Going to post this here since nobody can be fucked to come here except people that know me.
I'm getting really tired of everything and really just want to push my magick and ascend.
I'm thinking of setting the questions thread to cycle so I don't have to archive and create a new one, it can just run infinitely, and just basically leaving /fringe/ to itself to run as it will.
Then spending all of my time completing this months objectives (gardening), the next month's objectives) house cleaning, then nothing but reading, then practise.
I really, REALLY, want to just rush ahead. I have an overwhelming desire almost to just ascend now and stop with the reading. The pressure to enter adepthood is just so high for me.
I hate this stupid job I'm stuck in too. It's seriously wasting my time and not worth the money I'm getting now.
I don't want to post on any imageboards anymore I just want to fix everything up and then come back to imageboards much later only to show that I have indeed realized my dreams.