705912 No.172188
Taxman is an insane brony whose love for alcohol and drugs is equaled only by his hatred for the Jews. He claims to have visited Equestria via astral projection and his use of drugs. His current goal is to find a portal so he can live there permanently in what he calls the Crossing the Boundary (CTB) Project. His videos are characterized by wine reviews, general drunkenness and the occasional mental breakdown.
Also notable is that he is ex-military, served in Afghanistan and may be suffering from PTSD and/or survivors guilt.
Previous Thread
>>138486
Youtube channel
https://www.youtube.com/user/yourFriendtheTaxman/
When we last left Taxman he was soon to be homeless after smashing a hole in his bedroom wall and nearly assaulting his mother. This was followed by several individuals calling police to his home after a series of increasingly bizarre videos where he smashed himself in the head with a bottle, ran a knife along his face and proclaimed himself God.
9c08cd No.172268
What did he do to his wall?
33fe9e No.172273
>>172268
He punched it out of anger. That was the same night he almost assaulted his mom.
fb783c No.172313
>>172188
>Crossing the Bountry (CTB) Project.
http://mylittlewaifu.com/showthread.php?tid=1610
Did anyone mention he might have a fourm account on this or did I miss something?
8f5a62 No.172316
>ex-military, served in Afghanistan and may be suffering from PTSD
>smashing a hole in his bedroom wall and nearly assaulting his mother. This was followed by several individuals calling police to his home after a series of increasingly bizarre videos where he smashed himself in the head with a bottle, ran a knife along his face and proclaimed himself God.
This is what happens when medically-assisted suicide is illegal. Until they let people use MDMA therapy or similar to treat their PTSD, people like this would be happier dead.
a935de No.172360
>>172188
Someone greentext his entire story please.
a935de No.172362
>>172313
Watching the webm he just seems to have a manic phase and expressing happiness in this way. He doesn't think he is god or want to do anything in particular with that knife. The music playing in the background only sounds good during mania or taking drugs.
6e82cf No.172370
>>172316
>tfw it's later discovered he was the only survivor of his entire squad and they were all gibbed or otherwise slaughtered in front of him and that's why he's so fucked up
ef0ad7 No.172374
reposting this shot of the visible downslide shown even just through the thumbnails of his channel, it was at the end of the last thread
ef0ad7 No.172376
also this OC i will shill once more
511087 No.172415
>>172360
There's a lot to cover but I'll do my best. He has a lolcow wiki page if you want more detail. I'm not the greatest at this but I know way to much about this faggot.
>come from a military family
>serve in Afghanistan as a combat engineer
>see friends die in combat
>return home
>lose contact with army buddies
>get a job at a liquor store
>spend years on the internet including the chans, notably /pol/
>become interested in Tulpas and MLP
>start a forum dedicated to MLP Tulpas, start "relationship" with one
>break up causing one of many mental breakdowns
>start a relationship with another
>increasingly erratic behaviour, including multiple suicide attempts, alienates online friends and tulpa forum causing them to break off contact
>go even more crazy, start YouTube channel and upload videos promising revenge on those that stopped speaking to him
>also upload wine reviews
>become increasingly alcohol and drug dependant
>social isolation combined with drug abuse furthers insanity
>almost assault mother during a drunken rage
>get doxed leading to police arriving at home because of moralfags
>might get kicked out
That's pretty much what we know thus far.
a8531a No.172426
what do we know about that portalanon faggot he spoke to in one of his videos? is he a troll or is he serious about the loony pony shit too?
705912 No.172492
>>172426
Taxman said he met him on /fringe/ so he may very well be serious.
725b54 No.172505
>>172415
>Lolcow Wiki
People use that? I thought it was just somebody trying to imitate ED.
a12390 No.172547
>>172415
>Started a relationship with his imaginary pony girlfriend
> The break-up causes him to go even crazier
>He broke up with himself
f4d2d6 No.172549
>>172547
It was because he decided he was gay, so he needed switch up with a male pony and suck an imaginary pony penis, which he himself thinks is wrong but he needs a potion to cure it.
833e68 No.172551
>>172549
This all seems a little too absurdist to be legit.
Could trolls just be pulling his strings or could he be hamming it up for attention?
