I have a few very genuine questions.
Please do not for a second think I am a troll.
The older I get, the more and I start to think about my younger years of denying Christianity. Everywhere I look, I see Christian traditions being eroded and it bothers me greatly.
I haven't been to church for some 15 years and I feel like I need Christianity back in my life.
I want to confess to you all that I have sinned time and time again. I have had multiple sexual partners, taken drugs and denied God even exists.
I want freedom from my past, but I fear that it will not be forgiven. I cannot bring myself to confess to another person face-to-face, so I encourage you to offer me advice on how to deal with how I feel about everything.
I live in the UK and the more I see the news the more I realise how my traditions and the traditions of my parents and grandparents are being lost due to the influx of islamists.
Do you think, as Christians, my fear of losing what I have always considered to be right (our christian culture/life) is a genuine reason for actively following Christianity again?
I have my doubts about Christianity as a religion because for so long I have doubted what I was once taught as a child in sunday school.
I need help and i'd greatly appreciate any feedback you can give me.
Kindest regards,
Anon