/cuteboys/ - Boypussy

ur gonna die dude

>>226554

He seems genuine, I reverse image searched him and it turns out he's some fancy lawyer in the city. He has a nice body too.

>>226556

just set some boundaries in stone, id say sign a contract but if hes a lawyer and eventually tries to do sus shit then hel find some loopholes or some shit

just make sure you feel safe and its all good

also remember that people who live boring jobs tend to be a lot more weird in the head if they are already pushing into stuff like this

>>226565

Suspicious shit? Like what?

>>226569

i've been in a sub/dom relationship (as in, pretty decent bdsm stuff) where the dom is cool as fuck for whats essentially a honeymoon period, then its normal and after a while the dom got bored and started trying to push limits i wasnt fine with which eventually became too much and I fucked off

while i'm not saying it will happen to you, relying on him makes you super vulnerable to that kind of thing and unless you have an easy out (family/friends/etc) if it becomes too much for you then you will legitimately be stuck in a hugely unhealthy abusive relationship

"slave" relationships are still normal "kinky" relationships and you should both be fulfilling desires for each other, so you honestly just need to keep safe

>>226571

What did you refuse to do?

>>226574

it was pretty much just him constantly pushing the intensity of stuff

he basically wanted to get into bloodplay but wouldnt openly admit it and thaaaaats reaaaallly faaaaaar outta my limits

>>226592

>bloodplay

Ouch. That's some creepy secret snuff club tier shit.

>>226595

Which is why you need to be super fucking careful and have an out so if he eventually pushes it too far you can be safe.

He wants me to wear a suit with no underwear!

Why am I getting turned on by this pervert?

I'm leaving for my date in about 2 hours, I'll have some embarassing greentext story for you guys on my return probably.

>>226896

you wont return

you'll either stay in his basement or in his fridge

Be safe out there, ok? I don't want to read the news and see a story about a lawyer who killed and ate a dude.

>>226899

I do tbh. Would make for interesting news. Hey OP , cover your body with laxatives so the cunt shits himself after he eats you

Lol

>>226904

ty bb love u 2

OP here, I'm back from my "date". Holy shit what a fucking disaster.

>Spend an hour travelling to meet him, as soon as we say hello I know instantly I'm not attracted to him

>But he seems nice enough and he invites me back to his place before I can think

>He walked really fast and asked a ton of questions, I was almost out of breath when we got to his place

>We get inside, he asks me to take his coat off and I'm thinking "ok where's my escape exit?"

>He makes me coffee and starts saying how aroused I look (actually I was just exhausted from the walk but whatever I just smile)

>We talk some more and he gets really insistent about me looking him in the eyes, keeps saying "look at me" like he's fucking Batman or something

>Then he goes to sit on the couch and makes me sit on the floor in front of him

>Starts touching my hair and face, I'm incredibly uncomfortable

>"You like that don't you?"

>Felt like saying "No, I feel like vomiting"

>Tell him I think I should go

>He says ok and I leave and I fucking jump at the sight of men that look like him all the way back home

I feel so dirty and ashamed. I could tell he wanted to fuck me the whole time I was there, and it wasn't a nice feeling. I normally hate the word "creep" but holy shit what a fucking creepy old man. All I want to do is curl up in a blanket and sleep until I can't remember this day anymore.

>>226956

lol, at least you got a great story for us out of it. thanks for the laugh, anon, I needed that.

>>226956

I feel sorry for you but as I said

>also remember that people who live boring jobs tend to be a lot more weird in the head if they are already pushing into stuff like this

also don't use craiglist bb

I could tell you all horror stories that have happened to friends/etc if you want, itl make your experience seem a shitload less terrible

>>226964

>I could tell you all horror stories that have happened to friends/etc if you want

Go ahead.

I'm just afraid my family will somehow find out. I know he's probably as ashamed and secretive as I am but still.

>>226964

>I could tell you all horror stories that have happened to friends/etc if you want

This is now a Craigslist general. Gimme all your stories, nigga.

