>>114Being in a relationship with a cuckquean can be very demanding, especially if you need to work on yourself to help pick up. I know that I'm having to dig out a lot of shit in myself for reexamination and learning a lot in the process.
Honestly it sounds like your first gf was voracious and you would have had to keep feeding her appetite. If she dumped you over it, there probably wasn't much holding you together in the first place.
Cold comfort, I know.