No.116152
Lots of anons post about how they're feeling sad or how they don't have a boyfriend. So you can post about that kind of stuff here if you want! You should also try to cheer everyone in this thread up. That'd be nice.
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No.215903
>tfw unskilled worker and over 25
>tfw no one will hire me over a younger person because of the upcoming wage increase for over 25s
No.215969
>>215866
It sounds like the two of us would get along. I live nowhere near you, but maybe we could be friends?
No.215989
>>215969
Well… I reported my own post after posting it in hopes of removing it before anyone would respond. Anyways, how do you know we live nowhere near oneanother? Unless of course you're not in the UK, going off of my flag and your lack thereof? Or, you already know me as the information I put down was pretty exposing (hence I wanted to remove it).
No.215994
>Broke up with my boyfriend of over a year
>Met through a chance encounter with no effort on my part
>Became friends and boyfriends naturally, but now it's all over
>Sub-par social skills irl
>Don't know how to approach people irl
>Don't know how to hold a conversation or keep one going irl
>Drained by social events
This is the only part of my life that's dysfunctional.
I want to find a new boyfriend but I'm clueless.
Any introverted, socially awakward and bottom/submissive boys on the east coast wanna chat?
No.215996
>>215989
Relax. It's the flag.
No.215998
>>215996
Well I'm not sure about how much we'd get along. I mean I can talk to anyone, but aside from formalities and small-talk there probably won't be much room for anything else. Also, if you're looking for some cute twink who's going to show you his ass on Skype, as is so common here, then you're out of luck.
Regardless, if you're adamant then tell me your Skype and we can talk.
No.216007
>just finished making something out of latex
>feel fulfilled
>suddenly remember
>I don't have anyone to wear it for
>I don't have anywhere to wear it to
At least I accomplished something
No.216010
tfw nobody wants to be your friend, not even on steam
I have no friends.
Definitely none in real life
and none on steam. This really cute guy on steam you like from cute boys told me off for being too awkward so i deleted him. feels bad
I only have a gf that i'm not really sexually attracted to…
Life sucks mane
No.216025
>Tfw something is wrong with the board.
No.216026
>>216025
What's wrong, anon?
No.216027
>>216026
nvm another anon told me don't worry I think 8chan is just throwing a hissy fit
No.216028
>>216026
I don't know, but for awhile I wasn't able to load the front page. Fucking 8chan.
No.216051
>>216010
>no friends
>has a gf
yeah cool bro…
No.216132
>Want to chat with someone, maybe do some lewd stuff too.
>Don't like voice chat at all because it's awkward to me.
>Afraid they'll want me to.
>tfw
No.216133
>>216132
I'd offer to chat but I doubt it would pan out
No.216134
>>216133
That's probably for the best, besides I'd like to at least know a bit about the person before jumping in.
No.216150
>>216051
my gf is the only person i talk to
No.216195
>not sure how I'd feel in a gay situation, probably a bit unsure and need time to get used to it
>dick is diamonds right now anyway
At least I'm probably gonna be alone the rest of my life so I dont need to worry about this
No.216379
>>216132
Lots of people prefer text-only chat, Anon.
No.216384
>>216132
i-ill chat with you anon, and do lewd stuff aswell if you want…
No.216398
>tfw no bf to drink and relax with
>tfw no bf to pass out drunk on your lap
>tfw no bf to nervously stroke along his lips, careful to slip one finger in to molest his tongue
>tfw no bf to kiss on the neck, then the face, all while he's out and none the wiser
>tfw no bf to tuck in and strip, rubbing along him as he snoozes all night
>tfw no bf to suck on his dick, watching his cute legs twitch as he dreams a lovely dream
>tfw no bf to pose unconscious in humiliating poses, only to take pictures to show him the next morning
>tfw no bf to return the favor
No.216546
I just want a cuteboy friend that looks a bit like Kristen Stewart when they put some makeup and a wig on and is willing to indulge my fantasies of having sex with her. Is that too much to ask?
No.216584
No.216658
I know you're feeling sad right now. The fact that you're in this thread, reading this post right now proves that but you know what that also proves? It proves you're human. It shows that you have thoughts, feelings, wants and needs. It also shows that you're special. It shows that you're unique. It shows that no matter what, you fill a gap in this world that would be empty otherwise. It shows that someone out there loves you. I know it doesn't feel like it sometimes but you're loved. All of you are. You might not have a romantic relationship right now but you have friends; you have family and no one will ever be able to take that away from you. Even if you don't have a partner, there's billions of people on this planet, you'll find someone to love. You might just have to search long and hard for them or they could be right in front of you and you might not notice yet. Everything is going to be alright.
just got a massive feeling of emptiness and sadness thought I might as well post what I'd like to be told right now hopefully, someone reads it and it helps them feel better
No.216680
>>216584
But it's cute! Learning to trust someone with yourself so completely like that is really difficult, and can take years. And to see the one you love in such a vulnerable state… Well, it makes my knees shake!
No.216681
>>216658
Thank you for posting this, you're a good man.
You're here for us, and we're here for you.
No.216682
>>216680
>Learning to trust someone with yourself so completely like that is really difficult, and can take years.
And after you do that shit I'd probably end up breaking your nose and never trusting you again.
No.216683
>>216682
Have you ever been in a serious relationship? Couples do things like this all of the time. It's about opening up to someone about your kinks and sharing yourself with them. This is a serious thing, not some date-rape creepshow.
No.216685
>>216683
>Have you ever been in a serious relationship?
Of course not, I'm here aren't I? Probably never going to happen.
>It's about opening up to someone about your kinks and sharing yourself with them.
And none of my kinks are "be fucked with while I sleep by someone I trust"
>This is a serious thing, not some date-rape creepshow.
Your post was a date rape creepshow.
No.216687
>>216685
Anon, people have weird kinks. When you date another adult, these things come up in adult conversation. Anything in that post could be swapped out with something more accepted but much more dangerous like asphyxiation and the same things apply. Being able to talk to someone about that and give into each other is one of the things that make a deep relationship worthwhile. If your partner doesn't feel comfortable with it, then whatever, but between a lot of lovers there's no shame in such indulgences. Compared to something like asphyxiation, somnophilia is pretty tame.
No.216688
>>216687
>Anon, people have weird kinks.
And that is ok
But to do your stupid "kinks" without telling someone, while they sleep, just might get you a broken nose.
No.216691
>>216688
Oh hell yeah, I know that. Which is why I talked about trust. If someone tried to do that to me while we were dating, without my permission, they'd end up with more than just a broken nose.
No.216693
>>216691
I left it at broken nose because "I will fucking kill you" sounded a bit too harsh.
No.216697
Here I am after dropping my education as I was both unmotivated and too anxious to actually go to any class at all, after telling my parents and seeking help from them for the first time ever, not because I hate them or they are incompetent but because I'm fucked up in the head in the way asking for serious help frome the people near me that can actually help comes hard as shitting a brick from a constipated ass. I have some plans for the upcoming months that are supposed to be self improvement, to be better prepared to restart university next year. But I still actually don't know if that's what I want to do, and the problem underneath that being that there is actually nothing I want to do, nothing I want to make the job of my life, nothing that I love. The only thing preventing me going full neet rotting in front of my computer being my parents that (and im glad of it) just wouldnt allow me to. My father took me for the weekend in our house in the farmlands, im writing from my phone, as I woke up at 4 am out of the blue, and I cant get back to sleep because bad and sad thoughts fill my mind, because im so hopeless, useless, im saddened by myself not loving to do anything, im disappointed in myself for dropping and wasting my family's money and time, im saddened im being a burden to them once again when my father has to fight against debt and a possessive new wife, and my mother has to fight against depression and coming out from cocaine addiction. On top of that im saddened because i have all the support on earth, i have extremely cheerful and caring and supporting friends and family, yet i do shit like this.
Im bitter because i told my mother one of the things i could do in the coming months would be getting a driving license, and i expected the answer to be along the lines of "oh good idea, it's 2 years we tell you to do that, finally", and instead i heard "you cant just do that 'till july and it costs money".
And if that wasnt enough my brain decided to fuck me over and activate, in this already sad night, >tfw no bt feelings
And im sad and angry because there are people in far worse situations who have a better grip of their lives and it feels to me as im insulting their efforts by being so pathetic, and of course writing this post, as much as the venting is liberatory, accentuates the feeling
No.216698
>>216697
>there are people in far worse situations who have a better grip of their lives and it feels to me as im insulting their efforts by being so pathetic
Other people's problems being worse than yours does not diminish the severity of your own problems. And you are going through a crisis.
That terrible feeling you have? That one of guilt? That's not a bad thing. Anon, you WANT to do something with your life, and you're distraught that you haven't found that spark to light the fire under your ass that I know you so desperately want to find.
Anon, there are so many people who have given up. They've done nothing with their lives, but they've gotten over those restless feelings of guilt. They're OKAY with stagnation, living with nothing to put on their shelf.
That feeling you have? Hold on to it, as much as it eats at you. Keep looking for that spark, that passion or interest that catches your eye, and when you find it you hone in on it and never let it out of your sights.
No.216796
so I'm drunk and have been for about 8 hours now, thought I'd bitch while I'm inebriated enough not to bottle up my problems
found out my ex wasn't using me he just apparently didn't think I mattered enough to break up with me
I think I would've preferred him to just use me because now I feel subhuman and sort of like I've got no desirable traits
it's really rare for me to be someone's type so I probably should've seen it coming but oh well at least alcohol seems to take care of problems better than I can, and at least now i know not to trust the WELSH
No.216826
>>216796
It's no good when you're actually used.
My ex told me after we broke up that she never loved me over the four years we dated, and that I was just emotional life support. And they're still the only person I've ever dated.
It might feel like it right now, but we're not worthless. We've had bad luck, but we'll find someone who appreciates us for who we are.
No.216830
>>216826
I believe in us, at the very least we'll probably have thicker skin from bad experience.
No.216843
>>216830
Exactly. Just got to keep on keepin' on, and be more wary the next time.
No.216876
>currently stopped shaving (but still grooming bodyhair short)
>finally feel physically comfortable, no razor burn or stubble to deal with
>think I look better with face fluff/stubble too
>feeling better about my body image and more confident overall
>haven't given up and retired to slob, still keeping my training routine and trying to get fitter
>even considering upping my regime and becoming a buff otter
>but not being hairless comes with being a total pariah here
>and the guy I'm talking to probably won't be attracted to me anymore unless I'm a shaved twink
>MFW
I have no friends IRL and I've never even held hands with a guy before, so I feel that I can't risk my chances with him even if we don't really talk that often anymore. I also don't want to stop coming here because it's the closest to sociable I get, yet only one kind of fag is really accepted here. I honestly feel like I need to choose between being happier on the whole, or being more miserable but not lonely.
No.216877
>>216876
I would say go with being happier, this isn't the only place to meet guys you'll almost definitely be someone else's type. You deserve to be happy and not lonely at the same time.
No.216910
>>216876
I can't believe how similar you are to me. I'm sitting on the same thoughts. Only most nights it's gets to me too much and I end up in tears.
>>216877
I feel the same. I know there must be someone out there who'll want me and that I'll want in return, and I'm trying and am out a lot more to make myself available but I just seem to go unnoticed. I'm scared and worried about how long it'll take, I'm beginning to count in years and starting to wonder if the truth is that I'm just not attractive physically or intellectually.
No.216937
>>216697
I don't know where you are and don't care who you are, but I just want to quietly hug you for a good hour.
No.216974
>>216910
>I can't believe how similar you are to me. I'm sitting on the same thoughts.
Going by how shitty everything is for me, I'm sorry to hear that. Still, it's nice to know I'm not alone.
>Only most nights it's gets to me too much
I'd offer to chat or something, but you've hidden your flag so I don't know if we're even in compatible time zones. I fill the social void with working very long hours and exercising most days, so it probably wouldn't have worked anyway.
>and I end up in tears.
Since I can't do any better, have a gif.
>I'm beginning to count in years and starting to wonder if the truth is that I'm just not attractive physically or intellectually.
Ditto. Though going by the way people have treated me, I moved on from wondering to believing I'm a monster years ago.
>>216877
>this isn't the only place to meet guys
But it is the only active gay board on 8chan, and since I refuse to go back to halfchan or plebbit, it's all I've really got in terms of being social outside of actual dating sites (I don't have it in me to try them). I've added people on skype from here too and some of them are decent friends, but again they're from /cb/ so they're not interested in anything further unless I'm a totally shaved twink type and willing to pretend to be something I'm not. That and I'm always busy and/or they don't really have time for me.
>You deserve to be happy and not lonely at the same time.
Thanks, anon. Part of me keeps thinking that maybe I should just get over it and keep changing myself (i.e. go back to shaving every few days to and coating myself in products to stay twinky) until someone will deem me tolerable enough to be around. Yeah I'd be living a lie, but it's less effort than being lonely anymore and maybe the qt I was talking to will come back.
Sorry for the wall of text.
No.216977
>tfw you know you need to change yourself if you want a relationship
>but changing yourself seems like such a strange thing to do
>and you don't have the will do to it anyway
No.216996
>>216977
I know that feel.
No.217002
>>216546
>Is that too much to ask?
Yes, thats extremely unrealistic unless you're a 10/10
No.217003
>>216876
iktfb being a twink is hard work
Also the only people who care about a little hair are usually in denial straight fags
No.217018
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>>216974
We're in opposite time zones.
If you feel like it, you can email me. I don't sleep a lot anyway.
No.217022
>>215734
>40k
Sign me the fuck up
No.217085
Do you ever just wanna die? I really want what's going on in my head to fucking stop.
No.217089
>>217085
pretty much once a day for me
What is wrong Anon?
No.217093
>>217089
I spent like I dont even know how long trying to pick out a picture, that's one thing that's wrong.
Anyway, my head kinda works like a series of small thought bubbles that pop up and continue to build up until everything is so fuzzy and hard to think. Right now my head just kind of hurts and I want to let it all reset for a bit. It makes it hard to address any of the many important things I need to think about.
No.217098
>>217093
>I spent like I dont even know how long trying to pick out a picture
you mean for a reaction image?
>Right now my head just kind of hurts and I want to let it all reset for a bit.
So don't think so much and do something to clear your mind. For me I usually sort the thousands of images that have built up into various folders just for something to do while not really thinking so much.
No.217100
>>217098
>you mean for a reaction image?
Yeah
>So don't think so much and do something to clear your mind.
I would but fucking everything seems boring as hell right now. It's cold out so going for a walk with my dog is out of the options, and none of my 300+ games seem enticing either. Nor does reading, or watching LotR. Basically right now everything is boring and the way I'm dealing with it is to waste time on here because that's my life right now, just wasting away.
No.217103
>>217100
it's cute that you'd go to all that trouble for a reaction image, but it isn't that much of a big deal man.
>Basically right now everything is boring and the way I'm dealing with it is to waste time on here because that's my life right now, just wasting away.
Yeah, same. Don't you have steam friends to talk to though to make things seem less empty? Sure the steam thread here looks like a cesspool but you don't have to get friends from here.
No.217105
>>217103
>it's cute that you'd go to all that trouble for a reaction image, but it isn't that much of a big deal man.
They grab attention and give you some sort of visual impression of me, at least.
>Yeah, same. Don't you have steam friends to talk to though to make things seem less empty?
I do but-
>Sure the steam thread here looks like a cesspool but you don't have to get friends from here.
All my friends are from 4/8chan. These Steam threads. I have no RL friends, I'm just stuck with these people from the cesspool. I'm not above them by any means but I know they're no good for me.
No.217107
>>217105
>They grab attention and give you some sort of visual impression of me, at least.
Yeah but I don't need some big visual impression to try to help someone do I? If I were trying to get into your pants like I'm supposed to in every other thread here [cute anime grill].jpg would be fine, but since we're just talking in the sadness thread it isn't such a big deal that you need to take a bunch of time doing it.
>I have no RL friends
Need to change that my nigga.
>I'm just stuck with these people from the cesspool. I'm not above them by any means but I know they're no good for me.
Any friend is better than no friend m8, and if it makes you happy to talk to them why not? Just don't do a bunch of bullshit teenage girl drama like the kids in the steam thread do.
No.217109
>>217107
>Yeah but I don't need some big visual impression to try to help someone do I?
You don't I guess, it's more for myself.
>Need to change that my nigga.
I'm trying, just takes time and a lot of pushing/fighting with myself.
>Any friend is better than no friend m8, and if it makes you happy to talk to them why not?
Oh, I know some are good for me.
>Just don't do a bunch of bullshit teenage girl drama like the kids in the steam thread do.
But this ain't. I try to avoid acting like a teenage girl even if I wanna be one and when someone does with me I don't like to let myself get caught up in it. I have enough to care about, caring about something petty on Steam is really hard.
No.217112
>>217109
>it's more for myself
Do what you must
>just takes time and a lot of pushing/fighting with myself
Well you like videogames right? Find other people who like videogames and start from there.
>I know some are good for me.
Then talk to those ones bruv
>I have enough to care about, caring about something petty on Steam is really hard.
That's good.
No.217114
>>217112
>Well you like videogames right? Find other people who like videogames and start from there.
The thing about that is everyone just wants to play online so I'll never physically interact with these people.
No.217116
>>217114
find somewhere where videogame people hang out like a convention or something
Do you like anime? Try joining an anime club
No.217118
>>217116
The problem with that is Im not going to school right now and thats where all the clubs would be. I gotta wait until the spring semester starts and then I can start trying. Last time I tried though I just found everyone in groups already and I didnt know how to talk to them or in the case of the game club I wasnt into what people were playing there.
No.217120
>>217118
Well you have to approach the groups and try to get into them
Look at the people that seem approachable and start speaking to them.
No.217121
No.217122
>>217120
Thats where I hit a wall, Im not good at the whole approaching people thing, or knowing what to talk about once I do. Or what to say when I do.
No.217123
>>217122
Can't help you there man, sorry but I have the same problem.
also I have a sneaking suspicion that you're the same person I always end up talking to in this thread, so I'll quit bugging you
No.217124
>>217123
wait I had a divine revelation!
you talk about anime in the anime club
No.217125
>>217123
I was wondering how you were doing earlier, care to catch up a little?
>>217124
Thats the same sort of thing as the games club. Sure we like the same sort of thing but if you really dig Smash or [insert anime here[ and I dont know anything about it I cant really talk about it.
No.217126
>>217125
Well why not ask them about the game they like. I'm sure there's atleast a few people who wouldn't mind explaining the basics and referring you to some youtubers.
Yeah yeah, not everyone likes the games but they're each interesting in their own regard. Who knows, you might discover a new favourite.
No.217129
>>217125
>care to catch up a little
I'm fine
>Sure we like the same sort of thing but if you really dig Smash or [insert anime here[ and I dont know anything about it I cant really talk about it.
That's where the snowmonkey's >>217126 post comes in. You ask them what they like about their favorite, you tell them what you like about yours, and maybe both of you have new anime to watch.
No.217132
>>217129
>I'm fine
Jeez thats almost as cold as the Canadian probably is
>>217129
>>217126
Maybe Im just autistic but Im not even sure how to get to that point.
>Hi Im anon, what anime/vidya do you like?
That sounds so… Like Im reading it off a card or something, unnatural and sudden.
No.217133
>>217132
>Jeez thats almost as cold as the Canadian probably is
What do you mean?
>>Hi Im anon, what anime/vidya do you like?
More like
>hey guys what are you talking about
If you know what they are talking about, join in, but if you don't know ask questions
No.217134
>>217133
>What do you mean?
I kinda wanted to hear more than just `Im fine`!
>>hey guys what are you talking about
I guess that could work, but then Id feel like Im butting in where Im not wanted or Im a nuisance.
No.217136
>>217134
Well clubs are a place to meet people who share similar interests. Just be confident and introduce yourself.
Believe me, next to no one will get mad at you for showing interest in something they really like.
No.217138
>tfw just want to suck some qt dick
>never encountered an actually cute guy
>still try to pass off as straight
h-ha this is the life
No.217139
>>217138
have you tried the map?
No.217149
>>217134
well what do you want me to say?
No.217151
>>217139
the nearest person to me is in the next town over
should i go for it anon
No.217152
>>217151
Of course you should!
No.217161
>>217152
im going for it wish me luck
No.217162
>>217161
goodluck m8, I'm sure it will work out!
No.217169
>check map
>two cuteboys in range
>about to email one when I realize that they might be a skinny skeleton
I want to fuck a trap so bad but I'm afraid they'll be skinnier than me. I just want some fat trap ass to pound. ;_;
No.217172
>>217169
I say go for it m8, unless you're a chubby chaser it's no big deal and even if you are you don't have to fuck them
No.217187
No.217199
Memes are the only source of happiness in my life.
No.217313
>>217018
Emailed, because why the fuck not?
No.217357
I don't even want a relationship for sex or anything. I just want to mean something to someone. I just want someone to love and for them to love me back
No.217365
>>217357
send me your skype, anon
No.217367
>>217357
Me too. Too bad you don't aways get what you want.
No.217405
>>204808
You've reminded me of my online friend who I have not talked with in years. I wonder how they are.
I've been finding I'm really emotional in the morning after I wake up and beforeI go to bed.
I wake up at 5:30a and till around 9a I feel really depressed. I don't show it, but I think and feel it. Then at night, when I'm alone. The thoughts come back.
For the last few years, every single day all I think about is how I'm gay and how to deal with it. I don't even know if coming out will do anything. My mind is always so manic and I think I'm addicted to feeling shitty inside since that's what I've been used to since I was 12. I guess I'll just be like this till I die. Always bitter and always self-defeating.
No.217441
>have things I want to talk about
>nobody would be good to talk about it to
>dont know when Ill be able to get a therapist appointment
Hows alcohol? Is it worth stealing some beers or wine from my parents?
No.217442
>>217441
Alcohol is great!
But on the other hand, what is troubling you Anon?
No.217443
>>217442
I cant even talk about it here because all of you have a bias about it.
No.217445
>>217443
a bias about what?
Are you feeling >tfw no bf?
No.217452
>>217445
I can't talk about it. Nobody knows what to say anyway. I'm trapped in an eternal hell.
No.217458
>>217453
Why are we always here, every night, responding to each other like this? You know, I think we should be friends.
No.217472
…. Is there a way to warn people you've seen some shit and have some problems without sounding edgy and stuff?
I keep getting told I sound edgy and I hate it and I just want to make sure someone I'm interested in knows without getting really stupid about it or making it some sort of weird surprise thing
it's starting to really bug me
No.217478
>Hows alcohol?
Works for me
No.217538
>>217472
Honestly, open with that. Straight up tell them that you don't want to sound edgy, but you've seen some serious stuff and just want to talk about it.
No.217542
>>217472
Honestly, open with that. Straight up tell them that you don't want to sound edgy, but you've seen some serious stuff and just want to talk about it.
No.217588
>>217458
>Why are we always here, every night, responding to each other like this?
Because I'm depressed and like to try to help people and you are depressed
>You know, I think we should be friends.
Not to get steam thread-tier but it didn't exactly work out last time did it?
No.217591
>>217365
I'm not really up for sending pics or anything like that but if you just feel like talking, sure.
No.217603
>tfw had to break up with dombf because he couldn't meet the expectations we were obligated to do and discussed with each other.and promised over months.
>tfw utterlly heartbroken and wrecked emotionally, bf blames himself and it makes me feel like more of a shithead for standing up for myself.
I just wanted a /pol/ /k/ /fit/ dom boyfriend who wanted me to be his housewife, who is willing to work with me and my mental instability. Who didn't expect much but to obey and be a good housewife.
The worst part is he is one of the only serious relationships I have ever had and I don't know how to deal with the breakup. I don't know what to do, I have no social skills to speak of and my family is practically shunning me. I feel hopeless that my desires in life are irrational and will never be achieved.
No.217605
>>217603
How didn't he meet the expectations? Also he isn't obligated to do anything, no one is perfect
No.217610
Have any of you met your LDRs here? I met mine earlier in the year and there's a strong chance of meeting before its over.
Share your experiences!
No.217618
>>217605
He chose to not spend time with me even though I would repeatedly beg him for it and I would be outright ignored even to the point he himself complained about not spending enough time with me. I know I am irrational sounding to most. We had discussed months before the relationship truely began about what I wanted out a relationship with him.
That is why I say he was obligated to. If you don't agree then I am sorry but I felt I had an obligation to fufil to please my boyfriend.
No.217622
>>217603
>The worst part is he is one of the only serious relationships I have ever had and I don't know how to deal with the breakup.
You need some time to get back on your feet about it, make the pain a bit more dull.
>I don't know what to do, I have no social skills to speak of and my family is practically shunning me.
Why is that Anon?
>I feel hopeless that my desires in life are irrational and will never be achieved.
Well let's go down a bit in what it seems like you want.
