressed since I was 9, and tried to kill myself slot around 10. A few months after the school year started, their was an argument. It was a Friday and the start of a 1 week holiday. When I came home My father and my sister wouldn't stop shouting at me

"What the hell I wrong with you!"

"You idiot!"

"Do you know how long it took to set up that internet again"

Yeah, it started over our router.

Tldr: check the router for password, it disconnects power, I plug it back in.

Anyway, my sister tried to fight me over this so I fled to my room, and I didn't come out for quite some time.

I was already dealing with eating issues and was somewhat underweight. In that week I didn't really eat. I would just wake Up and turn to my computer, I lost 10 pounds and didn't really talk to anyone.

Fast forward about a month and I have a doctor's appointment, I was handed the same sheet you fill out to see if your depressed,

oh boy.

After I fill it out and my doctor's visit is almost over she checks the sheet and refers me to a therapist. My first appointment was on Halloween.

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e38df4  No.7004

Ya know it's kind of ironic, I've always wanted to tell my story but i can't find the time to do so, hopefully I'll have some today.


a1c919  No.7005

I'm just gonna vent tonight, and maybe finish telling nobody about how my stay in inpatient was.

I had two important friends and now they're gone. Both were internet friends and both made my crappy days happy, knowing that I had someone i could talk who cared, but I guess good things must come to an end.

The first friend I met last year over Reddit, but talked over Skype her, name was saleah. I remember how happy I would be talking to her, I would be so excited to get home and talk to her. We talked almost every day, I was always happy talking to her, And she was happy talking to me. Whatever was going on in our lives we would talk about it, even if it was difficult.

We were close friends for a few months, but eventually her parents controlled more and more of her time online. But too long after she started uni, but in order to stay away from her parents while living with them she decided to take more classes and a job to fill her schedule, since then I haven't really been able to talk to her, hopefully I will soon.

My second friend came a bit after saleah, her name was Kelly. Like saleah I met her on Reddit, and like saleah we would talk almost every day, she would put a smile on my face even in bad times. It was great, I had someone who cared about me again, a person I could look up to. A few days before I was sent to the hospital was the last we had chatted. I messaged her before the guard took my phone, and when I got out I went to message her but never got a response, I tried once more this post new years but it was to no avail.

Today a friend of mine wanted to encourage me to draw more and stop criticising my drawings as much as I do.

"Think of a quote and what you fear, then surrounded it with flowers"

I fear people leaving, I fear nolonger having someone care. So I remembered saleah, Kelly, and the friends I had that care or cared about me, but I may never get to talk to them. But I can't cover them, not yet at least.

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25b57e  No.7006

>>7004

I will always read your story =3

t.Board Owner


a1c919  No.7011

>New year's

It's been a while, but I thought I would share my past new years experience.

On December 28 my sister assaulted me and latter more stuff.

When I came home from the hospital I was greated with a cold response, a few days after that my family called an " intervention". All they did was talk shit about me, saying how stupid and selfish I was for being hospitalized, they were considering putting me in long-term, I'm being selfish by not talking to them that much to avoid conflict & don't watch my younger sister (age 2)

So after shit talking me for over a half hour they came to the conclusion that they would kick me out of my room and move me to a room next to the garage where the heater doesn't reach and it's freezing cold all the time. Luckily they didn't kick me out of my room but my sister convinced them to move my computer down their. The next day I grabbed multiple thick blankets and camped out their and was early in my room as well as rarely talking to people.

On December 28th 2017 I was expecting two books, headphones and another package. I was soo egger to open them that I didn't check the names. I opened the first package and it had my headphones and one of the books I ordered. So I go to open the other package (both around the same size packages) and it's not mine, turns out it was my sisters. So I close the box, leave the downstairs room and slide the box next to the dinner table.

A few minutes later my older sister (20yo) comes down to that room and stars yelling at me.

"Who told you to open my package!"

"This is why you we're in a hospital, your fucking stupid!"

At this point I was still sitting on my computer chair and my baby sister came running in curious of what's going on.

Soon after that my sister hits me in the head saying

"You fucking opened it your paying for it" and I chuckled at that stPost too long. Click here to view the full text.


a1c919  No.7012

>>7011

> Happy new year's p.2

To cut things short, i think it may have been CO1 since their was but taste colour or smell. Eventually I got to enjoy my breakfast. About an hour after sitting down to watch a YouTube video or some show. All of a sudden Theirs a knock on the door. ( Nobody was home besides me, her, and my little sis) it's a black Lady with a blue car I've never seen.

I open the door and asks what she needs. Apparently she's from cps and received some information about an incident that took place here. I was a bit surprised but then realised that the only other person who I told and knew where I lived was my other friend.

