/cuteboys/ - Boypussy

I don't know about weird or not.

I'm not exactly an expert on "normal" but that definitely sounds like a great way to end up in an unhealthy relationship.

>>241762

I don't plan on starting a relationship with him, it's just that I wouldn't mind it if we fugged.

I get that your dick is probably telling you to fuck him but honestly he seems like kind of a prick to go that far if he barely knows you and if he's a friend of a friend and gonna be around a lot just fucking him and trying to go on like everything is normal is going to be hard.

If you're just trying to hit it and he couldn't cause widespread damage to your social standing then you're probably good.

As long as you're okay with banging a maybe dick then go for it.

don't forget to wear a rubber <3

>>241767

>>241769

We've known each other for awhile, considering that our mutual friend and I share an apartment and he's regularly invited over

> just fucking him and trying to go on like everything is normal is going to be hard.

>As long as you're okay with banging a maybe dick then go for it.

I really do want him to fuck me, partly because I think he's hot for all the most retarded reasons he's over all the time which would let me get fucked more often, and that he might publicly and privately treat me better.

But I'm probably just thinking up elaborate excuses to get fucked just because my dick is controlling my brain

>>241773

>But I'm probably just thinking up elaborate excuses to get fucked just because my dick is controlling my brain

Well the fact that you've even brought this up shows you're smarter than about 90% of guys I know.

>>241756

stop acting weak and learn how to take and respond to banter.

it took me a while to figure out too, but for some people it's just a way of interacting with other people. try going with the joke and don't take things too personally, it's usually not intended that way.

if it doesn't work, talk about it. it seems like you haven't don that yet.

>>241811

>if it doesn't work, talk about it. it seems like you haven't don that yet.

I'm not very good in social situations and even less so when people are trying to rustle my jimmies. Being called a Candy-ass makes me flush. But you are right, I have never directly talked to him about his behavior, I could try if you think that's what you think the best course of action is.

>>241756

Sounds like you might be a bit M.

However if you're not, sounds like you're going down a dark path that you won't really enjoy.

>>241834

You are correct and now after the fact I'm feeling something quite close to intense and unmitigating regret.

Trying to sit down and reason with someone who has been trying to fuck you, while you're horny is a bad idea. I thought it was going good. We were both talking, he seemed interested in what I was saying. Then he started touching me, I didn't want to appear rude so I just ignored it. I guess after a bit I ended up enjoying it, some kissing went on and then I made the critically bad decision to let in into my room.

After that everything fell apart, he was very forward with what he wanted and my resistance just crumbled. I turned over and presented like a dog and let him fuck me. I'm not going to lie, I did enjoy the sex and having someone to cuddle with for once was nice. The problem is that he in no uncertain terms made it perfectly clear that he expects similar treatment in the future. I really really don't want my roommate to find out about this and I just know I fucked everything up.

Are you sure he's gay and not just joking around?

>>242125

Read the post directly above yours where he says they fucked, Anon.

>>242127

I've been drinking for 5 hours. Forgive me.

He didn't fuck up too hard. They're both thinking with their dicks. Maybe it's a 1 off thing.

Step 1: Fuck until both aren't horny any longer.

Step 2: Cuddle.

Step 3: Have an honest talk without dicks interfering. State clearly what you want and back those claims up with action.

Step 4: Enjoy your new relationship.

Step 5: Don't take advice from a kraut.

>>243797

sounds like an unhealthy relationship.

think about whether it's worth it.

>>243797

Then just stop fucking him and do what you should have done from the beginning you yourself and multiple anons have said that this was a bad idea and would be an unhealthy relationship and wow turns out it was. Best thing you can do now if cut it off.

>>242127

Haven't you ever heard of the ruse cruise? His friend might just be DEVILISH.

>>243809

I enjoy the sex at the time even though he's very physical and a bit callous during it and after he's sort of cold.

> it's something 'bigger'?

>Are you in love with him, bro?

He is pretty charming usually, and he can be very sweet when he wants to be. I don't get out much and I don't have much experience with relationships, but I'd be lying if said I didn't want this to work out.

>>243829

I have a lot of conflicting feeling. On one hand he's a jerk, selfish, and a bit excessively cruel sometimes. On the otherhand he knows just the compliment to give, he knows exactly what buttons to push, and he makes me feel wanted.

I don't know why I'm feeling so awful about this, why I'm feeling all of this guilt, why I feel like puking and crying.

>>243885

>I have a lot of conflicting feeling. On one hand he's a jerk, selfish, and a bit excessively cruel sometimes. On the otherhand he knows just the compliment to give, he knows exactly what buttons to push, and he makes me feel wanted.