>/pol/
partial check
>/k/
check
>/fit/
kind of going the other way, have been trying to be /cuteboys/ instead
>dom
sort of check
>wants a househusband
check
>willing to work with me and my mental instability
Check, I like doing that sort of thing
>didn't expect much but to obey and be a good housewife.
I could work with that
See by the the sound of it is actually pretty easy to meet the criteria for what you are looking for, to the point that even I can do it. While sure a lot of faggots are leftist idiots that doesn't mean all of them are. You'll find someone eventually, you just have to get back on the horse after the pain subsides and start looking again.
No.217623
>love cock
>too picky when it comes to boys
>submissive, but i also want a feminine partner
>being a top makes me feel uncomfortable
No.217624
>>217623
…so find a feminine top and/or lower standards
No.217626
>>217622
I've never really been on my feet if that makes sense.
>why is that anon?
bullied hard when I was a kid.so became a super introvert and then parents decided to take me out of public schooling. Also sorry I really like more Masculine guys.
No.217627
>>217626
>bullied hard when I was a kid.so became a super introvert and then parents decided to take me out of public schooling.
But why does that make them shun you?
>sorry I really like more Masculine guys.
It was just an example silly, you're probably super far away anyway. Regardless, it is just my kind of luck that when I try to be cute people want masculine and when I "just bee myself" people want feminine.
No.217633
>>217627
Oh because I am a feminine boy and got caught being "gay"
No.217635
>>217633
So they aren't big fans of the faggots?
No.217640
No.217641
>>217640
Well what are you planning to do? Do you have a job so you can eventually move out?
No.217644
>>217641
I already had moved out.
No.217645
>>217644
So all you need to do is start looking for a masculine dude with what you want? That should be easy
No.217646
>>217645
I am very shy. I don't go out much
No.217647
>>217646
try the steam thread, the skype thread, the map, those things!
No.217649
No.217651
>>217649
and don't be so serious, it'll get you a bf much easier if you relax!
No.217653
>>217651
I prefer serious people too.
No.217654
>>217653
serious is one thing, but your posts make it seem like you take things with far too much weight. Gotta loosen up a little man.
No.217677
is there a way to register for this thing rather than typing ur email everytime? :o
No.217680
>>217677
>register for an imageboard
lol newfags
No.217683
>>217677
It's an imageboard. The point is not to create an account for yourself.
No.217695
>>217677
Go have more dirty casual sex with old men, fag
No.217703
>>217695
shit nigga is there some backstory?
No.217709
>>217703
i posted a pic of an old guy sucking me off and he didn't like it.
No.217723
>>217709
I hope your STD visits are up to date Anon that is scary
No.217731
>used to be friends with another guy
>i had a crush on him
>we ended up becoming fuckbuddies (only oral, though, and i never got to touch his cock)
>he didn't really have feelings for me
>things happened and i cut off ties from him
>talk to him the other day
>no longer have a crush on him
>he seems to be coming onto me like we should be fuckbuddies again, which i wouldn't mind
Somebody talk me out of this.
No.217732
>>217677
dummy, we're all just anonymous here.
>>217731
Why, sounds like a good deal?
No.217734
>>217731
Well whats the point of sex without love? If there's no real connection there, you might as well just stay at home and masturbate. Less work that way
No.217735
>>217734
Not as fun though, from personal experience.
Sexual needs can be different from emotional sometimes. You have to be careful not to go overboard but it can be pretty fun.
No.217737
>>217732
being in a relationship like that can make some people feel like they're nothing more than a sex toy. Like there's nothing else of value to them besides how good they have sex
No.217741
>>217737
Original poster of that here. I think that's kinda hot. But I'm also kind of messed up in the head, so I probably shouldn't be thinking with my dick like that…
No.217750
How do I stop hating myself?
No.217753
>>217750
Well from my experience the self hatred will never truly go away, it will always be sitting at the bottom of your mind. The best you can do is distract yourself from it, whether it be from surrounding yourself with friends, getting a bf to love and dote on, being a disgusting slut, doing drugs, or drinking copious amounts of alcohol.
No.217841
>>217753
So, everything but seeking help? What you're suggesting is just going to temporarily alleviate the issue before actually worsening it.
No.217842
How did I end up so fucked up? What the fuck broke inside me? Where did I go wrong? Is the only way out shooting myself like I keep dreaming of?
No.217843
>>217841
I know, but I don't think there is real help out there
No.217845
>>217842
suicide isn't the way out
No.217846
>>217845
I don't know what the fuck else to do. Everything just ends in this.
No.217847
>>217846
ends in what? You're being very vague
No.217848
>>217842
Nein.
You must first realize that you are capable of improving yourself if you truly wish to.
You must then take steps to do so.
You must not mistake your familiarity with your current situation for comfort, nor anything positive.
Do something new, anything new within reason, don't go get addicted to heroin, until you find something that you like. Make it a habit, and keep doing it.
No.217849
>>217847
A dead end where I want to off myself.
No.217850
>>217849
well what is the dead end?
No.217944
How can I stop being so self-concious?
I want to meet people IRL but I have 0 confidence in myself, I don't know what people is going to expect from me and I get all sad and depressed ;_;
No.217947
>>217944
>I want to meet people IRL but I have 0 confidence in myself
Have any hobbies?
>I don't know what people is going to expect from me and I get all sad and depressed
I know this sounds retarded, but seriously just be yourself when it comes to that
No.217951
>>217947
Usually I get know a lot of people from the interwebz and then we meet and we are friends, that's no big deal. Mainly my problem is dealing with someone who may actually like me you know.. not as a friend.
I've marked myself on the map and talked to some people but I keep avoiding them because I don't know.. what if they find me ugly or something?
Constantly thinking about what others may think of me have been a problem all my life, I guess I should do some kind of therapy?
No.217955
>>217951
>Mainly my problem is dealing with someone who may actually like me you know.. not as a friend.
That's why you treat them like you would any other friend, maybe throw in some flirtsy stuff, and you'll be fine!
>I've marked myself on the map and talked to some people but I keep avoiding them because I don't know.. what if they find me ugly or something?
If they do there are more, and if they don't then congrats, you found a boy who likes you!
>Constantly thinking about what others may think of me have been a problem all my life, I guess I should do some kind of therapy?
It could be beneficial to give it a go
No.218081
Ah man. I need to stop looking at this thread. I'm sure it's dreadful for those of you who have been in a relationship that was very special to you before losing it. For me though, it just makes me feel worse about never having been in a relationship, of a sexual or emotional nature. It is better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.
I'd rather be someone's cumslut than a kissless virgin at this point.
No.218083
Ah man. I need to stop looking at this thread. I'm sure it must be dreadful for those of you who were in meaningful relationships with people before losing them, but for me it just rubs in the fact that I've never even been in a relationship, of a sexual or emotional nature. It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
Honestly, at this point I'd be perfectly happy to be someone's cumslut slave, rather than stay a kissless virgin.
No.218086
Ah man. I need to stop looking at this thread. I'm sure it must be dreadful for those of you who were in meaningful relationships with people before losing them, but for me it just rubs in the fact that I've never even been in a relationship, of a sexual or emotional nature. It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
Honestly, at this point I'd be perfectly happy to be someone's cumslut slave, rather than stay a kissless virgin.
No.218087
>>218081
>>218083
>>218086
Get your shit together hotwheels
No.218092
>>218081
>>218083
>>218086
Get your shit together hotwheels
No.218104
>>218086
I would totally hook up with you if you were within driving distance, but 1. I find it unlikely considering where I live and 2. I fear I may do more harm than good cuddling up to you in that you may become far more attached to me, than I to you.
No.218115
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>>218104
>I fear I may do more harm than good cuddling up to you in that you may become far more attached to me, than I to you.
That's cold, man.
No.218127
>>218115
You took the words out of my mouth.
>>218104
Where do you live? It's not in Mann or somewhere like that is it?
No.218138
>>218104
Evidently my previous message isn't going through.
Regardless of the likelihood of actually meeting, we could exchange emails if you like.
No.218140
>>218138
Of course it goes through the moment I say that.
>>218127
No.218168
>>217734
>normally a strong advocate for casual sex
>actively looking for a fuckbuddy because making people love me is hard ;_;
>think people are dumb for wanting relationships first
>"You might as well just stay at home and masturbate. Less work that way."
Goddamn, Anon, giving me an epiphany here. Guess I'll stay home and fap.
No.218175
How do I deal with my sexual repression? I didn't even fap until I was around 16, and now I'm getting all these horny feelings I should've been having a fews years before. I guess I'm a late bloomer.
No.218180
No.218190
Please help me /cuteboys/.
I have many problems and am really lonely.
I don't have too much of a problem trying to socialize with people, but I generally prefer to be alone and I don't like parties or social things.
I don't feel like I can connect with or date most "normal" people, due to my geeky interests but mostly due to me being into [spoilers]diapers and ageplay.[/spoilers]
I've been diagnosed with depression, I'm tired all the time, and I don't know what to do with my life.
I'm also always too scared to try and meet people.
This is the first time I've ever posted on a chan despite constantly lurking them. I've just been too afraid to for the longest time.
I might have rambled a bit too much with this. I'm not good at this and I don't know what I even want.
I guess maybe I'm hoping I can somehow meet someone on here to talk to or something, even though I'll probably be too scared to talk to anyone.
I wouldn't consider myself a cuteboy though. I'm too fat. I'm trying to change though..
No.218197
Please help me /cuteboys/.
I have many problems and am really lonely.
I don't have too much of a problem trying to socialize with people, but I generally prefer to be alone and I don't like parties or social things.
I don't feel like I can connect with or date most "normal" people, due to my geeky interests but mostly due to me being into [spoilers]diapers and ageplay.[/spoilers]
I've been diagnosed with depression, I'm tired all the time, and I don't know what to do with my life.
I'm also always too scared to try and meet people.
This is the first time I've ever posted on a chan despite constantly lurking them. I've just been too afraid to for the longest time.
I might have rambled a bit too much with this. I'm not good at this and I don't know what I even want.
I guess maybe I'm hoping I can somehow meet someone on here to talk to or something, even though I'll probably be too scared to talk to anyone.
I wouldn't consider myself a cuteboy though. I'm too fat. I'm trying to change though..
No.218198
>>218115
Granted and it probably sounded more narcissistic than I intended, apologies.
>>218127
>>218138
North Wales, seems rather sparsely populated these days, and a distinct lack of /cb/ markers from the map thread also makes me wonder. Email is in the appropriate field.
No.218199
>>218190
>>218197
Crap. I don't know how to delete one of these.
No.218203
>>218175
How old are you now? I think my best cumming days was that first week I figured out I could do that. The only way I get that feeling now is if I don't fap for 2 week than edge for 3 hours.
No.218207
>>218175
>>218175
How old are you now? I think my best cumming days was that first week I figured out I could do that. The only way I get that feeling now is if I don't fap for 2 week than edge for 3 hours.
No.218286
>>214139
To follow up on this one. I really tried what you said, I tried just pushing through. I just lost it, my sense. I felt sort of the same as I did with the other person, I actually broke down and cried at when the was other people around me. I'm never like that.
He just scared me, the thought that he might have liked me. I sit on the brink of wondering whether I should follow how I feel or what I think. I regret what I did, he was such a nice person, with a mind that was just a joy to listen to. I feel like I did the right thing, I feel like I would have unwillingly made things awkward for him, and worrisome for me. But the other part of me hates me for it, I could have put aside how I felt and went on.
I need to just try to not be so fucked up and maybe things will work out for me at some stage. I just can't believe how fucking stupid, non nonsensical and irrational loneliness has made me.
No.218301
>post in every meetup thread I can come across
>post on the cuteboys zeemap
>post in /soc/ threads relevant to my location every chance I get
>get a few dating apps/sites
>do this for literally years
>still haven't made any progress what so ever in getting a bf, or anything at all
God this is so fucking awful. I'm such a damn headcase man. Maybe I need to move somewhere else or something. Too bad I'm a shutin with no money, job, education, or friends.
No.218306
>>218301
ill be your bf anon!!
No.218309
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>>218301
>tfw want a bf but a too nervous to post in meetup/ /soc/ threads
No.218312
>>218306
Thanks for the sentiment, Anon
No.218313
>>218309
I was too nervous to post in then as well, albeit I was also underage. I was also scared to post my face anywhere. Guess it didn't really matter in the end since after posting god knows how much I still haven't made it anywhere.
No.218347
>tfw you had to cut your hair for a job
>tfw it was the only thing making up for your masculine face
>tfw the last time you cammed, the size of your dick made your partner feel inadequate
>tfw you don't identify as a girl so you don't have the socially acceptable excuse for buying and wearing pretty shit
No.218359
I constantly have people telling me how much they want to fuck me stuff but I'm such a nervous and anxious mess about how they'll see me offline that I chicken out constantly. I'm a fucking piece of shit.
No.218453
>>218286
>I really tried what you said, I tried just pushing through.
>He just scared me, the thought that he might have liked me.
The "push through" thing was meant to be more of a last resort or if he didn't reciprocate you dumbass. Grow a pair of balls, call or message him or whatever, briefly catch up on what he's done since last time, and just fucking tell him you have a crush on him. You have zero idea what will happen, everything in your post is just "I feel he would" or "I think he would", while he might be sat missing you too and also secretly craving your booty.
You have absolutely nothing to lose: the worst case scenario is if he stop talking to you, and you've already went through the upset and cut him off. You're literally be no worse off if you try.
TAKE A FUCKING CHANCE. JUST DO IT.
No.218455
No.218462
why did I think I belonged here jesus christ
No.218467
>>218462
What happened, anon?
No.218479
I'm legit worried one of my online friends offed themselves. I hope they're ok. Chances are they didn't, but you could never be sure. We were just talking just fine tuesday.
In all honesty I barely knew them, but they were really nice. Doesn't help I have a clingy side.
No.218522
Nothing to do with cuteboys, but…
I checked the tracking status of my order of a three-pack of USB flash drives today. They say it was delivered, but it never got here. They showed it being signed for by an "M. Y. Vergina". So what obviously happened is they delivered it to the wrong address, where someone signed for it as "my vagina" and pocketed my flash drives.
Fuck this.
No.218534
>>218522
aw man, that really sucks. I hope they weren't super expensive
No.218543
I'm looking for a boyfriend. If you want to get ot know each other on skype or steam. That would be cool.
No.218611
>>218543
I'd try, but it will never work out.
Sorry, pal.
No.218614
>>218467
I got a reality check on what I actually looked like now but I suppose it was worth it in the long run
No.218615
>>218543
UK but I'll add you on steam for the sake of it?
No.218726
I think I've occupied my mind so much with media in the last few years I no longer know how to socialize at all and don't think I can ever hold a real friendship again
I feel cursed
No.218727
I think I've occupied my mind so much with media in the last few years I no longer know how to socialize at all and don't think I can ever hold a real friendship again
I feel cursed
No.218732
>>218726
Awwn… I wanna be your friend
No.218742
>>218732
Ah you don't I can't hold a conversation to save my life
No.218866
No.218903
>>218727
Iktfb
I don't think I really even have a personality anymore, all I do is just consume media or think about it
No.218905
>>218727
Iktfb
I don't think I really even have a personality anymore, all I do is just consume media or think about it
No.218907
>>218727
Iktfb
I don't think I really even have a personality anymore, all I do is just consume media or think about it
No.218913
>>218727
Iktfb
I don't think I really even have a personality anymore, all I do is just consume media or think about it
No.218949
today is my birthday
i'm sitting in my room alone, playing video games
No.218952
>>218614
Care to explain a bit more, anon?
No.218959
>>218949
Happy Birthday! Don't feel bad about being alone on your birthday; grab a blanket, get comfy, and play some darn video games!
No.218965
>>218949
Happy birthday, anon! Sorry to hear you're sat alone for now and feeling a little down, but that doesn't mean you can't enjoy your birthday. Be sure to get cozy with a hot and possibly alcoholic drink and have some fun nerding out on your vidya!
No.218972
>>218727
Iktfb
I don't think I really even have a personality anymore, all I do is just consume media or think about it
No.218978
>>218727
Iktfb
I don't think I really even have a personality anymore, all I do is just consume media or think about it
No.218987
>>218727
Iktfb
I don't think I really even have a personality anymore, all I do is just consume media or think about it
No.218989
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Just a reminder to all those sadboiz out there that you're special and loved
No.218991
>>218727
Iktfb
I don't think I really even have a personality anymore, all I do is just consume media or think about it
No.219059
I want to hug a cute boy right NOW
No.219062
So /cuteboys/… why shouldn't I kill myself?
No.219063
>>219062
Because you have reasons to live. What makes you want to commit suicide?
No.219064
>>219063
I'm pretty worthless. I've been dealing with depression and social anxiety for years now.
The only person I ever loved treated me like shit and broke up with me over a year ago and I've been doing worse since then.
I don't know how to meet or talk to people, but it doesn't really matter because of how weird and worthless I am.
I keep thinking everything would be better if I was dead.
No.219068
>>219063
I'm pretty worthless. I've been dealing with depression and social anxiety for years now.
The only person I ever loved treated me like shit and broke up with me over a year ago and I've been doing worse since then.
I don't know how to meet or talk to people, but it doesn't really matter because of how weird and worthless I am.
I keep thinking everything would be better if I was dead.
No.219073
>>219068
Things will get better anon. I don't know you, but you gotta hope and find people who will and can help you or support you
No.219082
>>219064
You're not worthless. You're a human and you have value no matter what anyone including yourself says. I can guarantee you that you will be missed by somebody out there. Don't do something you can't take back
No.219084
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>tfw you go on your facebook to see pictures from your group of friends throwing a surprise birthday party for someone else in the group
They didn't even ask me if I wanted to be involved. I know I probably sound like a whiny bitch but I'm legitimately hurt. They even invited someone who's only hanged out with us for like 2 months when we've known each other since fucking elementary school. What the fuck!? I thought we were friends
No.219089
>>216937
thanks anon
from really deep within thanks
No.219091
>>216937
Thanks anon
From really deep within, thanks
>>217357
literally this. except I could go with a relationship in the long run but still
>>218949
w-where in switzerland
maybe I can bring you a cake or something >_>""
No.219271
>falling out of touch with only irl friends
>no social skills
>no personality
>never leave the house outside of work
Well, at least I don't have suicidal thoughts yet
No.219392
No.219497
>Friend asks me "Hey anon, how are you doing?"
>Terrible
>People constantly asking when I will get a girlfriend/married
>I'll never find anybody that will love me
>I'll probably end up killing myself in a few years
>"I'm doing alright, how about you?"
every time
No.219504
>>219503
but I love you anon <3
No.219505
>>219503
but I love you anon <3
No.219507
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>>219503
>can only say "alright/fine" when someone asks that
i know what its like
don't hurt yourself
No.219510
No.219515
>>219503
but I love you anon <3
No.219523
>>219492
When you can be with someone, it is the best feeling in the world.
When you can't, it is the worst.
No.219524
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>>219503
>can only say "alright/fine" when someone asks that
i know what its like
don't hurt yourself
No.219538
No.219547
>>219503
>can only say "alright/fine" when someone asks that
i know what its like
don't hurt yourself
No.219561
No.219571
I've been on the run from this whole "being gay" thing for some time now, but I'm finally out of the closet and it feels good. But at the same time, it feels super lonely. I've never been much of a socialite. The maps thread has turned up nothing.
How do you meet people?
No.219572
>>219571
Go to places that people you might like will be and talk to them.
No.219579
>>219503
but I love you anon <3
No.219590
>>219497
but I love you anon <3
No.219604
>>219600
Get a second opinion, anon! Maybe your face is actually just average!
No.219611
>>219572
Where do you like to go, admin? :P
No.219617
>>219572
Where do you like to go, admin? :P
No.219618
>>206683
I know exactly how you feel anon.
Whatever you do, don't waste it, don't make him feel like shit when you're depressed, don't turn your back on him, that'd be making the mistake I made.
A couple of months ago I was in the same situation
And whenever he'd see me depressed (even though I was extremely happy to be with him) he'd cry and blame himself.
You just need to talk with him man.
No.219622
I guess I should actually make a post in this thread, considering that I lurk in it every day.
A few months ago, met a nice guy, fell in love, he got feeling for my friend and left me.
It just added to my massive state of depression, and I'm now failing my senior year of high school because I would rather go sleep under a bridge (literally did) than to see his face. I get unbelievably angry whenever I do, at least I have friends to hold me back and take me outside to calm me down before something happens.
Life at home is shit, considering that most people don't know, well, I'm on cuteboys it should be obvious, but they highly suspect it.
Seeing a psychiatrist, who my psychologist keeps telling to put me on antidepressants and a bunch of other medication, but the psych refuses to. Also the only psychiatrist in the area that IEHP covers.
Losing contact with friends irl as a result of my depression.
It's not something I can even break really, it just comes back over and over, and it's been like that for about 14 years (18 btw, so no underage b& for me).
I really don't know what the point in life is anymore I guess, I think about suicide all the time, every day, but I know I'll never have the guts to go through with it.
Life is suffering.
But a word to advice for all you other anons in the thread,
don't give up hope
No.219633
Who has given up completely on finding somebody here?
Figured out that I'm a fruitcake pretty early on, but figured that I'd never be able to actually live my life as one. Too much pressure and embarrassment if everybody ever found out, so I figured I'd just finish out my life alone
No.219664
>>219633
it seems like a stupid reason to me to permanently give up on finding a partner because you don't want people to know you're gay.
at least I have a good reason for being forever alone. i'm a complete fuckup in life and have no social skills. i have an excuse.
No.219670
>>219633
>>219664
Neither of you faggots have an excuse. You just need to look more. It's probably not going to work the first time, but it will eventually.
No.219682
>>219664
I dunno. Maybe I'm just bitter that nobody really likes me, and I just got tired of looking. It's actually kind of nice, I'm pretty much a free person and don't have to be bothered by anybody.
The only problem is that it's crushingly lonely
No.219684
>>219682
>I'm pretty much a free person and don't have to be bothered by anybody.
That's what I told myself for a while too. The truth comes out sometimes, doesn't it?
No.219686
Oh goodness, I think I just reached the crushing realization that I'm boring.
I like to write, I like to read, and I have a camera and equipment and like to make short films, but most people have no interest in that. Outside of that, I watch movies and play videogames. I don't really listen to music. I'm even trying to get into anime just so I have something in common with the people who lurk here.
It just hurts when I meet someone interesting, and they talk about adventures they've had, and I have nothing to show…
No.219687
>>219686
so instead of holing yourself up in your room watching anime go out and have some adventures!
No.219694
>>219687
The outside world is fucking overrated
>>219686
Anime is gheeeeey tbh. Though i really liked ouran highschool hostclub (nohomo)
No.219743
>>219497
I know how you feel. Hang in there. Things will get better. they will get better right?;_;
No.219744
>>219497
>I know how you feel. Hang in there. Things will get better. they will get better right?;_;
No.219745
>>219497
>I know how you feel. Hang in there. Things will get better. they will get better right?;_;
No.219792
I'm sad because I don't know how old the admin is
No.219845
living in germany but all twinks i know and like live in canada or the UK, not a single one in germany…
thug life
No.219846
living in germany but all twinks i know and like live in canada or the UK, not a single one in germany…
thug life
flood detected. thx 8ch
No.219847
living in germany but all twinks i know and like live in canada or the UK, not a single one in germany…
thug life
flood detected. thx 8ch
No.219848
living in germany but all twinks i know and like live in canada or the UK, not a single one in germany…
thug life
flood detected. thx 8ch
No.219849
OMG WTFF 8CH TOLD ME IT FAILED TO POST AND NOW I SPAMMED WTF IM SO SRYY
No.219850
every1 will hate me now ;-;
No.219856
>>219850
Shh, it's okay, just relax hun, this place is prone to the repeat post problem x
No.219857
>>219850
I had the same problem. Don't worry, german friend.
No.219885
tfw you're so lonely that you've resorted to asking your facebook friend's ask.fm accounts on how to deal with problems and depression anonymously just because you feel like you can never develop a meaningful connection with anyone
No.219886
tfw you're so lonely that you've resorted to asking your facebook friend's ask.fm accounts on how to deal with problems and depression anonymously just because you feel like you can never develop a meaningful connection with anyone to a point where you can talk about your issues
No.219888
>>219743
I reallly would love to tell you that things do get better, but from my experience they only get worse. Sorry.