The cps lady asked if my parents were gone ( I was always told to say they were busy) and I told her my mother was, but she's sleeping.

The cps lady asks me a few questions about what happened and she seemed surprised. Eventually she called "her" down to talk about what happened. (She didn't move off her bed till she knew she could possibly be attested) cps lady asks "her where our mother is, and she says neither parents were home.

Eventually I go back and answer some more of her questions. One of her last ones were about any I lied about my parents, so I told her. After that she " concluded that this seemed to just be a sibling rivalry so " things might go your way or hers" she said. It's pretty Bad since I had a similar situation Happen except it was with my father and cps took little action.

About two days pass, I go down to make eggs and oatmeal again but it smelled strange, someone left gas leaking from the stove. Luckily not too much had leaked out yet. It was strange, the last person I heard go cook was her, and it was only a few minutes ago that she ran back upstairs. But I decided I would hermit.

This happens again the next day, I didn't catch it very early, but it wasn't at a critical percent ( about 15%+)

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dc4294  No.6913[Reply]

Will smiley every come here and botspam it in an autistic rage?

dc4294  No.6914

*ever


eab9c3  No.6917

>botspam

Smiley just have a javascript auto-filler that he stole from 8/tech/ and googled a bit to modify it a bit to make it "his own", that hardly qualify as (((botspam))).


5ff767  No.6957

>>6917

What'cha hiding Shlomo?


dd8a53  No.6960

>>6957

You're mom


558eb1  No.7010

File: eaa88ed8963bd25⋯.jpg (170.5 KB, 939x529, 939:529, driver smiley.jpg)

I saw this board in the top menu and was about ready to blast Smiley with some random bullshit. I wasn't expecting to arrive in anime, even if Smiley was featured in Initial D but that doesn't count.

Imagine how many people across the world know who Smiley is... macabre




d1861d  No.6891[Reply]

Kenneth Schueler

211 Corrie Crescent

Waterloo Ontario

Father: Jack Schueler

Mother: Eva Schueler

Sister: Emily Schueler

FringeMagick @ gmail.com

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCopIzuFBqn8QiExNZ-1_ZQw

Smiley's first meltdown on /cow/

https://archive.fo/ndnLv

Some Schulers get jewed by the mob

https://archive.fo/R3CuX

Smiley finally learned how to cut bread

https://archive.fo/m48Qz

Various meltdowns on /4chon/

https://archive.is/hYySo

https://archive.fo/NMTOu

https://archive.is/qCwyE

https://archive.is/SqtoG

https://archive.is/sagVn

Smiley's Steam

https://archive.is/jHub7

https://archive.is/YF0Hw

https://archive.is/stY9E

https://archive.is/OGBsz

Smiley's pastebin and some copies of his shit code

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2c61c4  No.6893

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

There are no """Slavs""" and czechs are centralo-eastern germanic

The grand wiz has not even done a DNA test yet so stfu schizocuNty heh


d1861d  No.6895

>butthurt

Kenneth Schueler

211 Corrie Crescent

Waterloo Ontario

Father: Jack Schueler

Mother: Eva Schueler

Sister: Emily Schueler

FringeMagick @ gmail.com

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCopIzuFBqn8QiExNZ-1_ZQw

Smiley's first meltdown on /cow/

https://archive.fo/ndnLv

Some Schulers get jewed by the mob

https://archive.fo/R3CuX

Smiley finally learned how to cut bread

https://archive.fo/m48Qz

Various meltdowns on /4chon/

https://archive.is/hYySo

https://archive.fo/NMTOu

https://archive.is/qCwyE

https://archive.is/SqtoG

https://archive.is/sagVn

Smiley's Steam

https://archive.is/jHub7

https://archive.is/YF0Hw

https://archive.is/stY9E

https://archive.is/OGBsz

Smiley's pastebin and some copies of his shit code

Post too long. Click here to view the full text.


954c13  No.6992

blog sucks tbh




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3fa041  No.6936[Reply]

My music folder

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3fa041  No.6942

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3fa041  No.6943

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50c891  No.6945

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I appreciate the tasteful Stockings and the good taste in music. Good stuff anon.


3fa041  No.6946

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>>6945

t-t-thanks

I-I-I didn't know anyone browsed this board


3055c9  No.6964

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>>6943

Best, good taste, tasty childhood. Also more flags pls




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c49ef9  No.6959[Reply]

Le programmer burnout face



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57a8d8  No.6931[Reply]

Is it time for the btros to find new place to chat? Discord perhaps?

a3760a  No.6933

discord server up




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