/cuteboys/ - Boypussy

>>254206

Socially conservative in the personal sense rather than the political one.

>how do I overcome my anxiety

Just be more open about it. When you see that literally no one cares you'll get real comfy with it.

>how do I become more gay

You're gay enough, anon. You don't need to be any more or less gay than you already are.

>>254206

I tried to post this earlier as an OP but this stupid crippled website does not work so ill copy what i wrote

I don't hate gays for being gay right. I am not like /pol/ personified. But i hate faggots. I hate you fuckers who dress up like women. I hate you cunts who act feminine. I hate you people who don't just act normal.

I have dealt with this conflict my whole life. Hating the shit out of every gay lover i have ever had and feeling immense regret every time i cum.

At first i thought it was self loathing. that I just hated myself for being gay. But no. I have no problem with me liking dick. I like bears. I like Muscle men and i like manly men but once i see them fucking little twinks i get angry. I get angry at them and i get angry at the twink.

I try watching straight porn but that is not as good and i get angry when i cum anyways.

I try watching bear on bear but watching a big manly man take it up the ass and act like a woman is even worse than a twink doing it.

I like watching female pov but there is not much of it out there and if the girl talks i get sucked right out of it.

Gay bottom pov is basically not even a thing. I have looked.

I love huge hard dicks. I love the thought of cumming without touching your dick. I love even fantasizing about twinks when im really horny but once i fucking cum the rage comes back.

I just think of all the degeneracy. The faggy attention seeking behaviour and submissive bullshit. I don't think i could ever be in a relationship with a man beacuse of this hatred. Maybe if i found someone with the same problem we could make it work.

Does anyone else here have this problem?

>>254212

No, I mean not every gay guy is a flamer, flamers are more of a vocal minority at least it appears to me. Even then I don't really see it as wrong.

How do I overcome my anxiety about being gay? How do I become more gay?

I ask myself the same thing every fucking day. That or daydreaming how nice it would be to have a bf.

I'll never have one. I'm too scared to ever find one. This could go in the sadness thread too, but whatever.

Do you love your bf? Can you get over the pridefag in him? They don't seem to be real deal breakers for you, but you also wish he'd tone it down a bit. Maybe talk to him about it. He might get offended you're telling him he acts "too gay"

It would bother me if the person I was dating was hitting on anyone for laughs.

I'd talk to him about this. It's clear you care about him and his feelings.

>>254210

Just be more open about it. When you see that literally no one cares you'll get real comfy with it.

I should do that too. It's really hard though.

>You're gay enough, anon. You don't need to be any more or less gay than you already are.

I will say I wish I looked or acted a little gayer just so other gays would figure it out. I want to be gay enough for gays to know, but straight enough that people don't want to hurt me.

>>254212

>I don't hate gays for being gay right. I am not like /pol/ personified. But i hate faggots. I hate you fuckers who dress up like women. I hate you cunts who act feminine. I hate you people who don't just act normal.

So you hate 90% of this board? Well I don't hate you. Sorry you have so much anger inside you. Maybe one day you'll turn around

>>254217

Yup. hate this board. Yet i keep coming back.Why? Fuck if i know. Probably beacuse there is no bear community on 4 or 8 chan that i can find.

>>254214

I live in a small town. Not many choices.

>>254220

I'm sorry you feel that way.

>>254220

Well I can't speak for everyone, but I've run into all sorts of different gay people over the years, many that are far away from flamer stereotype and even the ones that are a little "gayer" were good people. I do dislike gay voice sometimes, but I think for the most part it's something people don't do intentionally, it just sort of how they talk. You say you live in a small town, how many gay people outside of the internet have you met?

>How do I overcome my anxiety about being gay?

Don't let it affect you so much, if your boyfriend is a flaming faggot let him be a flaming faggot

>How do I become more gay?

Why? Be yourself fag.

>I'm very self-conscious about it and I don't think it's very fair to my boyfriend.

Alright which one is the bottom here

>>254212

you're such a fag

>>254307

How long ago did you come out? Is this your first bf?

All your problems seem like ones I'd have.

>>254206

>how do I overcome my anxiety here?

more time with that boyfriend of yours is probably the best way, you have good reasons to be committed to this relationship, which can give you the motivation here to let go of these things incrementally. I'm not saying to stop being conservative, but to let that anxiety loose.

Just give it time and let things progress naturally, you will become desensitized to PDAs soon enough.

Reading the posts you've made in this thread, your boyfriend sounds like an awful person.

I'm not a fan of people getting frisky with each other as a rule. Keep that shit in the bedroom. Consequently, I don't like doing anything of the sort with my own boyfriends (well, when I've had one, anyway). Back when I was younger, this had less to do with being proper and more to do with the fact that any sort of affection means "foreplay" and any sort of foreplay means "we're going to fuck right now"; or put in other words: "if you get my dick hard, you better be prepared to take care of it", but I digress.

If I may ask: why are you really dating this guy? Just because he has a nice ass? "nice personality" is rather vague. He doesn't seem to fit you at all, and in general seems like a total ass unless you've simply never told him to knock this stuff off. I don't really want to stereotype, but I've seen this before: attention whores are always sexual whores, if you get my drift. People who go around talking and laughing and getting cuddly with random strangers with no reservations are always the type who are wont to fuck random strangers with no reservations. Not saying he's definitely going to cheat on you, it's just that guys like that get bored of people really easily, which explains their behavior.

I just don't want to see you get taken advantage of. Do NOT think that you have to change yourself to fit him, or that's exactly what will happen. He'll mold you and shape you and emotionally abuse you until you're his begging little puppy, and then he'll walk away because he's "beaten" you and thus you're no longer interesting.

>>254307

dump him

I see this so much and it saddens me. Even before I accepted & understood my sexuality, I found girly flaming faggots charming. There are cultural pressures here to overcome. Keep in mind the fags who do nothing but party, hookup, and beg for attention are exactly the same as all the straight club kid assholes. Assholes are assholes. Guys who are virtuously fabulous are not our enemies. Ya gotta work on not giving a damn, OP.

>>254206

>"normal fags, no offense son"

lol

>>255120

Yeah, I don't like this guy at all. If you can stand his bullshit, more power to you, but still… fuck, man. You sound like a guy describing exactly the mechanism of the device he's built to kill himself. You know damn well what's going on in his head, and yet you're still letting him do it? He's like the bitch cheerleader hanging out with the nerdy girl because she knows it makes her look better by comparison. You have no self-respect.

I'd rather be single than put up with that. I don't think his ass is worth it; invest in a fleshlight.

>>255295

It's not a problem all the time just around 20% of it. When it's just the two of us it's not a problem. We'll cuddle, play video games, do some music, cook, all without any issues.

He's a slave to public opinion, he's crafted this wacky care free persona and lived in it for so long that I think he's hesitant to change if only because he wants the attention. When we're alone he can become another animal, one that is irredeemably cute and more than willing to debase himself for a few hours if I ask.

>>254206

No your boyfriend isn't being fair to you. If he is embarrassing you in public then you need to get him to tone it the fuck down.

>>254212

Lol what a self hating whiny faggot bitch. Grow up and take some meds you spaz.