No.219891
tfw you're so lonely that you've resorted to asking your facebook friend's ask.fm accounts on how to deal with problems and depression anonymously just because you feel like you can never develop a meaningful connection with anyone to a point where you can talk about your issues
No.219894
tfw you're so lonely that you've resorted to asking your facebook friend's ask.fm accounts on how to deal with problems and depression anonymously just because you feel like you can never develop a meaningful connection with anyone to a point where you can talk about your issues
No.219897
Sigh… I've seen a couple of lonely-looking cuteboys in my city. I wanted to talk with them but don't want to be seen as a creep since I'm in my 40's. But I'm a great guy! I understand your loneliness, cuties :(
No.219905
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>>219850
you can deleet your posts you know, new fggit
No.219944
>>219850
i don't hate you anon. it happened to me too
No.219949
>>219622
>don't give up hope
I won't man. You shouldn't either. I'm in my senior year too (also 18 btw) and it's fucking rough. I never thought I had depression before (despite there being a history in my genetics of it) but the stress and normal highschool drama has really been pushing me on edge these past several weeks. Hang in there though. You and me will eventually graduate and get into the real world. Things will get better. You'll see
No.219964
>>219888
Your trips are right. It never gets better. I never see the silver lining. I'll always feel empty. I'll never amount to anything. I'm going to die an lone and miscible drunk. After years of being an emotionless husk, ill never feel complete. I wont check out early though. Fuck that. I'm riding this shit too the bitter end.
My friend suggested I seek therapy, but fuck that.I don't need that.
It never gets better, ever.
No.219984
>>219897
I just want to point out that you can't fall off rainbow road in Mario Kart 64
No.219993
>>219964
>My friend suggested I seek therapy, but fuck that.I don't need that.
I see that kind of reaction a lot in these sad thread. When I was in a deep period of my depression I thought the same. Until the moment I tried to kill myself, at that point I went to a psychologist.
Not because I need it, not because I thought everything will get better. Simply because I felt terrible, it was horrible to everyday go back in that series of thought that would lead the evening to either try or seriously plan out a suicide. And at that point, who cared ?! I mean, if I was planning to kill myself, why not spend a few days with a psychologist, it's not like my time's really valuable.
A therapist, or a psychologist isn't necessarily a miracle remedy, it took me 1.5 year and a half to simply get a bit better ! With lots of failures. But that's only the result of 1.5 year. I continued to go there, because even if it was just for 1hour or 2, I felt refreshed, I felt a bit better, I had hope. And that was worth it.
And wanna know the worst ? The psychologist didn't do anything. The only thing she helped me with, was how I deal with my situation, how I see it. A therapist doesn't change your environment, only how you'll see it. Because when you're in pain, or feeling bad, or empty you're stuck in a circle of thoughts who never change and sometimes you need something external to get out of it.
No.220008
>>219984
You can angle it so jumping from the top of the big drop in the beginning makes you fall, but you pretty much have to be doing it on purpose.
No.220063
I ended up being introduced to and fell in love with the cutest guy I've ever known on skype, hit it off really well and we've been talking to each other for months and even met once. A couple of days ago he told me he doesn't feel the same way about me anymore and it has been completely and utterly devastating. Appetite went away a couple of days ago and doesn't seem to be coming back any time soon, uni is beginning to get affected since now I can't muster the effort or strength to leave my room, I hate myself so much and I now just spend most of my time wallowing in shitty feelings and self hatred. I feel incredibly horrible constantly and haven't been able to have a proper night's sleep since the breakup. Last time I tried to nap I woke up half an hour later screaming at the top of my lungs due to some spooky shit. I feel so shit. I hate myself so much. I don't know if I can get over him, this is the first time this kind of thing has happened to me.
No.220073
>>220063
Do you think talking to someone might help? If you have an email address then I'd be happy to listen and let you bounce thoughts and feelings off me. I'm not a professional, but sometimes a different perspective can alleviate some of the pain, no matter where it comes from.
No.220075
>>220073
I already vent to a couple of people and the line of conversation always goes to some topics I really wouldn't want a stranger getting concerned about. Thanks for offering, though. A hug would probably help more than venting feelings but I don't really have any friends where I live.
No.220085
>>220075
On the off chance that I'm in the area and that you'd accept a hug off a stranger (in a public place), whereabouts are you?
No.220087
>>220080
Congratulations, man!
I hope it all goes well.
And I hope so, too.
I'm stuck here listening to Grouper at 2AM, contemplating the lonely years ahead.
NSW is barren.
No.220090
This is gross and really minor compared to everyone else but ever since I started doing butt workouts I've had dry skin and red marks down there and it's preventing me from posting lewds because I feel ugly :<
Seems like every time I do something towards being more feminine something else goes wrong…
No.220097
No.220112
>>220080
Well, I`m. I so glad that it worked out for you, and it gives me hope. Thank you, buddy.
No.220113
>>219905
wrong password m9
No.220114
>>220097
Damn, a three hour drive, that's a tad too far for hugs sadly.
Someone get this guy an order of cuddles!
No.220190
>Live in Arkansas
>No qt feminine bfs around anywhere
>Law enforcement, so no one really wants anything to do with me anyway.
>Work odd hours alot.
>Very small and exclusive gay community in my state
>Friend that was pretty cute and doing trapmode shit was straight and recently just stopped talking to me.
And people tell me to stop drinking.
No.220231
I'm giving up on trying to find someone to love me.
No.220269
>>220231
Oh that's sad q_q
No.220301
>>212948
I'm 28 a super tall and heavy dude whose Bi-curious .
No dice with the map and any meet-up threads. I've just got one or two replies but I'm really awkward and they're not into my size.
I finally get a message from a pretty cute slim dude and im instantly comfortable and we start getting flirty and lewd then he just up and vanishes and hasn't read my messages.
It sucks because it gave me a super big boost in confidence and I've been thinking about him all week and now everything gone.
It's been like 5 years since the last time I've had sex and I'm just looking to find someone I can let loose and explore things and just suck and fuck each other.
Such is life.
No.220314
>>220231
Don't do it man, you'll regret it for the rest of your life. Hold the line and live in hope.
No.220583
new to this thread so I'm just gonna complain and hope someone can empathize with me.
I have no money/job/friends/and also in a very arduous relationship.Most of my family sees me as a failure because I dropped out of school a year ago and I'm trying to get my GED now.I feel really self-conscious about the way I look and about what people think about me and I'm estranged from my parents and I don't really have anyone to talk to but I feel like if I did people would disregard it and say something like,"lol so edgy bro lol." I've had a few friends online and shit but I never really find myself able to establish anything more than a "Hey what's up,oh cool,talk to you later" kind of deal where I feel like I just bother people all the time,so I just kind of stick to myself and call the suicide hotline every now and then when I'm feeling worse than I'm already am.I cry and hit things a lot because I don't know how to deal with my anger,despair,and envy of other people who enjoy their life and are attractive.I try to occupy myself with dumb shit and league of legends but I feel like I'm always burdened by a general feeling of emptiness and being unfulfilled with myself.I really want to break up with the person I'm with because he's very immature and verbally abusive but if I did they'd lie and paint me as a piece of shit asshole guy on social media to his thousands of friends and they'd yell at me a lot like the my last one ended.I just want to be happy and have friends and a job so I can do something productive and have money to buy things I like for once.my childhood was pretty bad and I didn't really have any fun as a kid,my parents got divorced and my mom married and had a kid with a douche and didn't really have a lot of time to take care of me or talk to me once she had to take care of a baby and work a night shift at walmart so when she wasn't working or taking care of my younger half brother and I didn't get to spend a lot of time with my dad.I'm 18 now and the kids an asshole because my mom and his dad are divorced now and no one really disciplined him but my mom still baby's the hell out of him.My dad told me a few years ago why she wanted to have a third child and that was so that when she divorced my dad she could get more child support money from him which furthered my belief that she doesn't really love me or care about me as much as my other siblings.I feel like my dad's the only person I have that cares about me but since I've been getting my GED he talks to me less and if he knew I were a fag he'd probably never talk to me again.
TL;DR no money/job/friends/people to talk to and I'm really sad and want friends.
No.220584
new to this thread so I'm just gonna complain and hope someone can empathize with me.
I have no money/job/friends/and also in a very arduous relationship.Most of my family sees me as a failure because I dropped out of school a year ago and I'm trying to get my GED now.I feel really self-conscious about the way I look and about what people think about me and I'm estranged from my parents and I don't really have anyone to talk to but I feel like if I did people would disregard it and say something like,"lol so edgy bro lol." I've had a few friends online and shit but I never really find myself able to establish anything more than a "Hey what's up,oh cool,talk to you later" kind of deal where I feel like I just bother people all the time,so I just kind of stick to myself and call the suicide hotline every now and then when I'm feeling worse than I'm already am.I cry and hit things a lot because I don't know how to deal with my anger,despair,and envy of other people who enjoy their life and are attractive.I try to occupy myself with dumb shit and league of legends but I feel like I'm always burdened by a general feeling of emptiness and being unfulfilled with myself.I really want to break up with the person I'm with because he's very immature and verbally abusive but if I did they'd lie and paint me as a piece of shit asshole guy on social media to his thousands of friends and they'd yell at me a lot like the my last one ended.I just want to be happy and have friends and a job so I can do something productive and have money to buy things I like for once.my childhood was pretty bad and I didn't really have any fun as a kid,my parents got divorced and my mom married and had a kid with a douche and didn't really have a lot of time to take care of me or talk to me once she had to take care of a baby and work a night shift at walmart so when she wasn't working or taking care of my younger half brother and I didn't get to spend a lot of time with my dad.I'm 18 now and the kids an asshole because my mom and his dad are divorced now and no one really disciplined him but my mom still baby's the hell out of him.My dad told me a few years ago why she wanted to have a third child and that was so that when she divorced my dad she could get more child support money from him which furthered my belief that she doesn't really love me or care about me as much as my other siblings.I feel like my dad's the only person I have that cares about me but since I've been getting my GED he talks to me less and if he knew I were a fag he'd probably never talk to me again.
TL;DR no money/job/friends/people to talk to and I'm really sad and want friends.
No.220585
sorry about double post,8chan was being weird
No.220653
>>220583
Don't worry about people being unable to empathize with you here, everyone has seen a fair share of suffering in some form or another plus it *is* a sad thread. It really sounds like you've had a damn rough ride though, do you have an email you'd be willing to share? I'd be happy to chat with you if you're up for that kind of thing.
No.220689
>>220653
I'd love to chat man,I'm gonna go to sleep pretty soon but please do message me and I'll get back to it first thing I wake up.
neonhorizon00@gmail.com
No.220691
>>220653
>I'd love to chat man,I'm gonna go to sleep pretty soon but please do message me and I'll get back to it first thing I wake up.
>neonhorizon00@gmail.com
No.220723
i wish i'd be sitting in the lap of some dude who's like a foot taller than me lol
No.220757
No.220769
>>220723
How tall are you?
No.220844
>Legitimately hideous
>Terrible personality
I will die a virgin. I will never even get to hold hands with a cute boy. I'll literally never know what it's like to have a cute boy kiss me.
I just want to die.
No.220854
>>220844
>Terrible personality
how so?
No.220855
>>220769
I'd say he is about a foot shorter than the dude he wants to sit in the lap of
No.220862
>>220844
Stop being so judgmental of yourself. I've been in your position lots of times where I can't see any redeeming qualities in myself and think that I'll never find the one for me and you know what, I'm still a virgin and I still haven't found love. But whenever I get down, I remember there are 7 000 000 000 people on this planet and that one of them is the right one for me and you need to know that one of them is the right one for you. I want you to know that people love you even if you don't realize it and that there's always another day and always another opportunity to find love. Hang in there anon and go get some sleep. It's pretty late over there
No.220864
>>220844
Stop being so judgmental of yourself. I've been in your position lots of times where I can't see any redeeming qualities in myself and think that I'll never find the one for me and you know what, I'm still a virgin and I still haven't found love. But whenever I get down, I remember there are 7 000 000 000 people on this planet and that one of them is the right one for me and you need to know that one of them is the right one for you. I want you to know that people love you even if you don't realize it and that there's always another day and always another opportunity to find love. Hang in there anon and go get some sleep. It's pretty late over there
No.221019
No.221056
This isn't sadness, more confusion. Somehow after shaving my cock and balls, I'm more grossed out by them.
>>219993
>The psychologist didn't do anything
Sounds like my last therapist. Sat there in silence while I talked to myself, basically.
No.221086
>>220844
iktf man where you at?
No.221159
>tfw had huge crush on guy
>super cute dude with super cute personality
>mildly flirted with him but never went far
>didn't see him for a while
>start seeing him again
>get to a point where i could walk up to him and touch his face, hold his hand, hug him and he doesn't even fight it
>even says my hands are soft
>problem is he now has a girlfriend and started looking ugly
I don't know how to feel anymore. I got what I wanted but I don't want it anymore. At least he's still fun to be around
No.221239
>>219993
I won't kill myself. The never ending nothing that is death scares me more than anything ever could. to be nothing, to be gone. I'll never sink that low.
No.221247
No.221251
No.221278
STICKY THIS THREAD WHAT THE FUCK DO IT YOU CUCK ADMIN
No.221280
>>221278
AN OUTRAGE
HOW DARE HE REMOVE THE STICKY
No.221331
>meet a guy online
>things go well
>exchange pics
>he's cute
>compliments my butt in return
>fall out of touch
>decide to contact him again when I remember
>he's still nice and stuff
>he suggests meeting to cuddle
>literally everything I want right now
>not even interested in the lewd, just want hugs and cuddles and stuff
>send him a facepic
>warn him not as skelly and twinky as I was before
>he's cool with it, says nice things about my dorky face too
>CUDDLING HYPE
>it hasn't come up again
>he's only online for about 15 minutes a day (if that)
>he keeps "checking in" on me when he is on though
>he's too busy to meet
>but not too busy to be nice to me
Why do I keep ending up on these emotional rollercoasters? Gym isn't dulling the hate anymore, and here I am talking with a fucking hugtease.
Life is pain.
No.221344
>been talking to guy for a while now
>suddenly he just stops talking to me
>won't respond on any messenger service
What did I do wrong… why does this keep happening…
No.221345
>>221344
you have to strike when the iron is hot anon
No.221347
>>221345
I don't understand.
No.221351
>>221345
I don't understand.
No.221386
>Shave legs
>12 hours later and I have stubble
;_;
Waxing is my only hope. If that doesn't work out I think I'll kill myself.
No.221392
I've made a terrible mistake /cuteboys/
No.221404
Why not delete this thread and make a new sadness general?
The posting errors only seem to be a problem on threads with hundreds of replies like this one.
No.221429
>>221347
>strike while the iron is hot
He's suggesting that you make your move and/or show lewds to reel them in before they lose interest.
Speaking from experience though, give it a few weeks before you freak out or assume he's left for good. People do have personal lives, so harassing/spamming him while he's off is a bad idea; for all you know his Grandma might have died or he might have lost his job or he might just be really busy right and forgot to tell you, so coming back to you screaming for attention might give him bad vibes.
No.221457
I'm so bad with people that I've given up hope in having a relationship. I've decided to just hook up on Craigslist and lose my virginity that way, but nobody is ever interested.
Are CL's standards higher than its reputation would suggest, or am I just that unattractive? Is there another site I could try, or do I have to start looking for a prostitute?
No.221502
>>220854
The usual. Mentally ill (OCD and the like), narcissistic at times, suicidally self-loathing at others, no discipline or motivation to fix my shitty life. Jealous, bitter virgin.
>>220862
Thanks for the kind words, friend.
>>221086
SW.
No.221518
Just a little sub diaper sissy looking for cuddles…
No.221521
Just a little sub diaper sissy looking for cuddles…
Pic is me. Not diapered…
No.221523
Just a little sub diaper sissy looking for cuddles…
Pic is me. Not diapered.
No.221563
>Life is so unbelievably fucked that I've given up all hope of finding even a friend, all the while knowing that the most perfect person ever could fall right on my doorstep and I'd still, somehow, make them hate me
>Have gone on for MONTHS without talking to anyone but my parents these last few years (NEETdom is a crazy thing)
>Just post in these threads out of boredom, without expecting anything.
>Can't shake off the feeling that I'm more or less just a parasite designed to annoy others and vicariously take up space
No.221574
>be me in february
>respond to random kik on random kik thread
>guy is a qt3.14 cuteboy
>super sweet and shy
>start talking
>exchange pics
>isthislovethatimfeeling.avi
>go drive 500 miles to visit him in [insert foreign country name here]
>meet him irl
>holy shit qt3.14 easily 10/10 amazing ass, beautiful eyes blushes every time he looks at me obviously likes me
>make out second day
>have glorious buttsex
>visit three more times
>he says I'm the best bf he's ever had
>says he's had the best sex of his life
>he can't stand up for an hour afterwards
>visit parents and they love me
>consider marrying this guy
>flashback to a month ago
>hear nothing from him
>he signs onto steam playing skyrim
>"Hi baby C;"
>he signs off
>a day later sends giant text about how he can't be with me anymore because he can't be the one to always be there for me blah blah it's not you it's me insincere bullshit
>tfw he doesn't love me anymore
>tfw spend hundreds on plane tickets
>tfw want to die
>tfw love him and miss him every day
>tfw don't know what happened
>tfw a loser
#truestory
No.221575
>be me in february
>respond to random kik on random kik thread
>guy is a qt3.14 cuteboy
>super sweet and shy
>start talking
>exchange pics
>isthislovethatimfeeling.avi
>go drive 500 miles to visit him in [insert foreign country name here]
>meet him irl
>holy shit qt3.14 easily 10/10 amazing ass, beautiful eyes blushes every time he looks at me obviously likes me
>make out second day
>have glorious buttsex
>visit three more times
>he says I'm the best bf he's ever had
>says he's had the best sex of his life
>he can't stand up for an hour afterwards
>visit parents and they love me
>consider marrying this guy
>flashback to a month ago
>hear nothing from him
>he signs onto steam playing skyrim
>"Hi baby C;"
>he signs off
>a day later sends giant text about how he can't be with me anymore because he can't be the one to always be there for me blah blah it's not you it's me insincere bullshit
>tfw he doesn't love me anymore
>tfw spend hundreds on plane tickets
>tfw want to die
>tfw love him and miss him every day
>tfw don't know what happened
>tfw a loser asshole faggot
No.221577
>be me in february
>respond to random kik on random kik thread
>guy is a qt3.14 cuteboy
>super sweet and shy
>start talking
>exchange pics
>isthislovethatimfeeling.avi
>go drive 500 miles to visit him in [insert foreign country name here]
>meet him irl
>holy shit qt3.14 easily 10/10 amazing ass, beautiful eyes blushes every time he looks at me obviously likes me
>make out second day
>have glorious buttsex
>visit three more times
>he says I'm the best bf he's ever had
>says he's had the best sex of his life
>he can't stand up for an hour afterwards
>visit parents and they love me
>consider marrying this guy
>flashback to a month ago
>hear nothing from him
>he signs onto steam playing skyrim
>"Hi baby C;"
>he signs off
>a day later sends giant text about how he can't be with me anymore because he can't be the one to always be there for me blah blah it's not you it's me insincere bullshit
>tfw he doesn't love me anymore
>tfw spend hundreds on plane tickets
>tfw want to die
>tfw love him and miss him every day
>tfw don't know what happened
>tfw a loser asshole faggot
No.221581
>>221577
>>tfw a loser asshole faggot
While I want to agree since you are a namefag, it seems like the other guy is the asshole in all of this.
No.221585
>>221581
I'm the asshole for honestly thinking he loved me for months on end
No.221592
>>221585
nah namecunt, you did nothing wrong here. The foreigner did.
No.221594
>>221429
I just wanted to be friends though. I wasn't trying to make a relationship happen.
No.221595
>>221429
I just wanted to be friends though. I wasn't trying to make a relationship happen.
No.221598
>>221429
I just wanted to be friends though. I wasn't trying to make a relationship happen.
No.221739
>>221521
>>221518
>>221523
Think you got the wrong thread tbh fam
No.221744
Parents are leaving me an empty house for two weeks so I can look after their dogs, whats some stuff I can do to keep myself occupied?
No.221745
>>221521
>>221518
>>221523
Think you got the wrong thread tbh fam
No.221819
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Hello, I need some help.
There's a cute boy I've known for a year and he's perfect for me: we have the same interests, we share fetishes and we can talk to each other for hours on end. But he lives two thousand miles away from me. Now, I wouldn't let that get between us. I want love. I crave someone to live for.
But we also can't meet. Due to personal issues I won't reveal, the one I'm interested in won't be able to meet me for at least two years. I love this person. I want to put in as much effort as needed to make sure we have a future together. But he's afraid of commitment. I don't know what is keeping him from it, but his feelings on the matter vary wildly everyday. There's days I feel like I'm just an annoyance and days when he makes me feel so special he's all I ever think about.
I've tried to open the topic and he's mostly been avoiding it or giving ambiguous answers as to whether or not we will ever be together. I've gone as far to ask if he's willing to commit, and he refused. Needless to say, this hurt me deeply and I don't know if we do in fact have something special.
I'm really scared. I don't want to lose him but I feel like he's just stringing me along. I feel like he's undecided as to what to think about me or is just afraid to be tied into a relationship with someone two countries away. I want and am willing to love him for as long as the waiting period takes, because he is the only person I have ever met that fully understands me (or pretends to) and loves me for who I am and not try or pretend to be. I don't want to give something like this up, but I'm starting to think I'm trying to salvage a sinking ship and that I'm too much of a burden to him for me to be worth it.
But I can't continue loving him without feeling secure. I want to know he'll love me and will be there for me when I've fallen on hard times. I want us to forge a bond together so that we'll never grow apart or stop caring about each other. The way things are between us, with all the compliments and moral support and vague promises of an ideal future, I feel like it's all an illusion. I can't keep this up without us being together as a couple. I've looked up online and read about people who have kept in contact for five years without ever having met each other and are now living happily with kids and those kind of things, or couples living separately abroad, and this makes me believe that we can pull this off. I want to do this so bad so I have someone to fill the gap I have in my life (and it desperately needs filling) and I think he is the only one that can ever fill it for me, but he's reluctant to do it.
I don't know what to do /cuteboys/. I've never been so confused in my life and I don't want to lose the prospect (and my only hope to happiness) of achieving the only thing I want to accomplish. Do I give up the cause? Is he just confused? Am I trying too hard to create something that may not be in neither of our best interests? I want to live for someone, I need someone so I'm not dead inside, and I need him because I don't think I'll ever meet someone like him and it's slowly killing me everyday. I don't want to hang onto him if he doesn't want this too. A friend suggested I give it up if he doesn't make an effort to try and keep us together, and although very pragmatic, I think it's the best thing.
Please help me. What do you think?
>>221577
This is exactly what I want to avoid. I'm emotionally chaotic and would probably lose all hope in life if this would happen to me.
No.221821
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Hello, I need some help.
There's a cute boy I've known for a year and he's perfect for me: we have the same interests, we share fetishes and we can talk to each other for hours on end. But he lives two thousand miles away from me. Now, I wouldn't let that get between us. I want love. I crave someone to live for.
But we also can't meet. Due to personal issues I won't reveal, the one I'm interested in won't be able to meet me for at least two years. I love this person. I want to put in as much effort as needed to make sure we have a future together. But he's afraid of commitment. I don't know what is keeping him from it, but his feelings on the matter vary wildly everyday. There's days I feel like I'm just an annoyance and days when he makes me feel so special he's all I ever think about.
I've tried to open the topic and he's mostly been avoiding it or giving ambiguous answers as to whether or not we will ever be together. I've gone as far to ask if he's willing to commit, and he refused. Needless to say, this hurt me deeply and I don't know if we do in fact have something special.
I'm really scared. I don't want to lose him but I feel like he's just stringing me along. I feel like he's undecided as to what to think about me or is just afraid to be tied into a relationship with someone two countries away. I want and am willing to love him for as long as the waiting period takes, because he is the only person I have ever met that fully understands me (or pretends to) and loves me for who I am and not try or pretend to be. I don't want to give something like this up, but I'm starting to think I'm trying to salvage a sinking ship and that I'm too much of a burden to him for me to be worth it.
But I can't continue loving him without feeling secure. I want to know he'll love me and will be there for me when I've fallen on hard times. I want us to forge a bond together so that we'll never grow apart or stop caring about each other. The way things are between us, with all the compliments and moral support and vague promises of an ideal future, I feel like it's all an illusion. I can't keep this up without us being together as a couple. I've looked up online and read about people who have kept in contact for five years without ever having met each other and are now living happily with kids and those kind of things, or couples living separately abroad, and this makes me believe that we can pull this off. I want to do this so bad so I have someone to fill the gap I have in my life (and it desperately needs filling) and I think he is the only one that can ever fill it for me, but he's reluctant to do it.
I don't know what to do /cuteboys/. I've never been so confused in my life and I don't want to lose the prospect (and my only hope to happiness) of achieving the only thing I want to accomplish. Do I give up the cause? Is he just confused? Am I trying too hard to create something that may not be in neither of our best interests? I want to live for someone, I need someone so I'm not dead inside, and I need him because I don't think I'll ever meet someone like him and it's slowly killing me everyday. I don't want to hang onto him if he doesn't want this too. A friend suggested I give it up if he doesn't make an effort to try and keep us together, and although very pragmatic, I think it's the best thing. I can relegate myself to just being a very close friend to him, but I hope from the bottom of my heart it won't have to come to that; and even if it does, at least I want to know that's all I'll ever be able to accomplish and not be teased like this everyday.