If he's cold and callous after fucking him and only acts nice when he wants to fuck it's pretty clear that he's only complimenting you cause he wants an easy fuck and doesn't actually care about you.

You feel terrible because you feel like you're being used, which you are.

ITT: Slut learns what being a slut is really like

>>243894

What I mean by callous is that during sex he does what he wants to do. He isn't very affectionate after sex either. But other times he's come over with chinese and asked me if I wanted to play videogames with him, and apart from some jokes he's perfectly congenial and nice.

>>243904

those are some nice hoops you are jumping through in your logic. stop thinking with your dick.

>>243885

>>243904

I kind of said this earlier, but you're seriously coming off as a masochist when you're "Enjoying" his attention.

As a sadist the characteristics you are displaying would drive people like me, and probably that guy to want to bully you more and basically treat you like a sex sleeve.

He might not be aware of how you feel after he has left, as you said you are actively enjoying the abuse during sex. Especially since you say it's after he's gone for quite a while before your high comes down.

I'd advise raising the concern to him, if he doesn't particularly care he's using you as a fuck toy, and that's all you will ever be to him.

However he might augment himself around the fact and only treat you like a whore in the bedroom, and be loving otherwise.

I hope for the best in your case, but do play it safe.

>>243943

I wouldn't consider myself a masochist but I'm not very clear on exactly that term completely encompasses. As I've stated before I'm not very sexually experienced, so I don't know if I'm enjoying the sex because I've never had good sex before, because I find him physically attractive, or because of the more physical parts. It might be all three.

Having him call me names, push me around, tugging my clothes off, pinning me down while he fucks and getting smacked around a bit is sort of fun. But he goes a little overboard. Sometimes he'll bend my arms in very uncomfortable ways, he's smacked me so hard that it bruised, sometimes he'll say the most horrible mean spirited things and he squeezes my neck too tightly. I don't like all of the abuse but while I'm in the act I don't seem to notice as much. I hope this isn't coming off as completely crazy.

>As a sadist the characteristics you are displaying would drive people like me, and probably that guy to want to bully you more and basically treat you like a sex sleeve.

How? Is it just because I haven't complained about it?

>I'd advise raising the concern to him, if he doesn't particularly care he's using you as a fuck toy, and that's all you will ever be to him.

This is going to sound weak, but I desperately want to just ignore the problem and just pretend everything is going awesome. Right now there is a possibility that an attractive guy has taken a personal interest in me and would eventually be interested in a relationship. Or he could just be using me for sex.But I'll force myself to try to have a conversation with him.

>>243996

If you want to be weak and just ignore the problem, it's going to bite you in the ass.

What he's doing sounds extremely normal for a sadist breaking in a new toy. It's part of the fun.

You start out being a bit rough, but over time you keep pushing and pushing until you find a breaking point. If you don't offer any resistance he'll keep going until it'll feel like he might be outright trying to break you (Strangling, assaulting bruises he left before, rough clawing that can draw blood) if he's capable of those extremes.

If he's using you for sex and is going to drop you at the first sign of resistance, he was going to drop you the minute he reached the peak of his sadism anyway. (or he's deranged and might do something more extreme.)

Else he'll wise up. Be wary of false promises however.

>>241756

Fuck him.

He might be attracted to you but doesn't know how to go about getting to you in a better way.

Perhaps he doesn't want to publicly say he's attracted to you because he doesn't want peopel to think he's gay.

I'm in the same situation

>>244010

>>244096

We kinda had a talk, I told him I didn't mind the abuse but that I'd appreciate some encouragement every now and again. He seemed receptive but he did joke that it would cost me.

>>244044

I guess we both silently agreed not to bother our mutual friend. I don't want to make things awkward for him, he's a nice guy.

>>244285

> He seemed receptive but he did joke that it would cost me.

You're an idiot for accepting this. Getting attention given to you doesn't mean you have to lose your digity.

>>244302

The hard way is the best way when it comes to cocks I guess.

>>244285

You tried. I'd give you a cookie if possible. But I'm pretty confident this story is gonna end bad.

That said please keep us updated <3.

>>244302

>You're an idiot for accepting this. Getting attention given to you doesn't mean you have to lose your digity.

It hasn't been unbearable so far and being able to fall into his arm is so nice. The hour or so of cuddling makes it worth it.

>>244337

>But I'm pretty confident this story is gonna end bad.