780407 No.172573
Taxman, I have a gift for you, to aid in your research as you are now currently classified as "Mostly Harmless" and can best benefit the multiverse through any potential breakthroughs you may achieve. With this however comes an assignment. You are to post a video daily, documenting your earth experiences and your research progress. Welcome aboard.
https://www.nsa.gov/public_info/_files/ufo/key_to_et_messages.pdf
705912 No.172586
>>172505
It's basically ED without the humor. Most of the pages aren't terrible though, the one on Brianna Wu is very good for example and has tons of citations.
It was made by Null though
>>172551
We talked pretty extensively about this in the last thread. Basically he has an internet history stretching back at least half a decade, so if he's faking he was extremely thorough about it.
>>172568
It's good to see he isn't dead yet…
>comparing himself to Don Quixote
…and delusional as ever.
f19be3 No.172597
>>172505
>People use that? I thought it was just somebody trying to imitate ED.
ED is basically trying to imitate ED at this point.
33fe9e No.172598
>>172568
He's either dying or becoming possessed.
5eeab8 No.172599
f4d2d6 No.172724
>>172551
I don't think you understand the mindset of a drunk who wants to die. There is no absurdity. It's all a joke or incredibly serious. He has spent years into the pony thing, it is quite legit.
a65aaf No.172725
>>172724
He should put that effort into going to group therapy at a VA hospital.
He'd probably like it, tons of those guys are cool and must be better to hang around with than bronies.
a8531a No.172828
so what do you guys think is gonna happen to this guy? disappear off the face of the planet? an hero? shoot up a public place? kill his mom?
738862 No.173011
>>172370
He spoke about his military past in one of his unlisted videos. Apparently, he was never in the front lines, so nobody close to him died. However, people on his base lost some friends to IED attacks, and a squad stationed near him got almost completely decimated. I think he suffers from victims guilt more than ptsd. Someone with low self esteem will feel guilty if he hears about good men dying while someone like him survives.
33fe9e No.173041
>>173011
>I think he suffers from victims guilt more than ptsd.
That could explain why he was so willing to kill himself before.
a12390 No.173073
I wonder how he'll react is someone made a 'Hey you Pikachu' type of game with MLP and put it on the oculus rift and sent it to him?
a8531a No.173326
>>173310
okay which one of you fucks did this
33fe9e No.173334
>>173326
I think it was a foxdick. Probably Lurker.
f4d2d6 No.173419
>>173326
I don't know reddit? That stuff was already well known but not posted here. He is also putting on a dumb act is this video. He is drinking water.
32d0a2 No.173456
>>173419
He just looks like he's having some pretty bad withdrawals. I doubt he was pretending the water was vodka or anything.
c80821 No.173610
>>173456
>pretending the water was vodka
That sounds like that joke from arby and the chief.
a8531a No.173708
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new video. rambling about jews and wizards.
b6eb88 No.173716
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Taxman, thank you for your video updates, but we do not want you to be so worried about the situation. think of this not as an obligation but as an opportunity. there will be no consequences of younfail to ipload a video every day. We can see how uncomfortable you are becoming. It appears that in addition to ourselves (The Enkians) that the Archons may be observing you as well. We understand that this maybseem alarming, but is a rare honor to draw the attention of bith sides You will be well enough to return to work within 24 hours, we have disabled the frequency they had directed at you. Be vigilant and know that by ovefcoming pain, you are hurting your enemies. Pain is simply weakness leaving your body.
a12390 No.173718
>>173708
He's really hamming it up there.
d7ca98 No.173726
>>173708
This is great, he's really lost it. I love it when he rambles about Jews. How does he still have that job? I guess if he's planning on moving it doesn't really matter if he loses it, but I thought he'd be sane enough not to bring his craziness to the workplace.
33fe9e No.173813
>>173708
The best part is when he's talking about how he got some magical ward, like it's the most normal thing in the world, while he's sitting there shaking and having withdrawals.
5eeab8 No.173821
>>172725
Tons of them are bronys.
33fe9e No.174182
Since he was, and possibly still is a huge Naruto fan, are there any records of him having accounts on Naruto related forums?
33fe9e No.175008
>>175007
Thank God. I know I'm going to sound like a moralfag when I say this, but I'm glad he's getting help. Despite all of his insanity, he really doesn't seem like a bad person, just mentally ill.