Please help me. What do you think?
>>221577
This is exactly what I want to avoid. I'm emotionally chaotic and would probably lose all hope in life if this would happen to me.
No.221823
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Hello, I need some help.
There's a cute boy I've known for a year and he's perfect for me: we have the same interests, we share fetishes and we can talk to each other for hours on end. But he lives two thousand miles away from me. Now, I wouldn't let that get between us. I want love. I crave someone to live for.
But we also can't meet. Due to personal issues I won't reveal, the one I'm interested in won't be able to meet me for at least two years. I love this person. I want to put in as much effort as needed to make sure we have a future together. But he's afraid of commitment. I don't know what is keeping him from it, but his feelings on the matter vary wildly everyday. There's days I feel like I'm just an annoyance and days when he makes me feel so special he's all I ever think about.
I've tried to open the topic and he's mostly been avoiding it or giving ambiguous answers as to whether or not we will ever be together. I've gone as far to ask if he's willing to commit, and he refused. Needless to say, this hurt me deeply and I don't know if we do in fact have something special.
I'm really scared. I don't want to lose him but I feel like he's just stringing me along. I feel like he's undecided as to what to think about me or is just afraid to be tied into a relationship with someone two countries away. I want and am willing to love him for as long as the waiting period takes, because he is the only person I have ever met that fully understands me (or pretends to) and loves me for who I am and not try or pretend to be. I don't want to give something like this up, but I'm starting to think I'm trying to salvage a sinking ship and that I'm too much of a burden to him for me to be worth it.
No.221825
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Hello, I need some help.
There's a cute boy I've known for a year and he's perfect for me: we have the same interests, we share fetishes and we can talk to each other for hours on end. But he lives two thousand miles away from me. Now, I wouldn't let that get between us. I want love. I crave someone to live for.
But we also can't meet. Due to personal issues I won't reveal, the one I'm interested in won't be able to meet me for at least two years. I love this person. I want to put in as much effort as needed to make sure we have a future together. But he's afraid of commitment. I don't know what is keeping him from it, but his feelings on the matter vary wildly everyday. There's days I feel like I'm just an annoyance and days when he makes me feel so special he's all I ever think about.
I've tried to open the topic and he's mostly been avoiding it or giving ambiguous answers as to whether or not we will ever be together. I've gone as far to ask if he's willing to commit, and he refused. Needless to say, this hurt me deeply and I don't know if we do in fact have something special.
I'm really scared. I don't want to lose him but I feel like he's just stringing me along. I feel like he's undecided as to what to think about me or is just afraid to be tied into a relationship with someone two countries away. I want and am willing to love him for as long as the waiting period takes, because he is the only person I have ever met that fully understands me (or pretends to) and loves me for who I am and not try or pretend to be. I don't want to give something like this up, but I'm starting to think I'm trying to salvage a sinking ship and that I'm too much of a burden to him for me to be worth it.
No.221826
>Put ad on craigslist asking for bf
>Get a reply from this guy, sounds really nice and wants more than just sex
>Look at his pictures
>He's obese
Whhhhhhhhy? When I said age or looks weren't that important I didn't mean they didn't matter at all. A bit of chub is fine but letting yourself go that much is disgusting.
No.221827
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Hello, I need some help.
There's a cute boy I've known for a year and he's perfect for me: we have the same interests, we share fetishes and we can talk to each other for hours on end. But he lives two thousand miles away from me. Now, I wouldn't let that get between us. I want love. I crave someone to live for.
But we also can't meet. Due to personal issues I won't reveal, the one I'm interested in won't be able to meet me for at least two years. I love this person. I want to put in as much effort as needed to make sure we have a future together. But he's afraid of commitment. I don't know what is keeping him from it, but his feelings on the matter vary wildly everyday. There's days I feel like I'm just an annoyance and days when he makes me feel so special he's all I ever think about.
I've tried to open the topic and he's mostly been avoiding it or giving ambiguous answers as to whether or not we will ever be together. I've gone as far to ask if he's willing to commit, and he refused. Needless to say, this hurt me deeply and I don't know if we do in fact have something special.
I'm really scared. I don't want to lose him but I feel like he's just stringing me along. I feel like he's undecided as to what to think about me or is just afraid to be tied into a relationship with someone two countries away. I want and am willing to love him for as long as the waiting period takes, because he is the only person I have ever met that fully understands me (or pretends to) and loves me for who I am and not try or pretend to be. I don't want to give something like this up, but I'm starting to think I'm trying to salvage a sinking ship and that I'm too much of a burden to him for me to be worth it.
But I can't continue loving him without feeling secure. I want to know he'll love me and will be there for me when I've fallen on hard times. I want us to forge a bond together so that we'll never grow apart or stop caring about each other. The way things are between us, with all the compliments and moral support and vague promises of an ideal future, I feel like it's all an illusion. I can't keep this up without us being together as a couple. I've looked up online and read about people who have kept in contact for five years without ever having met each other and are now living happily with kids and those kind of things, or couples living separately abroad, and this makes me believe that we can pull this off. I want to do this so bad so I have someone to fill the gap I have in my life (and it desperately needs filling) and I think he is the only one that can ever fill it for me, but he's reluctant to do it.
I don't know what to do /cuteboys/. I've never been so confused in my life and I don't want to lose the prospect (and my only hope to happiness) of achieving the only thing I want to accomplish. Do I give up the cause? Is he just confused? Am I trying too hard to create something that may not be in neither of our best interests? I want to live for someone, I need someone so I'm not dead inside, and I need him because I don't think I'll ever meet someone like him and it's slowly killing me everyday. I don't want to hang onto him if he doesn't want this too. A friend suggested I give it up if he doesn't make an effort to try and keep us together, and although very pragmatic, I think it's the best thing. I can relegate myself to just being a very close friend to him, but I hope from the bottom of my heart it won't have to come to that; and even if it does, at least I want to know that's all I'll ever be able to accomplish and not be teased like this everyday.
Please help me. What do you think?
>>221577
This is exactly what I want to avoid. I'm emotionally chaotic and would probably lose all hope in life if this would happen to me.
No.221829
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Hello, I need some help.
There's a cute boy I've known for a year and he's perfect for me: we have the same interests, we share fetishes and we can talk to each other for hours on end. But he lives two thousand miles away from me. Now, I wouldn't let that get between us. I want love. I crave someone to live for.
But we also can't meet. Due to personal issues I won't reveal, the one I'm interested in won't be able to meet me for at least two years. I love this person. I want to put in as much effort as needed to make sure we have a future together. But he's afraid of commitment. I don't know what is keeping him from it, but his feelings on the matter vary wildly everyday. There's days I feel like I'm just an annoyance and days when he makes me feel so special he's all I ever think about.
I've tried to open the topic and he's mostly been avoiding it or giving ambiguous answers as to whether or not we will ever be together. I've gone as far to ask if he's willing to commit, and he refused. Needless to say, this hurt me deeply and I don't know if we do in fact have something special.
I'm really scared. I don't want to lose him but I feel like he's just stringing me along. I feel like he's undecided as to what to think about me or is just afraid to be tied into a relationship with someone two countries away. I want and am willing to love him for as long as the waiting period takes, because he is the only person I have ever met that fully understands me (or pretends to) and loves me for who I am and not try or pretend to be. I don't want to give something like this up, but I'm starting to think I'm trying to salvage a sinking ship and that I'm too much of a burden to him for me to be worth it.
But I can't continue loving him without feeling secure. I want to know he'll love me and will be there for me when I've fallen on hard times. I want us to forge a bond together so that we'll never grow apart or stop caring about each other. The way things are between us, with all the compliments and moral support and vague promises of an ideal future, I feel like it's all an illusion. I can't keep this up without us being together as a couple. I've looked up online and read about people who have kept in contact for five years without ever having met each other and are now living happily with kids and those kind of things, or couples living separately abroad, and this makes me believe that we can pull this off. I want to do this so bad so I have someone to fill the gap I have in my life (and it desperately needs filling) and I think he is the only one that can ever fill it for me, but he's reluctant to do it.
I don't know what to do /cuteboys/. I've never been so confused in my life and I don't want to lose the prospect (and my only hope to happiness) of achieving the only thing I want to accomplish. Do I give up the cause? Is he just confused? Am I trying too hard to create something that may not be in neither of our best interests? I want to live for someone, I need someone so I'm not dead inside, and I need him because I don't think I'll ever meet someone like him and it's slowly killing me everyday. I don't want to hang onto him if he doesn't want this too. A friend suggested I give it up if he doesn't make an effort to try and keep us together, and although very pragmatic, I think it's the best thing. I can relegate myself to just being a very close friend to him, but I hope from the bottom of my heart it won't have to come to that; and even if it does, at least I want to know that's all I'll ever be able to accomplish and not be teased like this everyday.
Please help me. What do you think?
>>221577
This is exactly what I want to avoid. I'm emotionally chaotic and would probably lose all hope in life if this would happen to me.
No.221926
I don't know what to get my bf for christmas.
His interests are mainly his work, Dotos, and a couple TV shows. I dont' want to get him anything relating to his work since I wouldn't be able to I guess 'enjoy him enjoying it', he's too new age and we're both too pragmatic for things like buying collector sets of his favourite TV show or something.. He's not sentamental enough for some merch of his favourite Dorita 2 hero, we play smash4 and his favourite character is jigglypuff so I'm thinking of maybe hunting down a Jigglypuff amiibo, since he has a few of the others so maybe he'd like it?
He likes spending time just relaxing in the front or back yard after work, usually around dusk. But I don't know what I can get him for that? Lawn chairs? /o\
He also likes green tea.. and there are a few things I want to cook for him that I think he would like but I can't exactly wrap those up and put them under the christmas tree.
I'm hoping some secret will reveal itself and I can get him exactly what he's always wanted for christmas but so far I am having trouble figuring out what it might be.
No.221931
>>221826
>When I said age or looks weren't that important I didn't mean they didn't matter at all
You are a cunt tbh
No.221933
>>221931
I'm a cunt for not being attracted to a guy who has to lift his belly up to find his dick?
No.221936
>>221933
No. You are a cunt for being misleading
No.221938
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>>221933
You know what. I read your post again. Nvm, I get what you mean
No.221949
Another morning I wake up, another morning I wish I would've slept forever
No.221952
>>221949
Think of it as being one day closer to meeting your bf.
No.222042
you're beautiful babyboi xoxoxo>>208750
No.222087
>>221826
>Whhhhhhhhy?
Because you posted on craigslist
No.222119
Today I found out that someone I thought I loved never actually loved me in return. He used me as a way to relieve his own emotional problems and then as soon as he got over himself, I find out that he's already dating someone. We talk about it and he is completely different than the person I knew before. He acts different, the way he speaks to me is different and he treated everything I said with complete disregard. I stressed myself out over this person day and night because he was a suicide case and I tried to help him through it. Now, he's just a cancerous little idiot that treats everything I say like a meme. He blames me being hurt for "misinterpreting his actions" when he said repeatedly that he loved me and after sharing extremely sensitive personal details about himself. Of course I would "misinterpret" that.
For reference, this happened in the span of about two-three weeks as well. In that time we spoke very little but I didn't expect him to go from someone who was nice and sweet who was just dealt a bad hand of cards, to an autistic asshole who seemed to completely forget everything.
Also, the person he's dating is also the person who he claimed was responsible for him slipping further into his depressed state. He said he would completely cut off contact with this person and well… three weeks later, they're dating. He made me feel wanted and now I feel used. I want to die.
No.222172
im so alone.
my crush is probably a whore and she (yeah, sorry faggots) probably doesn't care about me at all. I try so hard to be kind to people but it never pays off and every day just ends with me sitting alone drinking and trying to distract myself with retarded internet jokes
wat do cuteboys
how do i social
No.222173
im so alone.
my crush is probably a whore and she (yeah, sorry faggots) probably doesn't care about me at all. I try so hard to be kind to people but it never pays off and every day just ends with me sitting alone drinking and trying to distract myself with retarded internet jokes
wat do cuteboys
how do i social
No.222174
im so alone.
my crush is probably a whore and she (yeah, sorry faggots) probably doesn't care about me at all. I try so hard to be kind to people but it never pays off and every day just ends with me sitting alone drinking and trying to distract myself with retarded internet jokes
wat do cuteboys
how do i social
No.222177
im so alone.
my crush is probably a whore and she (yeah, sorry faggots) probably doesn't care about me at all. I try so hard to be kind to people but it never pays off and every day just ends with me sitting alone drinking and trying to distract myself with retarded internet jokes
wat do cuteboys
how do i social
No.222179
im so alone.
my crush is probably a whore and she (yeah, sorry faggots) probably doesn't care about me at all. I try so hard to be kind to people but it never pays off and every day just ends with me sitting alone drinking and trying to distract myself with retarded internet jokes
wat do cuteboys
how do i social
No.222181
I've never been able to grow a close connection to anyone. Not even my family. I have friends that would miss me if I were gone but I feel so disconnected from everyone all the time. Whenever I see a couple together, I get overcome with this feeling of sadness and envy. Envy cause I want that and sadness cause love feels like such a distant thing to me that I can never have it. I'm not suicidal or anything but everything feels so empty to me. I want to develop that connection with someone and to love them but I just don't think I can. I'm pretty sure I'm an autist by this point tbh
No.222182
im so alone.
my crush is probably a whore and she (yeah, sorry faggots) probably doesn't care about me at all. I try so hard to be kind to people but it never pays off and every day just ends with me sitting alone drinking and trying to distract myself with retarded internet jokes
wat do cuteboys
how do i social
No.222184
im so alone.
my crush is probably a whore and she (yeah, sorry faggots) probably doesn't care about me at all, even though she seems like a really sweet person. I try so hard to be kind to people but it never pays off and every day just ends with me sitting alone drinking and trying to distract myself wiim so alone.
my crush is probably a whore and she (yeah, sorry faggots) probably doesn't care about me at all, even though she seems like a really sweet person. I try so hard to be kind to people but it never pays off and every day just ends with me sitting alone drinking and trying to distract myself with retarded internet jokes
wat do cuteboys
how do i social
No.222187
>>222119
>Also, the person he's dating is also the person who he claimed was responsible for him slipping further into his depressed state.
Don't stick your dick in crazy
No.222188
wtf 8chan
don't giev 404 errors if you got the fucking post.
sorry for the gazilliuple post there…
No.222189
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>>222186
FIX THE FUCKING SITE HOTWHEEL
Guys, if you post in this thread, only hit new reply once. It'll give you that error message but your post will still be submitted and posted. You might just have to wait a minute or two. Just be patient so you don't accidentally flood the thread with the same post
No.222194
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>tfw cute
>tfw socially inept Asperger
I want to throw myself into social situations but I'm concerned that people will think I'm some space alien because I don't pick up on social cues well. There are people in my area on the map but I'm scared to reach out. Hell, I'm scared to reach out to my own close friends.
Is this the wrong game to play for me? Should I make the jump and email someone?
No.222197
Ever since getting my hair cut, I'm coming to the realization that I'm actually not passable in the slightest, that I'm not as bi as I thought I was, and that my primary interest in trapping in the first place was because I was desperate and thought finding a guy to fuck me would be easier than finding a girl to fuck me.
Turns out it just attracts creeps with even less ability to find a non-fucked-up partner than my own.
On the rare occasions my mom asks if I have a girlfriend (she likely wouldn't mind if I had a boyfriend either) I just say I'm not of a mind to rush anything and it doesn't concern me as much, but really it's because I'm coming dangerously close to accepting that I'll never be physically or emotionally intimate with anyone unless I pay them
I know I could probably do with getting myself a therapist, but most of my money is going to paying off student loans (go figure) and I'm doing my damndest to convince myself I don't need one. Besides, the horror stories of ineffectual or downright abusive therapists that keep popping up make me reluctant to chance wasting money on something that won't work.
I don't have much in the way of goals aside from getting myself out of debt, no prospects for relationships of any sort, all of my best friends are over the internet and one of them is inside my head. I won't say I feel like my life isn't going anywhere, but since I don't have the balls to take on the risk and uncertainty associated with being an interesting and desirable person, it's really that my life is going in a predictable, stable and very very dull direction.
>tl;dr I got a haircut and it made me realize I'm not who or what I thought I was and that my life is dull and without ambition
No.222200
>>222119
Had something similar happen, except the abuser they still love killed himself two years ago and I was just there to help get over the loss.
Being used is a terrible feeling, but if it wasn't you, it would be someone else. None of that is on you. So forget about him. He's not worth it. You sound like a nice person, and you can do better.
No.222241
>>222197
Same here I cut my hair and it destroyed my self image. Please grow back faster. Please please please.
No.222260
I have no friends, I also have a small dick.
No.222262
No.222284
>>222189
hes literally building a new one
No.222309
I'm in love with a guy i went to high school with. I always had a lot of social anxiety and had avoidant tendencies because of it but long story short, my life took a downturn and it got way worse and i alienated him and everyone else I was friends with. The fucked up part is I hadn't discovered how much of a cuteboy I am until after the falling out. And maybe I'm just being naive and hopeful, because I'm trying to get back in touch with him now, but looking back on our then friendship he wasn't acknowledging his feelings toward me as well. He took on this sort of social mentor role with me. He was like my guide through society. I cried in front of him once and although you could tell he thought it was a little funny he was kind enough about it and brought me a box of tissues. He was athletic and evasive as fuck on the football field. He had a slender build and wore mostly addidas clothing in a way that was borderline eccentric but definitely worked. I was this introverted nerdy little sheep of a 16 year old who was a nervous wreck half the time and wanted to be a writer (not gonna happen, another long story short I'm fucking stupid now). If you've ever seen the place beyond the pines, it was a pairing similar to Jason and A.J, although he wasn't really brutish like A.J. was. We would smoke weed all the time and on one occasion, as my dad was waiting for me outside his house to drive me home he started hugging me and kept it going for like 20 seconds, on the surface as a joke ( we were really high), but beneath that one can only wonder.
I know I hurt him by shutting him off the way I did. My biggest fear in all this is that if I do manage to contact him he'll do the same to me as poetic justice or something. I would deserve it.
I miss him everyday of my life and even though I don't deserve to have him back after I pushed him away like I did I still hold out hope that we'll be with each other. The last line of communication I received from him was a note that he wrote down on some of our computer paper after he showed up at my house for THE SECOND TIME looking for me. This being after I had ignored his calls and texts. It ended in "I love you". I still have it.
I hope he's out there, carrying with him the surety that he'll forgive me if I ever come back. I hope that, but I doubt it too.
No.222314
>>222197
It sounds like you don't know how to present who you are to other people, that you don't feel comfortable projecting a certain persona because you feel like other people will see it as deliberate and phony, or maybe you're unsure of how people will receive (and therefore how you should present) the components of your identity.
Either way ,You've already approximated the problem. The next step is to see a therapist and talk about it. Don't come to accept that you're in denial, don't allow yourself to slip under its throws like you seem to be consciously doing.
No.222357
>>222309
Contact him.
After that, explain what you did and why you did it.
Tell him how much it eats at you.
Then let him know that you still have his note, and you are so sorry. Ask if you can start over.
I've had the same problem. It's easy to shut people out, I know. But you can let them back in, if you're completely honest with them about it.
No.222361
>>222309
How're you trying to get in touch with him? Can you reach him?
Don't give up. Nothing is worse than the knowledge of what might have been.
No.222411
>>222314
The fuck is a therapist gonna do for him apart from bleed him dry?
They just fucking sit there and listen to you whine and occasionally ask questions. Therapists are for rich people who have no friends that actually care about them enough to listen.
No.222422
>>222260
>>222241
I know both these feels
No.222423
>>222260
>>222241
I know both these feels
No.222425
>>222260
>>222241
I know both these feels
No.222464
>>222260
>>222241
I know both these feels
No.222478
>sitting next to a friend, listening to some music
>asks if he can listen
>hand him on of the buds
>cord's kinda short, so he leans in real close
>get flustered
>goes on for around 15 minutes
My heart wasn't ready for that, people are scary
No.222484
I just cheated on my diet and had a big bag of doritos. I feel completely disgusting and like a waste of human life. Anyone know how to get better self control?
No.222510
I keep finding people I might be interested in meeting through either Skype or Steam but I always get really worried and intimidated whenever I look at their contacts list… I'm scared of adding the ones with like 200 friends because I'd just be some guy lost in the collection that's never contacted; it's already started to happen with someone I added recently and really liked.
I'm scared of starting conversation, too… I need someone that says something when he sees me on and forces me to be social.
No.222563
>>222510
Hey, I'm pretty much the same way, to the point where sometimes I'll just flat out not talk to him because of how hard it can be for me to start conversations. This will only lead to trouble for you both, since the other party might think you're ignoring them, so it really is a good idea to just message them, despite how hard it can be.
No.222594
>>222584
I'm older than you. I only started working towards becoming cute last December. It's not even remotely too late, anon.
No.222597
>>222596
what faggot admin said >>222594
Start now, it isn't too late.
No.222608
Hey cuteboys. So I'm pretty bicurious, I certainly love dicks and butts and tits not vag tho, though I've never actually had sex with anybody. Hell I've only ever kissed like 2 girls. I've only ever had a relationship with 1 girl, and while I feel like I could probably find a girl to date with a little effort, now that I'm in college I kinda want to explore with guys for relationships, kissing and stuff, and sex.
Anyways, I made a post on the map thread about maybe making friends or more and somebody responded. We chatted for a while, he said he wanted the same things, including exploring with guys. He was at my campus so we met up for a bite to eat between classes. I was kinda nervous and excited before we met up, but right away when I first saw him all that just went away and I lost any excitement or confidence I had. I just couldn't see myself doing anything with him, not dating, not kissing, not touching, not sex. We basically just talked about classes and stuff the whole time we were eating and he dropped me back at campus after. Now I'm kinda wondering if guys are even for me at all.
It could just be he wasn't my type, he was just kinda an average size, kinda awkward, average faced guy. I'm also just a kinda average, awkward, shy guy, so I feel like there wasn't any synergizing in our personalities.
When I think about the kind of guys I might want to date or fuck, it's either more feminine cuteboys and twinks which would kinda put me in a position to feel more masculine, OR more masculine, buff guys who could make me feel more feminine by comparison. I also think I'd need someone with an outgoing attitude to counter my shyness take some initiative to help me out of my shell.
But having another guy who's neither and is just a shy guy like me doesn't seem to do anything for me.
Not really sure where I'm going with this, but it's kinda left me feeling bad today so I thought I'd share and maybe ask for any advice you might give! Thanks cuties.
No.222634
>>222357
it does eat at me. That's a good way of saying it. fun fact: I also have his baby blue blanket that he left over my house after his mom kicked him out. I listen to bowl for two (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CrthT29pmso) and it makes me think of him. I don't even really like the expendables, but that song just gets to me.
>>222361
well I tried messaging him over facebook but it shouldn't be too surprising that I don't use facebook and apparently if your not friends with somebody your message goes into their "other" folder. His facebook isn't updated ever so I don't know if he read it and is giving me radio silence in return for the silence I gave him, if people generally don't check their other folder because its filled with spam usually or if he doesn't even check his facebook at all anymore. Fucking facebook is so foreign to me I was not in my element at all when I tried that route.
I then tried finding contact info for his mom online, because I wanted to get her view on his feelings about the situation before I approached him, which led me to a number that wasn't hers but belonged to a woman that lived in the same building as her at a certain point, or at least that's what I think is the case, we didn't spend too much time discussing it. I explained my situation to her (minus that I'm in love with him, that part was too personal) and she said she'd pass my number and name along to her. That was 12 days ago…
All of this silence from whatever avenue I try to take, it feels like he wants nothing to do with me. It feels like his mom wants nothing to do to me for what I did to her son, but I can't complain. I did it to myself.
No.222635
>>222625
It probably just 404'd on its own. Email me and I'll getcha setup with something that'll have you looking cute within a year.
No.222636
>>222635
sent you an email, thanks
No.222696
>date with a qt failed last night
>he got cold feet and called it off
>motorcycle breaks down this morning on my way to school
>walk 2 miles home with all my shit
This week is going great.
No.222705
i have no idea where im going with my life, my dreams and hopes are pretty much dead, i keep failing at everything, i dont have any will or energy to do anything anymore & honestly i dont think i have much to live for
i used to always be either angry or sad but now im just all dead and shit, i dont really care about anything and just let it happen you know? it sounds weird but its like im bored of living
just… Kill me, Pete
No.222737
>>222705
Kill me, Pete. Pls
No.222799
I can't find my prostate. I've shoved all kinds of stuff up my ass and nothing gives me that instant orgasm feeling that people describe it as. I got like a little split second twinge a couple times that might have been it, but I couldn't replicate it.
