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The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?

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c038c2 No.405648

27 You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall not commit adultery.’ 28 But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart. Matthew 5:27-28

19 Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 1 Corinthians 6:19

8 Whoever sows to please their flesh, from the flesh will reap destruction; whoever sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life. Galatians 6:8

Post your NoFap successes/woes/prayer requests/ etc.

b5508e No.645950

File: af0167bb2cba708⋯.webm (1.68 MB, 852x480, 71:40, Unstoppable Rage.webm)

>Mfw relapsed after about a week

>Mfw relapsed on Ascension

The only good thing about this is that I now definitely know that being awake after 12am is very VERY dangerous.

I think going to sleep before that will help immensely.

04a55e No.645961


It's great that you're learning, every little bit counts! It took me years of trying before I began my current successful run, I know you can to it too.

499fb6 No.646057

I went 31days and relapsed, I just cant stop getting boners and stuff that shouldnt even arouse me is making me pop, just today I was looking at large bore african safari rifles and boom boner. Im trying to abstain but do they ever stop?

04a55e No.646166


>just today I was looking at large bore african safari rifles and boom boner

I know exactly why you got excited by that, I feel the same way. The trick is not to give in when you get an erection, it's a natural thing that will always happen, even if you never saw another woman for the rest of your life. So what you need to do is, literally, keep your hands out of your pants. It will be difficult, but just because the rifle is ready to fire doesn't mean you have to pull the trigger.

d0dd66 No.646180

File: e2017d3d7c9e64e⋯.png (330.36 KB, 540x327, 180:109, 1502818330007.png)


Well, why don't you just have sex with your wife instead?

3cb9e5 No.646205

File: 6be12a615246d5c⋯.png (84.54 KB, 226x223, 226:223, 1512038163799.png)

Hey guys, weird story here. I was doing my statics exam on Tuesday (I'm a Civil Engineering student), and I haven't masturbated for around a month or so. During the exam, time was almost up, as we had around a minute or so left. I was still answering the final question and I was rushing. For some reason I had an orgasm, semen and everything while I was writing down the answers. Does anyone know why? I wasn't excited or aroused or anything. I felt a tingling sensation in left thigh just before I has the orgasm. It's never happened to me before on its own, without arousal or anything like that, and it has especially never happened to me while I was in the middle of the exam. I am laughing while typing this because it seems funny to me that it would happen in that situation. Anyone know why?

04a55e No.646397


I'm glad you found a career field that you love.

2e289b No.646409


Did you get caught or anything of the sort?

e5b1a7 No.646412


lol just wait until dynamics kid

3cbd18 No.646424

File: 00fd9b5383ee8f5⋯.jpg (Spoiler Image, 59.74 KB, 735x660, 49:44, e83f0e64c707e0f04bfdf7b241….jpg)


Reminds me of this story.

Are you taking any supplements or are you just really into your studies?

04f462 No.646489


it's essentially an act of adultery

619c5d No.646683

These temptations just wont go away man. The hentai is always on the back of my mind. Someone help

d277b1 No.646736

Day one, again.

It is too hard for me ;_;

>tfw have to suffer in eternal pain because my hand just moves itself


d277b1 No.646738

Is chastity cage the way to go?

d0dd66 No.646743

File: 9e63bd9e47d24ca⋯.jpg (141.44 KB, 511x742, 73:106, 9e63bd9e47d24ca3a410235809….jpg)


They never quite go away, in my experience it was only during periods of very pious life, when I went to Church every day and prayed the rosary etc..

But temptations in themselves aren't bad, they can often be a good sign (you're doing well so demons are trying harder to break you) and actively rejecting them helps you grow in virtue and eventually resistance. If you can't stop thinking about them then do something with your time that requires your focus, like exercising, running etc

522026 No.646761

File: bbf9e4de9f5764a⋯.png (169.36 KB, 500x522, 250:261, So proggressive.png)


>you're doing well so demons are trying harder to break you

Almost perfection. A big porblem I have is going to church, wanting to have a more in-depth talk about this stuff, yet I'm still (been to 4 churches so far) told where "don't worry. you believe in Christ and thus immune."

I'm sorry but BS; just because we finally accept our Lord into our heart does not mean that we wont be attacked by the foul thoughts and temptations the devil assails us with, if not MORE so because wer're that bit closer to making Him smile.

Being a Christian will never be easy. But few would say that trying to follow his will is hard. The evil will tempt us always. Again and again until we fall… again. The only thing we CAN do is be humble, say sorry and try standing up… again.

Would you rather see Him come to you, in a puddle of mud hearing a slew of excuses? Or fearfully approach Him with bloodied knees and crawl to Him and say "Sorry I'm so late"


Just get back up and keep going.

29dfaa No.646767


1 Corinthians 10:13

>No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.

Take responsibility for your actions, learn something from every failure and keep trying!

15b7bd No.646790


>>tfw have to suffer in eternal pain because my hand just moves itself

>unironically believing work salvation

d277b1 No.646900


This is christian board you dumb atheifag

6aed60 No.646907

Wew… almost fapped ;_;

522026 No.647028


I think he was reffering to belief in salvation through works alone.

I could be mistaken

220c5c No.647041

File: 58ad27342cfdda4⋯.png (57.09 KB, 1392x812, 12:7, picc.PNG)

>months since last fap

>can't stop thinking about this

>even somewhat erotic pictures make me want to fap

>so close to just giving in

pls help

8c8c15 No.647051

3cb9e5 No.647129


The only supplement I take is the Omega-3 fish oil pill.


Nah dude.


I know, anon. I know.



d0dd66 No.647652


what does it do?

dfe286 No.647659

File: 57d175812f03a26⋯.png (834.57 KB, 640x833, 640:833, 1488870054830.png)


sends you a cute virgin gal to marry.

sigh… a man can wish.

629f17 No.647845

Today was my last failure.

I wwnt for a solid year or so but today I failed. No more.

358e7c No.647880

7 days then 2 days and just failed again.

At least without porn.

For lots of reasons that aren't entirely negative I'm considering a life of celibacy but I just don't know how to get there.

7dfe61 No.647902

Well anons, I've hit rock bottom when it comes to this sin. This happened last night. After watching porn "just a little bit", I was overcome by really strong lust and perversion. I started feeling really angry at God, and I cursed him, rejected his existence, blasphemed him in my mind. In a rage I tore up this nice little card that I got when I was a baby reminding me that God loves me. After doing this I kept looking at porn for some time and was filled with self-righteousness. But gradually it dawned on me what a pathetic, vile, cowardly thing I had done. Now a day later, I feel faith once again, but I realize that I have committed an abominable sin. I can only hope that this is not blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. Anons, please pray for me if you can, and don't watch porn. Just don't. Never underestimate the vile things you can willingly do when you're mesmerized by that trash. Lord Jesus have mercy on me.

cfa4d7 No.647953

File: dd97047ee67e642⋯.jpg (12.94 KB, 160x229, 160:229, 1459017992068.jpg)


Going to confession would really help you, it seems you're in a bad state and I wouldn't risk doing something worse if I were you.

d23b36 No.647974

File: 0358bf16c580e4c⋯.jpg (71.09 KB, 750x581, 750:581, ivan-the-terrible-and-his-….jpg)


> Going to confession would really help you

I need to get baptized tbh. I need the help of the sacraments. I'm planning on becoming Catholic but I've sinfullly delayed the process due to my lust and sloth.

> it seems you're in a bad state

No doubt about it. I feel a lot better than I did last night, but I'm aware of the terrible thing that I've done. I need God's grace to get out of this state. Porn absolutely has to go. It's been my unwillingness to give up my addiction to porn which has caused this situation.

> I wouldn't risk doing something worse if I were you

For sure, I'm absolutely horrified that I did what I did. I'm shocked because even though I've sinned in all sorts of terrible ways in the past, I've never felt this sort of brief rage towards God. I think I gave in so fully to my porn addiction that I chose to do something that could potentially cut me off from God forever. I'm hoping and praying that I'm not bound to be a reprobate. I DEFINITELY don't want to even get close to that level of internal sin ever again. Externally my actions were nothing special when it comes to sin, but what was going through my mind was complete evil.

bed157 No.647976

File: f78e3068e97de4e⋯.gif (1.96 MB, 273x253, 273:253, f78e3068e97de4e84d0c45ff99….gif)



I'd managed to stop masturbation for 8-9 months before being baptized and good Lord, getting it done sooner would have made it significantly easier.

It seems to have heavily bolstered my conscience (to the point that rounding up the hours on my timesheets at work gives me a gut feeling of dread for actively lying) such that I sincerely have no wish at all to masturbate, along with the more corporeal fact that I would have to admit such an act to my priest serving as extra deterrent. My priest is a jolly ~60 year old Irishman. Imagine trying to confess such a thing to your surrogate grandfather.

I absolutely do not want to find out if I can.

d23b36 No.647986


Good to hear anon and thanks for the advice.

578e9a No.647992

when in confession should you confess to the specifics of what you have fapped to?

I've watched some messed up shit in the past, I still struggle but at least it's relatively vanilla now.

522026 No.647994


You realised it was wrong and genuinely feel remorse and wish to come back. I don't think you blasphemed the Holy Spirit. But It's definately clear that something is very wrong if you got angry that much at what you knew is true.

d23b36 No.648029


Thanks for the encouragement. You are right, something has definitely been wrong with how I've been living as a Christian. I think I've given so much power to porn in my life, that at a very weak moment, I was so annoyed at the prospect of having to give it all up that I actively tried to give up on God instead through blasphemy.

18008d No.648369

I lasted four days before failing again ._.

I hope this time I'll be able to do better, and hopefully stop committing this sin for good

3a4e51 No.648519

8th day today, please pray for me bros, and I'll pray for you.

3cbd18 No.648527

File: d0dab8502c1daa3⋯.jpg (73.23 KB, 980x552, 245:138, dump it.jpg)

>go one week

>have wet dream

>hormones still winnie'd up

>have panic attacks and no appetite as a result

Such is life in BOGworld.

b91ee5 No.648538

File: 000011207e40646⋯.jpg (131.79 KB, 737x510, 737:510, 0468-CWC&JCS.jpg)


3490f5 No.648873


Not too long ago I came across a pdf booklet (a bit over a hundred pages if I recall correctly) on quitting pmo. Unfortunately, I have been unable to find it. If any of you know what I'm talking about I would very much appreciate a link.


