/deutsch/ - Es san nua du und I

I don't want to die, I just don't want to live in this world. Everytime things start improving somethings to knock me down again. Got denied from both universities I wanted to go too..I feel like I failed myself. What is my next best step? I honestly just need someone to talk to right now... Sad and Lonely. Considering suicide more and more each day. How do you maintain friendships when mental illness is consuming most of your life? I doubt that people are nice to me on their own accord. Hurting and tired. Done fighting this. She is playing with me, and I can't not love her. I think I'm depressed? I don't even know what I am. I didn't used to be like that, but I've been dead inside for 3 years now

Hi. Im 13 and have Aspergers syndrome. How old are you guys and since when have you been depressed? Today a girl from my school died of cancer. High school sucks. My life is miserable and pathetic. There's no way around it. Everyone else is too busy with their own lives to deal with someone like me. Would be easier for everyone if I just disappeared. Starting to give up... I want to die, but I'm scared to do it. I don't WANT to get any better, I want it to get even WORSE... I am looking for websites

I don't give a fuck. I am going to just end my life. I wake up and go to sleep every day ashamed of who I am. Can't live with myself. I feel terrible at night. I went to bed wishing I wouldn't wake up and it almost happened. I'm a pedophile, I want the urges to stop, and I want help, but I can't get it

Not Doing Well, Just Need To Vent (A Bit Drunken Stream of Consciousness) I've never told how I felt to someone before, but here I go. I hate my life. I have a small dick and I see no point to living because of it. feeling pathetic.. Cry when I'm alone. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so suffocatingly alone. I know I need help. Every time a get high I kinda hope that I accidentally OD. Anyone else do this?

I tried my best to describe what depression feels like, I'd really appreciate it if you took the time to read. Life really ISNT worth living. I hate watching others succeed. I have no idea what my ideal life would look like. I want to cry for help. But I can't. I don't think it really ever does get better... I'm sorry, Mother. I love you.

I'm feeling so low I don't even know how to title this. Does anyone else ever have a really great day and then totally crash? He kissed me... I don't know what to do anymore. Your experience with Prozac? Does anyone else have a hard time believing there are people who don't get depressed? "Why don't you smile more ?" Im not sure what exactly is wrong with me. I'm feeling trapped in college. I see no point in going on. Is this some kind of a sick joke the universe is pulling off on me? Which is worse severe depression or severe anxiety? I need more help than I’m getting but I don’t know where to get it