672eed No.175018
>>175007
The fastest that ever goed.
S Rank Achievement
c110d6 No.175019
>>175008
>he really doesn't seem like a bad person
Yeah, he really doesn't. He's just fucked up and broken. It really seemed like he might be schizophrenic, which could just be the result of the tulpas and alcoholism.
For as funny as the whole thing was it seemed inevitable it would turn tragic. I'm interested to see if he can turn things around or if he'll just slide back into his delusions. Either way I hope he'll be around for longer as a result of this.
901725 No.175033
Yeah, tulpas don't exist. Tricking your mind into compensating for your constant wish and desire for a mental buddy spawns schizophrenia which will manifest itself as what you believe to be a tulpa.
Sad sight
ce1405 No.175034
>>172188
>that third picture
Dang, he could be preddy handsome if he wasn't so actively bent on ruining his life.
c110d6 No.175037
>>175033
Tulpas really are self-imposed schizophrenia. It's crazy to me how much someone will intentionally damage their own mind just to not be alone. Hopefully he can get better, but I worry that he might have done permanent damage to his mind after all the drugs, tulpas and alcohol.
6e82cf No.175095
>>175008
Nah anon, being a moralfag would be calling the police on him because he made a weird youtube video. Wanting him to get mental help is just being a good person that is willing to also laugh at him being fucking crazy.
>>175037
Blame tumblr, they fucking glorified this shit.
d11b0b No.175105
>>172188
>his CAC is on the internet
>on the fucking internet
I'm so fucking triggered right fucking now. ONLY A FUCKING E-FUZZY WOULD FUCK UP THIS FUCKING BAD.
ce1405 No.175110
>>175007
Just watched his first video on his channel and then watched the latest. Holy shit, what a descent into madness only 6 months can bring. He seemed awkwardly almost normal in the first, now he looks like he lives in a dope house.
I'm glad he was still lucid enough to get himself help.
c110d6 No.175989
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He's back and seems a lot better, much more calm and collected.
But he says he isn't quitting drinking so we'll see how long it lasts.
a8531a No.176167
>>175989
his manner of talking in this video comes off as odd. i can't put a finger on it. it's as if he's reading from a card or there's someone just out of view making sure he says what he's supposed to.
>inb4 he was right about the jews and wizards
must just be meds or something.
75df55 No.176361
So is taxman ded yet? I need some more of those daily videos so I can see what legit insanity looks like.
a33235 No.176435
9d720c No.176443
This guy is the scrawniest veteran I've ever seen. Most people I know who did time in the service got fat after toning down their exercise.
He looked sedated in his latest video, I really hope they didn't put him on antidepressants though cuz he's an Elliott Roger waiting to happen
2e559d No.176604
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Taxman is still drinking and now on meds. Also mentions doing a Q&A on the 19th for his birthday, possibly live streamed, so look forwards to that.
Motherfucker is still crazy.
ce1405 No.176651
>>176604
Welp, here we go again…
a33235 No.176760
>>176604
Someone please make sure to record it if he does live stream while drunk and off his meds.
2e559d No.176972
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Tax shows off his room again. Seems a lot better.
d3a365 No.176989
>>176972
>"quote-unquote bestiality porn"
>"shyeah right, downies are, like, xenomorphs, not animals, and they can give consent"
Much better.
I might have actually showed up for that stream if I had some booze myself, otherwise 2:30AM is far too late for me.
6e82cf No.177013
>>176972
>the cell phone based on the audio quality, could be a sub-$50 digital camcorder or video mode of a point and shoot photo camera has better video quality than the reasonably mid-tier or high end webcam
>logitech speakers that are probably worse than the $5 chinese speakers I bought for the bathroom
>everything is dusty as fuck
>why is a horse riding a horse?
>windows movie maker
>doesn't think to move the movie maker window to the monitor with the camera or move the camera to the main monitor
>jesus christ that many fucking horse pictures why
>humans fucking animals somehow isn't bestiality because consent?
Pretty sure bestiality is defined by the sex with animals part.
>complains about the breast size of the female horses
Well I mean they are small enough to cause some concerns but
>halfchan horsefuckers dox an artist because they also do furfag stuff
>still hasn't done anything about the huge hole in the wall
>some machine with blue LEDs under the bed
Tell me he's not putting a computer tower under a bed. He has to be smarter than that.