504826 No.648964


you mean this?


there's a pdf download on the chapter at the bottom labeled download

f35cd5 No.649014


have faith and strong will and you will do better with each time

578e9a No.649042

I feel I may be too far gone.

Every time I get the urges, they completely take over, even though I keep telling myself it's wrong.

My thoughts are completely taken over by lewd thoughts.

ff96f2 No.649050


Looks like its time to get rid of your Internet

33cd4a No.649060

Relapsed this morning after six days… Immediately disgusted with myself afterwards.

Pray for me bros I need to beat this demonic addiction.

75729c No.649099


You need to say this to priest. Confession.

Basically all blasphemy comes from pride. Pride is the very root of it. thinking you do not need sacraments/help from God - pride. Thinking you're not worth to be forgiven until you 'go clean' - pride.

Meanwhile all that God asks of us is to come back and repent. The Father waits for prodigal son. He's glad to see him. Devil always tries to convince the prodigal son:

>You have to become rich before you come back

>You don't need to come back


3cbd18 No.649105

File: 41bfa95ca465ffb⋯.webm (602.53 KB, 640x360, 16:9, AHHHHH.webm)

Relapsed yesterday.

a4855c No.649112


>This image aroused me

>Better post it here

I mean I don't feel aroused or anything but man, foresight.

76ebf2 No.649135


I am in the same boat.

have a verse

>Galatians 5:1 “For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery.”

5e48fe No.649173

File: e8e002750d556b8⋯.gif (1.22 MB, 320x210, 32:21, 1_day_of_abstinence.gif)

File: 026a652cbbfa4c8⋯.jpg (200.64 KB, 1369x1200, 1369:1200, Ivan_Kramskoy-Christ_in_th….jpg)

After mastering nofap, I want to try zero-release. All kinds of emissions are considered failure. I've tried it last year, with a record of 24 days max. It felt like a truly heroic struggle, you've no idea what happens to your body.

>first week: high probability of erotic dreams as well as possibility of doing a hands-free fap

>second week: high probability of nocturnal emissions WITHOUT erotic dreams

>around the 18th-20th days: dreamless nocturnal emissions are GUARANTEED unless you actively exercise your WILLPOWER WHILE SLEEPING and unconscious

>past the 20th day: same as above, at the 20th day the mind becomes 'Instinctively Religious' accompanied by a feeling of being 'in the company of GOD'. It's a truly unique sensation that you cannot otherwise feel without doing no-emission for 20 days

I'm trying to go at it again but I can't seem to last 5-6 days without an erotic dream bringing to an emission.

Does anyone have any tips regarding how to face no-release? My target is to hold it for 40 days like Jesus did in the desert.

3cb9e5 No.649176


I don't know man. I'm past a month and for some reason I don't feel the presence of God like I used to the first time I did no fap.

5e48fe No.649180


Not talking about just no fap. Zero release. Keep the semen in your balls and start counting the days.

You'll notice you lose it after only 3-4 days whereas you thought you only had a release once a month with no fap.

Try counting the days, I dare you. You'll be surprised.

a4855c No.649187


>Not talking about just no fap. Zero release

Oh so I can masturbate but not finish. That makes some sense, sure.

Seriously though what's the point of this challenge? Exercise your willpower while sleeping?

5e48fe No.649188


Even if you don't touch your peepee you will have a nocturnal release after 4 days. The challenge is to avoid having a nocturnal emission without laying a finger on your dick for the entire period and see how far you can go.

f35cd5 No.649189


What's the point? I don't think that's healthy

04a55e No.649208




This is silly. You cannot seriously expect people to try to control themselves while they're unconscious. I just pray that my night will be emission-free. But such an event is not a sin, it is beyond control.

fc6858 No.649219


>I just pray that my night will be emission-free

That's what I've been doing and it works pretty good. My last emission was a month ago.

915bec No.649226

One hundred and three days and I am back to where I started. Pray for me, sinner.

cc567c No.649355


nocturnal emissions are inevitable. Sperm sooner or later dies and nocturnal emissions are the way the body gets rid of it to make place for new sperm.

2e61b5 No.649362




I got baptized recently and found if I did not confess, id imeditly fall into worse sin, (strip clubs, and "massages")

d23b36 No.649363


Thank you brother. You definitely hit the nail on the head.

dc49d8 No.649402



Never ever tell your wife. Tell God and the priest or pastor but not your wife

3cbd18 No.649616

File: 126eeb239d4ec2e⋯.png (58.36 KB, 635x471, 635:471, Cnn_aaaaaaaaaaaaa.png)


30b0ae No.649651

File: 7eaa70b2a18af25⋯.jpg (5.8 MB, 4032x3024, 4:3, 20180505_080831.jpg)




Holy smokes, this sounds like it could be me writing this. Met a conservative Baptist girl in a Christian Facebook group online, learned she lived a few miles away but was off at college in Michigan. We messaged every day for three months until Christmas when she was back home.

There were warning signs - she would send slightly risque pics on Snapchat or would wear slightly revealing clothing on Facetime.

I took her out to the chinese buffet at the mall after church, we walked around, went back to her car to put the shopping bags in, climbed into the van to get warm because it was cold, hopped in the back because she wanted to show me what she had gotten her parents, and then things just kinda progressed from there. I felt pretty rock solid until then, so failing then, without much time to even think, shook me up afterwards.

I went to her and apologized (she was silent), said I was going to make amends with my elders at my church and discuss it from there - she flipped her lid, said I had used her, didn't find myself sexually attracted to her, and am now trying to ruin her reputation and make her lose her scholarship. She blocked me, then unblocked me a day later and told me to never talk to her again.

It was a difficult and humbling time for me. My accountability partners were shocked, and they essentially told me to not consider dating another girl until I've spent some serious time being discipled/in counseling.

She did call me a few weeks later crying - I had to be kind but firm. It broke my heart, because I really did love her, but there's too many character problems there to consider restarting a relationship.

642808 No.649667


But ideally even blatantly sexual images should not cause us to falter and clearly that anon was just trying to express his weakness.

642808 No.649669


Erotic dreams are failure but emitting without lust is just basic bodily functioning. No more sinful than defacating.

20dccf No.649706

File: 7a667c390e64900⋯.png (8.29 KB, 246x205, 6:5, images (1).png)


>hey just popping in to say I pay for sex, that is all

12497c No.649733

File: e2c7ba28fae2325⋯.png (182.42 KB, 289x335, 289:335, JesusFacepalm21.png)


>being an unrepentant fornicator

"Marriage is honourable in all, and the bed undefiled: but whoremongers and adulterers God will judge." (Hebrews 13:4)

"Know ye not that your bodies are the members of Christ? shall I then take the members of Christ, and make them the members of an harlot? God forbid. What? know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body? for two, saith he, shall be one flesh. But he that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit. Flee fornication. Every sin that a man doeth is without the body; but he that committeth fornication sinneth against his own body. What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own? For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's." (1 Corinthians 6:15-20)

"They that are of a froward heart are abomination to the LORD: but such as are upright in their way are his delight." (Proverbs 11:20)

9b331b No.649807

File: 8fd7616df9457c8⋯.webm (75.76 KB, 480x360, 4:3, videoplayback.webm)


>As far as we know all sins are equal

Webm related.

>my guilty pleasure is approx 10x better.

And no, it's winnie the poohing not, so repent

a39d90 No.649810

File: 1f55c650c9d2872⋯.jpg (161.61 KB, 1080x1172, 270:293, DdBF5SmWkAElcFD.jpg)


>As far as we know all sins are equal(?) so I don't really feel bad anymore

1) other peoples' sins don't make yours any less bad

2) actively trying to sin is worse than actively trying not to but falling occasionally



Very similar situation to mine. Difference is mine wasn't very religious (part of our dates was me trying to clear her doubts and convert her), and I proposed her to keep going with the relationship with abstinence from sex but she wanted none of it.

It was particularly hard for me because she was the first girl who made me feel manly and strong, while former gfs humiliated me, cheated on me, etc. but following Christ is more important than my pride about being a man.

3cbd18 No.649908

File: 181efb216661bcf⋯.jpg (106.73 KB, 2044x2048, 511:512, KVjlFAN.jpg)


1d102f No.650318



Thanks, mate.

840cb6 No.650445

23 days in. Then again, I'm taking 'head' medication that lowers my libido quite a lot. Now I'm dropping the medication (I was on 50mg, now on 25mg - this is a microdose considering regular doses are 200mg) and can feel a libido surge. I don't feel like watching porn at all, though, and I can control my urges.

I'm not a /pol/ type, but I went with the narrative of, if you watch porn, Israel wins. And that helped a lot.

2cac7f No.650471


Drop the meds, eat fatty (+40% fat) cheese instead.

19845a No.650478

File: 0998b1b7f3245e3⋯.jpg (134 KB, 1024x686, 512:343, CRISTO-in-croce-Reni4D41B4….jpg)

File: f6b3c780ff9fb26⋯.jpg (113.07 KB, 600x718, 300:359, d44ba07efbee1b48d8c9284ac7….jpg)


Daily reminder that Judgment Day is very real and that NOTHING will go unpunished. We can't be lukewarm about this people. I can't believe the amount of indifference to the severity of this sin in this thread. Masturbation sends people to hell.

From Dies Irae…

>For now before the Judge severe

all hidden things must plain appear;

no crime can pass unpunished here.

>O what shall I, so guilty plead?

and who for me will intercede?

when even Saints shall comfort need?

The reason we're not afraid of hell anymore is because we live in an age where things are generally safe. We have good health care, there's meds for almost everything, most of us don't need to go to war, etc. My point is, we're not familiar with what it means to die. To die means to be judged. I tell all of you unrepentant masturbators will go to hell, that's guaranteed.

In the dark ages people had more fear for God and we should too. Not just fear but sense of compassion for the Lord also. Christ didn't walk the Via Dolorosa for nothing, yet most of us go about our daily lives as if it wasn't a big deal. What would Mary the Mother of God think about a half hearted attitude towards the sins that her Son had to die for? And what would His Father think?

I am a sinner like you people and we all need to get serious about Christ

f96d25 No.650489

File: 9588db60c4124b4⋯.png (278.99 KB, 400x300, 4:3, ClipboardImage.png)


fc6109 No.650522

Day 98 bros, I pray for you all.

b1fac2 No.650525

File: 753b5b839556058⋯.jpg (1.22 MB, 3264x1836, 16:9, 1526849523774-2113702910.jpg)

14 days of no wet dreams

I signed up for a swim tournament,started composing music,asked 2 groups out,got invited to soccer, and strangers start to greet me.

