>>192432
Well, the Jewish composition in Robb's locale was neither here nor there to my rather self-indulgent contribution…
>>192445
As a former Marxist, I was stupidly obsessed with class war towards my final year, that, in retrospect, I kick myself in over at the idiotic myopicness of that perspective on the wider problem.
Anyway, it got to the extent where I believed all the middle-class students were out to get me, as the secret of my background was starting to leak; consequently, I started obsessively perserverating about their plans to the degree that I imagined plots, all at their devising, all the time. It'd sent me to A&E in September '07 – I'd not slept for 2 weeks and ended up just rambling incoherently to a really impassive mudslime psychiatrist – and my mental health has been in doldroms ever since being improperly medicated and treated a number of times for irrelevant problems, primarily borne out of a vendetta stemming from whomever composed my medical notes on my first ever A&E visit in adult life.
I've made a spontaneous realization that the psychoanalyst who'd corroborated with the psychiatrist in analyzing my 'suicide napkin note' – itself extremely pretentious gibberish about how I'm an emerging intellectual paragon and Wikipedia top-mind who'd win victoriously emergent in a non-existent struggle – was probably the one who'd orchestrated in collusion with the medical staff various conspiracies unhatched at the ward 7 years later; she seemed to have an extremely derisive opinion of me, as if she knew of my existence from long before then, often interjrecting the word "still" in her (themselves laughably unobservant) "observations", as if to suggest prescient experience.
Being mishandled this egregiously is not an uncommon experience in socialized healthcare systems. Sorry for the ramble, you did ask.