Need some advice and opinions lads
>Be 14 (literally just turned 14)
>At some hippy/outdoor week long camp with family
>First day I turn up this strange 18 year old girl starts talking to me
>She seemed quite strange
>Now suspect she had mild autism or some other disorder>
>She took me into the woods with another female friend and said she wanted to go out with me, and I went along with it
>All fairly standard kissing and groping, until the last day when she gave me a handjob in my sleeping bag.
>Almost all of this kissing and groping, as well as the handjob took place in a communal roundhouse where all the teenagers slept and hung out to get away from the adults.
>All of this took place in the same room as multiple sleeping teenagers (probably not asleep lol.)
>The camp ended, I said we shouldn't see each other any more and she cried.
>She got over it pretty quickly
>We even kissed at a bonfire night a few months later
>Haven't seen here since
>She had some weird special looking boyfriend the entire time she was messing around with me
>Later found out she went on to have sex with a 13 year old (she must have been 19)
Other unrelated saga
>Be in high school (Year 9/10, can't remember exactly)
>Start going to art room at lunch time to eat food and draw as I didn't have many friends and it was usually empty
>Group of horrible bitchy girls start doing the same
>I keep going because I'm a horny little bastard and I enjoy talking to them
>They start getting me to sit with them, asking me probing questions and setting me up to say embarrassing things
>Standard horrible girl bully emotional manipulation
>Eventually they ask me to masturbate in front of them
>I awkwardly masturbate in front of them under the table
>They all run out of the room laughing before the bell rings for the next lesson.
>As revenge I spread loads of "sexy" photos of them from their facebook profiles onto halfchan.
>These pictures regularly turn up in slag/schoolgirl/tight skirt threads
It's been years, and tbh I regret spreading the photos and generally feel horrible.
Is there a chance this has messed me up in anyway? What do you guys thing? Tbh I feel like I have issues with:
-porn
-masturbation
-self image
-internal thoughts and dialogue