Im happy i have super-powers !

774ce3 No.651210

Reaching 140 days line soon. So far the best streak for me.


Just what you are. Porn and masturbation keeps you subdued. The greatest thing about "superpowers" -it's actually just you. I literally can no longer imagine masturbating, having low self esteem I used to have,lack confidence, lack energy.


The urges become less severe, less often. After 30 days or so.

>Wet dreams

Were pretty common until day 90. At one time devil tortured me with a series of perverse dreams. That was even worse than daytime jonesing since you can't control it.

>Did confession help?

It did. Go confess. Once you rebuild your relationship with Christ you're ready to change your ways.

Prayer, confession, scripture study, church attendance. I cannot stress this enough. I used to make the 'I can handle this/ I come back when I'm clean" mistake. It never worked.

Last thing:

I noticed that I no longer get sexual fantasies when seeing random girls. Only when I see a girl that looks very good I get the ideas. Also if I like the girl as a person and she's cute, I get the fantasies randomly during the day. It has a positive effect since it compels me to talk to her/ask her out..eventually.

That being said, I still enjoy seeing other beautiful women…just not getting aroused by each one, just the 'right ones' for me.

Sorry for a long post. Thought I'd share my experience. Perhaps someone will find some of it useful.

Good luck lads.

God Bless.

642808 No.651213

I haven't fapped in at least a month but I still feel guilty because the idea of fapping doesn't disgust me.

76ebf2 No.651266


>masturbation sends people to hell

So you believe in a works based salvation then?

742d14 No.651282

haven't fapped in over a year and a half

522026 No.651305


>That was even worse than daytime jonesing since you can't control it.

Have you condered training yourself to be lucid during dreams?

2aa10f No.651678

File: a3ce5cd7d6829d9⋯.jpg (29.22 KB, 480x294, 80:49, PhilosophyQuote_150418-074….jpg)

Is listening to erotic audio bad?

Day 52 and I'm starting to get tempted

aab8f5 No.651679

03d59e No.651680

File: d84fee1302dc53f⋯.png (122.3 KB, 292x410, 146:205, i_i.png)

9b331b No.651702

File: 3c855fc30244ab2⋯.jpg (20.32 KB, 246x248, 123:124, 1455926470968.jpg)

I'm starting to worry about how it's going for me… any short term advice?

76ebf2 No.651715

e5b1a7 No.651723

File: a70f2fe85254c8b⋯.png (140.35 KB, 550x385, 10:7, ClipboardImage.png)

one more damn wet dream

2ddb79 No.651734


I'm with you on that, I had YET ANOTHER one this morning. It seems I can't go a week.

3cbd18 No.651797

File: 8a35fab033b9a70⋯.jpg (93.21 KB, 500x484, 125:121, 1437497058353.jpg)

One of the hardest things to believe about God is how He has infinite forgiveness.

From a human perspective, it sounds so impossible to continually forgive someone that keeps misusing something you give them, and on that, they continue to mess up and misuse the things you give them.

I'm glad we live under such a forgiving God.

c26126 No.651804

I'm getting better at resisting porn and masturbation with it, bit by bit; but I've encountered a new stubborn obstacle. As I continue on longer into a streak and the tension begins predictably mounting, it will start interrupting my sleep. Nearly every single time I've failed in the past few months has been due to this.

I'll keep waking up in the middle of the night and I'll start playing with myself, muster up every ounce of strength I have to throw the temptation off, and doze off back to sleep only to repeat the same thing half-an-hour later. I notice it's also never paired with wet dreams or anything; I rarely get those. But once this starts, I usually find it difficult to make it through the night, partly out of lust but mostly out of fear that I won't be able to sleep because of it. There's very little I can do to prevent it. I'm alone, in the dark, in a half-conscious state, without much to distract me without completely disturbing my sleep cycles; the Enemy has found one of my most vulnerable points to attack me at.

42622b No.651883




Where do I find this test now

a7596d No.651905

File: 042372e103ded86⋯.jpg (1.64 MB, 4096x2304, 16:9, leviticus.jpg)



Correct me if I'm wrong, but wet dreams technically isn't sin since it is your body self-regulating itself (as opposed to masturbation which you are willfully partaking in lust and abusing your body, lovers of flesh). That said, you can abuse it by instigating wet dreams and partaking in lustful thoughts, but I've had it happen spontaneously or without me knowing about it until I fully woke up.

When a man has an emission of semen, he must bathe his whole body with water, and he will be unclean till evening. Any clothing or leather that has semen on it must be washed with water, and it will be unclean till evening. (Leviticus 15:16-17)

a7596d No.651906

File: d32df0db5e3e496⋯.jpg (96.92 KB, 750x494, 375:247, Passion-of-the-Christ-chri….jpg)


>the Enemy has found one of my most vulnerable points to attack me at.

Recite a Psalm or read the Bible/pray. 3am is known as the devil hour (as opposed to 3pm which is the Lord's hour), so I wouldn't be surprised if that's around the time you're being attacked. I know this is easier said than done however as I've been there and know exactly what you're going through, I have no better advice other than, either you get through this yourself or you do it with God disciplining you.

Then Jesus told his disciples, “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me." (Matthew 16:24)

47ddb9 No.651981

File: 1522df890927937⋯.gif (34.54 KB, 650x898, 325:449, brejeiro1.gif)

Day 26 here. Repeatedly failed around the day 15 mark in the past because my urges would get so bad that I would go onto Tinder of all things and arrange meetups with girls. Thankfully I never actually met with any of them but that is because I would always broke my streak to remove the desire.

That's all behind me now thankfully as I have completely deleted my account and I'm finding things much easier. I must be currently going through a flatline or whatever because I'm finding it all quite easy at the moment. I've started to learn classical guitar also as a more productive way to spend my free time.

fc6858 No.651993

File: 9231e89fa62b8ec⋯.jpg (245.21 KB, 1597x1600, 1597:1600, 1486336137551.jpg)

>>651678 Here.

So I've just failed. I M'd until the edge but did not O.

It was so… intoxicating. It's like I got into a trance and my mind got shut down and I was almost out of control. Just after a couple of minutes I quickly closed the internet browser and went to lie down in my bed.

Should I count this as a relapse? No P was envolved either. (It was a freaking K-Pop dance. I need to seriously get rid of the internet.)

Please pray for me.

b1fac2 No.652024


avoid girlgroups and follow boyband K-pop groups,they can be wholesome and fun

a6be85 No.652027

File: 409dade7412adac⋯.jpg (293.13 KB, 845x1200, 169:240, No pain.jpg)

>Stay away from masturbation for 2 weeks

>Eat mostly raw fresh vegetables - Sprouts are amazing

>Exercise every other day

>No alcohol

>Feel no hunger

>Sleep is better than ever

>Energy levels are at the most highest its ever been

>Not spending whole days distracted by stuff like video games/masturbation

>Realize I don't usually focus on anything else besides the distractions

>Just sit aimlessly all day

Proverbs 29:18 Where there is no vision, the people perish

b876e4 No.652035


wtf is wrong with you, why would you ever watch kpop, realise that the act of rationalising something as dumb as that could only be done in fringe online circles in 2018. you are a winnie the pooh loser if you watch kpop

4114b3 No.652066




Lust is the sin we're worried about here. It's just that most people here aren't exactly Chads, or have to good fortune to be involved in a Christian identity, so the way people act out lust is masturbation, generally using porn as an aid, or in your case erotic material centered around music. Indulging in erotic material is a sin. That's to say, erotic material is whatever YOU find to be erotic, not exactly what may be considered conventionally erotic.

Repent. One sin is too many.

5c43fb No.653122

>finally sit down and pray to God about fapping

>tell Him I want to make a change but I need some help summoning the fortitude to break 5+ years of habit

>feel calm and apt to be ready for the day

>almost break my wrist at work

>can barely hold anything with my right hand, let alone firmly grasp it

God works in mysterious ways.

522026 No.653126

File: 9de4a571a9cb114⋯.jpg (51.62 KB, 594x642, 99:107, 1510626722849.jpg)


Praise! now THATS a message you can't miss mate!

76ebf2 No.653129

>have problem with porn for a long time, since middle school

>many times tried to quit but couldnt

>after a long time of not even trying to quit, I decide I really should after reading the Pilgrims Progress

>delete everything

>goes good for a couple of days but then the temptations start again when Im caught off guard (thought I had won)

>i know the external hard drive isnt actually deleted, its just marked ready to be overwritten, this causes a lot of temptation

>as I type this the external hard drive has a program wiping it

Overall while I have been relapsing a lot, I still haven't given up, where usually I would have within a matter of a day or two. I have much more resolve now, by Gods grace. The last half week has been terrible, but I think this weekend is going to be good. More like how it was a few weeks ago when I originally mustered the courage to do what I should have done before.

Galatians 6:7-9

7 Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.

8 For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.

9 And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not.

9733a4 No.653198

File: a2afdba62290bf0⋯.jpg (176.49 KB, 1632x1224, 4:3, 1526518598093.jpg)

Stay strong fellow brothers and sisters in Christ !

774ce3 No.653285


>Have you condered training yourself to be lucid during dreams?

I'm sorry I do not get what you mean here.

There were very few 'lucid dreams'. Most of them were regular dreams.

What I mean here is that at that time wet dreams were very frustrating for me. I watched only mainstream porn. 'Rough sex' were the most extreme thing I watched …ever. Then some dreams involved gay porn and some worse things. Obviously the internet is infested with the stuff…you see a picture,it gets stuck in your subconsciousness and then it appears. It was just devil getting more and more desperate. The more awful dreams came the more determined I become to avoid the relapse.

Eventually the dreams went away just like they came. I haven't had them ever since.

I mean perverse dreams. Even now I get wet dreams. The body regulates itself, it's beyond your control. But now the dreams involve a beautiful woman. They're never perverse.

774ce3 No.653290

File: ff1d461a38e4079⋯.jpg (369.58 KB, 1920x1080, 16:9, 1501959038190.jpg)


Will pray


Stay strong brother


One you purge the passions and distractions you've got your hands free to do what you're supposed to do - work on self improvement - physical, mental and spiritual.., find a woman…


>It's just that most people here aren't exactly Chads

True. But nofap will help us become Chads.

Praying for all anons here. God is with us brothers.