>empty bottles and corks/caps everywhere
>is considering stopping drinking
>sugar cubes in a drawer
>gives away his secret stash location after we already know his mother knows about his channel
>offers vintage dated whiskey to his horse doll
Oh jesus christ he's making out with the horse doll on camera god why
d3a365 No.177086
Well, he aborted mission a few minutes in due to not knowing which audio input to mute.
2e559d No.177094
Too bad the stream was such a mess. It would have been great to see Taxman live, especially considering he drank cough syrup again. I saved some of the best stream comments for you faggots to enjoy.
a33235 No.177102
ce1405 No.177123
>>177094
>my dick is for stallions only
Has anybody thought about impersonating a downy who "crossed the void" and now lives on Earth?
a8754d No.177127
This guy seems to be living in his own version of Slaughter House Five. He hasn't just lost himself after returning from Afghanistan, he's transcended. He's living in his own reality entirely parallel to this one. On some level, I envy his certainty in his visions. The likelihood of death and eternal darkness is not an easy thing to burden oneself with.
a33235 No.177160
I'd like to know more about his military service. Some say he saw others being killed, some that he knew some that was killed, and yet some that he was just an office clerk in uniform.
Some anon was talking about a video where he was showing off military pictures, anyone have link?
33fe9e No.177164
4e8eb0 No.177168
>>177160
He didn't see people get killed, I posted that at the top of the thread because I assumed he did based on the way he spoke in the vids the anon above posted. He knew people that got in the 2009 Fort Hood shooting. He mentioned this in a couple of other videos.
a33235 No.177172
>>177164
Thank you, that's one crazy ass walk down memory lane.
>>177168
I really cant shake the feeling that he is doing the whole "somebody better then me" routine for attention. He mentions being called out once his unit deployed and being called "prissy faggot" though thats apparently not the words used. It seems to me he was subpar in his skills and now hides behind massive projection onto muslims and even the other soldiers. He goes from flaming all of them to telling the unit/battalion history like any normal solider would. He even calls someone out by name,perhaps someone who gave him a public scolding? It sounds like something important happened concerning that guy.
Also side observation, he says so few of the military buddy's care anymore or call, but is there any documented attempt by him to maintain relations? It just strikes me odd how he seems to perceive himself as a passive onlooker in life.
Alot of information to be gained by looking closely at those clips btw.
9428d4 No.177262
>>176972
I hope he gets a better grip on life some day.
2e559d No.178107
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He's no better, it's just a matter of time before full mental breakdown again. Best video in a while.
9428d4 No.178125
>>178107
I hope he gets help. I don't want to see another breakdown.
ce1405 No.178128
>>178107
At least his downy husband told him to get back on meds.
6e82cf No.178206
>>178107
Oh wow, his webcam audio quality has gotten worse. just like his mental state
Isn't he supposed to not drink anymore because of the moralfags calling the police on him? What's he doing at a pub and seeing "goblins"?
>Wizards did it
2d42e8 No.178296
>>178206
That last one was me.
b4eb15 No.178298
>>178107
Shouldn't waifus help people to be at peace whit themselves D:
b4eb15 No.178303
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This is very depressing, not as much as my life, but my life is boring, at least this one is interesting and depressing, I hope someone makes a movie of this someday.
(GOD, YOU'RE PATHETIC) 9428d4 No.178361
>>178128
Imagine a horse telling you to take your meds.
a4062c No.178379
>>172273
I read this and can't stop fuckign laughing. Two posts into this thread and I'm already cracking up this shit gon be good hahahaha this fuckin retard is great hahahhaha
130a5d No.178783
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New wine tasting Tuesday. Not a particularly eventful video, except for that Taxman is confirmed for drinking again. This will end well.
9428d4 No.178786
>>178783
Who knows, its a way of drowning misery.
230ef1 No.178796
>>178379
so this guy is tax man trying to do a meta-selfaware character, right?
230ef1 No.178797
there was no question in that post.
230ef1 No.178799
>>178797
meant for
>>178786
who's 4 posts begin with:
>i hope….
>i hope….
>imagine a downy….