I don't have a partner to find it for me and I'm not terribly flexible. I'm new to ass play and only started because normal masturbation became boring. Not gay but figured this is the best place to ask for help.
No.222805
>>222705
Welcome to the club!
This is what life is like when you remove yourself from the blind struggle of striving towards societal norms and chasing material goods. Ignorance is bliss.
No.222810
I can't find my prostate. I've shoved all kinds of stuff up my ass and nothing gives me that instant orgasm feeling that people describe it as. I got like a little split second twinge a couple times that might have been it, but I couldn't replicate it.
I don't have a partner to find it for me and I'm not terribly flexible. I'm new to ass play and only started because normal masturbation became boring. Not gay but figured this is the best place to ask for help.
No.222826
I can't find my prostate. I've shoved all kinds of stuff up my ass and nothing gives me that instant orgasm feeling that people describe it as. I got like a little split second twinge a couple times that might have been it, but I couldn't replicate it.
I don't have a partner to find it for me and I'm not terribly flexible. I'm new to ass play and only started because normal masturbation became boring. Not gay but figured this is the best place to ask for help.
No.222827
> can't find anyone in Netherlands
> know 0 gay people
> not even sure where to go to meet gay people
> used grindr for a bit was meh
> want relationship instead of the countless messages I get on stuff like grindr, mostly people interested in just sex or people with a too bland personality
> This won't ever happen
> I will never find love
No.222830
>>209103
> can't find anyone in Netherlands
> know 0 gay people
> not even sure where to go to meet gay people
> used grindr for a bit was meh
> want relationship instead of the countless messages I get on stuff like grindr, mostly people interested in just sex or people with a too bland personality
> This won't ever happen
> I will never find love
No.222832
>>209103
> can't find anyone in Netherlands
> know 0 gay people
> not even sure where to go to meet gay people
> used grindr for a bit was meh
> want relationship instead of the countless messages I get on stuff like grindr, mostly people interested in just sex or people with a too bland personality
> This won't ever happen
> I will never find love
No.222837
>tfw you will never have sex with donald trump
>tfw he will never pound your ass like he will pound the ISIS oil fields with bombs
>tfw you will never shout "Let's America Great Again!" as he cums inside you
life is pain
No.222860
>>222608
Repressed homophobia?
Idk it sounds to me you're just not comfortable dating or going out with people yet, do it more often and it gets better. Learn to keep a conversation going if you want to keep a conversation going. If I'm the only one keeping a conversation going and you make no effort you seem not interested in having a conversation and there won't be any.
You just need to figure stuff out for yourself. I don't like average looking dudes that much myself as well.
I'm mostly btm but I like guys smaller than me, but wouldn't mind a guy stronger / bigger than me either its just that guys that have similar or more muscle than I do tend to be total tools.
No.222861
>>222608
Repressed homophobia?
Idk it sounds to me you're just not comfortable dating or going out with people yet, do it more often and it gets better. Learn to keep a conversation going if you want to keep a conversation going. If I'm the only one keeping a conversation going and you make no effort you seem not interested in having a conversation and there won't be any.
You just need to figure stuff out for yourself. I don't like average looking dudes that much myself as well.
I'm mostly btm but I like guys smaller than me, but wouldn't mind a guy stronger / bigger than me either its just that guys that have similar or more muscle than I do tend to be total tools.
No.222862
>tfw you've accepted the fact that you're never going to have a /cuteboy/friend and are constantly plagued by the sadness this causes.
I know I'm not in the best place to find any, and I'm not the most attractive guy but fuck man, I just want to be in love.
Why god.
No.222863
>tfw you've accepted the fact that you're never going to have a /cuteboy/friend and are constantly plagued by the sadness this causes.
I know I'm not in the best place to find any, and I'm not the most attractive guy but fuck man, I just want to be in love.
Why god
No.222864
>>222608
Repressed homophobia?
Idk it sounds to me you're just not comfortable dating or going out with people yet, do it more often and it gets better. Learn to keep a conversation going if you want to keep a conversation going. If I'm the only one keeping a conversation going and you make no effort you seem not interested in having a conversation and there won't be any.
You just need to figure stuff out for yourself. I don't like average looking dudes that much myself as well.
I'm mostly btm but I like guys smaller than me, but wouldn't mind a guy stronger / bigger than me either its just that guys that have similar or more muscle than I do tend to be total tools. .
No.223081
>tfw don't even care about sex
>tfw just want cuteboy to cuddle and keep warm in the cold winter nights
>tfw wanting to plant kisses all over his cheeks and forehead
>tfw wanting to hear his playful giggles and the sweet nothings we whisper into each other's ear
No.223088
>tfw you've gotten to the point where you've accepted the fact that you're never going to get a /cuteboy/friend.
Everyone who contacts me just disappears after a few days. I just want one person to stay, is that too much?
No.223090
>tfw you've gotten to the point where you've accepted the fact that you're never going to get a /cuteboy/friend.
Everyone who contacts me just disappears after a few days. I just want one person to stay, is that too much?
No.223102
>tfw don't even care about sex
>tfw just want to cuddle a cuteboy and keep him warm in the cold winter night
>tfw wanting to plant kisses all over his cheeks and forehead
>tfw wanting to hear his playful giggles as we squirm and nuzzle under the covers
No.223104
>tfw don't even care about sex
>tfw just want to cuddle a cuteboy and keep him warm in the cold winter night
>tfw wanting to plant kisses all over his cheeks and forehead
>tfw wanting to hear his playful giggles as we squirm and nuzzle under the covers
No.223121
>tfw don't even care about sex
>tfw just want to cuddle a cuteboy and keep him warm in the cold winter night
>tfw wanting to plant kisses all over his cheeks and forehead
>tfw wanting to hear his playful giggles as we squirm and nuzzle under the covers
No.223172
Hi cuteboys,
I'm almost halfway through the last decade I have to still possibly be cute and I want nothing more than to be a cute boy and date other cute boys, but my face makes me want to die. This body is a joke and I am so fucking sick of its bullshit. It makes me miserable every god damn day.
That's all for now, cuteboys. Thanks.
No.223173
Hi cuteboys,
I'm almost halfway through the last decade I have to still possibly be cute and I want nothing more than to be a cute boy and date other cute boys, but my face makes me want to die. This body is a joke and I am so fucking sick of its bullshit. It makes me miserable every god damn day.
That's all for now, cuteboys. Thanks.
No.223174
Hi cuteboys,
I'm almost halfway through the last decade I have to still possibly be cute and I want nothing more than to be a cute boy and date other cute boys, but my face makes me want to die. This body is a joke and I am so fucking sick of its bullshit. It makes me miserable every god damn day.
That's all for now, cuteboys. Thanks.>>222705
No.223176
Hi cuteboys,
I'm almost halfway through the last decade I have to still possibly be cute and I want nothing more than to be a cute boy and date other cute boys, but my face makes me want to die. This body is a joke and I am so fucking sick of its bullshit. It makes me miserable every god damn day.
That's all for now, cuteboys. Thanks.
No.223185
sup cuteboys, I am a 21 yr old with a bearmode (lean bearmode?) bod. 6 feet tall, got 3 foot wide shoulders and hairy as a fuckin gorilla. I lift weights three times a week to escape bearmode hell, but now that its winter i cant avoid all this fuckin heavy ass fatty food. its a part of my culture man.
all i wanna do is be some cuteboys teddybear and snuggle and get warm under a blanket and watch anime and drink hot cocoa. but i havent met any cuteboys in my town, and i'm such a fuckin clueless idiot i wouldnt know what to do if i found one.
i just wanted to touch butts, but it turns out life is hard
No.223208
>tfw try to be qt for someone
>realize no one is around for me to be qt for
>body hair is annoying to manage, can't afford a permanent solution
>butt workouts don't seem to be working yet
>have almost run out of money for food
>hate my college that I'm going to, but do so to make relatives happy
>it's 5 AM,
Fuck, /cuteboys/ I just want to be a happy qt faggot and make somebody else happy, preferably somewhere that isn't hot 365 days a year.
Look, I already realized that I'm just wasting time in college, but dammit, it's all I've got right now.
It isn't hopeless, is it?
No.223214
It's all gonna be kay, anons!
You can all be adorable and get a boyfriend if you keep trying.
I mean if we literally just paired up all the tops with all the bottoms on /cuteboys/ then everyone would have a boyfriend and everything would be wonderful so statistically speaking I'm pretty sure you'll all eventually get married and have gay babies.
Also let's all get fat together and then exercise off all the weight after Christmas.
No.223218
Hi cuteboys,
I'm almost halfway through the last decade I have to still possibly be cute and I want nothing more than to be a cute boy and date other cute boys, but my face makes me want to die. This body is a joke and I am so fucking sick of its bullshit. It makes me miserable every god damn day.
That's all for now, cuteboys. Thanks.
No.223227
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No.223235
>>223214
thanks, admin
you're too pure for this world
if only I could be so confidently optimistic
No.223254
>22
>Always thought I was too ugly and masculine to be cute
>Last month I finally gave in and admitted to myself that I wanna be cute and submissive
>Neglected my body for years prior to my epiphany
>Over the last month I've found all sorts of new things to feel insecure about
>Stretch marks, hair is thinner in certain places than the rest of my head, waxing is the only way I'll get rid of my body hair for more than 12 hours, I look older than I should and a million other things I feel like crying about
I just shaved my face for the first time in like 2 years and my stubble has the texture of sandpaper ;_;
I refuse to give up, I'll become a qt or I'll die trying. I know I'll never be as cute as Admin or guys like him, but if I can get one guy to call me cute then I can die happy.
No.223266
>>223090
>Everyone who contacts me just disappears after a few days. I just want one person to stay, is that too much?
I used to do this far too often: add people; get on great; they disappear, from a few days to over a week; panic, convinced I've horribly offended them somehow; decide they hate me and they're not coming back; they come back wondering why I'm freaking out; desperately try to convince them I'm not socially retarded.
To be honest anon, you just have to get thicker skin. People have their own lives and train of thought, and it's easy to misinterpret how important you are to someone else. Just stick with it and try to be clearer with your feelings and people should reciprocate if they feel the same (assuming they aren't dense).
>>223214
>"I mean if we literally just paired up all the tops with all the bottoms on /cuteboys/ then everyone would have a boyfriend"
>implying this place isn't rampant with cripplingly high standards
>implying this would even work when the map and social threads are a shambles
Oh, Admin, you always know how to make me laugh.
No.223549
>>223254
Don't worry anon I only recently got cute and I'm around the same age as you. You'll be a qt in no time if you're dedicated.
No.223754
>virgin qt near me is too scared and unprepared to meet up even though he has expressed interests in doing so
I just want to cuddle ;_;
No.223785
I've got a lot of issues thanks to being rejected by and treated like shit by men. I wasn't able to get a boyfriend until a couple years ago; we're still dating, but it's long distance and we haven't met in person yet. Still get depressed as shit and often feel alone and like I'm not even in a relationship.
No.223787
Why the fuck did I have to be trans or have any gender confusion at all. I fucking hate this. It keeps getting in the way of me getting my life together and ruining everything. What's worse is I can't repress this shit anymore, I wanna go back to having some degree of hope of having a normal, successful life.
Also
I find myself wondering, is it acceptable to like some of old Nickleback? Or am I just that much more of a degenerate?
No.223793
>>223787
>I wanna go back to having some degree of hope of having a normal, successful life
you can have a successful life as a tranny
>I find myself wondering, is it acceptable to like some of old Nickleback?
eh, if you like it you like it
No.223815
>>223140
>that response
Rooting for you, anon. Hope things work out.
No.223858
i hate my veiny arms so fucking much
No.223946
>tfw ugly
>tfw every time I see a cuteboy I get upset because I wasn't born like that
Fucking genetics man. Life is unfair
No.224003
>>223787
>I find myself wondering, is it acceptable to like some of old Nickleback? Or am I just that much more of a degenerate?
Such herecy…
How can you sleep at night knowing you make the world a worse place just by existing?
No.224025
This board is bullying me because I'm brazillian.
No.224074
>>224025
are you the Brazilian that wishes he were white?
No.224090
>>223946
Me too bro. But at least I'm not mentally ill :^/
No.224101
I don't know whether to try or not, I'm 23 now and still a kv, I wasted so many years doing nothing. I remember being 17 and talking to a boy, but he stopped responding after awhile.
I'd never had that many friends so getting attention from someone was a big deal for me, so I kinda stalked him a little for a bit after. I found that he had a happy life full of friends and love, whereas I had no friends at all and sat at home all day doing nothing.
I don't really understand how I did that to myself, I was in a really good position to change back then but still did nothing. And now I'm only getting older and older and I'm scared.
No.224115
>>223946
Totally me. But I doubt you are uggly.
No.224129
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>>223214
>I mean if we literally just paired up all the tops with all the bottoms on /cuteboys/ then everyone would have a boyfriend and everything would be wonderful so statistically speaking I'm pretty sure you'll all eventually get married and have gay babies.
Ideally. The cold hard truth is that, being socially awkward/having high standards/whatever will make it impossible to get even close to happen. Even myself, that tends to sugercoat everything can't sugercoat this truth so much. I can't help but laugh when I think about it. But thanks for the encouragements I guess.
>Also let's all get fat together and then exercise off all the weight after Christmas.
Nopls. Everything but exercise. And losing weight as-is is hard enough without exercise to get fat again.
No.224177
>>224129
I know it can be weird and hard to work out man, hell, I'm not some fitress nut, I Powerlift, which as a fat dude is the way to go. Less skinny fat and more Coletrain from Gears. None of all that dumb dieting, plus I can throw boysluts around while fucking no matter the size.
But now for the depressing
oh and my need to do but stuff with a femboy is overloading. I've listed on it for minute, but never commuted. I just wanna finally say good boipussy into a cuteboys ear while fucking em. it's driving me nuts,
No.224178
>>224129
I know it can be weird and hard to work out man, hell, I'm not some fitress nut, I Powerlift, which as a fat dude is the way to go. Less skinny fat and more Coletrain from Gears. None of all that dumb dieting, plus I can throw boysluts around while fucking no matter the size.
But now for the depressing
oh and my need to do but stuff with a femboy is overloading. I've listed on it for minute, but never commuted. I just wanna finally say good boipussy into a cuteboys ear while fucking em. it's driving me nuts,
No.224179
>>224129
I know it can be weird and hard to work out man, hell, I'm not some fitress nut, I um Powerlift, which as a fat dude is the way to go. Less skinny fat and more Coletrain from Gears. None of all that dumb dieting, plus I can throw boysluts around while fucking no matter the size.
But now for the depressing
oh and my need to do but stuff with a femboy is overloading. I've listed on it for minute, but never commuted. I just wanna finally say good boipussy into a cuteboys ear while fucking em. it's driving me nuts,
No.224200
I have somebody. They lied too much for 8 months. He promises something, he can't, he keeps lying.
He made me so happy at first, now hurts me so much, I want to disappear, I feel he will be happier without me, but he begs me to not to leave him. "Things will get better". He stopped being lewd with me 3-4 weeks ago, not sure if this matters.
I feel dead inside.
I can't read or type at all, been awake for 35+ hours because i dont want to sleep, i have nightmares, too many nightmares.
No.224206
>>223946
>>223218
>>224090
>>224115
It's killing me slowly.
>tfw can lose weight
>can remove body hair
>can get better skin
>can't jog off horrible nose
>can't exfoliate away large chin
I have wronged nobody. Why was I given this?
No.224230
>>224177
>>224178
When I mean diet, it is just eating a proper amount (or just shy of the proper amount to be accurate) and eating healthier for the most part. Most of my problems with weight come from anxiety. Instead of raising the middle finger to the person related I got extremely anxious over the "proper answer" or the "proper way to do something" to keep everything steady. And that anxiety was redirected on eating, specially unhealthy fatty food that tends to fill and feel "good". Doesn't help that my whole life everyone has forced me to exercise one way or another when I don't like exercise either. So, since my willpower is already spent on another priorities (like getting out the shitty pit and it's consequences that anxiety threw me in) and not losing weight is a no-go I settled on losing weigh the long way. The best? No, but it is better than nothing.
No.224252
>>211581
>>211591
you can always marry me <3
No.224255
>>224101
Do you have a contact? Would you like to talk?
No.224319
>tfw reading some stories from here and crying for some time
Well i guess i could post mine..
>meet someone from here in steam thread
>add him, we chat up every day for a month or two
>everything is fine, we talk normally about regular stuff, what we like/dont like, etc
>after some time exchange face pics, he looks really cute, he said i look good or cute myself, forgot exactly what he said
>after some time i add someone else, a friend of a friend who happens to be his friend too (we were posting stuff on each walls for some time and on some other friends friend walls)
>exchange whatsapp and stuff, talk for a few days with him too
>i go a bit too forward when he goes '*punches you*' after some stupid talk an i go '*kisses you*' later during that convo
>he deletes me few days after, i go full emo thinking wtf was wrong, crying a bit and stuff
>i start sending him msges on his mobile phone asking whats up, posting on his steam wall
>says that its not me its him, hes autistic and all
>find out that he thought i wanted to erp
>i dont erp with anyone
>go rly mad at myself and sad to try to fix this
>ask the first guy i mentioned to ask whats up what happend
>he resuses, saying he doesnt wanna be a messanger or anything, i say thats ok i respect that
>after a few days i post on the steam wall of the first guy i mentioned
>we exchange some messages (with the second guy), he deletes them
>after a few days (today) he deletes me
I even talked to him last couple of days but he wasnt in the mood to talk much ever since the second guy deleted me and idk what happend.. I get a bit emotional when someone deletes me and i wanna make things right and see what happend but sometimes it just doesnt work.. Im honestly really sad and mad at myself but i guess i did fuck up hard
No.224366
>tfw giving people HIV is an actual fetish some people have
I am now infinitely more paranoid about having sex with men. I also hate people just a little bit more.
No.224396
>>213825
Self-loathing mostly. There is still a stigma to being gay, even if most of us live in the 1st world. Offline I never go into my problems or bitch. I don't want to look like a complainer or something.
>>214169
I turned 24 this month. I wasted all my good gay years being a miscible closet faggot. I sometimes forget it's already been 6 years since I came to terms with it. If only I didn't fight it for so long. I bet I could have had aty least 1 bf in high school when I was still skinny. Now I'm heading to 30, still alone, still scared, in the same place, the last person I put any trust into with this gay thing misused my trust and really hurt me. That's what I get for letting my god damn guard down, that's what I get for trying to let someone in when I had a moment of weakness. and it's why I never trust people. The one time in so long I do, I get burned for it.
I just take it one day at a time now. I must have more will power than I give myself credit for. That or my HDHD really lets my mind drift off into nothing for a few hours at work or in the car. At least I sleep somewhat normal now.
Sorry for another blogpost, shit.
No.224398
>>213825
Self-loathing mostly. There is still a stigma to being gay, even if most of us live in the 1st world. Offline I never go into my problems or bitch. I don't want to look like a complainer or something.
>>214169
I turned 24 this month. I wasted all my good gay years being a miscible closet faggot. I sometimes forget it's already been 6 years since I came to terms with it. If only I didn't fight it for so long. I bet I could have had aty least 1 bf in high school when I was still skinny. Now I'm heading to 30, still alone, still scared, in the same place, the last person I put any trust into with this gay thing misused my trust and really hurt me. That's what I get for letting my god damn guard down, that's what I get for trying to let someone in when I had a moment of weakness. and it's why I never trust people. The one time in so long I do, I get burned for it.
I just take it one day at a time now. I must have more will power than I give myself credit for. That or my HDHD really lets my mind drift off into nothing for a few hours at work or in the car. At least I sleep somewhat normal now.
Sorry for another blogpost, shit.
No.224458
I dreamt I was hugged last night. I can remember feeling sort of warm, safe, not alone. I don't know how more to describe it. It felt so surreal. That's all I can remember before suddenly waking in tears.
This is it, isn't it? I've never been hugged by anyone.
No.224462
No.224464
>>224458
What state are you in anon? I'll cuddle you if you're anywhere near me.
I dunno why, your little post has got me on a serious feel trip
No.224486
>>224458
>This is it, isn't it? I've never been hugged by anyone.
pls tell me that isn't true
No.224502
>>224458
What part of Australia are you from anon? If you're anywhere near me, I'll cuddle you, no strings attached.
No.224534
>>224255
I forgot how to talk to people, chans are my only means of interacting with others. thanks for reaching out though, that's something that never really happens.
No.224649
>>224458
What state are you in anon? If you're anywhere near me I'll cuddle you, no strings attached.
No.224686
I'm hearing a lot of the same problems from alot of different hopeful fags and wanna be sissies
Well I just happen to be a Magic black person here to help ya troubles
First things first, You have an image in your head of youself, a perfect skinny physique, small tight ass the whole njne.
Trash that
Let me introduce you a gurl, named Kerriluvscum
>She ain't skinny
>she ain't dainty
>she's not even all that cute without makeup and crossdressed
She is
>a slut
>Hairless
>A total cockhounding cumhole
You will might not be the waif princess bitch, not many sissies are, but you all have an emptiness and need to used ( or ahem "loved")
So what do you need to get used, the closest you'll probably ever feel to general affection from another person
>No hair
Fucking nair,
N
A
I
Motherfucking
R
Nair
ASS, leggs, Chest, face if needed, arms too
You want to attract men to your holes, not your fag dreams of being a cuteboy, meaning be as girly as possible,
fuck being in shape, be fucking bare, the less hair you have the more femine your form will look anyway
>Thick chin, manly features
paint your lips with make up, distract from
it, Remember that the Chin is there, so compensate.
You put on a girly voice, we'll now step that up even more,
You sway your hips like a slut, Now wear clothes that reval your ass even more,
Make up your face with brighter cheeks, eye liner and eye shadow, it's a fucktoy now, that should be the message you're giving
If he's thinking about your chin. you're not doing enough right.
>Weight
This is and your lips are your meal ticket, you've made your face a place for him to ruin, now your ass has to be the same
Alot of people are talking about ass excerises, none of which are better than squats, more over alot of you faggots are fat, which isn't a deal breaker, but knowing your body means you can use that to your ( and the dicks you're servings) advantage.
Being fat means you probably have tits, along with a huge ass, not the cute bubble of the smaller cuteboys.
Exaggerate both, Wear a small bra and revealing top, smash those bitch together until make a Cleave You'd jack off to, of course make sure they are purposely detailed as well, nothing could ruin the look more than a few left over strands
Wear hills to cup your ass more, stockings or legs will also help. if all else fails Tie bands in the space directly under your ass cheeks going into your upper thigh. This will create a rounded look.
To hourglass your figure look into spanks, or body restrictors, any corner store In your local area should be stocked with waist trainers, they'll squeeze down your stomach and add to your asses fuckability
>Attitudes
Again you are not the smaller, cuteboy, you are not the angel faced slut. You are desperate for anything from a cuddle to a facefuck. ACT LIKE IT
Beg to suck a dick, show how thankfull you are to get the chance. I mean it is better that wishing you were someone else?
Degrade yourself for the dick you serve, Make him impressed by the things you'll do for him to fuck you. He only wants a blowjob, get fully into costume and begged for him to use your mouth cunt and boipussy while you suck, show your holesupport are open, unleash all those desperate feelings you expose here irl, with a dick down your throat. Remember before he decided to fuck you, you were alone, here wishing to be fucked. Shit wishing to be acknowledged as cute. He is what makes and breaks you, he verifies if you're worth fucking or not, gain his favor.Who ever he ( or they if you take on many) is
>How do I start
The physical changes are concrete and seeable, the mental will be harder
Even as you read this you thimk you're to good to be a fucktoy, to good to grovel for cock, But think of where self respect has gotten you, here this thread. Crying out your cuteboy dreams.
As soon as you get the look down, attract men online post pics, beg them to use you and in that same vein valid your status as cuteboy.
If you follow these steps you will be come what you are begging to be, not the same way mind you, but you will get there.