578e9a No.653537

File: 2366d0f96ddb1f8⋯.png (266.59 KB, 1081x503, 1081:503, 2366d0f96ddb1f84fb8ea3c2b4….png)

relapsed again, please pray for me brothers.

b6ae1f No.653649

The only good thing about this heat is how much it kills my libido. I feel sticky, dirty, and like I'm suffocating, and the few times temptation has gotten the better of me, it feels just plain awful. I can't really work up the motivation to do it anymore. If this continues into the summer, it's possible I can just sweat this crap out.

5eb97a No.653707

Are there any good Christian discords? It's always good to have brothers to talk to

3aabbb No.653730


our board has one

b741ed No.653746


It's a catholic only discord though

d7fc2b No.653927


Okay no, new tactic.

Anons, please pray for me.

5d39e0 No.653951

Does anyone have any decent studies on negative effects? I'm getting a lot more blowback from someone than I had expected and they're giving me the "I'll only listen if you're more qualified than my doctor who says it's fine" excuse.

8c8c15 No.654012

0d4c28 No.654147

3aabbb No.654154

File: 1b68f184db7a2c7⋯.png (23.76 KB, 551x300, 551:300, 1b68f184db7a2c72b70c951d9b….png)

add9b8 No.654158

Gave in to a low-tier temptation after a strong, blessed 2 months. At least I made it through the end of the Easter season, though sin is sin. Humbled again. Picked myself right back up. Will pray for you all.

b5508e No.654162


If it might assure you, even if it's just a bit, not all info they get is requested by governments, nor do they look at everything.

It would be almost impossible to monitor everyone who uses it, and old info probably gets deleted too.

Doesn't remove the fact that it's still Facebook-tier spyware.

3cbd18 No.654242

File: ee5e3e86adfbc62⋯.webm (504.18 KB, 592x448, 37:28, sigh.webm)

I should really stop using my computer.

04a55e No.654394

Friends, by God's blessing I have made it 6 months without committing this sin. Surrender fully to the Lord and you will see success too.

c7fdd2 No.654487

O Lord I have sinned… Again… ;_;

76ebf2 No.654968

File: c2dac68c40668d4⋯.jpg (64.43 KB, 500x430, 50:43, 1525884701659.jpg)


bb62ae No.655018

I pray for you all that you may find the wisdom to go out in public whenever your wiener goes up, so the public shaming shall smite thine libido unless thou art an exhibitionist then you're boned.

abcb5c No.655019


>Showing your boner in public


bb62ae No.655020


That's the idea.

Do you want to be the guy that goes out with an erection?

The moment you feel your dick moving you go out the door.

12497c No.655031

File: 21f3332325bec9a⋯.png (67.8 KB, 604x86, 302:43, degeneracyMUSTend.png)

DAY 40 reporting in. You're not a christian if you're not no fap.

12497c No.655032


What's wrong with /nofap/??

715548 No.655034

File: 0b12a10e667f196⋯.png (23.87 KB, 1107x148, 1107:148, Screenshot 2018-05-30 at 1….png)


Not much, the threads to kill your libido are great, but there's too many LARPers of people that I assume are like the ones that just found out about Nietzsche and won't shut the winnie the pooh up about the Ubermensch despite not knowing the concept.

Basically I assume that most posters are likely to be underage and with a black/white mentality that just got into self-improvement.

715548 No.655035

File: 11ed4725161fd9d⋯.png (115.06 KB, 1276x246, 638:123, Screenshot 2018-05-30 at 1….png)


For context, those are responses to the anon that created this thread

90fde0 No.655037


Used to go there like a year ago, it was full of brainlets and even lewd stuff that wouldn't get deleted. Wouldn't recommend it

90fde0 No.655045


oldest post is 3 years

311d96 No.656101

File: 62ea037c6153494⋯.png (55.99 KB, 491x585, 491:585, 1472832471539.png)

>Stop masturbating for a few months

>It comes back and I'm ALSO not feeling guilty when I do it


632c50 No.656130

I am on day 43 of no fap. Are wet dreams a myth? I'm 21 and still have not had one. Where does all my pudding go ?

04a55e No.656133


They're definitely not, you must just be lucky. Things have calmed a bit for me, but I used to have them near weekly between days 40-150.

632c50 No.656134


Am I? Now I want to get married all the time but, I go to a liberal college in California..

091689 No.656259

File: c22d266a23411ee⋯.jpg (155.14 KB, 800x600, 4:3, s.jpg)


>At this very moment 797,151 Americans are masturbating


5 months done. Dropping in to point out the "nofaptards are pathetic" shills that hijack every nofap thread/discussion.

What is the root?


The fallen one - the devil - wants to drag you down. Once he's fallen nobody should aspire to anything greater. If you're happy with fapping 4 times a day, why do you need to shill about it to people who obviously are not happy about being in such a state? All those shills just show how miserable they are.

>Since I lack the willpower to do it/am too lazy to do it then nobody should make it.

e5b1a7 No.656423

File: cc6429f566ef8d1⋯.jpg (80.38 KB, 630x420, 3:2, ee898f1dbb4f89cf5e94544405….jpg)


cf4936 No.656460


What's going on with that poor doggo?

1614f1 No.656461


semen retention

e5b1a7 No.656494


he's just bulking that's all

04a55e No.656505


Funny coincidence, I'm at 186. Keep it up my man.

e5b1a7 No.656506


may God bless you richly lad

07b00b No.656855

Is watching an ASMR performed by good looking women bad? Asking for a friend

4cbf56 No.656890


As a point of reference, if it is something that would otherwise tempt you to fap or lust after someone, then flee it.

AMSR is trash anyway, but if you think it will make you thirsty too, avoid.

d70cf5 No.657156

Made it six days before failing. Knew it was stupid, knew it would be better to avoid, but I used the excuse that "these urges are distracting me from my work, better just to give in and get chaste when I'm less stressed out". Of course I knew that was just a petty excuse, but I gave in anyway. Nevertheless, I've been feeling more motivated and more faithful recently. No more porn from this point onwards. If I succumb to the temptation to fap in future, I will not add porn to the mix. I know I can't go back to my old addiction, the very idea is absurd, so even an inability to control my lust can't justify porn use. The feeling of being without porn always makes it seem like such a big deal, but once I actually look at the stuff I mostly feel disappointing. This is what I disobeyed God for? No more excuses. No more porn in 2018, no more porn till I die. Fapping will be harder to defeat, and I know I can only defeat it if I can first overcome the mental hurdle of giving up porn. I will need to rely 100% on God's help to overcome this problem. Laziness and disorganization also have made me much weaker and less able to fight against this sin. As I said earlier, my main excuse for sinning today was the fact that I've got too much work to do, but I've only got too much work to do because I should have done it earlier.

d70cf5 No.657158


Depends whether you're aroused by it or not. I've enjoyed ASMR in the past but it's the non-sexualised and unintentional stuff that I like.

bdf974 No.657160


I had same problem earlier with getting distracted from school but when I started avoiding all sexual images I didn't really get distracted at all any more. Day 46 of no fap.

52289b No.657162

Going to confession tomorrow, I relapsed brothers. Will pray the Rosary today for everyone who's struggling with this sin, especially you brothers.

d70cf5 No.657165


Yeah I know that my porn addiction only makes things more difficult in the long run. I could have given up porn completely ages ago, and if I had I'd be better off today. Congrats on Day 46!

07b00b No.657166

File: be2881f37ae434f⋯.webm (223.66 KB, 640x360, 16:9, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.webm)


c58a39 No.657173


rubbed your meat, get over it and go to confession you drama queen

d4427b No.657179


It doesn't make me want to masturbate its just tapping two objects together but honestly I fled it just because it was giving me bad vibes and because the actual ASMR community was just around the corner.

You're making me feel like I overdid it.

bdf974 No.657180


I am considering converting to orthodox soon. Do people actually tell their preist every time they rub their meat? if I convert will I have to tell the priest that I jerked off like a year ago?

727b85 No.657207


The first time you should mention it, but unlike the Catholics we don't need to go every week, or multiple times a month. As my priest said, treat it a bit like a doctor visit. You should go a number of times during the year, and certainly if a great need arises. My priest also said that if you tell him the same sins repeatedly then you have more work to do, so hopefully you only have to confess to it once, the first time!

c58a39 No.657215


Become Catholic, and yes, you should tell your priest every time you sin

>but unlike the Catholics we don't need to go every week, or multiple times a month

fake news

You should go to Confession whenever you do mortal sin, other than that it's only required you go at least twice a year (before Christmas and Easter)

d4427b No.657224


>Having a special law that people must visit at least twice a year

Okay who did that

Who was the madman that didn't go to to Confession for a year?

bdf974 No.657230


Dam talking to an old dude in a beard about wacking my meat sounds kind of terrifying to be honest. You've done that a lot ?

d1d2bc No.657232

File: aea8c4d54461fc9⋯.gif (99.2 KB, 400x374, 200:187, 36025e61141682250240721847….gif)

My friends, recently after some time in the darkness, is listened to the call of Jesus once more, since then praying and going to church, I have felt exponentially better.

Attempting nofap thou was really a whole other best, ive been faping conpulsively for some years and I really didnt knew how much it would be hard to stop.

I went to faping multiple times a day to being able to stand 7 days in less then a month.

I cant help thou, to feel extremely remorse every time I do it, I dont want to but sometimes im just too weak, I feel like Im abusing Gods grace since I know about his infinity lovable nature and I tear up every time I pray.

Do any of you have some words or verses of the Bible for that? I dont want to sin, but I know Im too weak not to and sining is the worst :(

bdf974 No.657233


just keep doing it less and less. I did it once a week, then every 10 days and now I am on day 46, stay in public a lot too.

d1d2bc No.657234


Staying in public helps but im in a really hard school that requires studying alot so its hard not to be indoors.

From now on I will try to study in the student's room when I can

bdf974 No.657235


I'm a 3rd year engineering student and I study in public all day basically at my university, and again I haven't fapped in 46 days so it's working to some extent. Only time NO FAP distracts you from school is if you're looking at photos of women and lusting and then your mind gets cloudy, at least that's what I've experienced personally.