>>226966

>>226968

Most of the stories I might tell are from friends on fetlife, a few of which were made public just because people were getting into kink relationships and just going "yeah i trust this dude i met on the internet :^)"

I'd like to state that these are still stories, and from fetlife, so while I'm only posting stories I know actually happened to some degree, I'm both remembering them from memory and from retellings so they are probably a little bit blown out of proportion

>Chicks a solid 8/10 if you are into chubby chicks

>Meets up with dom chef that wants to essentially force feed her so she gains more weight (i forget what this fetish is called but yeah)

>She's gaining weight and honestly doesn't give much of a shit

>She suddenly gets sick, diarrhea, vomiting, blah blah blah

>Goes to the doctor

>Informed that they found traces of a bunch of things like generic laxatives/etc and generally shit that you shouldnt be taking unless you have some serious toilet issues

>Dude got bored of just force feeding her and wanted to make her get sick through food he was cooking

>"Here and now" relationship

>Dom does pretty generic "we fuck now unga bunga boo" and they find a place to fuck

>Starts off fairly fine, they go to bathrooms and generally private areas and do the deed

>Dom gets carried away, gets physically rough to the sub eventually

>Sub says "hey mate maybe uh, calm down a little?"

>"This only makes my penis harder"

>Every time the sub even mentions hes not okay with minor things the dom gets more aggressive

>Essentially turns into rape fetish and the sub does a runner

Its like 4am and I'm about to sleep, most of the stories I can think of right now are basically the same thing where the dom ends up pushing bounds and the sub doesn't know its going on because they either arent experienced or just are too oblivious

I'l talk to some old friends and see if I can get some stories outta them

>>226966

DW about the family thing either

If he's a lawyer he will know that if he even remotely contacts anyone you know specifically to try and fuck your life up he'l get harassment charges up the asshole.

Doesn't matter if hes a business lawyer, he'l know he can't fight that shit.

>>226988

>Dude got bored of just force feeding her and wanted to make her get sick through food he was cooking

What in the fuck…

>>226988

>dom chef that wants to essentially force feed her so she gains more weight

Well that one couldn't possibly end well. What a shitty decision.

>>226990

Yeah I remembered that one specifically from this thread, having that safe escape is needed because people get bored of routines.

Even if you are happy with how a kink relationship is going, like anything else people like to test the waters and push/bend the rules.

The food thing was a fucking horror story

>>226991

Also yeah, I don't even know why she thought it'd end well but whatever floats her boat

OP here again.

I emailed the guy and we've made up. I overreacted to the way he acted. We're gonna meet up again in a few days and take things more slowly. We're having lunch in a public place.

>>227031

There's nothing better than an incredibly dumb and cute submissive boy. I hope he ends up killing you.

>>227031

>as soon as we say hello I know instantly I'm not attracted to him

You sure about this?

>>227042

I'm gonna give him a chance to win me over at least, I'm not gonna force myself to pretend to enjoy fucking him. If it works out great, if not then I lose nothing.

>>227041

Oh come on, this is honestly about as good as I deserve considering I'm a weak and useless person.

I know I sound like a huge pushover and I pretty much deserve to be murdered but my life is going nowhere and it's been going nowhere for 6 years in a row. I'd honestly kill myself if I had the balls, why not have an adventure into the unknown before then?

>>227043

Have you tried finding a qt from this board?

>>227044

Checked the maps and threads, everyone wants a femboy qt and I'm just…a dude.

>>227043

Having standards puts you above a lot of trash people. Stick to those. But if you go through with this, just be careful.

>>227058

Thanks for your concern.

I know I'm taking a dumb risk that'll probably hurt me in the end but I have to do something with my life to break the monotony. At worst I'll have embarassing stories you can all laugh at me for.

>>227031

>>227043

>>227068

Anon it sounds like maybe you just like his personality over text and he's possibly a bit a manipulative.

If you hated him in person the first time you're not going to like him the second time.

