>>1088
>But yes I hear voices to discussing this with me.
So you hear voices from inside of your head? This is schizophrenia bro.
>How can I get therapy to not think this without going to jail and destroying my life but all I can think of is murder and rape fantasies
go to therapist, there is such a thing like Physician–patient privilege, and besides that you have not done so far any crime inb4 thoughtcrime
what in your opinion caused your affection to murder? your case is interesting