you don't deserve the easy way of living that the smart people provided for you
I suggest spending more time and energy in something more productive and time worthy instead of being emotional weak faggot who acts like nothing more than a girl when life hits him with problems
Want to get back at the girl? Firebomb her house
Otherwise stfu and let that emotional scar run so deep into your brain that you will be desentisized to inconsiquential stuff like that for rest of your life you fucking pussy