730b4a No.657238

Hey, I want to know if any of you guys are going through the same thing. A few weeks ago, I met this really nice girl that liked. I really didn’t have any perverted thoughts about her, but how much I liked her. Now a few days ago, I realized that how much I loved her, and how the very thought of her gives me intense emotions. These emotions and thoughts about her are nothing but pure. After that, I completely lost all will to touch myself. Sure I have urges, but they’re very light. Anytime I look at a woman or something impure, I might have a slight urge or thought, but it quickly goes away. Then she comes into my mind again. Ever since, I feel as if I’m becoming a better Christian. Not only that, but I feel as if God has plans for us together. In short, because of love I feel no strong urge anymore. Anyone have something similar?

d1d2bc No.657240


Well its not that it distracts me from school no, its just that I have to be in my room alone most of the time

bdf974 No.657244


Why can't you study in public area?

d974bd No.657570


Well its just that I cant be on public literaly all times

Also part of my work involves using tools that cant be used in public

4d593b No.657599

File: 68974b76e0ca539⋯.jpg (7.79 KB, 250x250, 1:1, 1388760319248s.jpg)

>tfw fapped this evening

I gotta be more aware of what triggers me. I was just looking for fitness advice on /fit / but there's so many girls posted there and it just spiraled out of control until I found myself on /gif/. I knew I shouldn't have but I did it anyway. I wish I could block images or something

a7596d No.657603

>>657599 (checked)

You need to identify your triggers and get rid of them. Learn how to use the /etc/hosts file (or hosts file if you're on Windows).

05e087 No.657612


our /fit/ or 4/fit? Because our /fit/ is alright in that manner, but 4chan's is pretty much /s/ lite so I'd avoid it

522026 No.657643

File: 1cab4a6038af917⋯.jpg (39.16 KB, 576x768, 3:4, Happyonion.jpg)

File: 3264f138d10c0f3⋯.gif (1.88 MB, 226x200, 113:100, 1501529945881.gif)


Getting /fit and downing onions everyday while taking fertility supps is nofap hardmode.

Its quite liberating/fun being mega horny yet able to control the urges.

day 24

05e087 No.657659

File: b32fa0c9d91b8cb⋯.jpg (96.29 KB, 1280x720, 16:9, 14123456789.jpg)



My nibba, I've also been trying to eat an onion a day/ every other day in some form lately. Made my own spaghetti sauce and put like 2 big onions in it.

07b00b No.657663

File: 7a4697433331a91⋯.jpg (359.52 KB, 1478x1896, 739:948, 7a4697433331a9164906684c50….jpg)



>downing onions everyday

Tell me more about this meme

522026 No.657666

File: 60fc06120f38ddb⋯.jpg (316.06 KB, 1299x1000, 1299:1000, a mighty food.jpg)

File: 03ef3e3ad0e70e6⋯.png (1.53 MB, 1852x1144, 463:286, 1524452933121.png)

File: 691023d3acd71e8⋯.jpg (839.28 KB, 1626x1862, 813:931, 1514745581010.jpg)

File: e716280d71b0438⋯.jpg (52.04 KB, 467x640, 467:640, ONION KNIGHT!.jpg)


How have you not come across the power of ONIONS!?

cf4936 No.657828


Download fast image blocker

678311 No.658150

Feels like the whole day has been a test. One that I failed at the last moment.

I have been dealing with a lot of very serious changes in my life and I have been drinking more than usual, which has helped me stay away from harder drugs but seems to fuel the lust in my heart.

I am lonely all the time, almost 30 with no wife or gf prospects. I go out and all I think about is finding a wife but I am convinced the Lord is not providing until I conquer my lustful heart.

Which seems to be creating a loop in my mind. I prayed for help, denied those who mocked me, and in my dreams I was tested with images of porn, and a "wife" who was a porn actress who I inevitably succumbed to in a dream. It took only a moment and when I realized my wicked choice, I awoke a failure just before the dawn.

It felt like I had deliberately chosen this, despite it being a dream. Like, the lust in my unconscious heart overpowered my choices to abstain.

While a dream, it felt a sin. The succubus would call for me to consent for others to "assist her", almost mockingly.

It was terrifying and strange and I have prayed twice upon awakening. I fear my heart is being greatly targeted. My loneliness seems to be a conduit for this.

I do not want this and I do not want to be targeted by demons just because i am crawling out of a very dark hole.

d1d2bc No.658180

File: 9b36c3cc8ea9e23⋯.jpeg (7 KB, 231x218, 231:218, download (3).jpeg)

I adjusted my underwear in a way that ticklede on purpose

Does it count?

f5ebce No.658182


what do you think lamb

d1d2bc No.658183

File: 536c9eaefbab567⋯.png (11.18 KB, 255x245, 51:49, 5233a68cc10b10ccac9b1edb3a….png)


I have no idea maybe

04a55e No.658186



Did you stop, or did you continue playing pocket pool until the end result happened?

1cf49d No.658187


Repent either way. Even if it was an innocent tickle God will like that you're so ready to confess to Him

d1d2bc No.658188

File: 82f1ef790b5f1b7⋯.jpg (11.88 KB, 200x255, 40:51, d3844546923c1c83a758ee5732….jpg)


I stoped as soon as I realised what I did

05e087 No.658354

File: d957858dbb27452⋯.jpg (55.9 KB, 363x487, 363:487, 1472083842375.jpg)


Sounds like tough poopoo to be honest. Don't think too much about the dream thing, I've dealth with the same crap… I'd rather not get graphical with the description, but let's just say it was very degenerate and it felt like I was willingly submitting to it. Needles to say I also felt sinful, but I talked to some people about this and some say that in a way, it's a good sign because the evil forces notice that you're actually struggling rather than just giving in, so they're trying harder to break you.

Honestly none of us are strong enough to deal with this by ourselves. This year I've managed to abstain from these sins for 4 months, then fell for a short period of time and went back and it's been 2 months since. But it's only in small part thanks to my own strenght, the best thing you can do is surrender to God and get spernatural help. Go to Confession and take Communion frequently, this is literally the best thing you can do and this advice is given far too rarely in this thread. This IS the one weird trick that will help you beat any sin and I can personally attest to this.

730b4a No.658464


Please someone answer

8c8c15 No.658490


To be quite frank, your experience sounds really rare and extraordinary, so don't be surprised if there is either no one else here who relates, or very few. Consider yourself blessed and be thankful to Almighty God.

522026 No.658494


Maybe give a nice prayer for >>658150 as I know the kind of feeling both of you have and this guy really could some of the good feels you have now.


How much do you drink these days btw, I used to have a bad patch so I'm curious to how far in you are. Like is it just "more drunk" or actual al/ck/ levels?

fe6db4 No.658510


Posting from another PC, and I ended up failing after not being able to let it go out of my mind. It's really horrible. Not drinking tonight.

I am coming off of more drug use that I am not proud of. I have been clean for about a month and a half now. Sometimes I don't drink, other times I can drink a lot. 7 drinks within two hours or so.

Harder drug tolerance makes it impossible to "black out" but it helps turn my mind off.

My mother has been amazing in helping me, but I have been isolated. The cult of the alt right pretty much ruined my life and put a mark on my name which I see as a basic death sentence. There is bad stuff going on in those circles, and they are keen on keeping people in dependence to them. Literal Satanists.

A lot of this is mostly because my dopamine levels have been all sorts of fried. I am trying my best, but it's a lot of massive change all at once.

I am doing my best, and I hate this. I feel like I am just going from one sin to the next. I go out and there are TONS of women all over, but I have some mental block on just having a conversation with them.

I 100% believe it is the LORD preventing my heart from being able to connect to another until I am out of all of this, and this seems to be time I could use affection and a human connection more than any, so I can only assume I am in the middle of a massive test.

The way I see it, the fapping issue is a lesser demon I am battling, however it is still very depressing losing the battle after a month and a half of abstinence.

There are certain kinds of spiritual battles you should not ask to partake in unless you are truly ready to see how dark the abyss of Satan can be.

730b4a No.658620


Thank you anon. I do sometimes feel that this is the lord redeeming me for my past sins

730b4a No.658621


I will dedicate some of my time for a prayer.

cfbfbf No.658657

>Going nofap since beginning of january

>The urges go away for a long time, they seem to be gone

>2 days ago - confession, feeling great

>1 day ago - meet a nice girl(modestly dressed though)

>can't stop sinning in your thoughts by all sorts of fantasies ever since but resisting the temptation to relapse.

It's almost as if my brain now produced erotic images all of sudden half of the daytime after all those months of peace. Should go confess again soon probably.

Feels bad.

141820 No.658668

cfbfbf No.658670


avoid nsfw at all costs.

I am going strong for months. There were few times I got tempted to 'just look here and there' - /s/

>Just download the nice clothed girls thread.

never a good idea. At best you'll end up sinning in thoughts, at worst you'll relapse.


Yeah I can relate to this very well. Happened to me with few girls. It is how I establish whether I ask a girl out If there's this feeling I go ahead and ask her out even if the chances are low. You're attracted to her appearance but at the same time there's something else. You like both the external and the internal not merely considering her to be attractive piece of flesh. I've never experienced this feeling until I went no fap. Perhaps this is what falling in love is without being over-sexualized and horny all the time from jerking off…who knows.


Strong post.

Nobody can do it by himself. Get out there, confess, go to communion, pray. I thank God every day for making me strong enough to resist for this whole year. I would not make more than 2 weeks by my sheer willpower.


i experienced bad dreams around days 40-60 too. Once I pushed through they went away. I don't think Lord prevents you from connecting to someone tbh. I think the sinful state of mind and the effects of porn make it so. It takes some time to quit fapping and porn..not just to prevent a relapse but also to change the way of thinking when you get to the point that porn and thots disgust you. Then some time to develop conversation skills and gain confidence in yourself again. The first fuels the second, the second fuels the third, the third fuels the second and so on. I am currently at gaining some confidence in myself so it really feels like an uphill battle. I do know one thing: I would not be fighting this battle if I did not reject fapping/porn completely - that is to say that I would still 'consider relapsing to be an option'. I feel like I make a rapid progress but I have a long way to go. I tend to be very uncertain about myself.

My advice for you: Make it a point to go at least 6 months no fap. No edging, no nsfw. Nothing whatever comes to your mind. Do it for Christ without expecting immediate fruits of your actions. Simply stand because it is the right thing to do. Do the same with the drug use. As you do this you're on a right path and eventually you will reach the target. The devil knows this so he will present all sorts of dreams and wickedness. Just repent, pray and withstand the fire. He will give it up once you prove you don't consider relapsing to be an option no matter what he presents. Remember…the more you succeed the more desperately demons will try to get your hopes down. The best thing you can do is to stand still and hold the line because the victory is probably near. If they demoralize you, they win by bluffing.

