/cuteboys/ - Boypussy

>>252370

cute im happy for u

>>252374

Thanks :3

wow maybe there is hope

>>252381

I was ready to give up and then I woke up to him messaging me on skype after he found my contact details in a thread here, that's all it takes anon.

>>252370

Good luck op I hope it works out for you.

>>252393

Thanks, he's a great guy and I hope I can make him happy.

I'm also going out with a super cute boy, everyone should use the zeemap, he saw my details there and messaged me.

>>252370

>We met on here

What boards does he frequent?

Hopefully I will be in your position soon

uber cute

>>252784

Just /cuteboys/ and /r9k/ on 4chan

did you suck his dick yet

>>252963

No but I will very soon.

Good for you anon!

I've met someone that i managed to fall in love in really hard. And it's absolute torture.

He has that amazing femenine charm in him that i never saw in anyone before and im really crazy about it among many other things, hes really really submissive and loves to serve me, love every second of it and plan to use it the best way i can. We've known eachother for over half a year now and i still dont know how he looks or his last name. Hes really paranoid about his personal information to a point where after few moths into our relationship he wouldn't tell me the timezone he lives in because he thought i was a risk and that i could ruin his life. Plus he's been told his whole life that beeing gay is a choice and its wrong and he still belives that in a way (while he loves to suck dildos and eat his cum).

I live in filthy Urop, he's in the states and it's the worst feeling when i realise i cant do anything to make him trust me and be there for him. I know he really wants to be a girl too but he's never going to be happy if keeps supressing and ignoring who he is and keeps beliving that homosexuality is a sin and that it's choice. It hurts me to see him deny the things that make him so great to me just because he was brought in an envoriment that hated gay people and wouldnt stop showing their fears of gays into other peoples throats.

Good luck up. Make sure you don't let him go. Mine ended up dying and I could have stopped it if I was more aware of what he was dealing with. Good luck.

Aye, good on you OP.

>>253244

Like… actually dying? Or just stopped talking. Either way I'm sorry to hear that.

>>253434

no actually dying. We lived together for a while but got into his dream school and moved across the country. Got raped and killed himself and left me a note. He felt like it was his fault and that he should have tried to fight it more. He thought I would hate him so he killed himself. It's been a while now and I am as "over it" as I can be. I still blame myself though for giving him the idea that I would not still love him after that. It's not like I sat him down and told him if he got raped I would hate him or anything but I guess he felt that way and I have only myself to blame for it. I visited his grave about a month ago, I don't think I can get close to people any more plus I have a bit of a drinking problem now. Seriously OP if you love him tell him as much as many times as you can. If you don't you will regret it.

>>253520

Sorry about your loss Anon, god that is really sad and depressing

;-;

>>253520

You call it a drinking problem I call it fixing problems with drinking!

>>253520

>Seriously OP if you love him tell him as much as many times as you can.

I tell him I love him every day, I'd be devastated if I ever lost him. I'd do anything for him and he knows that, he's the most important person in the world to me.

>>252783

Thanks, I've only known him for a short time but I already care about him a lot. He's gone through some tough times in life so I wanna spoil him and treat him like the amazing guy he is.

>>253212

Nice to hear that other people have experienced that crazy clinginess that starts it all, it's nice as fuck. Hope your interest in each other stays strong.

Had a similar situation with a guy several months ago, just insane amounts of feelings and attraction and lust from both of us. Didn't meet here, met elsewhere online. Naive ideas of love mixed with lewd and all that jazz, just from several days of minor interaction and a super out of left field ERP session. Didn't last more than a month though before he just… fell apart. Not my fault, or his fault, or anyone's fault really…. he just needs to figure some shit out. Sure in some ways we all do, but his is a self-inflicted depressing situation with a history I can only wonder led up to it. Hopefully he heeds my words and talks to his parents or a therapist about his issues, because he needs it. I tried my damndest to get him to snap out of some of it, do a bit of recovery, get him to accept that someone could love and care about him genuinely, but his sadness and self-destructive nature and pessimism is too ingrained. Can't accept that someone could ever find him cute or attractive or anything, because he doesn't love himself. Met him this month, played games, cuddled, nothing lewd, but it didn't hold much meaning to him, nothing really does. Still there for him as a friend, someone he can talk to about anything if he ever decides to discuss it with me again, but I had to break what feelings remained in myself for him for my own safety, since he had long distanced himself from the feelings he felt were an accident a couple months prior. He hasn't said much to me since we met a couple weeks ago either, but that's his personality, I shouldn't be surprised. Never known such a nervous wreck. That first month though… sure there were some things said that were hasty and not thought out, but that doesn't mean a part of me didn't mean it. We both kind of changed our minds after a while. I took a bit longer. I saw something in him, but after all that I saw going to see him, the barriers that he had around himself that I only saw through in brief moments…. it's something he has to handle himself.

So I'm alone again, but I still got friends, and some self-confidence and knowledge I didn't have before about myself. At least I know people can find me cute. That's something.

>>257951

You're really handling that with healthy maturity. That's a rough situation and I can somewhat relate. It's hard to strike a balance between being supportive and realizing what's out of your hands.

It's sort of like Doctor Who trying to cheer up Van Gogh. There's only so much you can do even with a time machine. Good luck to you with future cuteboys (or whatever you're in to.)

>>258081

That balance between support and resignation is pretty unstable, it is. I think when the conversations only become "I don't want to talk about this", "This makes me uncomfortable", "Please stop", when trying to discuss his issues and his ability to overcome them is a good flag for this no longer being in my hands. I cannot say I did not try. Or I won't be a fool and keep trying in the future to help a friend pull himself from the well of depression.

Good luck with your shit too, we all could do with someone to have a mutual interest in.

>>258211

>when the conversations only become "I don't want to talk about this", "This makes me uncomfortable", "Please stop", when trying to discuss his issues… is a good flag

Yep. It's called "stonewalling" and I only know that from my experience with it and want to understand it. Basically the only way to go is try to part on good terms and move on. Looks like you intuited that already.