No.224711
hey, anon here from a few months back
I talked about leaving a friend I had a crush on because he seemed to turn full SJW
I'll admit, I tried to keep us friends
with school & work keeping us apart, I kinda let us get a little distant
but now I'm just done with him
he calls me up & we're talking about random internet stuff
he brings up a pedophile & I'm saying I don't want to talk about them
then, he compares pedos to fags
like, he's saying that pedophilia's a sexuality & is no different than homosexuality
I'm just fucking done with him by that point, so I block him on my phone
then, the next day, he comes by my place & starts knocking on the door & ringing the bell
I walk to the upstairs window to see if it's these people that have been doing break-ins near here, but it's him (and he sees me)
I walk down to answer the door & he lets himself in without me even inviting him
he's talking asks if i have pop-tarts so he can help himself to it & asks about stuff I've been working on lately
then, the conversation gets back to the pedos
and he tries justifying it by saying "I can't help it if I see them as human"
I'm fucking done with his pedo apologist ass
he even noticed that he can't send me texts or call anymore, but I lied & said it was something to do with my phone fucking up
No.224713
hey, anon here from a few months back
I talked about leaving a friend I had a crush on because he seemed to turn full SJW
I'll admit, I tried to keep us friends
with school & work keeping us apart, I kinda let us get a little distant
but now I'm just done with him
he calls me up & we're talking about random internet stuff
he brings up a pedophile & I'm saying I don't want to talk about them
then, he compares pedos to fags
like, he's saying that pedophilia's a sexuality & is no different than homosexuality
I'm just fucking done with him by that point, so I block him on my phone
then, the next day, he comes by my place & starts knocking on the door & ringing the bell
I walk to the upstairs window to see if it's these people that have been doing break-ins near here, but it's him (and he sees me)
I walk down to answer the door & he lets himself in without me even inviting him
he's talking asks if i have pop-tarts so he can help himself to it & asks about stuff I've been working on lately
then, the conversation gets back to the pedos
and he tries justifying it by saying "I can't help it if I see them as human"
I'm fucking done with his pedo apologist ass
he even noticed that he can't send me texts or call anymore, but I lied & said it was something to do with my phone fucking up
No.224714
anon from a few months back
said i'm leaving my friend because he's turned sjw
he's turned worse since
i'm fucking done with him
wrote the whole story, but can't post because it won't let me
No.224720
hey, anon here from a few months back
I talked about leaving a friend I had a crush on because he seemed to turn full SJW
I'll admit, I tried to keep us friends
with school & work keeping us apart, I kinda let us get a little distant
but now I'm just done with him
he calls me up & we're talking about random internet stuff
he brings up a pedophile & I'm saying I don't want to talk about them
then, he compares pedos to fags
like, he's saying that pedophilia's a sexuality & is no different than homosexuality
I'm just fucking done with him by that point, so I block him on my phone
then, the next day, he comes by my place & starts knocking on the door & ringing the bell
I walk to the upstairs window to see if it's these people that have been doing break-ins near here, but it's him (and he sees me)
I walk down to answer the door & he lets himself in without me even inviting him
he's talking asks if i have pop-tarts so he can help himself to it & asks about stuff I've been working on lately
then, the conversation gets back to the pedos
and he tries justifying it by saying "I can't help it if I see them as human"
I'm fucking done with his pedo apologist ass
he even noticed that he can't send me texts or call anymore, but I lied & said it was something to do with my phone fucking up
No.224723
right now I'm sad because I can't post what I'm sad about
No.224769
anon from a few months back
I talked about thinking of leaving my friend cause he turned into a SJW after college
I'm done with him now
No.224775
Why can i only cry when happy things happen in like, a movie. Never any other time, just then.
No.224801
>moved away from family to be with internet boyfriend of several years about 2 years ago wanted to get away from my family anyway and he lived in the state I grew up in
>He turns out to be an manipulative asshole, pretty much nothing he told me about his family and parents are true, he's just some spoiled kid who's parents buy him everything and pay for his college Which he was failing becuase he was lazy
>Leaves me after a few months
>We never really did anything sexual. Im really reserved about that kind of stuff and usually need a push in the right direction before I actually get going
>A few times Im at his house he wants me to do stuff like frotting but never goes all the way
>eventually gives me a half assed blowjob
>leaves me a few months later
>Eventually find out that he told one of our mutual friends I coerced him into it
>Alone
>Still a virgin
>Antisocial as fuck so have yet to actually make friends out here
>NEET, pretty much all my plans have fallen apart only thing keeping me in a shitty room for rent is the SSI my mother forced me to get on before I left
>Cant even get a job becuase no one wants to hire a fucking aspie Every couple of month or so I try and get a job, get one or two interviews and it never leads to anything, even doing all the things I've been told to do like giving a thank you card a few days later, and calling THEM back
>no car Not a huge deal because I bike everywhere which keeps me in some modicum of shape but makes long trips impossible
This would all be bearable if I at least had a cute guy to cuddle at night And occasionally and/or frequently fuck the ever living shit out of but not a single day goes by where I don't feel like ending myself or how doing so won't affect the world in the slightest.
No.224856
>Winter coming
>Lots of gfs in the past, but well, if you're over 25, they just always come up with the kids thing
>desiring a cute boy that dresses up as girl forever…
>No interest in going out anymore
>Just wanting to cuddle up under a blanket with my boy in stockings under a blanket in those stary, snowy nights in the alps and get drunk on mulled wine
>somewhere, sometime, maybe in another live you will be by me…
No.224866
>>224801
lul, you have asburgers.
No.224867
>>224801
lul, you have asburgers.>>224816
No.224872
No.224873
No.224874
>Winter coming
>Lots of gfs in the past, but well, if you're over 25, they just always come up with the kids thing
>desiring a cute boy that dresses up as girl forever…
>No interest in going out anymore
>Just wanting to cuddle up under a blanket with my boy in stockings under a blanket in those stary, snowy nights in the alps and get drunk on mulled wine
>somewhere, sometime, maybe in another live you will be by me…
No.224878
>>224775
man i wish i'd cry more often. it's so satisfying
i was on the verge of tears with the huge shots of saturn in interstellar (and the ending woah fuck man)
in undertale the bits toward the end had me tearing the fuck up
No.225080
No.225104
>>224458
Same here, never felt the warmth of another person. feel like dying.
No.225166
>>222827
there's a Dutch /cuteboys/ skype group if I recall correctly, maybe you could find someone there
No.225220
>>224874
>Just wanting to cuddle up under a blanket with my boy in stockings under a blanket in those stary, snowy nights in the alps and get drunk on mulled wine
No.225234
>>225104
iktf
I would hug you, friend
No.225263
>>225104
iktf
I would hug you, friend
No.225422
>>225080
Sorry anon, I'm a bit too far north.
No.225542
>tfw no cuteboy to use as a cum dumpster
why live?
No.225545
>tfw no cuteboy to use as a cum dumpster
why live?
WHY DOES THIS PIECE OF SHIT KEEP DETECTING THIS POST AS SPAM??
No.225586
Someone is breaking up with me right now.
;_;
No.225590
Someone just broke up with me.
;_;
No.225602
>>225263
>tfw you will never have a qt bf to tie you up and gag you while treating you like the little bitch you are
No.225632
>>225602
Shit, didn't mean to mention any posts in that. Sorry guys
No.225811
>make friends with someone
>meet IRL
>fuck everything up with my autism
>rinse
>repeat
Here's hoping I can find happiness in anon acquaintances, because everything I care about beyond that ends up ruined. Those Susan Boyle types are creepy hermits for a reason: they can't get or don't deserve love, so they become unhinged but insanely talented, and investing my time in some kind of craft and dying alone is honestly looking quite appealing right now.
No.225908
That feel when no bf to aid me in uniting the Germanic peoples under one flag.
No.225916
That feel when no bf to aid me in uniting the Germanic peoples under one flag.
No.225992
>>225586
>>225590
You'll live, because it ain't worth giving up, you've tasted love so find someone else once you've come to terms with the loss! Good luck!
No.226219
>be qt boy with qualities like hardly any hair growth, slight androgyny, and youthful personality
>have bf that does most of the things to me most people talk of in thread
>have best friends. type of friends that will just sit with you on couch and play video games while the world burns
>still have feeling of emptiness within and numbing sadness despite having it 'all'
Reading through a lot of these posts makes me wish I could give what I don't deserve to a lot of you. If I could even cuddle a couple of you or play some games just to ease that pain, I would in a heartbeat.
Us cuteboys are sad, too so don't worry. Keep strong <3
No.226223
>tfw red hair
>tfw ugly
>tfw small dick
>tfw no friends
>tfw too autistic to make any
>tfw failure at everything
>tfw I'm dumb
>tfw forever virgin
can anything go right for me?
No.226236
>>226223
What do you specifically find ugly about yourself?
No.226287
>>226236
Facial features: big nose, terrible bone structure, chin looks like balls, massive forhead.
No.226312
>>226223
None of this sounds bad to me
No.226330
I bulked too hard, gave myself stretch marks on my butt and now I have this weird small gut going on. I still clearly see my rectus abdominis, but there's no separation at all unless flexed, and then it's only near the sternum.
I feel gross, and I wish I could go on a hardcore diet, but I haven't the time or energy with school and everything going on…
No.226332
I bulked too hard, gave myself stretch marks on my butt and now I have this weird small gut going on. I still clearly see my rectus abdominis, but there's no separation at all unless flexed, and then it's only near the sternum. I'm not super fat, just relatively muscular and slightly above average fat, and as a result I look chunky.
I feel gross, and I wish I could go on a hardcore diet, but I haven't the time or energy with school and everything going on…
oh and my dick is average at best, slightly below average at worst. fuck this.
No.226335
>>224874
At least you got good taste in drinks!
No.226370
>be me
>be trans - mtf
>visit this place while browsing 8chan
>tfw boys here pass better than me
FML
No.226373
>be me
>be trans - mtf
>visit this place while browsing 8chan
>tfw boys here pass better than me
FML
pls sympathise
No.226384
My ex girlfriend is bi and she loves to go on here since we broke up cause im a fag she brings me to her masturbation party things its where me my ex and some autistic girl who i barely know go on here and well masturbate and chat about penises.
No.226438
>find out someone i really like and respect isnt as kind as i thought.
i dont know what to think now
No.226471
>something good happens
>I fuck it up, yet again
When does it end?
No.226477
>>226471
for people like us I don't think the ride ever ends
No.226487
>>226312
I hate it so much. Even people on Steam are starting to not talk with me
No.226513
>>226471
>>226477
Incompetent pos. Learn when you lose and learn when and how to apologize. Who whining and excuses. Just execution.
No.226517
>>226513
what the fuck are you talking about, idiot?
No.226527
>>226487
What's your Steam ID?
No.226617
>Be bipolar
>When in mania high, think I'm the hottest shit and too good for anyone else
>When in depressive low, think I'm too worthless and toxic for anyone else
My life is a nice catch 22
No.226627
>>225908
If you wear lingerie in our command post, we could invade Poland together :3
No.226628
>>225908
If you wear lingerie in our command post, we could invade Poland together :3
No.226655
No.226656
No.226700
>>226487
Whats your steam?
No.226844
I'm a US Army veteran. Absolutely not a cuteboy. Just a guy with fire in his veins. I apologize in advance for this little rant, but it took me a while to wrap my head around these concepts.
My sadness? The fact that it almost seems like most of the cuteboys want a huge hung stud who straight up dominates them and turns them into little pets. Or worse, belittled sex slaves because a few harsh words makes them stiff.
Bullying. When others on this board think of that word, they seem to think of a little sexual humiliation to make them feel like sex dolls, because I guess they think that's part of cuteboy life.
But when I think of bullying, I think of fucking snowballs in the winter, and rocks in the spring and fall. I think of being fucking afraid to walk home with the other kids after school. I think of a fucking decade of being ready to murder someone if that's what it takes to get everyone else off my fucking back.
Fuck that. Fuck that noise. Fuck that with a wobbly stick.
Someone who's willing to dedicate their lifestyle to looking a certain way should be celebrated. Treated like the goddam heroes they are, because cuteboys are, I shit thee not, the epitome of the American dream. The American dream is, I feel, the desire and willingness to make yourself into who or whatever you want. These cuteboys will diet and exercise themselves half to death in the name of looking so fucking adorable it makes my heart and cock explode with joy. In the face of persecution from their peers and family, cuteboys press on, trying their absolute damndest to be pretty and smile and make others excited. Cuteboys are amazing, and I'm not sure most realize it.
My sadness is that I just want to kiss and cuddle and congratulate a cuteboy, and be kind and gentle from the first kiss to the shower to clean up to the cuddling afterward. But fucking no, just rampant fucking sorrow and self-loathing, leading to a desire to be "bullied" because at least that's attention.
tl;dr fuck bullying in literally every form
No.226864
> be me a guy in California
> has shit luck with women
> has no interest in very masculine guys
> wouldn't mind being in a relationship with a trap or cuteboy (Trans) depending on if they passed
> realizes it kind of makes him a douchebag
> is sad to accept possibly he will die alone.
No.226873
> lonely dude in California (916 area)
> shit luck with women
> would love to date a cuteboy, Trans, etc
> want to kiss, cuddle, love one right now
> lonely as fuck
No.226878
I don't know
I have no friends, I've never had a girlfriend or a boyfriend, It was really hard for me to make friends when I was younger and now that I'm older I don't make the effort and idk people are just hard to deal with
And since I haven't been in a relationship I obviously haven't had sex
(I think I'm bi, can you know before you've tried it?)
It's all my fault really
I'm pretty cute, and I look really fit and I've had the opportunity a fair amount of times over the years, I just didn't want to, I wanted to feel connected to someone not love, just I really wanted to know the person or feel like i knew, idk
besides that I'm getting old and i feel like I'm missing out, or missed out, or why can't I just be like other people
thats hella gay but yeah. I'm sad over a lot of shit but I've just been feeling pretty lonely l8ly
>l8ly
Im high as fuck
Im sorry, Im leaving
No.226944
No.226945
No.226986
>>226656
Don't worry Poland, just bringing you /cuteboy/ love :)
No.227005
>>226844
Amen.
Also, thank you for your service. I know some vets hate that but this is coming from someone who aspires to serve his country and be like you. So, sincerely I thank you.
No.227019
>>226844
I'm seconding this so hard, and though I've come to accept it as just a kink, it still makes me feel bad inside at the thought of someone being cruel to a cuteboy, even when it's agreed on beforehand.
No.227028
I'm jealous of people who have friends and stuff because I have none myself.
No.227036
>>227028
iktf
I spend everyday in my room
No.227165
I'm in Perth, I have no friends and I feel so lonely all the time.
I think I'm slipping into depression and I hate going outside more and more every day.
Please.. Does anyone want to do something? Just play some videogames, watch a movie, go out for lunch.. anything?
I just want a friend…
No.227166
Alright, cuteboys, I'm as sad as the rest of you. I have no friends, I have no car to go to fun places, I don't have a job, and I've been a NEET for two years now. But it's December 1st, so let's not wait until New Years to get those New Years resolutions started!
Sleep schedule out of whack? If a person with a 9-5 job would be sleeping right now, then you should be too!
Need to exercise? Start that couch-to-5k, or if it's too cold to run find a jump-rope and ramp up the cardio!
Need to fix your diet? Skip the soda and sweets next time you reach for them! Skip the microwaved or fast food meals and reach for something with some more substance!
Practice what you love! Guitar, programming, Japanese, drawing, running, sucking dick - if you get 1% better each hour you practice, then you'll be 100% better in no time!
Finally purchase a dildo so you can learn to cum from your ass and make your future cuteboyfriend happy!
I know it's cliche, but don't put it off. Do it every day! There will never be another today again. So use that time you spent wishing you were doing something and turn it into time you spent doing that something!
I know it's all shit you've heard before but I feel like trying to motivate other people will make me motivated. I have a good feeling about this month, and about 2016! I'm going to work hard so one day I can find another cuteboy and make him happy.
No.227173
Alright, cuteboys, I'm as sad as the rest of you. I have no friends, I have no car to go to fun places, I don't have a job, and I've been a NEET for two years now. But it's December 1st, so let's not wait until New Years to get those New Years resolutions started!
Sleep schedule out of whack? If a person with a 9-5 job would be sleeping right now, then you should be too!
Need to exercise? Start that couch-to-5k, or if it's too cold to run find a jump-rope and ramp up the cardio!
Need to fix your diet? Skip the soda and sweets next time you reach for them! Skip the microwaved or fast food meals and reach for something with some more substance!
Practice what you love! Guitar, programming, Japanese, drawing, running, sucking dick - if you get 1% better each hour you practice, then you'll be 100% better in no time!
Finally purchase a dildo so you can learn to cum from your ass and make your future cuteboyfriend happy!
I know it's cliche, but don't put it off. Do it every day! There will never be another today again. So use that time you spent wishing you were doing something and turn it into time you spent doing that something!
I know it's all shit you've heard before but I feel like trying to motivate other people will make me motivated. I have a good feeling about this month, and about 2016! I'm going to work hard so one day I can find another cuteboy and make him happy.
No.227183
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>>226844
And you are goddamn right about it. While I toss it a bit away as kinks like >>227019 said, I see that it as a quite common occurrence around here (or at least my impression of it). I can't help but wonder if every single one is really that, a fetish. If not (and I doubt 100% of them are just fetishes), those kind of feelings are of the worst kind, and it saddens me a bit, since I believe no one should feel alone up to that point. IDK if people here have been really bullied in any way. But it is something I'd wish to never happen to you (outside fetishes).
>>226370
>>226373
>be me
>be trans - mtf
>visit this place while browsing 8chan
>tfw boys here pass better than me
>FML
>pls sympathise
As little as I know about what you need to be to pass, I think half of it is attitude (correct me if I'm wrong in something). A good attitude isn't "people on the internet is better than me, FML, yadda yadda…" but "how can I improve to get up there". Barring up certain things (mostly biology) AFAIK if you want, you can pass. And if I'm not mistaken most of the biological problems, can be changed to some degree.
And you should get someone else to judge you, either IRL or online. You will tend to be the worst judge, either by praising or by disapproving yourself. Better have a second far less biased opinion. You can pass too if you put the effort, don't give up.
Pic completely unrelated.
No.227184
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>>226844
And you are goddamn right about it. While I toss it a bit away as kinks like >>227019 said, I see that it as a quite common occurrence around here (or at least my impression of it). I can't help but wonder if every single one is really that, a fetish. If not (and I doubt 100% of them are just fetishes), those kind of feelings are of the worst kind, and it saddens me a bit, since I believe no one should feel alone up to that point. IDK if people here have been really bullied in any way. But it is something I'd wish to never happen to you (outside fetishes).
>>226370
>>226373
>be me
>be trans - mtf
>visit this place while browsing 8chan
>tfw boys here pass better than me
>FML
>pls sympathise
As little as I know about what you need to be to pass, I think half of it is attitude (correct me if I'm wrong in something). A good attitude isn't "people on the internet is better than me, FML, yadda yadda…" but "how can I improve to get up there". Barring up certain things (mostly biology) AFAIK if you want, you can pass. And if I'm not mistaken most of the biological problems, can be changed to some degree.
And you should get someone else to judge you, either IRL or online. You will tend to be the worst judge, either by praising or by disapproving yourself. Better have a second far less biased opinion. You can pass too if you put the effort, don't give up.
Pic completely unrelated. And here we go again with the "cannot be posted" deal.
No.227198
I've been trying to meet with a friend (and possibly more) for a long time now, but my face is terrible. Im taking some kind of expensive treatment which is not helping and to move on with it I'll have to wait until march at least.
I wash my face 2 times a day, eat healthy, don't even touch sweets and stuff like that (never used to) and yet here I am, my face is terrible. I also try to ventilate my room as much as possible but to no avail.
and to make it worse, I may have to give my little kitty away because I seem to be allergic to cats hair even though they cause no big reaction on me.
life is so mean ;_;
No.227312
>>226873
>shit luck with women
That's okay anon, we have an overabundance of men right now in the US, and the number of quality women worth competing for is tiny, like probably less a half million
No.227313
>>227165
I'm not from Perth, but I'll talk with you if you want.
No.227502
>tfw imperfect in a way that can never be changed
>tfw everything is fine except for one flaw that makes a huge difference
These things bother me more than they really should. I don't know why it's so easy to be upset by shitty problems like this.
No.227529
No.227600
>>227198
How regularly do you change your sheets? My face cleared up pretty well (it's still bad but not nearly as bad as it used to be) when I switched from changing my sheets once every two months to once every two weeks. I've heard wrapping your pillow with a fresh towel every night works wonders.
If you happen to touch your face a lot when you're idling, waiting for something, or just relaxing, stop doing that.
No.227643
How do I accept the fact that I'll never be a cute little femboy and will spend the rest of my life unhappy with the way I look?
No.227649
How do I accept the fact that I'll never be a cute little femboy and will spend the rest of my life unhappy with the way I look?
No.227650
>>226844
Amen.
Also, thank you for your service. I know some vets hate that but this is coming from someone who aspires to serve his country and be like you. So, sincerely I thank you.
No.227653
>>226844
Amen.
Also, thank you for your service. I know some vets hate that but this is coming from someone who aspires to serve his country and be like you. So, sincerely I thank you.
No.227660
I'd be a better boyfriend to him if I was drunk around him. It loosens me up and makes me into a different person, the kind of person I want to be around him.
I'm not sure if I like him or the idea of him or like being wanted.
Any thoughts on this?
No.227718
How do you deal with loneliness, /cuteboys/? I just wish I had somebody to make me feel like my life has some sort of meaning.
>tfw no romantic bf to make me feel important to someone
>>227198
>I may have to give my little kitty away because I seem to be allergic to cats hair even though they cause no big reaction on me
Have you tried talking to your doctor about allergy medications? I had that exact problem but I just took a few meds and stopped letting my cat into my bedroom at night, and everything returned to normal pretty quickly.
No.227719
How do you deal with loneliness, /cuteboys/? I just wish I had somebody to make me feel like my life has some sort of meaning.
>tfw no romantic bf to make me feel important to someone
>>227198
>I may have to give my little kitty away because I seem to be allergic to cats hair even though they cause no big reaction on me
Have you tried talking to your doctor about allergy medicine? I had that exact problem but I just took a few meds and stopped letting my cat into my bedroom at night, and everything returned to normal pretty quickly.
No.227928
I'm banging my ex who break up with me 2 years ago. I still have feelings for him and I don't know what does he wants from
He also has a STD and lately the only good times I have are when he is arround, but then he dissapears for days and I wait like a dog for him to call me.
No.227965
>meet a cuteboy that's like 30 minutes away
>start talking to him
>sorta go silent for a month
>yesterday
>strike up a conversation when I'm feeling all affectionate and stuff
>go back today
>he removed me from his Skype contacts
O-oh
>
No.227976
3 things make me sad.
>1: I live in the fucking Yukon where no one else is
>2: Any qt I talk to is either to shy to ever meet but perfect, or a weird emotionally scared individual that wants to be hurt and I don't want that
>3: NO ONE TO CUDDLE HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO STAY WARM IN THIS FROZEN HELL HOLE
No.228041
I think I'm pretty ready to die, I am broken beyond repair at this point.
>>226844
But before I do, hold me. You sound like the kind of guy I like.
No.228064
German anon here. Since I am fapping to your fine asses, I could also comment every once in a while ;)
> Only had a real crush once in my entire life, was for a girl I knew
> got rejected
> That all happened long long time ago
> Never really loved again
> It is beginning of 2015
> Have to do internship for school stuff
> There is this truely gorgeous blonde boy
> There also is this fuckface mcgee other dude
> Be worked up because nosleep
> Fuckface McGee comes out to me, says he likes me
> First reaction: What?
> Second reaction: What ??
> Third reaction: Well ok, I don't mind that you like me, but gimme some time to think
> Tries to kiss me and touch my dick
> So this is how it feels to be harassed, meh
> Ward him off
> Want to go home
> Coworker talks to me, asking what I think of the situation
> The hell, coworker knows?
> Talk with coworker, notice that while I do not like Fuckface McGee I do like other qt3.14
> Go home, very tired, very confused, extremly worked up
> Afaik we did never speak of it again
> Turns out I have crush on qtboy
> Actually fucking mix up qtboy with ffmcgee
> How the hell can you mix up a fuckface with a qtboy
> Invite qtboy to drink
> Ask him out
> Get rejected
> Shit
> Best friends now know I like boys. Damn.
> Turns out they are tolerant af, also no bullying whatsoever
> Family never learned about this (which is good because of dickhead older brother)
> Phew.
Everything turned out better than expected. Yet, that one would've been a hell of a cutie. Had similarities to that other boy that posts here, the one with the liquor cabinet in the other thread.
> Go to school this year
> Fuck there are some of the best looking cuties I've ever seen
> Dude in front of me is blonde, 1.70m and has the cutest face, cutest ass
> Definitlynotafaggot.jpg
> Dude is perfect height for portable arm rest (I've tried)
> Would make for a wonderful bottom
> Stillnotgay.jpg
That makes me sad. The other boy in the parallel class also is cute as fuck. Who would've thought, there are actually cute german boys?
> No cute bf to do extremly lewd things with (… like holding hands :3 )
> Isn't that reason enough to be sad?