Also make it a point to talk to women. First the women you already know, then expand your comfort zone. Work on that even now to destroy 'the mental block' It's probably just a lack of confidence in yourself. I am sure you got this. God will give you the strength you need. I will pray for your success anon.

522026 No.658982

File: a1d32a1368c9f62⋯.png (162.53 KB, 761x319, 761:319, 1525298838590.png)

Its rather distressing to see how the idea of "love" has been corrupted, people expecting that their love will be some immense emotional "high" or everything has to be as intense and romantic as like some film; its no wonder why so called marriages are easy to tear down these days if it was based on fleeting emotions. When people talk about Gods love, do they think the Lord is tripping out in heaven or something?

Whatever happened to real trust? What ever happened to the idea of true commitment? You know, the "We are stuck on an island and you ate my leg but I'll still stick with you through this anyway" kind.

31b495 No.659247

Day 50 of no fap here. It's wierdly hard today hopfully I'll be OK.

0ac3a8 No.659367


a cool thing i learned is that when you have really strong urges it is literally a demon inside of you dying and the urge is its last attempt to stay alive. think of the demon as a parasite and sin is its food. so whenever i get an urge i realize that im in a 1v1 faceoff with some shitty pathetic demon and it makes it way easier to overcome it.

a0a464 No.659669

>be day 4

>struggling with alot of emotional and spiritual stuff lately

>been having more anxiety (not from nofap though)

>watch porn and relapse

>mind bombarded with otherworldy demonic images and voices

>lasts for an hour

don't mess around with this stuff guys

88638b No.659672

File: 25ef2505537eced⋯.jpg (139.75 KB, 1200x748, 300:187, 29a1916412961.jpg)


I relapsed at Day 65. Don't let your guard down.

31b495 No.659697


Dam, now I'm scared. On day 51…

458ecc No.659821

Have you ever paused and considered what constitutes the basic’ ladies who excite lust in you? A bundle of bones, flesh, blood, urine, faecal matter, pus, perspiration, phlegm and other dirt! Will you allow such a bundle to become the master of your thoughts? Will you exchange your birthright of eternal peace and happiness for such a fleeting, filthy mess of pottage? Shame on you! Were your will, your reason and your discrimination given to you only for such an inglorious end? Have you not heard and seen that physical beauty is only skin-deep and at the mercy of every passing accident, illness and year?

Poets have exaggerated the beauty of ladies. They are misguided persons who put young men on the wrong path. Descriptions like "damsels with bewitching eyes", "face like the moon", "rosy cheeks and honeyed lips" are false and imaginary. Where is the beauty in the dead body, in old women, in sick ladies? Where is the beauty when a lady is infuriated? You are aware of this and yet you cling to their bodies! Are you not confirmed fools! This is due to the force of Maya. How mysterious is the power of Maya and Moha! The beauty of a woman is false, artificial and decaying. Real beauty is undecaying and eternal. The Atman is the source of all beauties. His beauty is everlasting and undecaying. It is ornaments, silken clothing with fanciful borders, dressing of the hair with golden hairpins, flowers, application of powder to their faces, lipstick to the lips and unguent to their eyes that lend a temporary decoration and artificial glittering to the women. Deprive them of their face powders, their ornaments and gaudy dress, and ask them to wear a simple white cloth without any border. Where is the beauty now? The beauty of the skin is a delusion only.

cdca8c No.659858


Wow, this is such a good post. It really puts things into perspecti-

>This is due to the force of Maya

Huh? Isn't that a Buddhist thing? Naw, this is /christian/, surely, I'm just misgui-

>the power of Maya and Moha

>The Atman

Why? Why would you post that here, fully aware of the fact that it does not belong here?

48f579 No.659859

When the urges come at you just pray… then listen to some Byzantine chants or something like that.


You can't

You can't fap

You can't fap and

You can't fap and pray

You can't fap and pray at

You can't fap and pray at the

You can't fap and pray at the same

You can't fap and pray at the same time.

You can't fap and pray at the same

You can't fap and pray at the

You can't fap and pray at

You can't fap and pray

You can't fap and

You can't fap

You can't




48f579 No.659864


>Poets have exaggerated the beauty of ladies

Well not all of them. You cannot separate body from soul. That's the first thing. When you do it you just lust after 'a bundle of bones' If it's a pornstar you probably would not be attracted to her soul.

Just posting this to say there's nothing wrong to appreciate beauty of women - especially if you like who she is as a person. That's not the same thing as lusting after them.

19123e No.659950

File: 0ed4d2ed9399400⋯.png (77.15 KB, 1391x321, 13:3, self abuse.png)

19123e No.659953

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.


I've heard that demons have some presence or control over your flesh so pray and gaze upon the face of Christ with your eyes to have them also see their defeat and flee from you.

630512 No.660043

File: b78f1f2c661e84f⋯.jpeg (111.37 KB, 529x810, 529:810, CD055E40-7EF7-4074-AE12-E….jpeg)

Last night i went to bed wanting to give in very bad but fought the urge, woke up today feeling like i had to puke and i could tell it was a masturbation withdrawl, after rolling around in agony for a while i gave in. Im so ashamed at myself, the martyrs went through so much pain for our lord and I cant handle a bit of sickness. I do not know how to combat this withdrawl pain. Also i have a habit of indulging in the sin one time doesnt do it for me I still feel horny (and like puking) people go to hell for this sin I want to be free of it so bad but the withdrawls are so horrible i dont know how to combat them.

dfe286 No.660048

File: 315a542ba49040e⋯.jpg (405.95 KB, 1060x700, 53:35, 71ffd94b75a49974861616a003….jpg)


Fear not, Anon, keep trying, keep praying. Work your resistance like a muscle, you will get there, just be glad that God has already planted the seed in you to begin his work of cleansing you, that is why these things disturb you so much already, as they never belonged to who you really are, you WILL make it as long as you never give up and remember to call and rely on him to clean you.

889d86 No.660104

I've fallen short in the glory of God. Please forgive me.

But I think I've made a breakthrough on how to stop fapping.

Of course you want to avoid porn like it doesn't exist, but even causal memes show too much ankle for innocent eyes.

What you want to practice is how to dissociate between you and the person you're observing-just don't think much about her/him and it's helps to accept that you're not going to do anything to her/him anyways since you're a devoted Christian. Also controlling your breathing rate tend to beneficial, although it's not that effective, but it's better than nothing. If anything immoral pops into your head, distract yourself until the thought is forgotten.

b91ee5 No.660113


easy mode: turn off your computer for a week, don't go on the internet, hide your phone as well.

b91ee5 No.660114


i tried to quit for 5 years, only seriously for the past 2, and it's only in the past couple of months have i made progress.

21c7a8 No.660118


That a good practical method, but it's too temporary and doesn't help once you got a glimpse of exposed elbows

91726a No.660157

File: 8f86a44be7a05e5⋯.jpg (24.16 KB, 325x500, 13:20, 3fdb94bdb0ecd2609919e63795….jpg)

I am physically repulsed by myself and I feel dead inside. This has been the third time in one week, I've showered myself in divine influence and I prayed for over an hour consecutively last night, hoping to at least escape this hellish malaise. And still I sin, just as I thought I had gotten somewhere. It is so insanely tiring, after having poured so much emotion and good will into an act of perfect contrition, and to throw it all away upon the slightest sign of absentmindedness and wear. How do I even react to this

572558 No.660170

I always relapse when I have to study for a long time and my brain get tired while my body is fresh and active but I HAD ENOUGH! I made k9 password random generated, put on leechblock and an another porn blocker. if I still relapse, I will do a one month no computer this summer. I'm so weak brother please pray for me

24f222 No.660173

File: 83a43917bd5970e⋯.jpg (41.83 KB, 495x636, 165:212, 1420432317104.jpg)

>7 times in one day

>Still have the urge for another

Does this urge never die down? Even for just a few hours? The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak and slightly bruised at this point

88638b No.660240

File: fdb0f8af1fda089⋯.jpg (243.7 KB, 903x987, 43:47, fdb0f8af1fda089cc05bf943c9….jpg)


>>7 times in one day

Anon I…

4114b3 No.660253


Came here to ask a question much like this. Good to see others are also experiencing it. However, when we are emotionally intimate (I talk about my problems, she about hers, and we give each other advice and support) I find myself leaking precum, leading to, so far, the most intense blueballs I've experienced. YET, I have much less urge to masturbate than before our relationship and even feel some fundamental disgust towards it.

522026 No.660289


Why do I get the feeling 90% of this thread is <16 year old, hormone factories?

48f579 No.660360


Nice idea. I don't have a problem with internet though. My issue is that i go outside and the streets are flooded with gorgeous women dressed in skirts. Although I purged fapping I literally can't go even 2 days without sinning by embracing lustful thoughts.


have you tried praying when the urges come?


>7 times a day

That has to hurt physically

>The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.

Actually the spirit controls the flesh. At least that's the ideal. 7 times a day means flesh is in the charge, not spirit. You can purge this addiction just strengthen your spirit and will.

623791 No.660402


>Just posting this to say there's nothing wrong to appreciate beauty of women - especially if you like who she is as a person. That's not the same thing as lusting after them.

Where do you draw the line though?

dfe286 No.660409


Imagine yourself trying to put out a fire by dousing it with gasoline and then asking yourself why isn't the fire being put out? It's pretty much that.

Sating human desire only increases it in the end. Hence why Paul tells us to be content no matter the situation and why Ecclesiastes tells us that everything is "chasing after the wind".

But I feel you bro, I was there at one point, those are truly terrible days. But at least you have the knowledge that you need to escape it just as I had (now approaching 2 years of nofap). Just keep failing on your escape until one day you break free from that prison just as I had. God will listen to your petitions so make prayer your routine and perfection your goal. Never ever give up.

3cbd18 No.660442

File: 4de3d1fbbf9a0d6⋯.webm (5.35 MB, 550x300, 11:6, Generations.webm)

I am so stupid.

458ecc No.660455


I just copy-pasted it.necaise pf tje anti-fap effect.

i didnt bother to edit it.


what if all women are ugly but we all like them anyways?

12e1c7 No.660587

File: 05a7657261f0c19⋯.png (2.39 MB, 1201x884, 1201:884, 05a7657261f0c199ebb99394f4….png)

Three weeks and I failed. Is there something I can take to kill my sex drive?

