Read Reasonable Faith by William Lane Craig.
You have the idea that christianity its just the same child stories you heard in sunday school.
If you want specif answers, write them down, and post them here, or search the internet. I bet it has already been answered.
Theres literally nothing wrong with thinking that some stories are allegorical or metaphorical.
Revelations tells stories about dragons and multiheaded monsters. But nobody believes theres actually going to be Pacific Rim : Revelations.
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>His brief life is bounded on either side by eternity, his place in the universe
is lost in the immeasurable infinity of space, and he finds himself suspended, as it
were, between the infinite microcosm within and the infinite macrocosm without.
Uncertain and untethered, man flounders in his efforts to lead a meaningful and
happy life. His condition is characterized by inconstancy, boredom, and anxiety.
His relations with his fellow men are warped by self-love; society is founded on
mutual deceit.
>As I know not whence I come, so I know not whither I go. I only know that on
leaving this world I fall for ever into nothingness or into the hands of a wrathful
God, without knowing to which of these two states I shall be everlastingly consigned.
Such is my condition, full of weakness and uncertainty. From all this I conclude that
I ought to spend every day of my life without seeking to know my fate. I might
perhaps be able to find a solution to my doubts; but I cannot be bothered to do so,
I will not take one step towards its discovery.