No.228069
No.228070
>>228064
>> No cute bf to do extremly lewd things with (… like holding hands :3 )
>> Isn't that reason enough to be sad?
that's all the reason I'm sad tbh
No.228111
I have IBS and I don't think I'll ever be able to experience anal. I've had a lot to be depressed about the last few months, but somehow this is what's getting to me the most.
No.228132
>>228070
Welp, which state do you live?
No.228208
>>228041
Depends on where you live. I can make certain things happen, but no miracles.
No.228246
>be me
>16
>body is a rectangle, hips are abysmal
>ass is 4/10
>caveman tier amounts of body hair
>don't know how to shave ass
>never been fucked by/with a guy
>no hot guys in my area
>shitty personality
>switch between periods of wanting sex, a relationship or neither completely at random
>serious dom/sub switch
>facial hair grows insanely fast
>weird fetishes that generally turn other guys off
>turned off by most men's faces
is there hope for me yet?
No.228248
>be me
>16
>body is a rectangle, hips are abysmal
>ass is 4/10
>caveman tier amounts of body hair
>don't know how to shave ass
>never been fucked by/with a guy
>no hot guys in my area
>shitty personality
>switch between periods of wanting sex, a relationship or neither completely at random
>serious dom/sub switch
>facial hair grows insanely fast
>weird fetishes that generally turn other guys off
>turned off by most men's faces
is there hope for me yet?
No.228249
>be me
>16
>body is a rectangle, hips are abysmal
>ass is 4/10
>caveman tier amounts of body hair
>don't know how to shave ass
>never been fucked by/with a guy
>no hot guys in my area
>shitty personality
>switch between periods of wanting sex, a relationship or neither completely at random
>serious dom/sub switch
>facial hair grows insanely fast
>weird fetishes that generally turn other guys off
>generally very lazy
>turned off by most men's faces
is there hope for me yet?
No.228250
>>228248
>>228246
>>228249
no clue as to why these posted several times, please disregard :c
No.228264
So for the last 6 months I have been going through a severe existential crisis. Some people have one once they realize their own mortality. Some people have one when they speculate there is nothing after death. Some people are afraid of going to hell. My worry is the very fact that I am ignorant, I don't know shit. There is no clear cut explanation or evidence to with out good objections that supports any idea of the very nature of existence.
Every point in my life, I think I had everything figured out. Earlier, I was a Christian who believed if I did good and believed in Jesus Christ I would have eternal life on Earth. Then I became a hardcore reductionist Atheist who believed death was the cessation of our existence. But now, I believe neither… I actually do not know what to believe. I wish I had some sort of belief, regardless of how negative it was, but I cannot shake the feeling that nobody's explanation of our existence is correct. That the most scary thing about death is NOT the inevitability but ACTUALLY the uncertainty of what could lie ahead.
It doesn't help how Atheism and Islam/ Christianity are so extreme in their convictions about the nature of death. For the Atheists, it's "Death is the end and any objection you may have to that claim is nothing more than wishful thinking". To the Muslims/ Christians it's "if you don't spend the short time you have alive believing in a God that provides no evidence for his existence, regardless of how good of a person you are, you are going to Hell."
I'm scared. I'm scared of my own ignorance, but I cannot force myself to have any beliefs. I am also scared of never being happy and having somebody who loves me. I never asked to be born. Why, of all the possible arrangements of neurons that could've resulted in my consciousness did it have it have to be me, this subjective perspective, that exists.
I'm sorry for the cringe inducing, corny rant, but I've never had a chance to put this into words.
No.228270
So for the last 6 months I have been going through a severe existential crisis. Some people have one once they realize their own mortality. Some people have one when they speculate there is nothing after death. Some people are afraid of going to hell. My worry is the very fact that I am ignorant, I don't know shit. There is no clear cut explanation or evidence to with out good objections that supports any idea of the very nature of existence.
Every point in my life, I think I had everything figured out. Earlier, I was a Christian who believed if I did good and believed in Jesus Christ I would have eternal life on Earth. Then I became a hardcore reductionist Atheist who believed death was the cessation of our existence. But now, I believe neither… I actually do not know what to believe. I wish I had some sort of belief, regardless of how negative it was, but I cannot shake the feeling that nobody's explanation of our existence is correct. That the most scary thing about death is NOT the inevitability but ACTUALLY the uncertainty of what could lie ahead.
It doesn't help how Atheism and Islam/ Christianity are so extreme in their convictions about the nature of death. For the Atheists, it's "Death is the end and any objection you may have to that claim is nothing more than wishful thinking". To the Muslims/ Christians it's "if you don't spend the short time you have alive believing in a God that provides no evidence for his existence, regardless of how good of a person you are, you are going to Hell."
I'm scared. I'm scared of my own ignorance, but I cannot force myself to have any beliefs. I am also scared of never being happy and having somebody who loves me. I never asked to be born. Why, of all the possible arrangements of neurons that could've resulted in my consciousness did it have it have to be me, this subjective perspective, that exists.
I'm sorry for the cringe inducing, corny rant, but I've never had a chance to put this into words.
No.228549
>>228264
Believe what you WANT to believe, anon. In the end it's not gonna matter. If there's an afterlife, you may be up whereever the deity decided to put you and think to yourself "Well shit, I was wrong". If there is no afterlife, well you'll never be aware of this fact. You don't have to be right about things nobody knows for certain, but you do have to believe something you're comfortable with.
No.228620
Say, does anybody also feel super gay at some days and not gay at all at other days?
It's so fucking confusing, I know I feel attracted to dudes and would love a relationship with a qtboy.
No.228628
How can I force feelings of attraction towards men on command?
My sexuality has always been fluid, normally straight but every once in a while I get incredibly horny for cock and fantasize about being submissive to a man etc. I have tried to act on these feelings, but by the time I am able to set up something with someone on grindr, it feels like I've turned back to straight already and the idea of meeting up with them for sexual fun disgusts me. This once got me into a really awkward situation where I just couldn't stand to have this guy's dick in my mouth anymore after about 20 seconds, and I had to ask him to leave. And he had a PERFECT cock too, I often masturbate to the thought of it, but in that moment when I was with him I just wasn't feeling like a sissy so I couldn't stand it.
Is there any way to control this? Any way to awaken that lust for cock that completely takes over at seemingly random times? I want to try out being with a guy while being in this kind of state.
No.228678
everyone else is always looking to the future it seems, but I'm terrified of it. I told myself early last year that 2015 would be different. It wasn't of course.
No.228727
>>228628
You just need to be bent over and used over and over again until your mind breaks and copes by craving cock 24/7. Eventually, even though you'll be aroused when you see a hot girl in lingerie, your immediate response will be to dress up and worship the first cock you see.
No.228756
>>228628
Eyyyy I know that feeling all too well, leafboy. I keep making grindr chats but by the time i found someone cool/interesting i loose interest.
>>228727
There's a diffrence between liking dick and being a STD honeyhole
No.228910
No.228917
>>228264
That's the problem with death, we only know the absolute truth that one day it will get to all of us. Facts: It will eventually happen, you don't know anything past that point, and you don't know the rules that can either change that income, or the income of whatever happens after that (or if it matter for the case) And whoever came up with this, designed it so we would not be able to learn any rules before I pass that point. Scared of what lies ahead? Yeah a bit, it can happen anything. But I can't be scared of my own ignorance since it is being forced on me. I'm playing a "game" so to speak that I don't know nor I'm allowed to find the rules. And being scared of what could lead ahead will condition the "now", something that I am certain of. Whatever I choose "now" will not change that uncertainty. Those answers will come eventually too. So don't be too scared on the imposed ignorance for the "what lies ahead", but try to go by with "what I am certain", fear what you will miss now, and deal with those answers when the tie is right. Hope it helps you anon (that is if I was able to get my point across)
>>I am also scared of never being happy and having somebody who loves me.
If it helps for me that is not a fear, but a certainty that comes from resignation.
No.228922
tfw no foreskin
just fucking end me, or cyro sleep me till nerves can be recreated 1:1
No.228939
>quickly falling for qt boy who has no such feelings for me
this is the third time this has happened, and I am becoming exceedingly efficient at it
twist: he's in another state
how do I cope, friends?
No.228948
>have no friends because just moved
>be a manlet
>live in one of the most conservative states in the US
>inherited insane testosterone production from my dad, very masculine facial features from both sides of my family
>hairy as a motherfucker, had chest hair by age 12, tried shaving pubes once and ended up itching for the next 3 days
>wants to be bottom, but I have no clue how to even enter the scene
>sleeps on the couch in my parent's house because I don't have enough income to justify moving out and we don't make enough to get a good house right away
>not even into anal that much
life is a lie.
No.228999
>Know I'm not ready for a relationship but still can't help falling for a total qt on the map
>Annoyed that I'll never be naturally hairless and I don't want to go through the hassle of getting hair removed all the time
>Love men but can't stand the idea of anal. Despairing at the fact that I may never be able to fulfil my partner's sexual desires. Can't bottom because I can't be assed to prepare my butthole hours in advance and I don't want any pain, and can't top because butts don't look very nice to me
>Want to be str8 for various reasons, but conversion therapy is bullshit and we'll never know if sexuality can be changed scientifically because everyone should just Learn To Accept Themselves And Embrace Their Individuality™. I am unhappy because of my sexuality but it seems like that will stay forever.
>Even if I found a sexually undemanding partner, I might be killing myself soon because of other reasons. I could never hurt my lover like that so soon after entering a relationship, but I still want cuddles.
:(
No.229043
>>228999
> I might be killing myself soon because of other reasons.
What other reasons? Remember: >>227976
No.229077
>>228999
>I don't mind lots of body hair, or none
>Love men too, feel the same way about being a bottom and top
>Found someone who doesn't want the buttsex either and is happy for cuddles, kisses and suckles
It's possible to find what you want, just don't go and do something foolish like killing yourself. Hang in there anon.
No.229219
>be me
>offical sadboy2001 with clothes that you don't get
>blue haired boy considered to be emo
>we've only talked through text
>he says hi to me today
>he doesn't even know my full name
>"hey is it lucas? maybe something with a L?"
>"i was close enough right?"
>i said "yeah, actually just call me lou"
> i mumbled it so i guess i never heard it
>tfw i wanted to ask him out to go to the mall or something
>tfw right now im beating myself up over this
why can i not do the one thing i actually want to do
No.229315
>>228999
If you were not falling for a total qt i would really love to talk and maybe date, because i totally want a partner just like that as well, totally sexually udemanding <3
No.229316
>>228999
If you were not falling for a total qt i would really love to talk and maybe date, because i totally want a partner just like that as well, totally sexually udemanding <3
No.229331
>>228939
you cope by falling for me instead
No.229815
I am really bad at holding conversations with people that don't wind up with me saying something incredibly stupid, cringe worthy, or unintentionally hurtful which has caused a lot of friends and potential relationships to stop talking to me. Even when I think about what I'm going to say, it always winds up being wrong. I wish I wasn't so autistic and knew how to interact with people.
No.229858
>>229077
Damn I didn't catch you in time
No.229881
>>228999
>sexually undemanding
I'm like this but I'd like to suck their dick once in a while when they feel like it
No.230071
>>230052
Fat can be burned. Go out and start running tubby.
NOW, DO IT NOW FUCKER
No.230089
No.230115
>>230052
>>>/fit/
count calories fam. I lost 60 pounds with surprisingly little effort, just count calories and hold yourself accountable. Cardio optional but helpful. Diet is way more important. Don't worry about carbs and fad diets, just calories.
No.230120
>>230052
Just do proper diet. It can be done, you just need a decent amount of willpower. And if you have something that it is a constant source of stress try to fix it ASAP. That stress may be very well what make you eat crap and you just don't realize.
No.230148
Why can't I ever get this looming feeling off my mind? For years its been suck in my head. Is being gay such a huge stigma for me that I've let it ruin me like this? I don't even know how to express it anymore. I feel crushed. I just feel defeated. I've lost hope in myself, I've lost hope in this world. I just keep ticking on hoping it will get better it never will I keep waiting to hit rock bottom. I keep waiting to break so I can start over. It's been 11 years since I last cried. At this point I feel that wouldn't even help. What good would that even do? What good would talking about it do? I'm just scared and alone. Will I ever really feel happy again? What the fuck is wrong with me?
No.230152
Why can't I ever get this looming feeling off my mind? For years its been suck in my head. Is being gay such a huge stigma for me that I've let it ruin me like this? I don't even know how to express it anymore. I feel crushed. I just feel defeated. I've lost hope in myself, I've lost hope in this world. I just keep ticking on hoping it will get better it never will I keep waiting to hit rock bottom. I keep waiting to break so I can start over. It's been 11 years since I last cried. At this point I feel that wouldn't even help. What good would that even do? What good would talking about it do? I'm just scared and alone. Will I ever really feel happy again? What the fuck is wrong with me?
No.230160
>>225080
Victoria is also where i am currently located :))
No.230177
>>230148
>Why can't I ever get this looming feeling off my mind?
Let me guess, you have an anxiety disorder. I used to say the SAME exact shit and experience that "looming feeling" until I found out I had OCD and was able to manage my anxiety. I don't think there is anything wrong with you, anon. I think you need to manage your mental health a little better which will lead to these feelings subsiding, or at the very least, you will be able to control your own thoughts.
No.230179
The guys I seem to like seem to have a trend of being crazy, too. Why is it that everyone who gets me feeling so loved and warm turns around and makes me hurt the next day? I'm tired of these guys I get feelings for making me feel like I'm a disappointment to them or trying to get me to dedicate myself to them. I want a guy who can shower me with love but won't require some weird BDSM style relationship for things to work out.
No.230183
Are you ready for another lonely, miserable Christmas?
I know I am!
No.230187
Are you ready for another lonely, miserable Christmas?
I know I am!
No.230197
>>230177
I have ADHD. Doubt I have OCD though.
No.230251
>>230183
Actually decided to fight the Christmas sadness this year, waiting until my work holidays start. The current plan:
>Buy a bottle of strong alcoholic spirits
>Flavoured Vodka is the current choice
>Go to wherever the family Christmas cards are
>Open one
>See if it says something like "To [Parents], [Sibling Couple] & Anon"
>Do a shot if it does, and pretend both the sender and everyone who read it doesn't pity you
>Move to next card
>Do it again
>Stop when you're numb
>Repeat until the 27th
>Take a break from booze
>New Years Eve
>Watch a live countdown show
>Drink when you see a couple cuddling to keep warm
>Tell yourself it will be different next year
>Repeat
Maybe I'll enjoy this winter.
No.230288
>>230251
>Watch a live countdown show
Now that's fucking grim.
No.230680
Well im sad atm because I have a super hot cute roommate in uni who seems really interested in girls though we throw each other jokey flirts every now and again…
I havent came out to anyone that I'm gay (nor have i been in a relationship) and if I do im scared that he'll stop talking to me due to the jokey flirts ive been having with him, theres times where I think he could be gay but god i dont know my heads a mess atm
No.230681
>>230680
Oh and I also had a dream last night that a massive cuteboy crush I had from college was gay and wanted me and then I woke up ;_;
Spent about 2 hours for me to snap out of it
No.230844
>>230183
> Christmas
> Also known as "get shitfaced because you cannot escape from family" time
Can't stand having family stand in my way here and there.
One of the things I literally had to hear was "Dude if you turn out to be gay I'll beat up your boyfriend".
Does anybody still have any hope for humanity left after having to listen to such verbal diarrea for years? "It's OK for people to be gay … as long as they are not in our family" kinda shit…
At least New Years will be nice with my comrades, we'll just drive somewhere beyond the edge of nowhere and get drunk as fuck. It's always so sad to return after partying though.
Just remembered all the cute dudes I know of which I know are not gay. Too many. Way too many. And way too cute. ;(
No.230845
>>230183
>>230183
> Christmas
> Also known as "get shitfaced because you cannot escape from family" time
Can't stand having family stand in my way here and there.
One of the things I literally had to hear was "Dude if you turn out to be gay I'll beat up your boyfriend".
Does anybody still have any hope for humanity left after having to listen to such verbal diarrea for years? "It's OK for people to be gay … as long as they are not in our family" kinda shit…
At least New Years will be nice with my comrades, we'll just drive somewhere beyond the edge of nowhere and get drunk as fuck. It's always so sad to return after partying though.
Just remembered all the cute dudes I know of which I know are not gay. Too many. Way too many. And way too cute. ;(
No.230901
>get acne on neck/shoulders/back/chest at 11
>doesnt go away with showering 4 times a day
>or anything I can get without a script
>or steroids
>get put on accutane
>helps but as soon as I stop taking it, acne returns
>happens like 4 times before I'm 16
>have ugly raised scars/some minor acne all over torso
>still virgin at 20 because i hate how i look
pretty sure it fucked with my brain too, since I've been depressed ever since.
No.231261
>>230845
hate it when you crush over a cuteboy and theres no chance of it going anywhere ;_;
No.231266
>tfw nobody to ever talk to.
>tfw nobody to text all night long.
I just want someone that wants to talk to me.
If anyone wants to help me, my kik is Jelines ;w;
No.231291
Thanks for all the help you guys have given me
I give up
No.231326
As someone who has a generally cheery disposition and outlook on life, I want everyone in this thread right now to know that I'd cuddle up with you and give you headpats and snuggles until you feel better.
It's gonna be okay, anon. You're gonna make it. We're all gonna make it.
<3
No.231327
As someone who has a generally cheery disposition and outlook on life, I want everyone in this thread right now to know that I'd cuddle up with you and give you headpats and snuggles until you feel better.
It's gonna be okay, anon. You're gonna make it. We're all gonna make it.
<3
No.231339
>>226335
Mulled wine is shit, kill yourselves you fucking plebians!
No.231350
>>231327
if only that were true
No.231390
it's nearly christmas
oh boy i sure want to fucking kill myself
No.231443
so here's one
>I'm trans and dating a /cuteboy/
>we met by chance on halfchan
>we traded emails
>met a few times
>had some fun
>next thing I know he's calling me his gf
>we never really asked eachother out, it just sort of happened
>kind of awkward but we pretty much are in a solid relationship so I'm not fussed
>things continue
>he suddenly comes out and says he loves me
>OHSHITFAM
I'm kinda fucked here, I don't know if I love him, but I feel that love is a very powerful emotion, too much to go around second guessing it, and I feel that the fact I haven't said it back is probably making things more awkward than they already are. I like him but I don't want to drag out something if I'll never love him back fully, i just seems cruel, y'know?
No.231444
so here's one
>dating a /cuteboy/
>we met by chance on halfchan
>we traded emails
>met a few times
>had some fun
>next thing I know he's calling me his gf
>we never really asked eachother out, it just sort of happened
>kind of awkward but we pretty much are in a solid relationship so I'm not fussed
>things continue
>he suddenly comes out and says he loves me
>OHSHITFAM
I'm kinda fucked here, I don't know if I love him, but I feel that love is a very powerful emotion, too much to go around second guessing it, and I feel that the fact I haven't said it back is probably making things more awkward than they already are. I like him but I don't want to drag out something if I'll never love him back fully, i just seems cruel, y'know?
No.231449
so here's one
>dating a /cuteboy/
>we met by chance on halfchan
>we traded emails
>met a few times
>had some fun
>next thing I know he's calling me his gf
>we never really asked eachother out, it just sort of happened
>kind of awkward but we pretty much are in a solid relationship so I'm not fussed
>things continue
>he suddenly comes out and says he loves me
>OHSHITFAM
I'm kinda fucked here, I don't know if I love him, but I feel that love is a very powerful emotion, too much to go around second guessing it, and I feel that the fact I haven't said it back is probably making things more awkward than they already are. I like him but I don't want to drag out something if I'll never love him back fully, i just seems cruel, y'know?
No.231453
>>230845
so here's one
>dating a /cuteboy/
>we met by chance on halfchan
>we traded emails
>met a few times
>had some fun
>next thing I know he's calling me his gf
>we never really asked eachother out, it just sort of happened
>kind of awkward but we pretty much are in a solid relationship so I'm not fussed
>things continue
>he suddenly comes out and says he loves me
>OHSHITFAM
I'm kinda fucked here, I don't know if I love him, but I feel that love is a very powerful emotion, too much to go around second guessing it, and I feel that the fact I haven't said it back is probably making things more awkward than they already are. I like him but I don't want to drag out something if I'll never love him back fully, i just seems cruel, y'know?
No.231559
>>230845
C-come h-here. I'll t-take a nice Euro-boy…if you have a cute accent. I can s-save you.
No.231574
>>230845
C-come h-here. I'll t-take a nice Euro-boy…if you have a cute accent. I can s-save you.
No.231586
>>230845
>verbal diarrea
I know that feel bro.
>I'm not a homophobe or anything, but gay people want to destroy our culture.
>gay people only want marriage so they can force churches to desecrate their own beliefs
>etc, etc, etc
>my fucking face when
No.231588
>>230845
>verbal diarrea
I know that feel bro.
>I'm not a homophobe or anything, but gay people want to destroy our culture.
>gay people only want marriage so they can force churches to desecrate their own beliefs
>etc, etc, etc
>my fucking face when
Saging for possible double post.
No.231606
Indeed, indeed.
Say is this thread acting strange on other peoples browser too? I can't see the posts beyond my double post.
No.231619
How do you deal with being bitter or jealous at other cuteboys or girls?
>Be bi since 13
>Don't accept the fact i'm trans until i'm 28
>Be 28
>Slim but sound like fucking Alucard
Wish I could post in the rate me threads but i'm so fucking insecure it's unreal. Wish I still drank or got stoned.
No.231633
>>231619
Luckily, I don't easily get jealous. Actually I can't remember the last time I was.
Being bitter though is something different. Unhealthly mixture consisting of drinking and optimism is where it's at, aka "It can't get any worse".
No.231678
>be questioning sexuality for a while now
>complete virgin so not like it matters, I'm not getting any either way
>been getting some attention from guys but kind of ignore it because I wouldn't know what to do
>guy who I never met before asked me to come with him to see a movie tomorrow
>do I say yes?
>is it a date or is he just freindly?
>do I like him?
>I don't fucking know
halp, I'm not even a femboy, I'm kind of muscular and tall
No.231679
>be questioning sexuality for a while now
>complete virgin so not like it matters, I'm not getting any either way
>been getting some attention from guys but kind of ignore it because I wouldn't know what to do
>guy who I never met before asked me to come with him to see a movie tomorrow
>do I say yes?
>is it a date or is he just friendly?
>do I like him?
>I don't fucking know
halp, I'm not even a femboy, I'm kind of muscular and tall. I still want to try stuff with girls too and don't want everyone to think I'm gay
No.231765
>>226873
you should post pics
No.231769
>>226873
you should post pics
No.231967
>>231586
It's the activist types who dehumanise us
No.232048
>>230845
>"It's OK for people to be gay … as long as they are not in our family"
Was raised Mormon, one of the most common phrases they use is that "It's okay to be gay, as long as you don't act on same sex attraction, and to date and marry a woman anyway.". As if that isn't going to take someones happiness away and ruin a marriage.
No.232052
>>230845
>"It's OK for people to be gay … as long as they are not in our family"
Was raised Mormon, one of the most common phrases they use is that "It's okay to be gay, as long as you don't act on same sex attraction, and to date and marry a woman anyway.". As if that isn't going to take someones happiness away and ruin a marriage.
No.232094
>tfw no qt shota bf
;_; why live
No.232110
>>231619
I'm jealous of the younger fags because they're making the most of their teen years and I wasted mine playing wow. I'm so stupid.
No.232141
>>231619
Relax anon. It's gonna get better. You have accepted the fact you're trans. Now you can start working on that. Hormones, FFS, even vocal surgery is open to you. Use your jealousy for something productive like working on getting better and passing, don't let your jealousy bring you down.
No.232149
>>231619
I sort of get pissed of at myself for getting jealous or being bitter because it feels pathetic and I kind of manage to just stop feeling that way :/
I wish I could do that with loneliness
No.232180
>ugly
>Hand tremors
>antisocial
>every time I try to get close to someone, I just end up hurting them someway
>start being rude to people so that they don't want to talk to me
>All alone now
It's better this way, isn't it?
No.232186
>>232180
>It's better this way, isn't it?
Maybe, you won't be able to hurt others, and your forced to re-evaluate yourself. I'm sure you'll be able to accept others eventually.
No.232211
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>>232180
Don't worry anon, one day we'll all be dead!
No.232213
>>232180
Don't worry anon, one day we'll all be dead!
No.232214
>>232211
>>232213
Why the FUCK 8chan, I posted that first one like 20 minutes ago, refreshed 30 seconds ago and it still wasn't there.
Post this new image and it posts the first post.
Fucking hotwheels I swear to God.
No.232222
It has been a year since my last cuteboy relationship.
>Long distance relationship with cuteboy has gone on for about a year now.
>Pretty good relationship, we do some dom/sub over skype.
>Tells me a week from my birthday that he wants to tell me something.