It's been okay so far. There were things that I personally didn't enjoy, such as being forced to deep throat him, being choked with a belt, smacked in the face, belt whipped.. After, I just crawl on top of him and turn into jelly. Getting a hug and being told that he thinks I'm cute really make me feel better about it. However after he leaves and I really winddown I still feel sort of awful emotionally. Physically? I still feel sore, I have really inconvenient bruises everywhere so I'm forced to wear a hoodie around my apartment, and it hurts to sit.

He also found out my feet are ticklish and I'm pretty sure he has something planned for it that I'm definitely not looking forward too.

>>244633

Dude. Run

>>244633

Unless you're a masochist, you really shouldn't be in a relationship with him. It's very obvious you aren't, otherwise you wouldn't be feeling so awful after sex. You should either nut up and actually force him to stop treating you like garbage, or end things with him.

"I loved the consensual domination and rough sex, but I am a codependent needy victim fuck so I want pity from everyone for this "abuse." Next up, I will reveal that I am a crazy teenage girl and that's why I have slut fears and cry on the internet because"

>tfw no chained down BF to love me forevernevernever

If I were the Dom fucking Op, I would see this behavior as a redflag to any real ship. You do sound crazy or at best; out of touch with your feelings, responsibilities, and basic communication skills.

>>244668

>It's very obvious you aren't, otherwise you wouldn't be feeling so awful after sex.

I think being slapped, insulted, spanked and generally manhandled during sex is pretty fun. the other stuff? It's bearable. It's not as if he chokes me until I black out or hits me hard enough to break bones.

>>244688

>Forced to do things you don't want to do

I enjoy the sex most of the time, I'm not going to just tell him to stop just because I've become momentarily uncomfortable. He told me a safe word to say if I ever need it.

>Left with multiple bruises and soreness all over

I do have a few bruises on my neck, chest, thighs and my butt. The bruises aren't especially painful or anything like that, they just feel sore. My butt is in a worse shape, it gets most of the attention. It hurts to sit and my cheeks are discolored but it's not that bad.

>Feel so emotionally drained and terrible afterwards that you break down and start sobbing

I normally feel exhausted and I can't help but tremble after we're done. I do feel better after spending some quality cuddling time with him, I like being held, the pillow talk, and him gentle rubbing my sore spots. But we don't have time for anything I would consider substantial, after sex we have normally a little more than half an hour before my room mate comes home. After he leaves and I'm all by myself I do feel awful but not so much that I've cried, I've done some reading and from what I've read this is just something that happens to people after rough sex.

>>244694

>"I loved the consensual domination and rough sex

Most of it

>but I am a codependent needy victim fuck

Needy? Sure, I enjoy being wanted by someone. I like being physically close to someone. I'm also not a victim because I've brought all of this onto myself.

>I want pity from everyone for this "abuse."

I made a thread asking for advice and after that I kept people updated, I don't remember asking for pity.

>tfw no chained down BF to love me forevernevernever

I do love him if I'm going to be honest, but I don't base my entire day around him. I have my job and my video games, it would be nice if he could be around more though.

>out of touch with your feelings, and basic communication skills.

In my defense, I am diagnosed with assburgers.

>tfw no fag friend to bully

>>244736

So you've fallen in love with your rough fuck buddy? This can only end well.

>>244748

Well, as I've repeatedly said before I'm not great at relationships, but I think what I'm feeling is most likely love.

>>244736

Congratulations, enjoying being slapped, insulted, spanked and tossed about like a rag doll does in fact label you a masochist.

If this is your first time exposure to this, I'm pretty confident you were merely feeling guilty for enjoying something that is generally frowned upon and making yourself feel like shit.

It's more common than you'd think to have this happen.

Guy seems fine if he opted for allowing a safe word, combined with his desire to do more than just bang you.

:3 Enjoy being bullied~

>>244759

well not since we've hashed things out.

>>244752

Maybe, I haven't read too much into it but it is normal to feel really weak and shaky afterward? Do you also have any tips for my literal butthurt? It's quite tender.

>>244736

>In my defense, I am diagnosed with assburgers.

This thread would've gone a lot smoother if you'd opened with that. Like ten ppl were lined up to testify for you at the sexual assualt trial of subSperg v BullyBF

>>244773

Sorry I'm versed in causing butthurt not fixing it, and I'm not a Masochist so I don't know the full details of the aftermath of the pain enjoyment~.

Unless you're asking how to make it worse :3.

>>244792

I didn't think about it. I'm not the best at understanding what I'm feeling all the time. I don't have a great deal of experience so I sometimes sperg out when I'm anxious.

>>244811

> I don't know the full details of the aftermath of the pain enjoyment~.

