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Right now I see it as a learning opportunity, something that must have been thrown my way so I could develop more, and also I don't want a better job if it means more working… I work twice a week and that's still a lot of lost time but I've bought myself an alienware laptop and got myself many other things I need to do my magick so I guess it's worth it.
What I need most is tons of time to continue studying and then develop myself more magickally. It's going to be a lot easier now studying though with this laptop then with straining the shit out of my eyes reading my crappy tablet.