>>18I had a weird dream about my ex. In RL he has OCD and never lets his feet touch the ground because that makes them dirty. If he had dirt on his feet and couldn't wash it, he'd probably an hero, that's how fucked up he is about it.
Anyway, in my dream he was sleeping on the edge of my bed, fully clothed (he sleeps naked), his feet were slightly off the bed, covered in mud.
Then some loud noises woke me up. I'm wondering what my subconscious was doing there, maybe I'm trying to make him an hero in my dreams. Pretty sure I want the worst for him, and dirty feet for him would be hell.
But he seemed so peaceful and OK with the dirty feet.
>>25There are some great hypo-therapy tracks on youtube, my favorite is Julie Whitely, I like her voice and she doesn't crap on too much about weird hippy shit.
She has one for lucid dreaming and another for dream recall, I recommend trying those out. She's also got one to relieve anxiety and stress, which was fucking awesome for me, I managed to get through a really crappy time of my life by getting a good nights sleep by putting her on every night.