No.852
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hey waddup. where ya been?
No.853
also i'm not used to the way in which this music is disorienting me. nice.
No.854
>>852
Avoiding this site and most forms of internet social junk.
About a week ago I realized I was more reclusive than my brother, and I thought he was the weird, anti-social one.
No.855
>>854
being a shut-in is way more fun when you can do it with others! but lucky for you, you missed a bunch of lame bs while you were gone.
No.856
>>855
You are scientist, right?
You seem different and I kind of like it.
No.857
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>>856
do i? i'm trying not to be scientist and to be off-kilter instead. but if you insist on calling me scientist it's whatever.
No.858
>>857
…Oh…? Is Scientist a character?
Or is off-kilter a character and you're doing some weird facade thing to hide your depression?
Am I just making a bunch of assumptions here?
No.859
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>>858
i don't do characters. i am consistently genuine. so if i'm acting different, then it must be a natural change.
No.860
>>859
Okay. Sorry, you must be happy, then. Compared to Sci. Is it to do with expressing your mood, or?
No.861
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>>860
i used to not really show my emotions at all but over time i have become much more expressive on both ends. right now i'm just in kind of a good mood.
No.862
>>861
…Used to? So is this a recent development? Sorry I'm just curious.
What did you think of the music, by the way?
And why're you in a good mood?
No.863
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>>862
oh yes. i've always been very sensitive but up until a few months ago those emotions were hella repressed. i kinda threw that away because being an empty shell sucks fuckin dick. the music was enjoyable and disorienting (which is a good thing)! i'll have to check out more from the group. oh and my mood goes up and down kinda unpredictably.
No.864
>>863
Oh? Was that scientist, then? The husk.
Anyway, I'm glad you've started showing your emotions more, that's healthy. Well, yes. Mine does as well. Just a half an hour ago I felt amazing, now I feel absolutely awful at myself.
The group has pretty good stuff. I don't know why I like it so much, but, yes.
No.865
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>>864
i suppose you could say that, but really my attachment to the name is gone because of waning interest in becoming a scientist! disorienting music is the best! recently i've been making a lot of self-discoveries in terms of music that are pointing me toward stuff like thinking fellers union local 282. you heard of them?
No.866
>>865
Oh? What happened to that? I mean, , my interest has waned recently as well. I think I'm back at square one with what I want to be.
I've not heard of them, no, but I'd love to. Forgive me if I don't like it, I'm kind of picky when it comes to this stuff. Normally I'd shrug it off as awful, but this band got to me somehow.
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>>866
it was more a case of me wanting to be the kind of person who likes science than actually liking science. i'm actually more interested in english and pure mathematics. i think tful282 is fantastic. this album: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q-QmYp4XDUY is already becoming a favorite of mine.
No.868
>>867
…Weird. I mean, no. That's cool. It's just. Yeah…
I'm listening to it right now.
No.869
No.870
>>868
>>869
the weirder the better, i think!
No.871
>>870
I think I'm kinda similar. I've always loved anything involving language. I'm good at math, kinda, and I love going on binges of weird math thingies, but, I don't know. I don't think I could ever do any serious learning of math alone. Just tinkering with things that are fun.
Also wow this was a lot better than I thought it would be.
No.872
No.873
>>871
yes, i see us being similar in a lot of ways. except you're not so unlikable.
>>872
this looks like it's right up my alley. you ever played off?
No.874
>>873
Why are you so unlikable, again?
>>873
I loved the shit out of OFF.
Miaou.
No.875
>>874
i'm clingy and spammy.
off is fucking fantastic. also i felt it was especially relevant to me at the time i played it because i took the game to be about suicide.
No.876
>>875
Well, I'm clingy. Not spammy, though.
And I heavily deny the clingy part, but it's true.
I didn't try to look into OFF too deeply, I appreciated it for it's odd yet connected storyline. I appreciated it for its weird, nonsensical jokes that wre sprinked in. It's sense of humour is amazing, and just sort of. Connected with me.
The soundtrack is also just so unique.
But.
Yes.
The game is essentially about death, though I can't tell if it's killing a loved one, suicide, or what.
No.877
>>876
and thinking of it as being about suicide was especially interesting to me because at the end of the game you can actually choose whether to do it or not. the game goes seriously wayyyyy heavy with the existential themes. and yes, the soundtrack is badass.