>>227071

I didn't hate him, I just panicked a bit since I've never been that intimate with anyone before let alone someone I just met.

What harm can a second chance do?

>>227043

The first step to breaking the monotony and not being what you consider a weak and useless person is to stop treating yourself like that. Have you considered that pursuing a live-in slave relationship could feed your self-esteem issues in a bad way? It's totally possible to have a BDSM relationship in the bedroom and keep it healthy but your posts worry me anon.

>if it works out great, if not then I lose nothing

If it goes badly you could be in legitimate danger, or like another anon cautioned you could find yourself on the worst end of an abusive relationship. Craigslist can be fucking crazy, be careful

This is why I want a relationship that isn't focused just around sex

>>227027

That's how I feel. I'm not a picky guy, so I'll just take the first one that comes to me even though neither of them ever will.

>>227031

Look dude, I've done the same exact thing that you did

The second time you're going to go a little father and you're going to regret it way more because you're attracted to the idea and not the person

Don't bother

>>227098

I know you're right but I still have to find out for myself.

I might not even meet him for the 2nd date, I'm just thinking about it.

>>227109

Dude seriously just leave it. I don't really care as much as some people about virginity but at least don't give it up to some nasty old guy you're not even attracted to.

>>227118

>get aids

I'm not sucking him off.

>get raped

I could overpower him if I had to.

>get murdered because the guy is into asphyxiating you

He could have drugged my coffee today and killed me but he didn't.

>hate yourself even more afterwards

Highly likely but it's worth the risk.

>>227123

Jesus, man, are you this trusting of a complete stranger?

Just let it go, man.

Do you wanna be a sub THAT badly?

>>227123

>no worries I can overpower this guy

you went to his house alone dude, any time you enter a stranger's house you are in a potentially very unsafe environment because it's:

>unfamiliar to you

>private

>familiar to him

>capable of harboring or people or things that are threats to your safety

>he could have drugged my coffee today but he didn't, I'm sure I can trust this stranger on craigslist looking for a fetishistic relationship

>I'll probably hate myself afterwards even if nothing bad does happen to me physically but hey let's do it because I hate myself enough already

jesus christ man think with your brain, not your depression

Tell me you at least have a contact that will call the police in the event that you don't call them within a predetermined time. That's just common sense but you seem to be lacking that so I won't assume.

>>227123

Pls dont OP

I don't know how I can convince you otherwise but its seriously a bad idea.

Don't eat his laxative cake.

>>227170

>Tell me you at least have a contact that will call the police in the event that you don't call them within a predetermined time

Umm…no. No one knew I was at his house yesterday.

>>227174

>>227176

You guys are overreacting. He's just a lonely old guy who's bored, he was really sweet aside from all the weird touching. I told him to do it before we met, I meant that it was ok to touch me and I thought he'd touch my leg or something. He took it as permission to grope my face. It was my fault, god I sound like a battered wife.

>>227142

>Do you wanna be a sub THAT badly?

OF COURSHE

>>227236

>Umm…no. No one knew I was at his house yesterday.

Even if you think hes fine, you kinda need to have at least one person who knows you are going to this stuff

its kinda just a common thing to do for anyone you meet on the internet and anyone you get into kink stuff with

>>227242

I know but I don't know anyone who I could tell.

>>227247

If anything just say

"I'l be at this address at this time, if i dont call you every X hours (or at X time) call the police to this address"

>>227271

There's no one, the only people I talk to are my parents and you guys. I think people overexaggerate how easy it is to run into a murderer, it's different for girls. Girls can be overpowered easily, I'm a man I can fight my way out if I have to.

I know what you're saying and I appreciate it, but in my case there's just no one I feel comfortable confiding in so I have to take this risk.

>>227277

This is me >>>226323

I know I'm out of shape but I want to get slimmer and this guy wants to help me. I don't think I'm attractive at all but the way he caressed me yesterday felt good, I know I said it felt weird and creepy but in retrospect I think it was really sweet and flattering. Underneath the uncomfortableness at the time it felt good too. He makes me feel cute.