>who knows….
f19be3 No.178845
>>178361
It's pretty bad when your hallucinations are saner than you are.
eb1ed3 No.180342
>no video in a week
you think he ran out of material?
eb1ed3 No.180378
>>180350
Thank Wu for that
>mfw Americans try to speak French
4e4df1 No.180382
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>>173011
I think you mean survivor's guilt.
The military is still pretty shit about dealing with trauma and basically making their soldiers not go crazy, last I heard. They have on base counsellors but if you go to one you're a pussy.
Combine that with falling into the worst brony wells and you get this.
>>180350
>>178783
It's like a real life version of embed related
1bb3e9 No.180409
>>180350
Man, he actually sounded kind of upset that people aren't as interested in him when he's not completely nuts.
Taxman if you're reading this I watch all of your videos and enjoy them. If you want more attention talk about the CTB project or any other fringe interests like your history with tulpa's or MLP. The wine tastings are good, but that stuff is what people are going to talk about.
I'm actually kind of tempted to contact him. He seems like an okay guy when he's not acting fucking crazy. If it wasn't for the downy fucking I'd do it, but that shit really creeps me out.
ce1405 No.181277
>>181271
What's the Theed story?
33fe9e No.181344
>>181316
Well, we know that he is, or at least was, an 8chan regular. He mostly stayed on /pone/ and /pol/, but it's still a possibility.
4a9581 No.181848
>>181344
>He mostly stayed on /pone/ and /pol/
09a6cd No.181851
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The faces he makes when drinking are fucking hilarious.
d3a365 No.181890
>>181839
I demand a new segment called, "Everclear-tasting Wednesday."
Sipping what is practically industrial-grade ethanol is absolutely something you can sip and swish around in your mouth.
5eeab8 No.181909
>>181890
That would likely end with him in the ER or jail. Awesome.
b7d579 No.182059
Has anyone contacted him yet? I did have a plan where I'd add him on steam and play a game with him while pretending to be Russian and tell him he is being watched.
>>181851
fukken saved
a4b858 No.182168
>>182059
HAHAHAHA xDDD EPIC WEEEEEEN xDD The new Clyde Cash right here xDDDD MaStEr TROLE xD
33fe9e No.185704
>>185554
>I've been in the hospital
Is he talking about the mental hospital?
6c3120 No.188314
bd1d90 No.189136
>>189130
Taxman is a furry? Is anyone surprised?
720647 No.189634
>>189136
>there are people that >imply downyfags aren't furries
44b7e1 No.189725
>>189130
>At least 16 in 2004
So this guy is possibly as old as 28? Jesus. I assumed he was 21-22.
d47b12 No.189732
>>189130
That hole looks bigger.
813918 No.189746
>>189136
look at his profile pic, it was obvious he was a horsefucker from the get-go
a55b9b No.189747
>>188314
Holy shit. It's pretty unlikely he's Jewish. /pol/. Also I don't think you know what A-logging means.
9feddd No.189893
I honestly thought he was dead. :/
707922 No.189900
Can we guide Taxman towards Jerry Peet's cocks and have him critique them with gifted wine or something? I have a feeling hed either ally with him or completely freakout over how much of a terrible liar Peet is.
511af6 No.190730
We know you're reading this thread, Taxy. We just want you to know that the Illuminati is indeed monitoring your actvity.
f3b71c No.191242
I saw this guy in a cringe thread like a year ago where he had a mental break down about not having friends and wishing he lived in My little downy. Anybody got that video?
f3b71c No.191245
>>189130
>they're all a bunch of normies
Does he use /Reddit9k/ or something?
9feddd No.191252
>>191242
Is it this one >>168724? This happens in like every other one of his videos, bruh.
Taxman always complains about not having friends but in the same breath talks about how all his online friends are the same as real life friends. He strikes me as the type of person that is difficult to befriend unless you agree with him all the time. Explains a lot.
f3b71c No.191253
>>191252
Ha, yeah, that's it. Thanks. Nice to know who this guy is now.
64b689 No.191533
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I don't know if y'all have seen this before, but there was somebody called TaxMan who was asking about "tripping off of wellbutrin" on bluelight.org…
Thats how an old friend from high school died. Wellbutrin is said to have huge detrimental effects on your serotonin, especially in large doses. I don't really know what to make of it, because there is obviously a connection between that post, my friends OD, and the TaxMan but I'm also pretty paranoid.