>We'll call him Tara(thats what he wanted to be called)
>Day before my birthday comes around
>Tara calls me over skype
>"Hey anon. I wanted to tell you something, remember?"
>I hate surprises, I've been dreading this for a while now.
>"Yeah Tara, whats up?"
>"I've got to tell you the truth."
>herewefuckinggo
>"Anon, I have a girlfriend."
>shotthroughtheheart
>"And she is letting me have this relationship because I wanted to see if I was bi."
>I begin to feel used, and worthless
>"Finally. I need you to know that I only wanted this relationship to feel what it was like to be with a man."
>"What are you saying Tara?"
>It gets silent for a while, and I sort of panic, bust he eventually answers.
>"I'm trying to tell you that this was an experiment. I never loved you. I just wanted to know what it is like."
> Suspicions of being worthless to this person confirmed.
>Shut down and pussy out of call.
>We did not talk for a while (about 5 months or so)
>Messages me to see if I am still interested in the relationship
>I block him because I can't take all of my emotions jumping up and down at once.
Aside from this relationship, I've had an abusive one with a woman. All of my relationships have been abusive, in some way,and I am wondering if any of you has suggestions for picking people out in the future. Any ways to find out if they are an abuser before the relationship? What keeps you searching for the boypussy after shit like this happens? I'm only asking because I feel like I want to try again. I don't know what it is, but I just feel like trying again.
No.232223
It has been a year since my last cuteboy relationship.
>Long distance relationship with cuteboy has gone on for about a year now.
>Pretty good relationship, we do some dom/sub over skype.
>Tells me a week from my birthday that he wants to tell me something.
>We'll call him Tara(thats what he wanted to be called)
>Day before my birthday comes around
>Tara calls me over skype
>"Hey anon. I wanted to tell you something, remember?"
>I hate surprises, I've been dreading this for a while now.
>"Yeah Tara, whats up?"
>"I've got to tell you the truth."
>herewefuckinggo
>"Anon, I have a girlfriend."
>shotthroughtheheart
>"And she is letting me have this relationship because I wanted to see if I was bi."
>I begin to feel used, and worthless
>"Finally. I need you to know that I only wanted this relationship to feel what it was like to be with a man."
>"What are you saying Tara?"
>It gets silent for a while, and I sort of panic, bust he eventually answers.
>"I'm trying to tell you that this was an experiment. I never loved you. I just wanted to know what it is like."
> Suspicions of being worthless to this person confirmed.
>Shut down and pussy out of call.
>We did not talk for a while (about 5 months or so)
>Messages me to see if I am still interested in the relationship
>I block him because I can't take all of my emotions jumping up and down at once.
Aside from this relationship, I've had an abusive one with a woman. All of my relationships have been abusive, in some way,and I am wondering if any of you has suggestions for picking people out in the future. Any ways to find out if they are an abuser before the relationship? What keeps you searching for the boypussy after shit like this happens? I'm only asking because I feel like I want to try again. I don't know what it is, but I just feel like trying again
No.232224
It has been a year since my last cuteboy relationship.
>Long distance relationship with cuteboy has gone on for about a year now.
>Pretty good relationship, we do some dom/sub over skype.
>Tells me a week from my birthday that he wants to tell me something.
>We'll call him Tara(thats what he wanted to be called)
>Day before my birthday comes around
>Tara calls me over skype
>"Hey anon. I wanted to tell you something, remember?"
>I hate surprises, I've been dreading this for a while now.
>"Yeah Tara, whats up?"
>"I've got to tell you the truth."
>herewefuckinggo
>"Anon, I have a girlfriend."
>shotthroughtheheart
>"And she is letting me have this relationship because I wanted to see if I was bi."
>I begin to feel used, and worthless
>"Finally. I need you to know that I only wanted this relationship to feel what it was like to be with a man."
>"What are you saying Tara?"
>It gets silent for a while, and I sort of panic, bust he eventually answers.
>"I'm trying to tell you that this was an experiment. I never loved you. I just wanted to know what it is like."
> Suspicions of being worthless to this person confirmed.
>Shut down and pussy out of call.
>We did not talk for a while (about 5 months or so)
>Messages me to see if I am still interested in the relationship
>I block him because I can't take all of my emotions jumping up and down at once.
Aside from this relationship, I've had an abusive one with a woman. All of my relationships have been abusive, in some way,and I am wondering if any of you has suggestions for picking people out in the future. Any ways to find out if they are an abuser before the relationship? What keeps you searching for the boypussy after shit like this happens? I'm only asking because I feel like I want to try again. I don't know what it is, but I just feel like trying again
No.232228
It has been a year since my last cuteboy relationship.
>Long distance relationship with cuteboy has gone on for about a year now.
>Pretty good relationship, we do some dom/sub over skype.
>Tells me a week from my birthday that he wants to tell me something.
>We'll call him Tara(thats what he wanted to be called)
>Day before my birthday comes around
>Tara calls me over skype
>"Hey anon. I wanted to tell you something, remember?"
>I hate surprises, I've been dreading this for a while now.
>"Yeah Tara, whats up?"
>"I've got to tell you the truth."
>herewefuckinggo
>"Anon, I have a girlfriend."
>shotthroughtheheart
>"And she is letting me have this relationship because I wanted to see if I was bi."
>I begin to feel used, and worthless
>"Finally. I need you to know that I only wanted this relationship to feel what it was like to be with a man."
>"What are you saying Tara?"
>It gets silent for a while, and I sort of panic, bust he eventually answers.
>"I'm trying to tell you that this was an experiment. I never loved you. I just wanted to know what it is like."
>Suspicions of being worthless to this person confirmed.
>Shut down and pussy out of call.
>We did not talk for a while (about 5 months or so)
>Messages me to see if I am still interested in the relationship
>I block him because I can't take all of my emotions jumping up and down at once.
Aside from this relationship, I've had an abusive one with a woman. All of my relationships have been abusive, in some way,and I am wondering if any of you has suggestions for picking people out in the future. Any ways to find out if they are an abuser before the relationship? What keeps you searching for the boypussy after shit like this happens? I'm only asking because I feel like I want to try again. I don't know what it is, but I just feel like trying again
No.232235
It has been a year since my last cuteboy relationship.
>Long distance relationship with cuteboy has gone on for about a year now.
>Pretty good relationship, we do some dom/sub over skype.
>Tells me a week from my birthday that he wants to tell me something.
>We'll call him Tara(thats what he wanted to be called)
>Day before my birthday comes around
>Tara calls me over skype
>"Hey anon. I wanted to tell you something, remember?"
>I hate surprises, I've been dreading this for a while now.
>"Yeah Tara, whats up?"
>"I've got to tell you the truth."
>herewefuckinggo
>"Anon, I have a girlfriend."
>shotthroughtheheart
>"And she is letting me have this relationship because I wanted to see if I was bi."
>I begin to feel used, and worthless
>"Finally. I need you to know that I only wanted this relationship to feel what it was like to be with a man."
>"What are you saying Tara?"
>It gets silent for a while, and I sort of panic, bust he eventually answers.
>"I'm trying to tell you that this was an experiment. I never loved you. I just wanted to know what it is like."
> Suspicions of being worthless to this person confirmed.
>Shut down and pussy out of call.
>We did not talk for a while (about 5 months or so)
>Messages me to see if I am still interested in the relationship
>I block him because I can't take all of my emotions jumping up and down at once.
Aside from this relationship, I've had an abusive one with a woman. All of my relationships have been abusive, in some way,and I am wondering if any of you has suggestions for picking people out in the future. Any ways to find out if they are an abuser before the relationship? What keeps you searching for the boypussy after shit like this happens? I'm only asking because I feel like I want to try again. I don't know what it is, but I just feel like trying again
No.232239
It has been a year since my last cuteboy relationship.
>Long distance relationship with cuteboy has gone on for about a year now.
>Pretty good relationship, we do some dom/sub over skype.
>Tells me a week from my birthday that he wants to tell me something.
>We'll call him Tara(thats what he wanted to be called)
>Day before my birthday comes around
>Tara calls me over skype
>"Hey anon. I wanted to tell you something, remember?"
>I hate surprises, I've been dreading this for a while now.
>"Yeah Tara, whats up?"
>"I've got to tell you the truth."
>herewefuckinggo
>"Anon, I have a girlfriend."
>shotthroughtheheart
>"And she is letting me have this relationship because I wanted to see if I was bi."
>I begin to feel used, and worthless
>"Finally. I need you to know that I only wanted this relationship to feel what it was like to be with a man."
>"What are you saying Tara?"
>It gets silent for a while, and I sort of panic, bust he eventually answers.
>"I'm trying to tell you that this was an experiment. I never loved you. I just wanted to know what it is like."
> Suspicions of being worthless to this person confirmed.
>Shut down and pussy out of call.
>We did not talk for a while (about 5 months or so)
>Messages me to see if I am still interested in the relationship
>I block him because I can't take all of my emotions jumping up and down at once.
Aside from this relationship, I've had an abusive one with a woman. All of my relationships have been abusive, in some way,and I am wondering if any of you has suggestions for picking people out in the future. Any ways to find out if they are an abuser before the relationship? What keeps you searching for the boypussy after shit like this happens? I'm only asking because I feel like I want to try again. I don't know what it is, but I just feel like trying again
No.232255
>>232180
Don't worry anon, one day we'll all be dead!
No.232297
>>232180
>ugly
plz
post pics
No.232301
No.232312
>tfw black guy
>get desperate and go on craigslist
>no one wants a black guy
>those that do are size queens
>only have a 7 inch dick
Guess I'm doomed to be alone.
No.232313
>tfw black guy
>get desperate and go on craigslist
>no one wants a black guy
>those that do are size queens
>only have a 7 inch dick
Guess I'm doomed to be alone.
No.232340
Maybe this isn't the place to post this, but I guess I just need general advice.
>inexperienced in social situations but know I'm a handsome and curvy guy
>unsure of how to meet cute boys
>nut up and craft an OkCupid profile
>literally juggling a dozen conversations as I type this
Seriously, all of these amazing guys have taken a huge interest in me. The problem is that they're all remarkably dedicated students, or freelance film critics, or cute worldly foreigners who have practically raised themselves in the absence of parents. In short, I feel like everyone interested in me is a superman.
It's almost too much. I expressed a lot of passion in my profile for writing and film, and spent more time talking about that than myself. But all I really want is someone who's fairly relaxed, has a hobby and passion, and wants to play videogames and go out to eat between lewd fondles and snuggles.
Do I just have issues with my own self image and self confidence? Do I just have low standards? These people make me feel inadequate, and I just want a guy who's chill but cares about things in life. I'm new to dating guys and want to make sure that I'm not just being an idiot.
Also, if your post doesn't seem to go through and it says "Flood detected" when you try to repost, then it DID go through and you should just let 8ch catch up.
No.232381
>2013
>be chubby NEET who regularly goes out drinking with his friends
>want to be cute but hate my appearance
>know I won't get a bf with me being who I am
>2015
>have become considerably more slim and athletic
>appearance changed drastically for the better
>awesome job, no need to worry about money anymore
>still no bf, feels like I am stranded in a sea of straight people
>no idea how to come into contact with a likeminded person
It only took 2 years and I'm still going nowhere.
No.232421
>>232313
>only have a 7 inch dick
>only
Oh please
I'd date a black guy though
No.232424
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Ah well.
Of all the boys know of I'm comfortable and attracted to exactly two. And none of them is gay afaik. Yet I don't feel sad for some reason. Pic related.
No.232429
No.232436
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>>232211
It couldn't come any sooner
No.232449
People really should give online dating a shot. You're guaranteed to talk to someone. The worst thing that happens is that nothing goes anywhere. And if we're being frank most of you have nothing to lose
Every kind of person is on those sites.
No.232450
>Met someone who made me feel worthy and like I wasn't entirely lonely
>Stopped feeling as slutty and was happier
>Get left aside because they only wanted me for lewd and not real friendship as I thought
>Back to feeling like a slut
I think my sluttiness might actually just be what I become when I'm sad.
No.232482
>Be pure beta fag.
>Figure out that some qt guys like cocky confident guys.
>Start to build upon my ego and try to be more of a man
>A while of working on it i become far more confident
>Become a arrogant cocky fuck head who thinks hes amazing
>Though qt guys loved this so i always pushed myself to be more like that.
>Come across as a shallow fuck head who always pea cocked and only cared about fucking qts
>Qt attention whores just used me for attention then fuck off and not msg me again
>Sooner or later my ego breaks down and no longer give a fuck.
>Sit here sad and keeping back my tears from how much i fucked over myself and ruined so many chances and how shallow i was
Testosterone is a hell of a drug
No.232520
I'm so sad. I wish I had a boyfriend
No.232523
>losing weight and getting fitter every day
>doesn't matter because I will never fix ugly nerd face
No.232525
>>232523
Is that you? How old are you?
I know that nerd face feel
No.232528
>>232525
That's not me, that's Greg 'IdrA' Fields
No.232544
>>232528
How are you nerdy looking?
No.232547
>>232544
It's hard to describe. I don't want to post a picture, but:
>bulgy eyes
>big Celt nose
>weird lips
Shit skin doesn't help either
No.232552
>>232547
Yeah I have a big nose too
It ruins my face
I hate it
No.232559
No.232579
Who drunken sadnesss tonite
No.232642
>>232579
i'm just smoking weed and spacing out like a dumb bimbo
No.232647
>>232642
sounds like you could use some cock to smoke as well :>
No.232748
My boyfriend broke up with me over the weekend. It was my fault, I broke his trust and was not the person he needed me to be. I love him and I never got to tell him that nor will I ever since he told me to not speak to him anymore. It breaks my heart and I wish I could go back and right all my wrongs. He was the best thing that ever happened to me and he came and went so quickly. I've been crying for the better part of 4 days and just can't see myself getting over him or being with anyone else. I don't know what to do. I don't see anything in my future anymore except sadness and loneliness. I would do anything to have him back. What do I do?
No.232751
>>232748
>It was my fault, I broke his trust and was not the person he needed me to be.
Explain
No.232764
>>232748
I'm in a similar situation.
The current plan is to listen to music and study until I'm numb
No.232765
>>232751
I snuck some pics of him. We were taking photos to post on here but I didn't know when to stop. He also said he doesn't see himself becoming better with me, hence I wasn't the person he needed me to be.
No.232767
>>232751
I snuck some pics of him. We were taking photos to post on here but I didn't know when to stop. He also said he doesn't see himself becoming better with me, hence I wasn't the person he needed me to be.
No.232771
>>232421
I only say that because all of the ads called for 8in+.
>>232429
Both.
No.232790
tfw lonely as fuck. All I want is some one to talk to on a common basis, like as if we were actually friends.
I honestly don't even know what I did wrong. I'm a nice guy! I at least think I am. I'm charitable, I give a shit about random people when they're down, I don't blatantly insult people even when I don't like them. When some one does something I disagree with for their lives I still encourage them even! I'm not even anti-social, or ugly, or fat, or stupid. It's my JOB to deal with people and I can talk with them easily for hours. I've never been insulted for how I look, and people say I'm good all the time. I work out six days a week and I don't eat awful, I'm not even poor I live on my own and have nice things. Sure this is all vain sounding and all but… What the fuck did I do wrong? Do I do wrong? What is it that I ever do that makes people just hate me or abandon me? WHY am I the one driven to sit here and complain to random anonymous strangers on the internet about my life when I can see objectively worse people go out and be terrible but still have people love them? Do I have to be fucked up? Do I have to do something to ultimately ruin something about myself to gather any sort of social attention? Do I have to act like a fucking child to have one person just say "Hey how are you doing today? Can I know about what you've done? Would you like to hear about the things I've done today?" and mean it?
I'm tired of being nice to people. I don't want to be the guy who tries to take some one by the hand and show them a good time just because I want to see some one else genuinely be happy anymore. Making some one else happy was the only way I could ever feel good about myself and now I just can't do it. I can't even be mean either, no matter how hard I try I can't be apathetic or cruel no matter how much I want. I don't know what to do. I'm crying over a wall of text on an image board dedicated to girly-boys and guys who like girly-boys because this is just where I happened to end up in my solitude. It's all just an endless limbo of bullshit and I want it to end.
No.232799
>>232748
Maybe you should join skype groups
No.232801
>>232790
You might not want to hear this but after reading that post, are you sure it's not you that's the problem? There's a certain aura radiating from it that makes me think you might not be as amazing as you think. Remember that there's one common factor in those situations where people "hated" or "abandoned" you and it would be the fact that you were involved in their lives. Try seeing yourself as others see you. I'm not saying you're in the wrong or anything but it can be a liberating experience to see yourself from the third person and seeing flaws you might not see otherwise. Try to stay strong man. You'll figure shit out hopefully.
No.232810
>>232790
You might not want to hear this but after reading that post, are you sure it's not you that's the problem? There's a certain aura radiating from it that makes me think you might not be as amazing as you think. Remember that there's one common factor in those situations where people "hated" or "abandoned" you and it would be the fact that you were involved in their lives. Try seeing yourself as others see you. I'm not saying you're in the wrong or anything but it can be a liberating experience to see yourself from the third person and seeing flaws you might not see otherwise. Try to stay strong man. You'll figure shit out hopefully.
No.232832
>>232790
Yo dude you play sc2?
No.232999
How do you guys plan on keeping yourself from suicide this holiday?
No.233015
>>232999
Survival instincts, and whiskey
No.233035
>>232999
walking dead is back on in feb
star wars rogue 1 is coming out next year
so is superman v batman
also i think the new harry potter movie is coming out next year
star wars ep 8 is coming out the year after
got so much to live for fam
No.233036
>>232999
walking dead is back on in feb
star wars rogue 1 is coming out next year
so is superman v batman
also i think the new harry potter movie is coming out next year
star wars ep 8 is coming out the year after
got so much to live for famm
No.233070
>tfw the cuteboy I used to buy clothes and toys for and fuck got himself a girlfriend
He doesn't even say goodnight to me anymore…
No.233073
Should someone just start a regular sadness thread since this sticky is still fucking up?
No.233112
I feel so lonely. On the outside I act as a chill carefree guy who's relaxed about everything but on the inside I feel cold and empty. The only cuteboys I know are probably straight and even if they weren't I'm too introverted and antisocial to start a conversation. When people talk to me I cant look them in the eye and feel I just act really dumb. All I wish for is a hot twink I could wrap my arms around and slowly kiss as we exchange our warmth.
No.233115
>>233083
>>233081
>>233112
hmm that's weird kept giving me an error and now its posted all of them. Sorry about that.
No.233127
No.233143
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>>233127
Got some bad news for you..
No.233158
>>233143
I'd think you'd die before you're inflated? it does say not to turn it to maximum or your lungs would burst
No.233193
>>224711
>an SJW
>defending pedophilia as a legitimate sexuality
That really doesn't sound like an SJW lol
No.233205
>>233143
I'd think you'd be dead before you're inflated? it does say not to turn it up to maximum or your lungs would burst
No.233257
>>233035
>star wars rogue 1 is coming out next year
>so is superman v batman
>also i think the new harry potter movie is coming out next year
You really should just kill yourself
>star wars ep 8 is coming out the year after
No.233266
Oh boy, it's that time of year again.
I can't wait to spend christmas all alone contemplating whether or not I should finally kill myself.
No.233332
>have sex with a cute boy
>I am almost positive I am asexual now
It really did not live up to the hype.
No.233336
>>233332
Please expand on this.
No.233339
>>233302
t-thanks infinity
you seem knowledgeable, do you know of alternatives?
no im not depressed but i'd like to know anyway c:
No.233343
>>233332
>did not live up to the hype.
Sex in general is pretty overrated, not the fagboys fault.
No.233355
>>233257
They are gonna be great movies!!
No.233406
>tfw had a rifle and could've shot myself
>tfw didnt do it
lets hope i wont regret this
No.233408
Honestly though fuck everyone who's happy during the holiday season
fuck em all
No.233431
No.233436
I wish I had a nice friend who I could cuddle with. And he'd tuck his head under mine and I'd kiss his forehead.
No.233439
>>233336
It was some NSA shit, we hadn't met before.
I would have rather masturbated, or maybe cuddled if I knew him.
No.233460
I'm never gonna be good enough
I never stand out enough to catch anyone's interest
i'll always be a failure
I just want to die
I'll never be happy
No.233512
Every year I study alone, but this year they add me on a group to study.
I just finish my last exam and wrote somthing silly in the group. The guy that I'm in love sent me an audio saying that he was bussy and wish me merry x-mas. In the audio I can hear a female voice saying "and happy new year anon". She is his gf.
I was waiting to finish my exam to tell him what I feel.
Now I just wanna sleep. Merry x-mas I guess.
Ignore this, I just wanted to share with someone.
Merry x-mas cute boys.
No.233519
>>233339
Nembutal. Providing you can get some from the dnm, it's the best way to ctb. If you have tox I could explain in further detail.
No.233520
>tfw razor burn on my asshole
FFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
No.233529
>>233520
Oh no! Would you like me to kiss it better?
No.233539
It is a sad realization to me that nearly no one wants a long term relationship with me. I am involved heavily in the underground markets for substances and make quite the living off of it however as these many years have shown me no one wants someone like me long term. The guys that do like me are generally the consumers which is always a no go. There is a fine difference between someone that likes me for myself and someone who likes the lifestyle/money. Life is rather lonely in this spot for the same reason….can't really put a tag on friends that want you around because you're a friend to them..or because they want what you have….not really looking for pitty or anything..just feeling glum at the situation that I don't see much a way out of. I was born into a family that makes its living this way and has done so for generations. Beyond that to start over from nothing is a terrifying waste of stability and stature…
No.233540
>>233529
yeah right! its as disgusting as it is painful
im doing this shit ALL WRONG
No.233559
>20
>virgin
>NEET
>slob
WHY CAN'T I HAVE A BF
No.233568
>born with a weird boxish set of hips, no sexy curves
>born with shit genetics, giving me EDS, slight eczema and asthma
>shitty EDS symptoms stop me from exercising without being in pain/getting too exhausted
>no qt boy will ever cuddle me
life is suffering
No.233572
>born with a weird boxish set of hips, no sexy curves
>born with shit genetics, giving me EDS, slight eczema and asthma
>shitty EDS symptoms stop me from exercising without being in pain/getting too exhausted
>no qt boy will ever cuddle me
life is suffering
No.233608
When I was young I had hypospadias which meant I had to be circumcised since the foreskin had to be used to fix the problem (this was before there were other methods to fix it), the circumcision was fine but as a result of the "fixing" I now have a really ugly cock that looks like its been through several wars. I get real jelly browsing this board seeing all your smooth shafts while mine looks like 1906 San Francisco.
No.233652
Here's to yet another miserable, lonely mess of a christmas.
No.233730
Here's to yet another lonely, miserable christmas.
No.233734
Here's to yet another lonely, miserable christmas.
No.233738
Here's to yet another lonely, miserable christmas.
No.233740
Well, it's Christmas eve and I pigged out. Feel like shit and too drunk to do my workout. Feels bad
No.233741
Here's to yet another lonely, miserable christmas.
It just ocurred to me I may have posted this a lot more times than I meant to.
No.233876
The guy I just met who wants me to be his bf isn't talking to me and the last thing he told me was that he was getting kicked out of his house. We both know there's nothing I can do to help and any sympathy I offer means nothing. I haven't even gotten to met him yet.
Why do I always fall in love with NEETs…
No.233890
The guy I just met who wants me to be his bf isn't talking to me and the last thing he told me was that he was getting kicked out of his house. We both know there's nothing I can do to help and any sympathy I offer means nothing. I haven't even gotten to met him yet.
Why do I always fall in love with NEETs…
No.233891
No.233981
>Be a 6'4 hairy testoserone filled guy blessed with a natural athletes body, and an above average dong
>All I want is to be a small qt with a small penis
Life is suffering.
No.233999
>tfw I havent showered in at least 2 months becuase what the hells the point
No.234071
>>233568
>eczema and asthma
iktfb
I'd cuddle you
No.234091
>>233539
>not really looking for pitty or anything
Good, because I have no pity for you, degenerate.
Assuming you're not making this shit up, anyone who picks a life life that doesn't deserve good things.
No.234093
>>233439
>It was some NSA shit, we hadn't met before.
There's the problem. Sex is only good with someone you love.
No.234107
>>233981
I'd cuddle with you if that makes you feel better bby
No.234108
>>233999
Cause dude, showers feel nice. Nothing quite like waking up on a cold morning just to hop in the shower and get the water scolding hot. If not for anyone else, just do it for yourself.
No.234129
>>233999
Duuuude those trips. Are you on to something here?
Seriously though, that is kinda gross.
No.234230
>>233999
Well if you're cute you probably smell delicious and I'd like to lick you all over. If you aren't and you don't shave or keep in shape then I'm afraid that's gross.
No.234303
I wish I could know one of you guys.