He seemed more embarassed than anything else when I ran out on him, I almost changed my mind on my way home and felt a bit like going back to him. He was really forgiving and understanding too. By the time I was going to sleep I wanted him even more than before I met him, I'm gonna make it up to him next time we meet up. I really have to show him how much I want to be his boy, that's what he calls me.

>>227287

Oh poop, how the fuck do I link to other threads?

Like this? >>226323

>>227277

its better to be over-prepared and have it go to waste and not be needed than to be underprepared and have everything go wrong

>>227295

Yeah, but people are ridiculous these days.

Every mother thinks every man is a potential pedophile, you can't even sit in a park alone and enjoy the sun without getting dirty looks. Women on the street act like every man they walk near is waiting to shove them into a dark alley and rape them. People who buy shit off craigslist think they're gonna be mugged or killed.

This paranoia is stupid. The majority of people are normal, sane, rational members of society.

>>227297

yeah but the difference is every guy in a park isnt there to specifically get into a relationship with the kid

if you trust a guy that made you want to throw up enough that you dont think you should even tell your parents where you might be then by all means go for it

if you still think thats unreasonable then nothing anyone will say will sway you to be careful.

just re-read what you said about him earlier.

>>227298

>if you trust a guy that made you want to throw up enough that you dont think you should even tell your parents where you might be then by all means go for it

I was exaggerating for comedic effect, yes at the time I felt uncomfortable but it's more complicated than you think. It's a fucked up situation, yes. Is there manipulation? Sure. Does part of me want to never see him again? Sure. But I don't want to be alone anymore and taking into account the terrible human being that I am he's more than I deserve. I at least want to try to make this work. I don't tell my parents anything, our relationship is more like flatmates than parent and child. I don't particularly care about or like them and they don't particularly care about or like me. Blood is overrated.

>if you still think thats unreasonable then nothing anyone will say will sway you to be careful.

I'm being as careful as I can be. He's probably a bit of a weirdo, of course. He's probably a bit dangerous, but to me it's worth the risk considering the potential rewards. I'm a big boy, if I make mistakes it's my own fault and only I can decide what's "too far". A big part of our potential relationship is dominance and submissiveness, I fully intent to make him punish me in some way for running out on him. I disobeyed him and I deserve to be punished for that.

I appreciate all your warnings and I'd follow them if it was possible, but by nature of what he wants and what I want this is a dangerous and risky venture.

>>227310

Are you trying to convince boys like me to be less defensive and more adventurous so you can snag a young qt for yourself?

Because that's hot.

I dunno why but you seem like an older guy who's fed up with scaredy cat young men.

>>227304

>yes there's manipulation and part of me never wants to see him again

>but I'm being as careful as I can be by not telling anyone where I'm going with a kinky stranger on crqaigslist, even if I admit he's probably a bit dangerous

m8

>I'm a big boy

then grow up and deal with your self image issues like an adult instead of running from them like it's painfully obvious you are. That's the best way to not be alone anymore, work on you. You're looking for some crazy change that will whisk you to some new part of your life instead of carrying yourself there and it's gonna end badly.

>>227317

I know me better than you do. What works for you won't work for everyone. I know who I am and I know what I want, the route I choose may seem dumb or pathetic but I'm just making the choices I think are right.

Look, as far as I'm concerned I'm just killing time until I die. I have no dreams, no people I wanna protect, nowhere to go and nothing to do. It's just me on my own. I'm a coward, I'm lazy, apathetic and probably incapable of love. But I've been living like this for 6 years, ever since I finished school I've done nothing with my life and it's all down to me and no one else. Maybe this guy will make me feel loved, maybe I'll feel like I'm wanted if I serve him, maybe I won't just spend my days killing time. I'm not going to go back to my boring, mundane, dead end life just because of a rocky start.