Am I just reposting?
Regardless, I know the friend who died was really wanting LSD, and I'm sure he googled "can you trip on wellbutrin." which brought him to that thread.
The story goes; my friend tried it twice, two nights in a row, the second night he had an insane seizure, went into a coma, and the parents decided to pull the plug shortly after.
The reason I'm posting all of this is just because I'm trying to rationalize the connection.
Maybe he's already a killer…
a6c82d No.193004
>>191533
Holy shit, dude. Someone's gotta ask our Taxman about this.
5851d0 No.195974
Has anyone heard from him since the 22 December video? I enjoy the delicious julay, but I also feel sorry for this insane autist. I hope he hasn't killed himself or gotten himself locked up.
6bc4a4 No.195979
>>195974
I agree, it's worrisome. He's one of the best lolcows this season.
f85a7c No.195994
>>195974
>>195979
His youtube channel says he was active a few days ago so it's unlikely he's dead. Probably just taking a long break because there isn't anything interesting going on.
9feddd No.196020
>>195974
His tumblr is still active.
dc4cf0 No.196034
>>172549
The 21st century really is a marvellous time to be alive
f3a0be No.196078
b73856 No.197048
>>180382
>They have on base counsellors but if you go to one you're a pussy.
>this is the army that lets fags enlist to the point they had a gay march in their army uniforms wearing high heels
HORSESHIT! I CALL BS ON THOSE FUCKS THAT CALL OTHERS PUSSIES BUT ALLOWS THEIR ARMY TO BE DESECRATED LIKE THAT!
500f14 No.197133
>>197040
Is it just me, or does the right side of his face worse looking then before?
f85a7c No.197789
>>197133
I think it's just the way the lights reflecting off his hair. Overall he's a lot more stable than he was previously, but I'm really missing the regular videos. They don't even have to be breakdowns, the ones where he would just sit, drink wine and bullshit about downies were hilarious too.
a8603d No.197891
>>197048
If you hate gays, why don't you want them to die in battle? Is it because you're afraid you'll get caught in the gay draft?
21f59a No.201720
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I don't think this is going to help his case.
a4b858 No.201726
>>201720
wow, he fixed the hole
650483 No.201757
>>172549
Some days I am gay and some other days I am a big black man, it is just who I am, I am just Charlie.
650483 No.201758
>>177123
Anyone who enters the Void either ends corrupted, stranded or both.
212118 No.201761
USA army squads decimated? I thought you Burgers were the best of the best. Or maybe I watched to many Cannon movies.
9a1e6e No.201763
>>201761
Well most of our enemies are people we trained and armed. So it's kind of like we are beating ourselves.
9a1e6e No.201769
>>197048
/pol/ the Israeli army has had gays in it since forever and that hasn't hurt it. The Spartans were encouraged to be gay. Being gay doesn't make you less of a killing machine, which is all the military cares about. They don't much care about your mental health and probably don't want it to be great.
212118 No.201791
>>201763
The irony must taste quite bitter.
212118 No.201792
>>201769
Why would the bosses care what they toy soldiers think? /pol/ is sometimes so naive it's charming.
2b58b0 No.205175
He made all the best videos fucking private, does anybody have any of the good ones where he's ranting about the Wizards? They are all gone.
33fe9e No.205196
>>205175
That's a real shame. Sorry, I didn't save any of his videos(you'd think I'd learn by now.) Someone must have, though.
4f051e No.205197
>>172725
They don't help. You sit in a room with a bunch of other people that wish they had died and have some fresh out of college cunt tell you what you should be feeling because some jew in school told her. Then there is always that one guy who is on drugs or in a manic period that gets fed up with the shit and starts mocking her and calling her out on her inability to manage the group and her joke of an education until she starts crying and everyone leaves.
The VA is a joke.
ac0e7d No.205208
>>205175
>>205196
Someone has started up an archive channel here
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqlerLkVTDFdLAV_AM2NBOA/featured
I have most of Tax's videos backed up too including most of the ones he took down. I've seen too many cows disappear like tears in the rain to willingly let all that julay disappear forever.
According to someone on foxdick Tax lost his job due to the liquor store he worked at closing and decided to has move. Making all those videos private might be his way of trying to move on.
