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I'm confused and just want to get this off my chest. Anonymous 01/15/16 (Fri) 19:51:19 No.238816

Alright cb, I need your help. I'm about to be a huge faggot and spill my heart out,

I'm very attracted to femininity, and that includes boys who pass as girls. Not the guys who just throw on girl clothes and take pictures of their bodies, but guys who actually put the effort into making themselves pass as looking like a girl. I'm also attracted to biological girls. Ultimately, I would say that I'm both romantically and sexually attracted to girls, and sexually attracted to boys who pass as girls. I'm obviously pretty open minded and would be willing to date a "cuteboy," but I'm not sure if it's something I'd be willing to do for the long term. It's something I'd just have to try out.

Here's my problem, though. I don't know what I am. I'm obviously not straight as an arrow, I guess I'd say I'm bi. When it comes down to being with guys, I'd only want to top a cuteboy. As for bottoming, here's where my issue comes to play. I would love to bottom, but I am not attracted to guys who aren't cuteboys. But there's also nothing I would love to do more than become a cuteboy myself, put an effort into my looks, and bottoming the fuck out of somebody. In my current state though, I find it repulsive for myself being a regular guy bottoming another guy, so basically I'm only into the idea of bottoming if I were to be dressed in feminine clothing wearing a wig and just looking like a girl. I read stories about some of you guys having fuck buddies and enjoying anal, but I'm only turned on by that idea when I'm thinking about myself passing as a girl and not a guy. In short, I'm not really attracted to non-cuteboys, but I love the idea of becoming a passable cuteboy and bottoming a guy. I essentially love the idea of having a boyfriend just as much as having a girlfriend, but I can't bring myself to get into a relationship with a guy unless I were to be a full time cuteboy.

I don't know if any of this has to do with my current state. As of now, I'm a mega virgin who has never had a girlfriend and have only kissed a girl at a rave and club while drunk as fuck and while the girl was fucked up. These feelings could just have to do with me being lonely and becoming more desperate/degenerate as time goes by, but this has been something that's been on my mind that I've been wanting to address and talk to people about.

Anonymous 01/15/16 (Fri) 20:10:44 No.238818

Real cuteboys are born that way, trying to become cute will just be an endless struggle. And forging a relationship in that state would be even harder than trying to get a girl.

Just get some girly outfits, a wig and a toy and see if using those are a good release for your feminine urges.

Anonymous 01/16/16 (Sat) 00:42:17 No.238844

Which state are you in?

Anonymous 01/16/16 (Sat) 01:15:04 No.238850

>>238844

California

Anonymous 01/16/16 (Sat) 07:00:49 No.238892

You're a would-be cuteboy attracted to other cuteboys. Who gives a shit what you call yourself? You have to learn to be beyond it.

I always considered myself a strictly-gay strictly dominant top, but I only ever date cuteboys, I've been called gay, bi, and straight. None of it matters because at the end of the day I still have my trap boy/girlfriend and I have the last laugh, orientation be damned.

I won't lie, it can be lonely whe you feel like you're the only one with your specific tastes and there's no word for it. I get it. Fuck that, though. You don't need a word for what you're into, nobody else will ever line up 1:1 with your tastes and you shouldn't expect them to. It's on you to own your urges and to seek out someone who will complement them with their own urges and abilities. If they just mirrored them, it wouldn't be as engaging. Also, if you want to be a full-time cuteboy, just work at it. Genetics can kiss my ass; if you act cute and you dress cute and you put in the effort physically, you will find another cuteboy who will be really into you, but it starts with you caring for yourself first and foremost.

Admin 01/16/16 (Sat) 08:51:52 No.238908

>>238818

>real cuteboys are born that way

Not me.

>trying to become cute will just be an endless struggle

It took like a year.

Just try out being cute, OP. As long as you don't go on HRT it's easily reversible.

Anonymous 01/16/16 (Sat) 14:54:29 No.238932

>>238816

Hello. First, your sexual identity would only need a name if you were to describe it to someone else. Since it’s a 100% personal issue, you don’t really need to name it. Second, honestly the best way to see what you are is to try new things. Start in your head with extremes and work backwards. Do you want to get flayed alive for sexual pleasure? No? Ok, how about getting fucked by a dog? No? Ok how about- and on you go until you find your boundaries. Then, in reality, work from your comfort zone outward. Eventually you’ll find what you like not just what you think you like.

And, as a fem bottom for daddy bears, I highly recommend it.

Anonymous 01/18/16 (Mon) 05:15:01 No.239236

>>238816

i'm kind of in a similar position than you.

i am demisexual (means dick only gets hard after i get to know the person) don't care about men or woman. im very attracted to femininity and i have had hard-ons turned flaccid the moment i see manly features. i feel bad because i like the person just not their bodies and that train of tough is kind of disrespectful. but i guess that is what i am. adding the fact that i think im mostly straight in orientation.

that's why i lurk here. sometimes when i read those post were an anon wants to have a boy that tops and bully them gives me a glimpse of hope and room to fantasize.

but at the same time i dont know how to do that without disrespecting my possible partner

Anonymous 01/18/16 (Mon) 05:28:18 No.239245

>>238850

If you're near Monty I'll fuck you until you're 100% gay :^)

Anonymous 01/18/16 (Mon) 20:05:31 No.239333

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>>238816

>These feelings could just have to do with me being lonely and becoming more desperate/degenerate as time goes by

I don't really believe this is a thing that happens. Statistically speaking, a man's taste in sex changes very little throughout his life (well, these are statistics about porn searches, take that however you want). Apparent changes are probably just you discovering things about yourself you didn't realize before.

That said, I don't really see what the issue is, OP. You seem to have your sexuality pretty well figured out. Fuck a girl, top a cuteboy, dress up and get fucked. They all sound like great options.

Anonymous 01/19/16 (Tue) 17:24:37 No.239603

>>238908

i mean both you guys are right, being a cute boy outside of some exceedingly lucky individuals actually takes a lot of work, that said there are some guys, most guys even, will never be fem no matter how hard they try

it takes being born with the right frame and the time and effort

Anonymous 02/22/16 (Mon) 11:05:46 No.247644

>>238908

w-what did you, do, anon?

Admin 02/22/16 (Mon) 12:24:43 No.247649

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