The only thing I ask of this guy is that he's part of my life. I don't give a flying fuck about money, about expensive gifts, about any of that material shit. I just want him to be there, because I'll be there for him.

guys stop trying to give OP common sense

let him meet the guy again and think its really shit and come back for more hugbox

>>227326

>repulsion to idealization

Anyone else smell borderline here?

>>227337

I'm not asking for a hugbox, I welcome different opinions. I'm just disagreeing with you guys.

>>227338

I don't understand what you mean by idealization.

>>227079

It's not sex so much as control, of course we'd have sex eventually but 90% of the time it's just about me being his slave/servant.

>>227380

You ever consider seeing a therapist?

>>227395

Why bother?

All they do is sit there and listen to you whine for a few hours while encouraging you to make changes to your life or take drugs. I already know what a therapist would say to me.

>You need to get over your fear of socialising

>Join a club and make friends

>Put yourself in situations you hate

I already know all this shit because I tried this shit. None of it solves the problem, it just makes it easier to cope with. I don't need a shrink to tell me that for every head problem I have.

>>227419

I'm not gay, I just wanna suck on a fat cock and drain a guys balls with my mouth.

>>227338

Maybe.

>>227345

Idealization is thinking of someone as "all good," repulsion is thinking of someone as "all bad." Together, they're called "splitting", which is a textbook sign of borderline personality disorder.

>>227403

So you've not actually found the root of the issue then if all it results in is coping. Just instead of pressing on and finding the root, you've given up on agency.

>I already know all this shit because I tried this shit.

You know fuck all, all you did was give up after not succeeding right away. Putting yourself in a 'slave' situation is going to seriously exacerbate your lack of self-esteem. As other anons have said, it's not that you're warming up to this guy, it's that you've fallen in love with the idea of non-agency, because it's a way out, and a seemingly easy one. That feeling of disgust you had right away most would call a gut feeling, and it's most likely right, you saw some kind of warning that was a very real subconscious reaction to something, even if you can't put your finger on it.

On a related note, since you're already at the point of giving up, go take some shrooms. I'm serious about that.

>>227480

Ohhh, no it's not like that for me.

I told him to touch me before we met, it's my fault for not being clearer on what I meant by "touching". Even at the height of my most emotional moment, I still knew it was my fault he got all creepy on me. In retrospect he wasn't being creepy, he was just doing as I asked him and it was only creepy because I thought I'd like it but I didn't.

In my initial panic I put my rejection of the situation on him, but like I said it was really my fault I felt this way. When I calmed down I realised I'd fucked up and I apologised to him. He accepted my apology, we moved on. He's not all good or all bad in my mind, he's a good man with a dark side to him. I honestly think he's just bored with his life and looking for something money can't buy him, same as me.

>>227485

I don't do drugs, couldn't give you a decent reason why I just never have and for some reason I probably never will.

Some people can't be fixed, some people are just born with their brains a certain way. I don't like groups, I don't like smalltalk, I don't like gossip, I don't like strangers, I don't like being around other people all day every day. That's just me, I've been like that my whole life.

The self esteem thing is a seperate issue. I don't like groups not because I have low self esteem, it's because I don't like groups. People are loud and obnoxious, it gives me a headache to listen to them, they run their mouths non stop like children, the most banal and pretentious shit spews out of their mouths and I just want to lock myself in a soundproof room. I can handle 1 to 1, me and someone else. I enjoy that, I enjoy the company of another person and I enjoy talking to them. But fuck groups.

>>227490

>don't like groups, etc…

That's called being an introvert and/or having social anxiety. Also, brains are pretty malleable.

I said self-esteem because you're at the point of wanting to to actually give up your agency to a stranger.

To note, shrooms aren't really a 'drug' if you're thinking coping mechanisms like heroin, they're not really abusable, and their main function is a sort of mental realignment. Do some research on the effects of hallucinogens and depression/anxiety. It's hard to simply explain through text the immense effect they have on that.

>>227498

>I said self-esteem because you're at the point of wanting to to actually give up your agency to a stranger.