No.878
No.879
>>878
i got all three endings of course. the first one i chose was the official ending, in which the conclusion is suicide.
No.880
>>879
Ah. Right. You know, I never played it myself. I watched someone else play it.
No.881
>>880
ah, fair enough. i think i'd probably do that if i ever wanted to see it again rather than playing it.
No.882
>>881
Nh. I should've played it first…but, I've always enjoyed watching other people play things, for some reason. It's probably because I'm awful at every game ever.
No.883
>>882
well part of the reason can be explained because when you watch someone else do something it actually activates the parts of the brain that would be involved in actually doing the thing yourself. so it's totally normal to enjoy watching run through of games or something, even more than playing them yourself, don't sweat it. btw did you delete me on steam?
No.884
>>883
…No? I don't think so. I deleted a lot of people on steam, though, so maybe.
http://steamcommunity.com/id/nii_is_a_nerd
No.885
>>884
well you probs did because i have literally never deleted anyone on steam! anyway added again
No.886
>>885
You went offline?
Also, sorry.
No.887
>>886
yes i did. i'm almost always available though, even if i'm shown to be offline. and again, don't sweat it! no biggie at all.
No.888
>>887
Okay. Sorry.
Anyway, what're you doing right now.
No.889
>>888
first of all i'm checking that get, plus i'm posting here while i'm waiting for my ban on animus to expire innnn [checks to see] [" expires 15 hours from now, ] 15 hours, listening to r plus seven and taking a break from reading homestuck, which i was doing until i came here. how's about you?
No.890
>>889
Oh. Thanks.
I stopped reading homestuck because it stopped being relevant to my interests.
I only read it because my crush read it. I am an idiot.
No.891
>>890
how are you an idiot for that?? i think it's kind of sweet. i'm reading it for a couple reasons. first of all i only stopped before because of the mind-numbingly boring intermission, but recently i heard it gets much better after that so i will push through this time. plus, i want to be able to use this avatar without the shame of never actually seeing her in the source material. it definitely helps to motivate me. so what happened with that crush?
No.892
>>891
Because ti was cringy, how I did it, over all.
She turned out to be an asexual weeb, who died her hair bright blue and uses personal pronouns.
In retrospect I dodged a bullet. It's a shame, though, because she's really cute.
I mean, honestly…
No.893
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>>892
aww well i don't think that's cringy. i used to check out music i knew my crush liked. so she was one of the tumblr-types, eh? i think those can be really cute if they don't go too crazy with it. i think it's hot.
No.894
>>893
She went too far with the bright blue hair, in my opinion.
And, yeah, she was p cute, a tomboy, as well. But, also, asexual ruined it for me. Because I really wanted to tap that. Hard.
And, sh, it was cringy.
No.895
>>894
yeah the weird sexualities are about where i really start to get turned off of the whole thing. it wasn't! honest! you should get a crush on me and start reading it again lol.
No.896
>>895
Mh. And pronouns help, in my opinion.
Also, I don't think me crushing on you would make me repeat the same mistakes.
No.897
>>896
don't be too sure. love is a crazy thing~
No.898
>>897
Please. I think I'd know. At one point I took Kankri and taped him to a folder of mine just to make it obvious to her that I read the damn comic.
And then when she pointed it out. I spaghettied. So hard.
No.899
>>898
hehehehehe oh wow well i didn't know you went to those kinds of lengths… just taking an interest in what your crush likes is totally normal, but yeah… the taping kankri to your folder thing is pretty cringy lol!!
No.900
>>899
Yeah. So. No thanks, would not crush on/10 would be too cringy.
No.901
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>>900
well all righty then, ya goofball. i think i'm gonna get back into homestuck in a minute here. any last words before i depart?
No.902
>>901
Have fun. And I'm not a goofball, dork.
No.903
>>902
thanks!
>not a goofball
loooooooooool
take care
No.904
in all seriousness, you should avatar as kankri tho it'd be pretty funny
No.905
WHY WOULD I REVEL IN CRINGE, SCI.
WHY.
No.906
>>905
just to laugh it off. it's healthy. and you'll feel relieved when you do. bye for real now.
No.907
>>906
God damnit you better be right about this.
No.909
>>908
>>907
hehehe trolls make for cute avatars. nighty night, darling.
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No.994
>>991
>>>667 !
>>993
oops my name disappeared. i'm me
No.995