Unfortunately it seems the Taxman saga may be ending. He doesn't seem as willfully self destructive and outright insane since he got out of the hospital. He doesn't even do the fucking wine tastings anymore which were the best.
I'm going to miss the weekly doses of him bashing himself in the head with bottles, running knives over his face and talking about Jews, goblins and wizards. I hope I'm wrong, but all good things must come to an end.
ac0e7d No.205209
>>205208
>decided to has move
decided to move, my bad.
6bc4a4 No.205246
>>205197
>You sit in a room with a bunch of other people that wish they had died and have some fresh out of college cunt tell you what you should be feeling because some jew in school told her. Then there is always that one guy who is on drugs or in a manic period that gets fed up with the shit and starts mocking her and calling her out on her inability to manage the group and her joke of an education until she starts crying and everyone leaves.
This post reads like a Chuck Palahniuk novel.
099cc0 No.205285
>>205208
Goodnight sweet prince.
c71ce3 No.205644
>>175019
Theirs also very obvious self-loathing. His rants always include erratically hitting his head with either his fist or a bottle. it's very likely has survivors to guilt like that one anon said.
he has some really bad paranoia as well. he's mental illness must been building since he was discharged. It couldn't have been that good for a already paranoid person to be reading /pol/.
>>175095
In the past it was considered a very severe punishment to be cut off from human contact. Now it's something that can just happen to you.
5d95d8 No.205657
>no more taxman
It can't be
c71ce3 No.205916
it just occurred to me after watching some of his videos. . .
Aside from believing My Little downy is real and trying to escape to downy land,declaring himself a prophet andself-flagellation, he's remarkably like us.
>frustration with and mistrust of society
>no friends or social life
>prone to angry outbursts
>unemployed and stuck living with his parents
>feeling that feel when no girlfriend
>hates spics, niggars and Jews
he's probably reading this thread right now. he mentioned Hotwheels and gamergate and one of his vlogs acknowledge that we are some of the people trolling him. :^)
8a66a1 No.205950
>>205916
He's clearly been browsing imageboards for quiet some time as he mention migrating from 4chan after GG. He also mentioned /pol/ a bunch in his early videos saying he had to block it because it made him too paranoid and angry.
He certainly isn't a bad guy, just broken and fucked up from his experiences. It's no wonder he's attracted to chan culture.
c71ce3 No.206083
>>205950
>He certainly isn't a bad guy, just broken and fucked up from his experiences. It's no wonder he's attracted to chan culture.
That's what I was getting at. Only a few things separating us from Taxman. He is to an anon what CWC is to an ass burger, a window to hell. He is our shadow in a Carl Jung sense.
4f051e No.206106
>>205246
Except it is not funny or interesting with a weird climax halfway through the story and several chapters of meandering prose and degeneracy to fill out the page count.
It is just depressing and bitter. So you drink, or do drugs. The drugs you are supposed to take, you don't. If you end up on mood stabilizers, anti-depressants, or anti-psychotics it makes everything so much worse. The drugs that actually do help you not want to either kill yourself or kill everyone but yourself like Xanax or other anxiolytics they don't give to you because
>MUH ADDICTION
while they ignore the fact you know that they know that as soon as you go home you are going to smoke meth, shoot up, and/or drink like a fish to try and escape the shame, guilt, regret, and anger.
Fuck me, I come to /cow/ to laugh every so often so I can forget shit, instead you faggots are making me do the one thing I hate most of all.
Do your best Taxman. Fuck this world and fuck everyone else. I will cheer you on. Everything is trash and needs to be burned down. I am drinking a tasty little wine you reviewed and appreciating it
e0a9bf No.206333
>>205246
>tfw liked edgy club as a teenanger
Cringe tbh
e0a9bf No.206334
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>>205657
A guy called leafy (some shitty Counter Strike/gameplay meme channel) made a video on taxman a commentary. It got over 600,000 views. Taxman made a response to it.
I think he's gone radio silent in paronia after that. The thing is he's clearly said multiple times he wants to spout his insane portal to equestria shit on the internet so best to back off and wait. He pops up on /pone/ sometimes I've talked to him briefly since the incident. He's getting more unpredictable then he was before though.
I await more julay