314c7f No.660738

File: 4854d37da95e38c⋯.png (70.2 KB, 852x944, 213:236, 1510949254499.png)

It's been over four months for me now. I only relapsed once prior when I really started "nofap." If you guys haven't, go to confession every time you relapse. It'll sober you to how bad your addiction is and you'll have the opportunity to talk to your spiritual father for guidance. Pornography and masturbation are truly the most deadly addictions of our times, you can overcome it.

d23b36 No.660776

A few hours away from 6 days without porn or masturbation. Almost looked at porn but managed to nip the urge in the bud. My earlier proclamations about never looking at porn again earlier in the thread were premature, as I fapped to porn a freaking day or so after saying that, nevertheless on this attempt I hope at least to get much further than I have before, and aim towards that goal of never again fapping or using porn. The more time spend free from both porn and masturbation the more I get used to celibacy. I will also say that avoiding that "just one peek" or "just one more fap" mentality is essential. If you can't justify using porn or fapping, then don't. If we are Christians, then we can't justify such sins.

08adfb No.660779

Why are so many people so emotionally wounded, confused and in distress? It's one of the core reasons why I cannot have meaningful relationships, and I turn the Christian love I should pour onto others into this lust and wrong desires…how to cure it? How to pray for this gushing tear inside of us to get healed?

a7596d No.660791

File: 5d1f4f0f3aeec15⋯.jpg (135.55 KB, 916x718, 458:359, bridge.jpg)


>Almost looked at porn but managed to nip the urge in the bud.

Yep, keep nipping that urge in the bud and eventually there won't be any buds to nip. That's all it really boils down to.


Read above.

d23b36 No.660808


All too true. Porn addiction turns you into a pathetic husk of a man. But it doesn't have to be that way.

04fd05 No.661181


yes I have, but when the thoughts roll in any sense or reason goes out the door, "i've gotta calm down first, then i'll pray" and before long i'm already touching myself thinking that'll be it, etc.

2b2201 No.661184


Confession and Eucharist.

141820 No.661250

I often wake up after about an hours sleep at night with almost supernatural urges. I find it impossible to not fap when I do. The thought of not fapping rarely even enters my mind when this happens. It's like I'm on autopilot.

b5508e No.661253

File: ea2be71cb7f7632⋯.jpg (23.48 KB, 419x421, 419:421, b78.jpg)

>Relapse after a bit more than a week 2 days ago

>Just fapped that once, nothing since


623791 No.661254


Do you pray? I managed to conquer fapping in October 2014 with praying and haven't fapped once since then, at least while awake. I only orgasmed when I had a wet dream while sleeping face down because I rubbed my body against the bed. Now I am always careful and sleep face up to not repeat it.

TL;DR prayer helps a lot.

48f579 No.661499



>You can't

>You can't fap

>You can't fap and

>You can't fap and pray

>You can't fap and pray at

>You can't fap and pray at the

>You can't fap and pray at the same

>You can't fap and pray at the same time.

>You can't fap and pray at the same

>You can't fap and pray at the

>You can't fap and pray at

>You can't fap and pray

>You can't fap and

>You can't fap

>You can't


29c4b2 No.661501

File: 7b5f2763414b3fa⋯.png (21.61 KB, 485x443, 485:443, 1511961874600.png)

>forgot the last time I fapped even though it was just 3 or 4 days ago

Uh oh

522026 No.661626


>look down and realise you were fapping all along!

(Plot twist music)

f14979 No.661660

File: 503f01703102ff9⋯.jpg (26.48 KB, 480x358, 240:179, 503f01703102ff913f52d24892….jpg)

Relapsed… Last time I got to day 65 and now I only managed to hold 10 days.

Pray for me.

23c1d0 No.661735

I've had a nearly two week streak and last night I had a dream that I relapsed and viewed quite a bit of porn. It wasn't a wet dream and I could find no evidence it actually happened, so what does this mean?

3d40c9 No.661737

File: 5d5c79b76c1ffe4⋯.jpg (42.32 KB, 500x305, 100:61, 38676.p.jpg)

It got a reminder yesterday that sometimes it's our worst sins that bring us to god with the most remorse and thus unites us with him closer. I was looking at hentai yesterday and I found some nasty crap i don't even wanna describe but let's just say it was unflappable, and afterward, I prayed the rosary like 3 times. Remember, no matter how far you fall, God is infinitely merciful and will forgive you if you come to him earnestly with a broken spirit also confession is a must if you are Apostolic. >>657207 is right in saying that the preast is like your doctor. If he's a good preist, he will be concerned but loving in his admonition and will talk you through what to do

god bless you brothers and possible sisters in Christ! Satan will not win! (pic related. remember that our first ancestors were chastized by god for their sin, but he still loved them and provided them with clothing in the wilderness.)

48f579 No.662224


Nothing. Just your brain gets back the ideas about the old ways.

fe6db4 No.662259

I held out for 40 days and failed about a week ago and have not been able to regain control over myself.

Serious depression and isolation is making this so much worse. I try to go out and talk to people, but everyone is winnie the poohed up anymore. Everyone has succumbed to the propaganda of modernity, and no one seems to have a soul anymore.

1ceba5 No.662264

File: ec7c43f651f4580⋯.jpeg (47.55 KB, 617x617, 1:1, Cirno4.jpeg)

Here we go again.

We're all gonna make it bras.

Something weird I found is that I don't feel like fapping after talking with girls. I'm weakest when I've been pent up inside all day.

990cc9 No.662275


Keep trying my friend and don't stop praying! 40 days is great and shows you're well on your way to defeating this sin.

40e1df No.662279

Day 160.

5688d5 No.662391


That's something I've been thinking about. I don't have anything to replace writing smut. And that means I'm trying to tyrannise myself into just not doing it. Perhaps, anon, we should start some sort of chatroom so we can have better conversations instead. Not talking about nofap, but other things, including the bible. Some place we can go to make a habit out of talking to people instead of porn.

4d593b No.662407


Don't write smut. Especially if you plan to post it online. Otherwise you're helping to indulge others in their misdeeds.

4d593b No.662408


Meant to quote >>662391

42fed8 No.662438

File: 151c3bd4b35b0b8⋯.gif (1.88 MB, 400x224, 25:14, 1519596689658.gif)

>Get to 120 days

>Think I've won


>Now i cant go more than a week

Never be idle in your fight, this is a constant battle

f14979 No.662440

File: 50203be80038ff2⋯.jpg (94.55 KB, 960x720, 4:3, I Cor 11 12-20.jpg)


I'm on the same boat, anon.

You never know when the temptations will attack. Never let your guard down.

cdca8c No.662458

Rejecting Hugs

There's a girl at my workplace that hugged me. Each time she hugs me, I pop a boner. The first time she hugged me, I didn't expect a boner although I must admit that hugging a girl gives me an opportunity to touch one so I was happy.

The second time though, she hugged me extra tight and talked into my neck which felt really, really sexual to me. I mean, it wasn't (trust me, I'm literally a 250lb neckbeard) but it felt like it. I popped an even harder boner and applied less resistance to it.

In the future, due to my sensitivity, should I reject physical intimacy with female friends when they offer it? I mean, there's no way it's not a mortal sin. Rejecting hugs just because you find them sexual however seems ridiculous. I guess, if possible, I'd like to know if there are others that either are or were in this particular boat. Thoughts?

5688d5 No.662470


I'm not in this boat but I think it's not bad. If anything, it's a normal reaction. It shows your sexuality isn't winnie the poohed.

846291 No.662471

File: b9befe8e487a4ed⋯.jpg (9.51 KB, 194x259, 194:259, images.jpg)


>Non-Inspired Version

cdca8c No.662478


No, quite contrarily, I think it suggests precisely that my sexuality is winnie the poohed. How many men get boners from merely hugging a woman? How many men eagerly hug women, knowing they'll get a boner from it? A friendly hug shouldn't be something one finds arousing. I honestly think it would be better for me to pay to see a prostitute and literally pay her for an hour to lay down with me so we can hug and keep having hug sessions until I'm no longer so sensitive to it.

48f579 No.662498


day 163. Seems like we're just a day apart. Quite a ride isn't it?

fd00cf No.662551

I have never fapped (jerked off with my hand) in my life.

recently I have sinned greatly not just against god but my self and have simulated sex and dry humping my pillows out of anger at myself and life and giving into sin as a result and also my growing sexual frustration and loneliness being built up.

I have done this twice and these are the only times I've ever somewhat "pleased" my flesh and I am highly disappointed at doing so.

How can I get rid of tempting thoughts, how can I stop having sexual dreams and how do I get rid of this pent up sexual frustration that stems mainly from loneliness?

2b2201 No.662564


sleep on your back, throw out the pillow bro

d1d2bc No.662565

File: 69b23f94be7cf60⋯.png (75.46 KB, 446x491, 446:491, feel.png)

>Best strike yet 10 days without faping

>Have wet dream

>Sleep until late not going to church

>Jerks off

;-; please God give me strength I do not want to sin but old wounds take time to heal by far the hardest thing I ever tried

458ecc No.662652

File: 467c4ef53564aac⋯.jpg (26.99 KB, 657x527, 657:527, gleeful pepe.jpg)

i have finally become a volcel instead of an incel-lets us celebrate this shift!

from now on i only abstain because i want to,not because i dont have a choice.

7111bb No.662675


>how can I stop having sexual dreams

I pray for my Guardian Angel before sleeping. It works every time.

eaa13a No.662679

File: 5fe12f7b3886d99⋯.jpg (521.46 KB, 2132x1468, 533:367, 1517095689990.jpg)


8d9b55 No.662710

Made it to 10 full days without masturbating or looking at porn. Then on Sunday night I started feeling very weak and weary, and the temptation to look at porn hit me hard. I watched and downloaded porn for a number of hours, making all sorts of excuses, knowing that I should stop, but I just kept looking. I didn't want to fap, but the blue balls started to get really bad and so I ended up giving in. Then of course it became quickly apparent how pointless that all was. Giving this another shot. Got to remember that porn is the real enemy here. Any time I deliberately search out porn, it's as bad as masturbating, because that's what it leads to. If anything, it's worse.

bc5ab8 No.662719

Pray lads. Pray and pray and pray.

It's a hard road but there is a light at the end of thr tunnel. You're all doing well and God is happy that you're trying.

bc5ab8 No.662721


You need to deny a thot before you're volcel lad.

