My WMAF parents aren't even that bad. They let me NEET off them at age 26, despite my racist attacks on them.
Have you ever thought about using your suicide to send a message?
Ashley A. Riggitano for instance, left her enemy's list in her purse, and I guess the police turned it over to the media, and they actually name some of the people from her grudge list in the article, and ask for her response. I've been following the topic closely for some time now, and basically any suicide in a famous public location makes the news, even if the suicidee didn't intend it.
I wouldn't want to anything that would risk the success of my suicide. For example if I posted my real name and suicide location online, before doing it, potentially then the authorities could foil my suicide. Or I want the option to chicken out, should I so decide. And once I go public, my name would be out there, and theres no going back.
I was thinking I could just leave a little note in my bag, about how horrible it is being a Eurasian male. How the White-Asian mixing is going completely in one direction. And the entire Asian-American male population is just supposed to accepting being virgins. As the son of a white dad, I have half-white privilege and so my suicide will be taken more seriously than that of a full Asian like Wilkes McDermid. I know many Wizards disagree with Hapa issues. But its important to me, and if my death can help raise awareness, why not?
And look they might decide not to give this attention whore any attention, and cover up my suicide note. And thats fine too. Because I'm an ontological solispist, and I believe the universe will end with my consciousness. So I don't care what happens after my death, and no one will be around to tell me if I'm wrong. But Eurasianism is an issue very dear to my heart, and so if I just leave a short note explaining the Hapa plight, and linking to some Eurasian blogs and forums, I owe my people at least that much. Its a minimal effort. And if does make at least a few newspapers, and draw attention to the Hapa hell. Well, my work will be done.
Now that you know that all suicides in public places make the newspaper, is there any note that you would hypothetically leave, knowing that it could quite possibly be referenced in the newspaper?
Riggitano’s suicide notes — written in girlish cursive on lined, loose-leaf paper — revealed the depths of her despair.
“To any funeral, these people should not be allowed based upon words and actions,” she wrote about the five succubi.
She also mentioned three others by first name only — calling them “only people I love & always there to tell sorry.”
She blasted her other pals, writing, “All my other ‘friends’ are in it for gossip, never there just 1/4 for gossip.”
http://nypost.com/2013/02/08/gwb-leaping-beautys-sad-descent-into-faux-foe-rage/
if there is some Eurasian male virgin out there, who doesn't understand the dynamics of why his life is so bad, my suicide raising awareness about the Hapa movement, will give this kid some meaning and direction.
see my parents were honestly not that bad. There is NOTHING wrong with my white dad or asian mom. They arent perfect, but they are not r9k at all.
and yet all the other WMAF couples are so bad, I just want to use the fact that I'm a WMAF son to shame them all in public.
My parents are nice enough to let me NEET off them, while I curse them out with racist rants. It is somewhat of a betrayal to attack their marriage as my last act.
Its just that the weaboos on r9k piss me off so much, that if I can use my WMAF son status, to draw attention to how bad it is, I feel like I should do it
what about all the attention Ashley A. Riggitano got for killing herself in public? They even published her enemys list, shaming them all
honestly I've never even had a racist comment from a white girl, other than 'what are you?'. And I've never had a fight with an Asian girl. I even got along great with 2 Chinese girl roomates. All my hatred of Asian girls come from reading r/Hapas. Its all an internet thing. The real world wasn't great, but the Hapa issue didn't come up nearly as much
Its not true hot white girls are never racist against Hapa. In 9th grade one asked 'Anon, What are you?", And this other time in college, when I said my tropical people are not meant for this cold climate. She said "what are your people?" And i refused to answer. These are 2 microagressions of white girls against Hapas
in a way its not a total lie. Its not that I wanted to be a girl. But I did dye my hair blond, so I could be more like a blonde girl.
And really its not sex I wanted to much, as to be part of Girl World. Like if girls would invite me to their sleepover, and gossip and giggle with me. I just want to be part of their soft, feminine, pink frilly world.
so in a way its true to declare me a hapa sissy femboi