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de·lu·sion: dəˈlooZHən/ :an idiosyncratic belief or impression that is firmly maintained despite being contradicted by what is generally accepted as reality
au·tism :ˈôˌtizəm/ : a mental condition, present from early childhood, characterized by difficulty in communicating and forming relationships with other people and in using language and abstract concepts.
you might have autism, i'm not sure - but that certainly wouldn't preclude you from being absolutely delusional - which you are, without a doubt.