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Why would you ever ask a question like that?

Like 8/10. I've got my suicide planned for 25. The most important thing however is that I believe my ability to act on my suicidal urges has massively increased in the law few years. Ignorance, fear, and certain other factors was really holding me back from killing myself years ago. Now I am more learned in spiritual matters I am far more ready to destroy my body and even my mind.

If I don't make serious progress towards my goals concerning health and developing my mind and psychic powers by 25 I'm going to kill myself.

I really need some shit resolved in my life right now and need to know where a certain other person stands with me.

>>835

plan it for 27

>>837

Why 27?

Why kill yourself in the first place?

Are you coming to the end of spiritual progress in this plane?

Won't you just be trapped in the cat's cradle?

>>838

Not that guy but

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/27_Club

>>846

He isn't jimi hendrix.

>>849

p r o o f s

>>843

Overwhelming frustration and also such intense emotions that I feel like I can terminate myself and yet leave a permanent mark.

We'll see though, suicide probably won't be necessary.

Have you read Manly P. Hall's book about the sacred mysteries and how the initiate dies to the world?

>>853

>Overwhelming frustration and also such intense emotions that I feel like I can terminate myself and yet leave a permanent mark.

I can't really say I know that feel because I'm sure your interpretation of your emotions is unique to you but when a negative emotion strikes me I feel as though a blade or arrow pierces my body and I feel it's weight and the drag of the air as it hangs off me, no physical pain though. Not sure if this just some reoccurring thought form, the effects of an entity, maybe the work of an ex-lover who was neophyte perhaps an adept by now. But, I have a meditation of sorts that I do where I imagine all of the blades and arrows that have accumulated on my person, in my flesh; a human porcupine I become with the usual lot, and i just rip them out one by one tossing them to ground, sometimes bending the blades, breaking the arrows, but always focusing on banishing the negative thoughts and healing the wounds they have caused.

>Have you read Manly P. Hall's book about the sacred mysteries and how the initiate dies to the world?

No, not yet. If you have the exact title I will add it to my long ass reading list.

>>852

smiley was jimi hendrix all along!