Dude, I spend 24 hours a day in my bedroom playing video games, watching anime and talking to you guys. WHAT fucking agency? If things go well with this dude: I never have to worry about finding somewhere to sleep or something to eat, I get to look after his apartment and cook for him and shit, I get fucked regularly, I get to feel cute and attractive. I'm sure there'll be new things I don't like, but I consider that a fair trade for the life I have now.

I wanna do it so I'm gonna do it, if it blows up in my face at least I can say I tried. I'll give shrooms a go next time the oppurtunity presents itself then I guess, I hate hallucinating though.

>>227503

>I wanna do it so I'm gonna do it

Welp, some initiative is better than none I suppose. Sincerely hope we don't see a strange death in the news.

As far as shrooms go, visuals don't happen too much until you get past a certain dosage threshold. DMT works well enough too, they all take you to the same place. Just do it somewhere familiar.

>>226596

A bit unrelated but I've done blood-play stuff and its not really bad, just don't go very far. I brought it up as a joke and my sub seemed into it so I tried it for giggles and it was pretty fun

Just be very careful of infection/disease and all that. It helps if you're already a cutter or something but seriously don't get into it without a safe, sterile environment with first aid on hand and everything already planned out.

And especially don't hop into it with someone you don't trust and know

OP here, he dumped me.

I put an ad up on craigslist and he saw it, then he had the gall to call me out on it like he's innocent. Why should he be allowed to continue looking for potential slaves but I'm not allowed to look for potential masters? We never met up for a second date, he kept delaying and delaying so much I got fed up and put an ad up looking for a new master.

Fuck him, dude was a pussy anyway. I was practically begging him to fuck me and he still insisted on getting to know each other on dates first, as if it'd change anything. I wanted to fuck him and he wanted to fuck me, he just didn't have the balls to take charge.

>>230201

You're lucky the universe dodged that bullet for you you massive dumbass.

>>230203

I'm meeting a different guy at 2pm, I'm gonna blow him and he says he wants to cuddle and kiss too.

>>230205

you are honestly someone that deserves to have a bad experience so you stop being such a fucking idiot

>>230206

wow, rude

>>230206

The guy I was supposed to meet at 2pm stood me up.

I hope you're happy anon, this is your fault.

>>230222

The universe likes you too much to let you face the consequences of your shitty decisions. Fuck you.

>>230224

I'm so lonely.

I just wanna make out and then suck the guys dick while he strokes my hair ;_;

>>230227

Are you the anon who said he wanted to be stabbed in the back with a knife while being fucked? If so, then I understand why you're making these choices. If not, then you're going to have to get into the fetish pretty soon.

>>230243

he can get into that fetish with

>>230255

>>230243

>Are you the anon who said he wanted to be stabbed in the back with a knife while being fucked?

No, I'm the one who wants to be choked while being cummed inside.

>>230255

I set up another meet for tomorrow, fucking hot 40 year old DILF wants to breed my ass.

I'm talking to another guy who's closer so I might set up a meet with him instead.

>>230311

>wants to be choked while being cummed inside

Yeah, that's about equally stupid, so don't worry.

>>230315

Not properly choked, I just want him to grab my throat hard enough that I feel helpless but not so hard I can't breath.

>>230314

I'll kill myself before I hit 30 anyway, fuck slowling descending into death. I'd do it now but I wanna do some shit before then. I'm not saying I'm gonna go out looking to get STD's, but I'm not sucking condoms my whole life. I'm gonna suck dicks and get fucked and I'm gonna have the guy cum in my mouth or ass.

>>230319

>I just want him to grab my throat hard enough that I feel helpless but not so hard I can't breath

That still doesn't sound very pleasant.

>>230320

It's about feeling safe and submissive, I know it sounds contradictory but when a man exercises his superiority over me it makes me feel safe.

I take comfort in his strength.

>>230319

Enjoy your AIDS…

>>230322

Wahh, aids!

