>>235817
>I don't believe in souls. I do things sometimes that I know are bad things but I still do them because I just don't care. I don't care that what I'm doing is hurting other people.
>Sometimes I even get joy out of it, out of manipulating someone or seeing someone I don't like suffer.
This is what we call "being a cunt."
>He's a lonely man who's lied to me multiple times in the short time…
Don't make excuses. He's vulnerable and/or stupid and you're taking advantage of that, that's on you not him.
>But if I am a sociopath wouldn't I just be fulfilling my genetic destiny?
Now you're justifying it. Stop that.
>I know but like I said I just don't care. I'm not saying that to be edgy, I just genuinely do not care when I do shitty things.
Then take steps against it. If you're depressed or something that could be causing the apathy coursing through your veins. Yeah you're kind of a cunt now, but doing anything to improve your overall health might help (assuming you're not just a sociopath).
>>235859
I'd probably be your bf, cause like the poor bastard you're conning I have a knack for falling for selfish fucks and backstabbers. Keep using people and you'll no doubt always have vulnerable people to manipulate, just don't expect to find happiness or feel love through it.