It is significantly less fun than when it's happening. Right now I can't sit down, my butt is too bruised and some of the skin rubbed off. I still feel very achy, almost like someone was beating me up for a few hours.

Earlier today he came over, and wrestled me into submission before tying my hands together. Then he broke out the rubber bands. I have no idea why having rubber bands snapped against the soles of your feet hurts so bad. He sat on top of me and amused himself with that for awhile. Butt after that I got a ass massage and a smidgen of pot for my troubles. he lotioned my butt and I just have to say, he's pretty good with his hands. After that I was in such a good mood I didn't even mind him facefucking me until I puked a little bit.

After that I was totally exausted and fell asleep. When I woke up from my nap I had dried cum in my hair and my room reeked of pot, menthol, and semen. Right now I'm waiting for my roommate to leave the living room so he won't see/smell me when I go to the shower.

>Unless you're asking how to make it worse :3.

I don't see how it could be worse. That's technically a lie, since he invited me over to his apartment this weekend for some undisturbed alone time. I've tried very hard not to be a pussy and complain but I'm dead sure he's been holding back due to the lack of privacy or time. I feel a little uneasy knowing he has something evil planned.

>>244767

He enjoys assplay.

All I can honestly say is that that experience was one of the weirdest and most degrading things I have ever experienced.

Even though I personally experienced it the entire situation is so absurd I don't think any of you would actually believe me if I told you.

>/cuteboys/ RP board

>>246326

Go on

>>246329

I went over to his apartment expecting something, like a weird harness system or a torture chamber, something really weird. Instead of anything like that it was just a normal apartment.

He invited me in, made me tea and we had a chat. Then he gave me a rhinestone collar which really put me in the mood, I thought that he'd put me over his knee and spank me, rough me up a bit and then get down to the fucking.

He spent a few minutes manhandling me, groping my crotch, rubbing my ass. Then he stripped me and put me on my knees, at this point I was sure that some fucking would happen, a blow job or something but I was wrong.

Instead of getting a mouthful of dick, he looked me right in the eyes while holding my head and told me that I was going to be his puppy for the weekend and that if I broke character that I would regret it. The hardest part about it is that the rules were never explained to me. Talking, standing up, using my hands, using any furniture without permission, not eating out of a bowl, touching my dick, not doing what he wanted fast enough, and that's what I can recall right now.

For the first few hours I was constantly fucking up because I didn't really know my boundries, but after getting belted a few times for saying something or standing up I got most of it down. Most of my time was spent laying next to him so he could pet me and watch tv. Sometimes he'd make me get him a beer, which required me to crawl on my hands and knees, opening the fridge with my face and then carrying it back to him in my mouth. He even made me bark. Those were sort of kinky but not especially painful or embarrassing.

However, the one very important thing we never talked about was going to the bathroom. After 5 hours of drinking water out of a dish, fetching the occasional beer and lounging around, you get the urge to take a piss. However I didn't have any way to articulate it without getting hit. so I had to spend the next couple minutes woofing at him and doing a pee dance until he finally acknowledged me. He gave me two options, he could take me for a walk so I could piss outside or he could lay down some newspaper in the kitchen. I took the newspaper.

Have I mentioned that I'm pee shy? Because I am. Having him standing over me holding my leash while I was on all fours peeing like a dog filled me with both shame and embarrassment.

Thankfully at night he decided the rules didn't apply so I could go to the bathroom and clean up. He didn't even bother beating me up before sex, so after a long hard day it was nice to be able to enjoy a nice hard fuck. The next two days were pretty similar except he had me blow him.

The entire experience was demeaning and embarrassing. I wasn't hit as much as usual but I found it to be enjoyable. It makes me feel bad though because I know exactly what my parents would think and they would be quite disappointed.

>>246344

>not explaining the rules

Jesus fuck that's the #1 rule of BDSM, you're always mutually aware of the rules and limits.

>>246344

This is not okay, Anon.

>>246483

Are you secretly really a dog on the internet? We'd never know. No one ever knows you're a dog.

>>244737

this tbh

Pretty hot story OP. What that guy is doing to you is one of my fantasies.

Since I know there's probably no way you can give pics, can you describe yourself/him? It'll make it easier to masturbate later.

Also, are you guys actually "dating" or is he just using you as a personal fuckhole?

Is he even gay to begin with?

Does he have a gf/bf and cheating with you on the side?

>>246700

>around 6'2

>maybe 180

>brown hair and eyes

He sounds hot, especially if he has strong arms.

>>247238

Would've taken you more seriously if you weren't Canadian tbh

>>246612

>is the guy fucking another guy even gay to begin with

Did you even read what you typed?