Enjoy sucking rubber coated dicks your whole life because you're afraid of getting a disease that can kill you. Better not eat in case you get food poisoning, better not swim in case you get worms, better not breath in case you get lung cancer.

>>230321

I get that, but still, being grabbed by the throat doesn't sound pleasant.

>>230323

Wow, that logic!

>>230324

>being grabbed by the throat doesn't sound pleasant

It's arousing for me.

>Wow, that logic!

No but seriously, the ludicrous hysteria surrounding aids is just retarded. Do you know what happens if you get aids in 2015? They give you medication and the vast majority of people lead normal lives. It's not like it was in the 80's, very few people die in their 20's and 30's from aids now.

>>230327

Do your parents still pay your bills or something? Or do you think you can pop pills everyday for decades not to mention constant check-ups for free? "I'll just have NHS foot the bill"

>>230331

I live in a first world country, healthcare is free.

>>230327

Good lord that aussie was right, you genuinely deserve whatever awful shit happens to you just to teach you to stop being a fucking retard.

>>230327

Are you a /pol/ false flag? This thread is the exact personification of their concept of homosexuals.

>>230332

>Other people should have to pay inordinate sums for my self-destructive behaviour because I can't be bothered to use a cheap piece of rubber.

>>230362

>I should neuter all sexual experiences I have because there's a small chance one of them will result in AIDS

>>230370

Nobody is saying that

>>230374

That's what condoms do though. I might as well blow a banana wrapped in a plastic bag.

>>230379

They keep you from getting AIDS. Does that really need to be explained to you? How do you not understand that your odds of getting pozed are infinitely increased when you don't use a condom?

>>230380

I understand it, I'm saying whats the point in sucking dick at all if it's always wrapped in plastic?

>>230381

What's the point in sucking dick at all?

>>230382

Because it's enjoyable.

>>230385

AIDS, however, is not.

>>230386

Yeah, but the amount of the gay population carrying AIDS is not 100% like you seem to think it is.

>>230387

If you have sex with strangers on a regular basis, then one of them is gong to have AIDS, and if you don't use a condom you will get it.

brain problems, the thread.

OP you're working towards a fantasy that is not even remotely the way you think it will be. The closest thing you'll have is convincing yourself its true before going straight into the concrete (metaphorically).

You know what a good shrink does? Makes you take a critical look at yourself and helps you through your issues. And guess what, all that talk of killing yourself, doing nothing, being nothing etc etc ARE problems, but you can work through them. Why? Because as cheesy as it sounds, the human spirit is very resilient.

This is literally a degenerate fantasy that will feed into all of your existing issues to the point where it might actually put you on the brink (which you are not right now, as much as you'd like to believe). I'm dealing with the ideas of suicide, depression, anxiety, low self-esteem, all that shit but it's worth putting in the hard work to finding a life worth living.

Do whatever you want, but there is more to life out there. There are dom/sub relationships that are healthy, and going into one that will not be because of the nature of how you feel isn't a good idea.

you are idealizing, and none of what you think will happen is truly real. it will never live up to what you want 100% percent. reality will hit someday. put in the hard work and transcend yourself.

>>230332

as a socialist, fucking kill yourself, we didn't fight for universal health care so you could decide to go get aids

>>230825

Calm the fuck down faggot, I was joking. I'm not seriously going to take it bareback from strangers.

YOU didn't fight for anything, by the way.

>>230829

I could be 100 years old, how do you know.

OP is a lousy degenerate who deserves whatever he gets. I was feeling bad for you earlier as I thought you were naïve but you are a massive gpfaggot

>>230838

Kek

OP is a retard but the general response to him makes me feel more comfortable with being a faggit. Thanks anons.

I wouldn't mind serving someone for the rest of my life. It just doesn't seem like craigslist is the best place for that.

>>226988

Well that helped me figure out how much more scary it is wanting to be a sub/bottom. At least I'm willing to be a switch. So it's not all bad.

This is the best thread I've never been on here.