Hey /cb/ I don't really know what to do about a guy I'm talking to over Kik. We've been sexting for a few weeks now and I actually met up with him and chickened out at the last second. See, I really want to be dominated/try some of the stuff I'm into, but I'm a very proud person irl. My friends and family don't see this side of me at all… I keep thinking about it. He seems really into some of the more extreme stuff I like and is anxious to meet up but I'm A) Not really that attracted to him (he's nice enough, but no Adonis) and B) always feel reluctant at the thought of submitting to this guy.
Not a virgin btw, but only had one prior encounter.
What do? Should I go for it or wait? Not sure if I want to submit to a guy I barely know, even if it's only once.