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>only one qt boy at my uni
>he's literally the reason I'm into cute boys now
>became friends
>still has no idea I have a crush on him to this day
>somehow manage to overcome my introvertness and ask him if he wants to hang out
>the answer isn't always yes, but I'm fine with that
>be last week
>ask him if he'd like to hang out
>says maybe and that he'll tell me if he can the next day
>wait all day
>call him, text him
>nothing
>9 at night, finally went to his room to check on him
>he's just fucking sitting there
>ask him why he hasn't called or replied
>says his phone was off and he forgot
>phone off
>all day
>I leave for the gym
>after I'm back I go to his room to ask him about next week
>no one's there
>call him
>tells me he went out with some of his friends
>I'm pissed at this point
>ask him anyway
>says "maybe" again
>I end the call
I realized that every time we went out or did something together, there was always one or two other guys with him before I arrived, which made me realize that I was always only brought along as a third or fourth wheel.
I was the one asking to hang out 95% of the time, and the last time he asked was around 4 months ago, but then HE forgot he asked, and when I reminded him, HE cancelled the next day.
I was an introvert for years, and it took me a lot of strength to get myself out of my comfort zone, and if I wasn't going to get a lover, I would've been happy making a friend for the first time in a long time.
I'd rather be told straight to my face that he doesn't want to be my friend than be constantly lied to like this.