402b15 No.662824


This. Porn is devil's imagery. Any association with it is associating with the devil himself. I had a severe crisis yesterday. It started slowly. feeling lonely, thinking about the girl I am going to ask out. Then I just watched few photos of beautiful girls online…before I knew it I browsed /gif/ and /s/. Blue balls, urges the whole day after half an hour. Luckily I did not fail nofap. But I sinned by thoughts a lot the whole day long and the thoughts will hunt me now for days along with the urges. It pains me I betrayed God and need to confess soon. This is why you should never let your guard down. it does not matter if you did 10 days or 160 like me. Once you allow the poison into your mind and your soul it eats you from the inside.

All nsfw is a devil's instrument to break you down and you should not view it in any form. Once you go down that path you will eventually fail.

5688d5 No.662834


Yeah I know, but I need something ELSE to do.

1ceba5 No.662837

File: f0b884bee9134fd⋯.jpg (41.58 KB, 500x500, 1:1, Surreal.jpg)


141820 No.663170

OK I really don't know what to do anymore.

I have beaten fapping and porn in the day. I see things sometimes, but it's easy to ignore. I rarely think about PMO and it's easy to move past it and not do it. During the day. Then I go to sleep and I wake up an hour later roughly and all I can think about is fapping and I always give in. My penis doesn't even get that hard during the day if I get a boner. It's almost unnatural.

I don't know how to stop waking up. I don't do it on purpose I just wake up with a boner and immediately go fap. I pray right before bed too and ask for the strength to resist, or to just sleep and not wake up and it keeps happening anyway.

41dfc1 No.663174


It is another one of your walls to overcome. Everybody has their own to overcome too. Hold fast and make it past that limit of yours.

4d593b No.663213

File: 0c58c272080388d⋯.jpg (31.77 KB, 750x486, 125:81, 1520483914538.jpg)

>wake up from wet dream

>feel just as terrible as if I did it while awake

141820 No.663219


Well you didn't choose to do it, and didn't go through the usual routines you do when you decide to actually PMO, nor did you watch porn as it was all in your head, so despite whatever you feel, it's certainly not as bad as the real thing. So that's something good at least.

dfe286 No.663244


I'm nearly 2 years into Nofap and I still get these, waking up shortly after you go to sleep extremely aroused. I typically can press on and ignored them but I don't think people early in nofap will be good at this.

IMO in such case, just get up and do a small chore, go to the bathroom, eat a small snack – do some brief chore until the erection/arousal goes away, brush your teeth, wash your face, etc. But whatever you do, do NOT go on the internet. Just finish a small task and then go back to sleep.

dfe286 No.663247


Whenever you go through a massive session of looking at stuff, remember that there is still recovery in pulling yourself out of the abyss. IF you don't M or P, then looking at P gets a lot less temping over time, this is how I did it.

So anons, even if you look and have looked for hours, you can still refine yourself by pulling yourself out of the filth, now imagine if you can do that over and over again as you train yourself that you will not get ANY reward for looking at P.

Early in nofap I kept looking but I did not M or P, eventually it got to the point where looking no longer really interested me THAT MUCH. However, there is still some dopamine rush associated with peeking even to this day of my nofap streak (495 days) which I'm guessing will stick with me for the rest of my life, so at the end of the day P needs to be completely ignored. But for those of you who look, just remember that pulling yourself out of the filth is a good exercise of resilience that will only get stronger, so anons don't feel too bad when you look – just pull yourself out – over and over again and peeking will become less appealing.

f14979 No.663249

File: 833540eaffc1a1d⋯.png (407.23 KB, 641x641, 1:1, 833540eaffc1a1de95c4af3e1a….png)

What the winnie the pooh is wrong with me?

Since I relapsed 2 weeks ago, after 2 months of nofap, I can't get back on track. Every 2nd day I find myself looking at good looking women and before I know it I start touch myself and proceed to full masturbation.

After climax I completely hate myself. I feel so ashamed that I don't want to even think about praying and asking for forgiveness. I feel ungrateful and pathetic.

Just kill me.

4d1f39 No.663250

File: d614405c76e6531⋯.gif (Spoiler Image, 1.95 MB, 405x304, 405:304, anigif_enhanced-26960-1394….gif)


There is only one option left…gif related

096b53 No.663253


>that I don't want to even think about praying and asking for forgiveness



0a347c No.663263


>I don't want to even think about praying and asking for forgiveness. I feel ungrateful and pathetic.

Satan tricked you once already, don't let him trick you immediately again.

a4fef8 No.663304


People don't understand love=/=infatuation=/=lust, Greek has multiple terms denoting different kinds of love that are important to separate.

People unable to understand the sanctity of marriage is a great problem too.

9804be No.663337

File: f072941cddd69b0⋯.jpg (169.58 KB, 1080x985, 216:197, 1500513334798.jpg)

Why do we keep failing?

Are the people who're perfectly able to resist the urges without faltering already born with the blessing of celibacy and raised with the right teachings?

Have our souls been made weaker than the urges in our mortal upbringing, beyond our control? Does committing the act even once already prove that we are already doomed for our imperfect will?

2b2201 No.663371


already told you: Confession and Eucharist

1b0b1b No.663449


it gets easier as you go further out.

48f579 No.663507

File: 7046d244e04835f⋯.jpg (547.96 KB, 1371x1810, 1371:1810, 1501958074614.jpg)


Go pray. Confess. Start again. Do not let satan trick you into giving up.

By socializing and by keeping yourself busy you have less time for doing this stuff. Try that. You'll reach the point when fapping will be a terrible think because it will drain all your energy to work out and to socialize. Y

48f579 No.663508

dfe286 No.663526


Failure is the first step to success, It took me nearly 2 years to get on my current streak, for some people it will take even longer, some shorter. Just keep at it with the full weight of your heart in supplication towards the Almighty.

Make prayer your default mode of thinking, even this takes some time to happen. All these things just require a radical lifestyle change that can't simply happen overnight, it's a painful process where you will be tempted over and over again along the way, which is why persistence is so important no matter how many times you stumble.

Be patient with yourself, God is faithful and will answer your prayers, but take this struggle as your '40 years wandering in the desert' before you reach the promised land. At one point most of us thought there was nothing wrong with PMO, now we have to undo the damage caused by our ignorance, being tempted is the price we pay for our ignorance but rejecting that temptation is how God will know we've truly had a change of heart.

But just give the process some time and be patient with yourself.

e61488 No.663671

File: b0b2a1209d76d9f⋯.jpg (307.62 KB, 1520x1604, 380:401, b0b2a1209d76d9ff50985b70b1….jpg)

why does this keep happening to me

i really need a girlfriend gosh

693e8f No.663709


>Why do we keep failing?

Because this world is just rotten, but only by ridding ourselves form this rot first will we be able to go out and genocide those who have instigated it.

May we win and God be with us.

cd8024 No.663932

Does anybody have a link to the book?

41dfc1 No.663950

File: c3fb6365719bac9⋯.pdf (630.01 KB, EasyPeasy.pdf)


You mean this one?

cd8024 No.663951

File: 88024cb745f05b6⋯.jpg (53.58 KB, 680x447, 680:447, 88024cb745f05b63301cdb0e52….jpg)


Yes! Thanks lad!

6781f8 No.664036

File: 55c6c1728fa1088⋯.jpg (29.91 KB, 250x359, 250:359, StMaryOfEgypt.jpg)

Ask St. Mary of Egypt to pray for you guys

cc4df1 No.664102

File: d5ec476fe99cbe3⋯.jpg (26.91 KB, 271x294, 271:294, d5e.jpg)

why cant i just pray when i get urges! why am i doing this to myself!

10c8ec No.664110


>tfw no St. Mary of Egypt mommy gf

(degenerate posting)

b5508e No.664123

File: 5f725e5686752b5⋯.jpg (11.93 KB, 480x480, 1:1, Real external screaming.jpg)



ec67d9 No.664128

File: 3a7fe98639a39e8⋯.jpg (23.53 KB, 320x265, 64:53, 1494844346955.jpg)


>got to the point I've done it twice today

Well, my peepee became sore so I can't do much now. I guess it's a good thing.

a6be85 No.664167

File: 1925813d5fc6822⋯.png (48.36 KB, 1275x817, 1275:817, Living.png)

File: 03d42fa65a439c8⋯.png (234.84 KB, 500x500, 1:1, 1445612449435.png)

>Tfw realizing revisiting these threads is part of the reason why many of you relapse since it keeps your focus on fapping and not something productive

caa5d3 No.664281


That's why i suggested a group where we can do stuff that's not just talking about this. give each other things to focus on. Hell, we could study the bible. I'm on day 1 again. (1 day nofap). Last night I prayed and read the bible and I feel now like there's somehow new hope.

0afb89 No.664628

Since we're imperfect mortals who tumble time and time again and can only be saved by the grace of God, is it fine to continue carrying out Christian duties and repent/confess the sin when you're old and not too far from the end?

45d1ae No.664784

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Firstly you have no idea when you would die, second many deathbed confessions are notoriously poor and in ineffective bc of weakness and delirium, and third you wouldn't even be able to take communion without sacrilidge if you didn't confess first. God's loves you more than to let you putrify yourself without his graces your whole life, specifically those of the sacraments. Take their aid and love him with all your heart, mind, soul, and strength. If you want a simple means of maintaining purity, I recommend the three hail mary's devotion.

36460d No.664995


It's cheating.

36460d No.665058







04a55e No.665069


I hate to break it to you, but having a girlfriend doesn't make it any easier.

dfe286 No.665255


Matthew 20:1-16 describes the exact scenario you are painting:

>9 “The workers who were hired about five in the afternoon came and each received a denarius. 10 So when those came who were hired first, they expected to receive more. But each one of them also received a denarius. 11 When they received it, they began to grumble against the landowner. 12 ‘These who were hired last worked only one hour,’ they said, ‘and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.’

>13 “But he answered one of them, ‘I am not being unfair to you, friend. Didn’t you agree to work for a denarius? 14 Take your pay and go. I want to give the one who was hired last the same as I gave you. 15 Don’t I have the right to do what I want with my own money? Or are you envious because I am generous?’

>16 “So the last will be first, and the first will be last.”

(Matthew 20:1-16 is not long so it's worth reading its entire context)

God's grace is sufficient even if you repent at the end of your life. What matters is that your repentance is genuine, this is also not a pass for Christians to have a 'license to sin' any heart that willingly gives itself unto evil is going to have hard time repenting, but yes you're fine if you genuinely repent with all your heart.

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