I have a little story for you, /b/, i know it's really fucking lame but at this point, i don't know who to ask for advice
>be me, in college
>dorm, 3 roommates
>2 of them knew eachother
>one was my classmate a few years back
>meet their friend circle, they're all from out of town
>meet this one girl
>let's call her J
>J is not a very hot girl, but she's very likeable, funny and kind to everyone
>i want her
>keep trying to flirt with her
>after knowing each other a little, we jokingly flirt sometimes
>i'm never actually joking
>ff to a week ago
>go to pub with a lot of friends, J as well.
>after getting a table, J leans to me and tells me that a girl who's joined us, let's call her A, is really nice and that i should go for it
>but she's incredibly shy
>it's now obvious that J isn't into me at all
>i am a little salty about this, don't actually tell anyone
>keep everything to myself, get asked what's wrong by roommates for a while, they all think i'm depressed and stuff
>last night
>ask A to go out for a walk(she has an appt right next to our dorm)
>we go out, A brings her annoying roommate
>ignore it, try talking to A
>eventually, the friendgroup from the dorm shows up
>didn't go to the pub again, just walking around with the group
>was told that A was into me as well but she didn't show it, not one sign the entire night
>keep thinking about moving on and forgetting A
What do i do /b/, it's going to be another week of autistic depression, at this point, everyone knows what a faggot i am, it's like a window on my forehead, showing my every state of mind